When I finished using the bathroom I washed my hands then started walking back towards the campfire, but as i walked past the living room a picture caught my eye I turned the lamp on so i could see it better it was a photo of me and Cam in the ninth grade; my hair was in pigtails and I was smiling up at Cam who had his arm around my neck and was holding up a bag with a gold fish inside and smiling like he won the lottery
I remember that day, it was the day we went to the county fair and he played the basketball game and won the fish; he was soo proud he named the fish goldy, it died a week later note never get a fish from the county fair.
I put the picture back and turned to walk back I didn't get far before i bumped into a hard chest nearly making me fall
"Woah ma my bad"
i looked up to see jevoni
"Sorry i wasn't watching where i was going" I said taking
*Knock knock*"who is it" I heard a voice yell then the door opened"what are you doing here"I walked past him and put my Coach bag on the couch, while taking a look around "I see you've been renovating""well I haven't my wife has" he said with a lot of emphasis on the word "wife""oh really" I smiled sweetly "and how is Tanya doing and where is she""She's on a business trip but don't worry about her why are you here""Straight to the point I've always liked that about you, I said while taking a seat, but I'm here because a certain parole officer didn't tell me their parolee was released"He looked at me confused "what are you talking about""Jacobs been released, he was released two years ago actually and why wasn't I informed Roger""ug
I was sitting in my office that I had at home, just thirty minutes from where Alaina stayed I wanted to be near my baby girl at all times.*knock knock*"Come in" I yelledI looked up from the work I was doing and my secretary Tia walked in holding a folder most likely with more work and papers to sign."Hey Mr. Jones, I got the papers from Ace of Spades about adding another room"Ace of Spades was the strip club I had in Atlanta, my other strip club also called Ace of Spades was in Las Vegas where my cousin and also business partna and my right hand Tyler managed it."aight you can just set it down with the other pile of things I need to do" I said nodding my head toward the stack of papers on the corner of my desk, even with a secretary owning a business was a lot of work they didn't teach nothing about all this in the classes I took to get my busines
*Quack Quack Quack Quack*I woke up to the sound of the alarm on my phone going off, I have a duck ringtone because who doesn't like ducks, plus its loud as fudge so it wakes me up; I reach over and turn it off, I also look at the four unread messages I had from Kay, Te Te, Sam and Jevoni. I read Kay's message first.Kay😘: I'm leaving for NY today 😥 we need to chillMe: ofc boo hmu after school💋I was sad that Kay would be leaving she was the main person keeping me sane through all this mess, but since school was coming to an end I knew she would be back in a month or so.I couldn't decide whether I wanted to read Sam's message or Te Te's so I just clicked on Jevoni's, it said he messaged me ten minutes ago which means he must be up early as hell.Jevoni: good morning beautiful😍Me: good morning😀Jevoni: ho
I was outside of Alainas house waiting for her to come out, I waited a couple of seconds then I texted and called her but got no answer. I got out the car and walked to the front door "guess i gotta do it the old fashioned way" I mumbled to myselfBoom Boom BoomI banged on the door "yo Lainy you up in there girl" I listened for movement or any sign of life, but I didnt hear anything. I twisted the door knob and to my surprise it was unlocked "yo alaina you better start locking doors before a crackhead walk in and jack yo shit" I yelled laughing, but I didnt hear her say anything thing.I walked up the burgundy carpeted stairs and made my way to Alainas room, making sure to knock first "yo Alaina come on stop playing before we be late". I slowly opened the door with my eyes closed, but when i didnt hear a eww get out i proceeded when I fully walked in her room I looked around only to see it was empty, I let o
All I can see is white, the walls the floor and ceiling. I stand up and the scene changes; I'm now standing on grass, I look at my surroundings to see that I'm at a cemetery, in the distance I can see a group of people.I start walking towards them past all the tombstones of lost loved ones, I try my best not to step on anyone's grave. As I get closer I see that the group are dressed in all black, the closer I get the better I am at seeing their faces; I stop dead in my tracks when I see my family and friends there crying their eyes out.Confused I walk to the grave and read the tombstone, when I read it all the air leaves my body and I drop to the ground, written on the tombstone isAlaina Ginger RoseJuly 3, 1999-May 13,2017Loving daughter gone too soonI look back at my friends and family "I'm here" I say as I get up "Mom I'm not dead I'm right here" I run to Camer
My best friend is in a coma, I still cant wrap my head around this. I was just packing my bags so I could go back on campus, but then Cam called me crying. I cried and prayed the whole way here. I cant help but think maybe this is my fault I wasn't there for her, I'm supposed to be someone she can come talk to; I feel horrible.Zzzzzz Zzzzzz ZzzzzzzzI take my phone out of my pocket and see that Kay is calling, I stand up and start walking towards the exit not wanting to disturb anyone."hello""Te is she okay, have you seen her yet, I had to stop and get gas ill be there in a couple of hours" Kay said all in one breath"no we'll see her after a couple more tests, but she's in a coma, but she's okay i guess""oh my gosh noo, for how long""not long hopefully but you just focus on getting here safely ill call you if there
When I open my eyes I'm in a hospital room, I see my mom, dad, Cam, Te and Sam; I smile thinking I made it back to reality but when I look to my right I see myself lying in the hospital bed.I take a step back in disbelief, what is going on I said looking at myself, I was pale and sick looking; I looked at my bandaged wrist I put my hand to my mouth as tears poured out of my eyes why did I do this to myself.I looked at my dad as he hugged my mom who couldn't control her crying, I looked at Cam who tried his best to control his crying as he held my hand; I watched as Sam handed Te a tissue to wipe her tears with.I'm sorry I yelled I learned my lesson I don't wanna die please let me live God I cried out as I laid on the bed and fell asleep.I slowly opened my eyes to see Cam asleep on one chair and my mom and dad asleep on another. The sunlight hit my eyes as I tried to sit up making the
"But mom I don't feel good" I said while fake coughing "can I please stay home another day" I pleaded.I got released from the hospital three days ago and I still haven't been to school, why go I already know what's going to happen and what's going to be said; call me a coward but I just don't feel up to it."no nothing is wrong with you you're going to school even if I have to drag you there, stop letting them kids get the best of you; let them talk shit as long as they don't touch you fuck them." my mom ranted while washing the dishes "now go get dressed Cam should be on his way"I huffed and stomped up the stairs."Stop stomping up my damn stairs for stomp a hole in you" my mom yelledI rolled my eyes, and sat on my bed thinking about the events that happened only a couple days ago. I could've died that day I thought to myself as I got up to find an outfit to wear. No on
Cam🙈: are you ready I'm outsideMe: Kay I'm comingI took a look at myself in the mirror, I was wearing a nude pencil skirt with a white crop top and gold sandals; "you look good girl" I said to my reflection smiling.Its been a week since the hospital incident happened, Cam ended up canceling the pool party so me and him never had a chance to talk; but tonight he's taking me out so we can talk."You look beautiful"I heard someone say I turned around to see my dad standing there, I walked up to him and gave him a hug"Thanks""But isn't that skirt a little too short maybe you should put jeans on it's kind of cold out""Jacob leave her alone she looks fine" my mom said shaking her head at my dad"Thanks guys but I have to get going Cams waiting"
I sat in the car waiting for Alaina I felt a lot better knowing it was Cam who she was with, I hope they make up so it won't be awkward at the pool party.Zzzzzz Zzzzzzzz ZzzzzzzzI answered my phone "sup Cam are y'all almost done""what I was going to ask you the same thing where are y'all""I'm at the park wait your not with Alaina" I asked getting out of my car"No she was with you""There was this unknown number that texted her asking to meet up--""And y'all went why didn't she tell me""Cause you was ignoring her hit thats besides the point she thought it was you who was texting her" I said walking towards the trail"Ight I'm on my way right now I should be there in like three minutes wait for me""Okay just hurry cause I'm getting worried"I w
I started walking the trail looking around, but I didn't see anyoneZzzz ZzzzzzI jumped a bit the vibrate from my phone scaring meRoxy🦋: are you okay??Me: yeah I don't see anyone thoughMy phone vibrated again I looked at it thinking it was Roxy but instead it was the unknown numberUnknown: come by the big oak treeI started smiling "big oak tree" it's Cam the big oak tree is where we used to come when we were younger; he probably wanted to apologize for being such a dickhead earlier. I started walking with a little more pep in my step now that I knew who it was. The big oak tree was a little further away from where people went because it wasn't on the trail.I quickly texted Roxy to let her know it was just Cam fooling around"Caaamm" I said as I got closer to t
Te❤️: it was just one of those days for him, he didn't feel like talking but he said he'll talk to you tonight at the pool partyI smiled Me: thanks TeCam has been ignoring me all day. At lunch he didn't even sit with me and Roxy, I tried texting him in second but he kept the conversation short; so I asked Te to talk to him for me to see what was wrong with him. I guess everyone has those days where they don't feel like socializing so I can't fault him for that because I do it sometimesRinnnnnngggThe bell went off, finally I thought as I packed up all my things and walked out the classroom"Soo" Roxy asked as she walked up beside me"Te said he was just having one of those days you know, but she said he'll talk to me about it tonight at the pool party""See you was worried about nothing, do you feel
Alaina🦋: are you okay?I read the text message and sighed, I wasn't avoiding Alaina on purpose it's just that the feelings I have for her are strong and I don't know how to tell her; I'm not good with rejection and I know if she says she doesn't feel the same way our friendship is never going to be the same.Me: I'm good whyI shook my head at the lie, but what else am I supposed to say "oh Alaina I have really strong feelings for you and I wanna be your boyfriend even though he consider me a best friend or even a brother" I thought to myself she would probably laugh in my faceZzzz Zzzz Zzzz"Cameron finals are coming up soon and unless you're reading notes on your phone, which I doubt you are; put it away" Mr. Lewis said before I could look at the text message. I nodded my head and picked up my pencil and started working on the worksheet he handed out.
"Alaina get up before you be late" I heard my mom say shaking me awakeI sat up for a second trying to wake myself up, I got used to not going to school I didn't even feel like getting upI threw the covers off of my legs and walked over to my closet to find an outfit. Since the weather was warming up and getting ready for summer I decided on a gray maxi dress something I rarely wear especially to school, but today I was feeling good about myself.After a quick shower I put on my outfit with some white sandals. I looked in the mirror and smiled at my reflection "you are so beautiful" I said smiling "don't let anyone bring you down""Alaina Cam is outside waiting" my mom yelled interrupting my little self praise session"Coming" I yelled grabbing my book bag, phone and rushing downstairs"Okay miss thang you looking real cute toda
It's been four days since the fight I had at school, Chynna doesn't dm me talking shit anymore I guess she realized I wasn't going to pay here any more attention; I have to focus on school because there's only a couple weeks left and I definitely don't want to be held back."Alaina Roxy is here" I hear my mom yell"I'm coming" I yell back and get up from my bed grabbing my purse, me and Roxy are going to the mall today after being stuff in the house for almost a week in ready to go and get some fresh air.I walk down the stairs to see Roxy sitting in the living room with my mom, "let's roll" I say walking towards the door"Don't stay out too late because you do have school tomorrow" my mom said as I walked out the door"Kay" I said shutting the door and walking to the passenger side of Roxys car"You ready for tomorrow" Roxy asked as she bac
"I can't believe you ruined the fucking plan you dumbass" Chynna yelled at me"You told me she was a horrible person and bullied you, that girl was the one you bullied""What ever Jevoni I don't even know why I asked you to help me with this""I don't know either chynna you're just a manipulative psycho bitch and you're obsessed with Alaina; I don't know what I saw in you you're disgusting" I said walking out of her house and to my car"Blah blah Jevoni you're just a nerdy little wimp I made you popular if it wasn't for me you would still be getting bullied I saved you""You didn't save me you used me that's all you do is use people" I yelled back getting into my car and driving off, I regret ever meeting ChynnaFlashback 2 years agoI had just moved to a new town and I didn't know anyone, I had big glasses and braces. "Hey St
Zzzz Zzzz ZzzzI picked up my phone and looked at the notification it was a dm from InstagramImma get you back bitchI rolled my eyes even though the page was private I knew it was chynna messaging me, she had been messaging me for two days sending little threats but showing no action; I blocked at least five pages. Her little threats don't fase me at all she got what was coming to her, even though I'm still mad I got suspended I'm happy I finally stood up for myself.Knock knock"Come in" I yelled the door opened and a smiling Cam walked in with Te, Kay and Roxy right behind him, I got up and hugged them "hey guys""Sup prisoner 280164" Cam said laughingI hit him on his arm "shut up loser""I'm mad at you Alaina" Te said taking a seat on my bed"Why" I asked laying back down&nbs