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2021-04-22 07:24:24After three days I felt I was beginning to go mad. I wasn't sure if it had anything to do with the fact that I was kept in almost complete darkness or if it was due to me worrying about my pack and their safety. I knew Elstan wouldn't really hurt anyone, or at least I hoped not. Between that and the lack of food and sleep I was longing to be out of this cell. I decided the best thing I could do for my own survival and for the survival of my friends and my pack would be to give in to Elstan.
I didn't want to because I still hated him deep down and I was still pretty convinced he had somehow cheated in our match but what other choice did I have? I just needed to submit long enough to find the evidence I needed that he had somehow cheated or regain my strength enough that I could challenge him or even kill him. I wasn't going to just submit completely.
True to his word though Elstan had not come to see me a
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I twisted from side to side in the mirror studying myself. The dark blue and gold dress twisted this way and that with my body. The bodice of it was tight enough that it clung to and accentuated my breasts in a lovely way. It loosened on my hips and flowed nicely down to my ankles. The pack crest nestled beautifully above my heart around the clasped shawl around my shoulders. Amelia had helped me curl and pin my hair up beautifully so that it looked similar to my mothers hair on her wedding day to my father. I felt the tears begin to form and suppressed the urge to cry again. I had been crying most of the day. Well most of the time really since my parents died. I tried to take deep breaths to steady myself and clear my mind before I undid all of Amelias hard work. She had worked so hard to make me look and feel beautiful for today. It had actually been three months since my parents had passed and despite the fact that majority of
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I was startled out of my sleep by the sound of my cell opening. I was so groggy I couldn't even turn towards the door to see what was going on. About an hour or so after Elstan had left last night one of the guards, whom I didn't even recognize, had brought me some clean clothes that were way too big on me and some food. It had felt so good to eat again. A part of me believed my grogginess was due to finally having a full stomach after a week but even Zariah was quiet which was unusual. That alone made me believe that there may have been something in the food. It wasn't unusual to put stuff in prisoners food, mostly to suppress their wolf or make them weaker so that they couldn't escape. My father had used this tactic and pretty much every alpha before him as far as we had known had done it as well. I had been against it at first but after a break out incident shortly after I became alpha I had changed my mind. I tried not to think abou
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"Would you relax" Amelia said sitting on my bed watching me pace back and forth. I looked over at her and smiled. Even in just in pjs I thought my best friend was truly beautiful. I was glad she was here with me. I couldn't shake the thought that Elstan should have been the one sitting there. "Sorry I'm just so nervous." I said sitting next to her. We were wearing matching pjs just like we always did when she spent the night. Though since she turned eighteen three months ago and found her mate we hadn't really hung out much outside of school. It hadn't really bothered me much at that point because I had still been dating Elstan. Now I was alone though. He had broken up with me a week ago. Amelia had done the best she could to be there for me. This was the first time we had any alone time together though. "I understand. It's almost midnight, almost your eighteenth birthday. I remember when I met Yevette
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I was left on that bed of spikes for what felt like an eternity but I no real way to tell how long I had been here. At first I thought this had been a mild torture but after a while I realized it really wasn't. After the fifth or maybe sixth hour of laying here that's when I really began to feel the spikes. My wounds could not heal and the fact I was drugged up and couldn't feel Zariah didn't help me any. The creaking of the door and a gasp made me feel like I probably looked worse then I thought I did. I heard brisk foot steps and felt hands quickl loosening the restraints and gently lifting me off the bed. I was quickly laid on the cool floor and rolled onto my side before I could even see who my rescuer was. I could hear running water behind me but I was too tired to look. "Kaydence I'm sorry this is going to hurt." I felt a warm,wet cloth on my back and it stinged so bad. I didn't scream though and tried my hard
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