I peered my gaze at the six-foot figure that I had bumped into and failed to register what I had felt.
The figure wasn't Alpha Benna. He had dark eyes that had a faint orange glow to them. The glow wasn't that bright, and I was sure no one could see it from afar.
A frustrated voice, calling me a whore, told me I should stop whatever I was doing and jarred me from my trance.
"Hail the demon; take me with you to hell. I'm ready to burn eternally in your clutches rather than this man's." I dropped to my knees and begged the tall man, who squinted his brows in confusion.
At that moment, I didn't care if he was Lucifer himself, whom I had grown to hear, or the child's demon. I just wanted to get away from Alpha Benna and his men because I was sure if they caught me, I wouldn't survive.
"Demon?" The figure's deep voice, which could cause anyone's legs to wobble, asked in confusion.
"No, not a demon. Master Lucifer, please help me." I corrected myself, sure that he wasn't just a demon but Lucifer himself. The only thing he lacked was a pair of dark horns and a tail.
I don't know why he looked shocked and confused, but I didn't ask. Maybe he didn't expect someone to recognize him. "Please, Master Lucifer, don't leave me with them; they'll kill me."
I begged,bending much lower to kiss his feet when he turned his back on me.
Before he could respond to me or I could convince him once again to take me with him, I felt a sharp pain in my back.
I looked back only to see one of Alpha Benna's men throw the huge blade he always carried with him at me.
Its sharp blade dug deep into my shoulder, almost dislocating it. I gasped as a pool of blood formed under my knees.
This is not the way to die. No, I can't just give up. I told myself, gripped my knees, and forced them off the ground. I stumbled forward, tripping and falling, but after getting a grip on myself, I ran.
"What the hell?" I had one of my assultants cursing. I guess they thought the blade would weigh me down.
"Try running much harder, Mira. Don't look behind you; don't concentrate on the pain; just focus on your freedom and our freedom. My wolf,who hasn't conversed with me for years, encouraged me.
I ignored the idea of pulling the blade stuck on my shoulder and gripped it instead to stop more blood from oozing out.
Pushing all the pain behind me, I closed my eyes and flicked them open with determination glowing within them.
"I will get us out of here.'' I promised our freedom to my wolf, who purred in encouragement.
"Daughter of a demon!'' the man who had thrown the blade at me cursed while hurling stones at me.
One hit the back of my head, and I could feel a cold wetness dripping on my neck.
"Run, Mira, run," Alpha Benna's second-in-command's voice echoed in my head. He was among the people coming after me, but he encouraged me instead. "I won't fail you," I whispered, although I knew he wouldn't hear me.
Another stone came, but this time it didn't knock me on the back of my head but on the blade sticking out of my shoulder. The pressure increased, forcing me to the ground on my knees.
"Wake up, you asshole,'' my inner voice nudged, but I ignored it.
"For how long will I run? I can't escape him. The moon gods don't care about my existence, and neither does the demon who refused to help me, so why would I run? I'm tired. I'm really tired,'' I cried, curling myself on the ground.
"I can't run anymore; I can't," I whispered, looking at the sky above me.
It was bright blue, with no sun on it.
"Everything is at peace; expect me. I smiled bitterly, waiting for Alpha Benna's men to catch up with me.
I could feel their feet thumping closer and their sneers growing louder when they came to the realization that I had given up. The sounds of helicopters flying above echoed.
With a single glance at them, I knew whose helicopters they were. After flying for a while, they started coming down. "One, two, three, four, and five. I counted them, although weakly.
After the last came down,a tall man with a sky-blue suit and a smirk on his face walked toward me.
"Yezus, how many times should I say you are not allowed to run away from me?" He grinned while bending on one knee to rub my sunken cheeks.
"Just give up already; you are my property, Yezus, my property." He pulled me to my feet, snaking his rough hands around my neck while forcing me to look at him.
"Come home with me, my little one. I know it was a long run. Don't worry; I won't do anything to you as long as you cooperate with me. And mind you, I won't be taking no for an answer this time." His red eyes glowed with seriousness.
Pain shot through my body as he dragged me to his jet, but I didn't wince. I was so darn used to pain. I was fucking used to it.
I watched him as he took his phone from his pocket and called a number he had pinned as a favorite.
"Mariana, make sure my room is cleaned and expanded because my little Yezus has finally agreed to my proposal." He smirked at me while saying these things, his perveted red gaze glued to my almost-bare chest.
The maid's dress I was wearing was torn. How it happened, I don't know.
"Why can't you let me go?" I asked him, my voice dropping into a whisper.
He could get any woman he wanted with the snap of his finger, but why me? I wasn't beautiful; I was damaged and unwanted. I had no education and no brains, but he was after me.
So many times, I had succeeded in running away from him, but he followed me.
"Why don't you let me go? I am tired,"I closed my eyes, leaning my aching back on the seat's backrest.
I listened to my bones snapping and breaking as I leaned, wondering if someone of my age was supposed to experience this. I will be turning eighteen at midnight today, but my bones cracked like those of a ninety-year-old, as if letting the world know how tired I was.
"I can't let you go, Kia. I just can't," he murmured under his breath, but I heard him.
Of course, he can't let me go. How will he convince people to invest in his companies if I'm not there? How will he secure deals? How will he vent his anger now that I am the only punching bag he has?
"Just stop running away from me. Yezus, why don't you accept that you are forever mine? Also, don't forget who you are, who your father is, and how damaged you are. Do you think anyone will want to keep a person like you? Even if there's a will, do you think they'll still do it after knowing about you?" His question was more than a threat.
I closed my eyes, registering all that he had said. "What was I thinking?" I asked myself, a chuckle escaping my lips. "Who'll keep me? If my own father couldn't, will another person who isn't even my blood be able to?"
"I will stay with you, Alpha Benna. I won't run ever again," I found myself telling him, tears, which I don't know what triggered, dropping out of my eyes.
He gasped in shock, looked at me with confusion all over his face, and smiled, "Really?" You won't run away from home? You won't refuse me?" He asked in disbelief.
"Mmh,'' I hummed, bubbling my head up and down in agreement with my eyes still closed, ''running was of no use anyway. I can't outrun you, no matter how far I go." I chuckled, blinked my eyes open, and looked where the plane had landed.
I had reached far. Something that looked impossible even in my eyes,given that I still had a blade stuck on me.
I was just a few seconds into crossing the border. If I hadn't given up, if I hadn't curled there and waited for Alpha Benna's men, he would have never found me. But where would I have gone?
"I have never asked anything from you, Kiara, but freedom. Freedom to breathe without struggle, freedom to live without any wolfbane weakening me down, freedom to run around like every wolf When I thought I was about to reach it, you betrayed me.'' My wolf's shaky and broken voice snapped me out of my trance.
"If Alpha Benna's second in command betrayed his boss, hired men, bribed the guard on duty, and kept his own life together with his family's at risk just to help us out, why are you...?" She trailed.
My wolf's words hit me differently.
I had promised her when we were kids that one day I would get her out of these suffocating conditions and take her to freedom. I had promised her to run in the woods and feel the cold air brushing past her furs, smell the blood of wild animals,and let her do every nice thing out there.
But what did I do? I turned out to be exactly like my father. I betrayed her, just like my father did to Mom and me, just like my relatives did to me when I ran for help. I was denying her rights just the way I was.
"I am sorry I..."
"No need to apologize, Kiara; this is the life you have chosen for us. We should embrace it,'' she said, cutting me off and then going silent.
"Is this the life I really want?" I found myself in doubt, a quandary overshadowing me. I turned to look at the man sitting beside me, who had been treating me nothing like a slave since he took me when I was ten.
Do I wish to be his slave once again? Do I wish to be back as a punching bag? Do I wish to feel the same pain every night as he raped me again and again? Do I wish to...
''No, no, I don't want!" I found myself blurting these words out.
''What is it that you don't want? We are going home, my little Yezus. We are minutes away from beginning a new chapter of our lives. Alpha Benna grinned while reaching his hands out to me and squeezing my thighs.
Goosebumps filled my body as I realized what he meant by saying we would begin a new life. I looked outside and gasped to see that the jet was flying higher. With all the mighty force in me, I kicked the door open and jumped.
I winced when my side hit the ground. I rolled miles away, my body getting covered with the orange dust. I saw Alpha Benna's head peeping from above the plane, but I didn't wait for him or his men.
Picking myself up from the ground, I dashed forward toward my freedom. I stood to take a breath after I was sure I was far from Benna and his men.
"Look, is that a hill? We can hide there." My wolf forced me to look ahead of us.
With a slow, breaking breath, I took the small trail that I was sure would take us above the hill.
"There she is!" A voice yelled behind me, but I never looked back. Quickening my pace, I refused to prick out the thorn under my bare feet and pushed forward.
I heard voices, like many people calling out for me, saying I shouldn't climb the hill. I brushed them off, thinking it was Alpha Benna's men who were worried that once I was there, they would never be able to find me.
If that were to happen, then they would pay dearly. Everyone knew that Alpha Benna never liked it when his plans flopped. He liked everything going his way.
I never cared about that anyway. Let them face whatever consequences they have to. I said, inwardly determined, that I wouldn't let Benna's second-in-command plan fail. I was about to let him down, but not anymore.
While still sitting in the plane, I had him confess that when he heard I had reached that desert, he got scared because he knew once I had crossed its border, he would never be able to find me.
That was why he was left with no choice but to involve drones, private jets, and the pack military in coming after me.
"Goodbye Alpha Benna, goodbye slavery, welcome freedom." I felt a smile cover my face.
"We did it! We did it!" I chanted excitedly for my wolf to hear.
"Goodbye past life, welcome new life! I yelled in excitement, ignoring the pain and tiredness overpowering my body as I stepped into the white hill, which I wished I had known sooner was a landmine.
I felt my feet sinking into the hot, soily ground as the whole thing erupted around me.
The moment I and my beta, Sony, walked into Alpha Benna's mating ball party, screams and murmurs of fangirls reached our ears.Not being used to being the center of attention, even after being in the spotlight all my life, I pulled my beta aside."Go ahead and look for that asshole; I'll be just outside getting some fresh air," I said while walking toward the door, peeling the girl glued to my body away."I can't find him," my beta's unbelievable voice told me through the mindlink."I can't believe his guts. Do whatever you can, even if it means wrecking this party into ashes. Search every hell hole present in this house and bring him to me by his collar," I demanded, a growl pressing in my voice.I had lent Alpha Benna a billion dollars four months ago when he was expanding his pack. I can't believe his guts; after squandering all the money on his countless bitches, he had been avoiding me like hell."I found something else, Alpha Maseno. My beta's voice reached me as I made a turn o
I ignored my pilot's voice over the speaker phone, telling me that what I was doing was dangerous and could even take my life.Anyone seeing me would get his or her brains clouded with thoughts wondering why a ruthless person like me would suddenly panic over a nobody and even risk my life for her.What the media and many people don't know is that, despite how dangerous and much worse than the devil I was, my dad taught me differently.Among many of the rules that I and he wrote down and finally made sure had stuck in my brain cells was that I should never abandon a person who is in dire need of my help.This rule, among many others, was supposed to guard my life and always remind me that half of me was a human.I really don't care what people think of me, but this time I did. Not the people, though, but what my dad will think of me.Many years ago, when he was still my age, something similar to this happened. We rarely talked about that incident because it was similar to a lurking gh
"What do you see?" I asked the man standing beside me with a pair of binoculars in front of his eyes."They are talking to someone, he responded.I scoffed. "Talking to someone? Doesn't he have a name?"He bowed his head. "Sorry, Alpha Benna, I'll zoom in to see the figure's face." He lifted the pair of binoculars back in front of his eyes."Not just the figures, but everything. Let me know what's in the surrounding areas. Any movement, anything." I stood on my feet, sipping the wine I was holding."There are men. A group of men and women. Doctors and soldiers, judging from the way they are dressed and the figure lurking around is..." He trailed"Who is the figure?" I asked while snatching the binoculars from his hands. "This son of a demon! What is he doing there?" I asked no one in particular."I think he spotted a movement in his territory, and that's why he is there." The figure shrugged while taking the binoculars from me."Mmh, that makes me worried." I said, my voice dropping i
Alpha Maseno.I was in my office, perusing files, going through accounts, and making calls. I had acquired one more pack from an alpha who refused to pay for what he took from me.The plans I was making were for reestablishing it, expanding it, and making sure that I would create more job opportunities for its members.The pack itself was rich, with minerals hidden deep in the ground. "All the loan he took from us—what did he do with it?" I asked my beta, who shrugged in response.Five years ago, this alpha came to me and said he needed my financial help. He said he needed to buy resources and make sure that they extracted their own raw materials, processed them, and manufactured them.He said he wanted his pack to export more and import less. I didn't think twice about helping him because I found his idea very convincing.I knew that with the profit he would make, he would return the money he borrowed from me as soon as possible, but I guess I had just underestimated him, just like I
I peered my eyes and slammed them shut. I raised my hand to wipe what felt like soil particles that were stuck on them while a tired yawm escaped my lips.My whole body was sore leaving me with impression that I have carried all the sorrows if the world with me.A bright light streamed in, making my eyes ache. I crimpled my eyes around to see where that light was coming from, and that was when I caught sight of a vast window that was pushed open, it's heavy, yellow curtains swinging as wind blew in.I tried to sit but fell on my back after a wave of pain shot through me. With a wince escaping my lips,I lay back, wondering how I got here.When I was running, I had multiple voices calling out for me and telling me that I shouldn't head toward the white hill but that I should run forward, to the clearer path.I scratched my head, trying to think to whom these voices belonged, but my mind was blank. The only thing I remember is that after stepping on that 'hill', I didn't hear any sound o
It has been a month and a half since Alpha Maseno took me in, and I have never seen him since the day he walked to the ward. The only person I have been seeing is Maria, who is now busy taking care of her new hospital.Yes, she is no longer Alpha Maseno's personal doctor. I just came to the fact a week ago that, although she was Alpha Maseno's doctor, she wasn't permanent. She was only doing her attachment, and she was assigned to work with Dr. Kedeva, who is the real Alpha Maseno's personal doctor.Because Maria is busy and she comes to see me once in a while, I made friends with Beta Sony. He is two years older than me, and he has been a true gem.One day, when we were at his office playing a coffee date, I asked him if he had any idea what Alpha Maseno needed to talk to me about. For the past one and a half months, I have slept with guesses in my head, wondering what it is that he wants to talk to me about."You zoned out again." Sony snapped his fingers to get my attention.I flas
I watched as Maria walked out of my office with her head bowed. I sighed, pulled out the file I was holding, and stared at it. "I'll give this to her if she agrees to this." I brushed my face with my hands.For the past one and a half months, I have been at a conference. The last week of the conference I spent in my father's palace, where the elders said they needed to talk to me. I thought it was about kingdom issues, but it was something else.They all said that they wanted an heir to this kingdom. They have been pestering me about this since I was twenty, because that was the time I took the kingdom from my father.Anytime they would bring up this conversation, I would dismiss it by saying, I will start thinking about finding my Luna and having kids when I turn twenty-five. I turned twenty-five a week ago, and they didn't hesitate to call me.I had tried arguing with them, promising them to find me a Luna once I turned thirty, but none of them listened. They have given me until the
I walked out of Alpha Maseno's office, weighing down what he had just said. He wanted my womb in exchange for my freedom. Would I be able to do that?If it weren't for the fact that I was forced to undergo many abortions while I was still in Alpha Benna's mansion, I wouldn't have thought twice about saying yes to this.The doctor who conducted my last abortion had told me that it would be hard for me to have kids in the future. He had said that it wouldn't be easy for my womb to nurse another baby.I wish Maria could be here because she is the one who would have helped me with this. I would have admitted to her that I didn't forget any of my memories, but I was just scared that if I admitted that I remembered anything, they would take me back to Alpha Benna.Because I was not watching where I was going, I bumped into someone. I raised my head to see who the person was, only to find that it was Dr. Kedeva."Maria, I want you to see something." He smiled down at me. I smiled back to wip
In two weeks, Casino Confessions arrived. Powerful alphas and leaders from every part of the world attended it, as it was not something one could miss.Missing that was equivalent to missing opportunities. Among the many people who arrived in expensive cars was a slim figure with a dark blue suit, curly black hair, and black shades covering his eyes.He also wore a facemask, making it difficult for the onlookers to know who was behind that mask and goggles.Kiara's book was successfully published, but Alpha Maseno decided it would be launched this very day when the casino would be happening because the doctor suggested that Kiara may come out of her coma the very same day.What they all wished and kept their fingers crossed for was that she wouldn't lose her memories since the doctor had observed that she had taken a huge blow at the back of her head.“Ladies and gentlemen,” a voice called from in front to get everyone's attention. The whole place went silent as everyone listened to t
“What's a lie? I thought you were asked not to take her. Don't you guys understand?“ I asked while making my way towards Alpha Benna's men. “Who did this to her?“ I asked when I neared them.They all stepped behind and left a bulky man who was holding Kiara in front.“So, you are the one who did it, right?“ I asked, a smirk playing on my lips. Before he could respond, I gave him one reasonable slap across the face that made his canines come out.The others moved backwards, ready to run away, but my men, who were waiting, were on standby just in case they attempted to run and chase them. I snapped a finger at my men, and they all knew what to do.Forcefully, they dragged Alpha Benna's men to the truck and kept them there. I wanted to use them for something, and I wasn't going to let them go until I did just that.“We are done, Alpha,” one of my men said after he was down, taking all of them.“Alright, you can take all of them with you. I'll be right behind you.“ I told them.I also mad
I sighed in relief when Kiara changed the topic all by herself. I was wrecking my brain, trying to figure out how I was going to reveal the truth to her, when she suddenly said, "Nevermind. I have another question.“"MMh." I hummed and nodded, giving her the go-ahead.“The truck that was driving in when we were leaving looked far more familiar, don't you think?““I don't know. I didn't stare much at it.“ I shrugged and stood to walk by the river. ''Are you hungry? We can get some fish.“ I then told her.“I am not. I just want to leave here. Will you take me back to Alpha Maseno's?“ She asked.“Of course I will. But you need to have something first.“ I responded.“Fine then. I'll eat a little." She pouted and went to sit under a tree.Her eyes followed my every step. From when I cut out a stable and wavy branch to make a fishing hoop from it to fishing and removing their scales to roast them"Come and have some, I called when they were ready.“They are really delicious,'' she commented
Reaching the gate, we met a truck driving in.Kiara being curious, as she has been since a kid, I heard her asking her wolf to stop running and see who was inside the truck.“You can't be serious, princess. Do you want Benna to catch up with you again?“ I asked while alert at the back of my wolf's head.“I am only curious. Can we move on?“ She asked, and when I hummed in response, she said to her wolf, 'Keep running, Raika. Remember, it's now your turn to save me.“Raika howled loudly, attracting the attention of the men in the truck who were waiting for the guard to open the gate for them.My wolf and hers didn't miss the men's curious eyes on them as they gasped and pointed at us. They were obviosly shocked that they were seeing pure gray wolves, the kinds who have never been seen.“Why is your wolf exactly like mine, though?" Kiara asked when our wolves slowed down. We were out of Alpha Benna's territory, and there was no way they would catch up with us.“Why don't we talk about th
“The prodigal is back.“ A sarcastic voice echoed after I was unceremoniously pulled off the truck and thrown on the ground.Without even thinking, I knew to whom it belonged.“Well, she won't be talking back to me today, right?“ The voice came again, this time closer to me. The sack over my head was yanked off, and I sighed in relief.I nearly thought I would go blind and deaf in there. I gulped in deep breaths hungily and blinked my eyes rapidly to quickly adjust to the bright natural light.I caught sight of Dr. Kedeva standing beside John, and then Alpha Benna was squatting in front of me. “I suddenly feel like rewarding Alpha Maseno for taking good care of you.“ He said this while titling my head sideways and pulling my chubby cheeks slightly.I pressed my lips together, praying inwardly to Mother Goddess to help me not talk. Yes, I had decided to take a vow of silence. I wasn't going to talk to him or anyone else.My eyes caught sight of a figure on the balcony, and I sighed in r
Beeping sounds woke me up. I struggled to sit and looked around. A sharp pain crossed my head, and I was forced to hold it, a painful moan escaping my lips.As if she were outside waiting for any signs that I was awake, Miss Olivia dashed in, her eyes glittering with happiness. "Kiara, my child," she called as she engulfed me in a big, warm hug.“Why am I here?“ I asked in a low voice.She broke the hug, palmed my forehead, and looked at me. With concern pressing in her voice, she asked, ''You don't remember a thing?“ And then to herself, she murmured, ''Don't tell me those bastards hit you in the head as well.“I chuckled and tapped her shoulder. ''I remember everything, Miss Olivia. I just wanted to lighten the mood," I said.“You suck at doing that, then. You made me worry for nothing. Do you know, I was already planning revenge on my head?" she admitted, causing me to laugh.“I just don't want to remember about my baby," I responded to her after a short time.Miss Olvia looked at
Watching Miss Olivia and Carlos leave, a tear almost slipped out of my eye, but I was quick to wipe it away. That wasn't the time to cry. All I needed was to be strong, not just for me but for the baby, whom I won't have the privilege to call mine when he's born.I don't know when I fall into slumber, but I would say it was because of the comfy mattress, quilt, and food that helped me slip into that deep slumber.That was another good thing about Alpha Maseno; although he can sometimes be an asshole, at least he cares for everyone. His dungeons weren't like all others.Preganant culprits were always provided with comfortable things. Where I was locked in wasn't a dungeon but more of a room.The only difference was that I wouldn't be seeing anyone unless they sneaked in, and I wouldn't be seeing the light until the day my sentence was over.Anyway, back to what I was telling you. How I fell asleep is something I have no idea about. It was hours later when I was woken up with a light ki
I paced around the room, a glass of wine in my left hand and my phone in my right hand.A soft knock echoed at the door, and I barked to come in. A maid walked in, her head bowed to the floor.“The guards are laid to rest, Alpha.“ She said that and stood still, waiting for my order to leave.“Thank you. You can leave,” I said while raising my hand to dismiss her.She twirled around, her hands gripping both sides of her dress, and walked out of the office.I shook my head and went to the couch. I turned on the television, turned the volume up to maximum, and switched on the news channel.“Still no headlines?“ I asked myself in disbelief and scrolled through other channels, but there was nothing.I unlocked my phone, wanting to call Dr. Kedeva, but he walked into my office instead. “I wasn't expecting you today.“ I said, stood, and shook hands with him.“I know. Were you calling someone?“ He nodded at my phone screen, where my contact list was flashing out.“You won't believe it, but I
I excused myself from Alpha's hospital room and rushed to the hospital gate, where I had packed my car. I had lied to Maseno that I was going back to the medical camp, but in reality, I wanted to reach the pack and talk to Kiara before leaving for Alpha Benna's pack. The whole pack was silent when I arrived. It was as if no one was there. I quickly drove in, got out of the car, and quetily looked for the two guards Maseno had instructed to lock Kiara in the dungeon. “Hello, have you seen Kepha and Erick anywhere?“ I asked the guard on duty. Kepha and Erick were the ones responsible for locking Kiara in the dungeon. “They took Miss Kiara to the duengeon.“ He said this without raising his head to glance up at me. “You don't need to give her respect anymore.“ I said it wickedly, a smirk playing on my face. The guard finally tore his gaze from the file in his hands and looked up at me. ''What do you mean I shouldn't give her respect, Dr. Kedeva? Everyone deserves respect, regardless o