Zoey's POV
I had no idea how long it's been since I passed out but the next moment I open my eyes , I am on the hospital and a lot of machines are beeping around me.
"Tilly?" I asked a little bit scared and my heart hurts when she is not answering me.
"Shhht" someone whispers. "You are fine now."
Fine? I don't want to be fine! I scream in my mind.
I want to save Nana and now I have no chance to do it anymore.
I open my eyes slowly and I blink a few times as there is so much light in the hospital's ward.
"Don't worry" the same voice tells me softly.
"You are in the hospital." and then reality hit me.
I was sent to the hospital?
How the hell am I going to pay for the bills? I can't pay the bills for Nana and now there are other bills to pay?
I am doomed.
I push the hospital sheets and try to get out of the bed, but two arms are keeping me in my place.
"Hey, you are still wounded." the woman says, and I lift my eyes just to see a girl staring at me.
Rose Mayer?
Why is she here? She doesn't know that her brother did all of this to me?
At the mere thought of this, the pain of being hurt by my mate floods over me like a tidal wave, and my heart starts pounding madly.
"Will you calm down , please?" she asks me in a soft voice.
She never hurt me all these years no matter how much the rumors humiliated me, but like her brother, she didn't want to see me and kept avoiding me.
But why the hell is she here?
"I need to go" I tell her and try to find a way to run out from here.
"You need to recover or you will faint again." she tells me and motioned to me to get in the bed, but I shake my head.
"No. I need to be at home." and I am thinking of Nana who must be scared for not being at home until now.
I take Rose's hand and push it away and untie myself from her grip and looking around I see that my clothes are wrapped on a chair in the corner of the ward.
"You scared my brother, '' she says softly, "He brought you here all by himself. I have never seen him so scared since our parents died."
I stop for a second and take a deep breath.
Tristan is scared? Isn't my death exactly what he wants?
He fears something, I presume he's afraid that I'll die too easily.
I have no time to argue with her; now that the original plan has failed, my priority is to return home—Nana needs me.
"You mean since I killed them." and I pull the zip of my jeans and start to wear my t-shirt.
"Did you really kill them?" Rose asks me back and I stop in my tracks.
"Isn't that what everybody says?" I asked her and looked at her calmly for the first time I woke up here.
"I want to hear you say it." and now she is serious. "I only believe you."
My mouth went dry and I turned my face and looked outside.
Shit, it's still raining.
Alright, I don't know why, but this time, I want to believe in the girl before me.
"How could a thirteen year old girl kill the Alpha and the beta pairs?" I ask her.
No sooner had I spoken than I saw her furrowed brows relax, her lips slightly upturned as she asked, "So, what happened that day? Can you tell me everything?"
I averted my gaze and said softly, "Do you believe it? I don't even know what happened myself. It was such a rainy day that I lost any sense of smell and got lost in the forest. Four of them came looking for me. But when I saw them, they were dead! That's all. But I've been a murderer ever since."
Also since then, I have been humiliated by her dear brother who would not reject me or accept me.
He fucked my entire existence. He made me live like a rogue and made the pack hate me. He did this to me the moment he believed the Reynolds family, when they called me a criminal.
I could never find my second chance, yet he can brazenly post a notice seeking a surrogate mother.
All those cruel humiliations of his are still ringing in my ears, and now Rose tells me that I made her brother worried?
No. He doesn't care about me. I won't fall for it again.
I gently brushed aside Rose's hand, looking earnestly at her as I added, "Rosie, thank you for being willing to listen to me. I really have to go. I'm not like you; I have someone to take care of."
Having said that, I picked up the clothes from the corner and left the hospital room without looking back.
Zoey's POVEarly the next morning.I open my eyes slowly and I literally melt when I feel two arms hugging me and a warm forehead resting on mine.This is what makes me continue to move forward.The fact that in this cruel world someone still cares about me.I smile and kiss Nana's temple as I leave her arms.She was waiting for me in the living room when I got back yesterday, and my emotions, which had calmed down, broke down the moment I saw her, and tears came to my eyes.She asked me again and again if I am fine, what really happened but I continued to cry as for the first time since my life went upside down I collapsed.Just like that, she held me all night long on our little sofa in the living room.I take a thick blanket and wrap it around my Nana so she will not suffer from the cold and I move in the kitchen where I start to prepare breakfast.Tea and toast with jam and peanut butter. That's all we've got for today as I didn't find anything to work during the last week.I need
Tristan 's POV"Alpha, you... the person you sent yesterday has already left."I knew it. I shouldn't have listened to Viggo, rushing to the hospital first thing in the morning without even having breakfast, making it seem as if I cared about her.I quickly clarified, "No, I'm not here for her. My sister Rosie wasn't home early this morning, and I came to see if she was here."The nurse then had a realization and said, "I see, we haven't seen her this morning; maybe you could give her a call.""Right," I said and turned to leave when a voice stopped me."Alpha," I turned to see it was the doctor who treated her yesterday.What does he want? He doesn't think I'm here to check on Zoey, does he?The doctor smiled and said, "Alpha, Zoey still owes our hospital a significant debt. She just left yesterday, and we..."I was confused and asked, "Debt? Didn't I already pay for yesterday's medical expenses?"And even if I hadn't, my meddlesome sister would surely not let it go. How could she ha
Zoey's POVEven if my heart hurts like hell I forced myself to act as if nothing happened."Rosie is a beautiful grown up woman now" Nana says coming into the kitchen , where I prepare the lunch for us. A simple boiled pasta with tomato juice, but at least we won't starve. I really need to get out of this pack and find a job."I wonder how Tristan is." Nana says again and I stop from mixing the pasta and look at her.He is a jerk, that's what came directly into my mind, but I suppress that impulse and smiling at Nana, I say, "He is very busy ,Nana. I suppose that the Alpha ‘s duties are way too difficult."But Nana waves her hand in the air, suggesting that that's bullshit."I don't know why he changed so much. I raised him to be a brave young man and yet he became arrogant. I failed as his nanny."No, Nana. He is cruel. You don't become cruel in an instant. That evil was placed in his heart from the beginning, waiting for him to let it out.But I can't tell her that, so I place the p
Zoey's POV"The lightning?" Nana asks and looks at me in horror as she just figured it out that yesterday I faced Tristan and that's why I was looking like crap."Zoey, look at me" she said in a commanding voice, even though her voice was calm and full of love, I knew that she won't let me escape without being sincere with her."Did I say the lightning?" I asked back, trying to change the subject but she stared at me with that serious face , giving me no chance to escape."What is going on between you and Tristan Mayer, Zoey. And I want the truth." she says visibly affected.What truth ,Nana? You already know what is going on between us. You have a sixth sense. I was never able to hide anything from you."Zoey Carter! Do you recognize me as your godmother?" Nana says almost growling at me."Tell me the truth!" and my poor Nana starts to shiver.Oh my goddess, I am going to put her in a grave sooner at this pace!"Nana, please, calm down" I say with teary eyes."I am sorry, I didn't in
I went to the pack's shop where I bought something new to wear. I am going to do as Nana said but I don't want to make her more sad than I already did because of my scoundrel mate.So I have no other option but to listen to her.Sincerely, I have no idea why Tristan asked me to come to the packhouse.Maybe he wants to punish me for telling Nicholas and Mason that we are mates, but difficult times call for extraordinary solutions.The only goal in this life is to save Nana. Nothing else counts.Now that she doesn't want to leave the Crescent Moon Pack, I need to follow her wish and make Tristan come around so he could choose me as his surrogate."Tilly!" I growl at my wolf. "Stop wagging your fucking tail! I can sense your stupid happiness. This is not going to end well.""It doesn't matter," Tilly tells me with a sick excitement. "At least , until the baby appears he will not push us away."And holy shit, I just died!If I will be his surrogate, I hope that he will not force me to sta
I enter Tristan's office and I can cut the tension in the air.He passes me and walks to his desk and I thought that he would take a seat, but he motioned me to come close.Oh goddess, give me strength to survive this day and I promise you that I'll never make such stupid plans again.I had a lot of good intentions ,but this is already too much!Help me goddess, and I will be your most submissive child you ever seen."You know that I don't like to repeat myself!" Tristan says in a commanding voice, that makes my heart skip a beat. If he wouldn't be so arrogant and cruel he would be so damned perfect, but he is a jerk.I am watching him directly into his eyes and while I am coming in his direction I answer back, "And until now, Alpha Mayer, you should know that I hate being forced."I take a seat on the visitor chair , right in front of him.I have no idea why he asked me to come here, but I am a little bit nervous.Not as nervous as I was when I left the house, because now I am more c
Tristan Mayer's POV"Do it, man!" Viggo growls in my mind, making me lose my focus.Since I started to flirt with the idea of making Zoey my surrogate he's acting like a desperate. How the hell am I going to handle this mess?It's been only one day since she made that grand entrance in my office, ruining my inner balance and here I am today waiting for her.This is not right at all. This is why I commanded her to stay away from me."Inner balance my ass!" I hear Viggo mocking me."You are like a walking dead for years, feeling nothing. Your so-called inner balance is something so damned discompassionately macabre, as if you are leading the pack without the slightest regard for our pack members' lives. Firstly, remember why the hell we need a pup." and I would want to contradict him, but here he is right.Everyone who knows me is describing me as a cruel and arrogant Alpha.So what? I have a history able to justify my actions.I lost everything in this life and I was forced to become a
Zoey’s POV.“Zoey?” Nana mindlinks me “Are you awake?” she asks me.I just stared at the ceiling .I didn't sleep at all last night. How was I supposed to do it after everything that happened recently?Last evening I ran out of the packhouse as if its walls were infected with leprosy, I would have done anything to teleport myself as far as possible from Tristan Mayer and his pack but as I was leaving the area a loud growl echoed from behind.Mason!I turned around and faced him, coming in my direction in military steps, ready to knock me down. I am so sick of him. In the last few years he acted like a stalker, and I feel his eyes checking on me wherever I go. He gives me a bad feeling and makes me feel insecure wherever he is around. I know that he hates me. I know that it was his father who found me in the woods with my dead family. Whatever is related to the Reynolds family gives me an unpleasant vibe.“What the hell do you want, Mason?” I asked him full of rage. He looks like crap
Author’s POV.“SURPRISE!!!!!!”everyone shouted when Zoey and Tristan were finally back to the packhouse.They made love all day long, laughing, crying, and loving every single moment spent together. Zoey was back. His old Zoey, the one who change him to the deep of his heart , transforming him from the cruelest and the most jerk werewolf the Crescent Moon Pack ever met in the righteous man he is today.Tristan owes Zoey his life. Just as he said it for so many times , he was a walking dead without her.So, returning to the packhouse , the all gang in front with Baby Z was waiting them for the surprise party in the middle of the living room.“ You two!!!!”Rose said pointing her finger in their direction. “but are we horny or not?” she asked them laughing her heart out while Nico covered her mouth, trying to stop her from talking non-senses in front of Baby Z, but Rose was a woman with a mission.“I hope that this day was a fruitful one and six month from now you will give me another B
I let Zoey guide me to the place she chose to take me and when we arrived there I almost stumbled on my steps. This is the place where she took me after I found out that Nico and rose are mates, so I could calm down. I came here alone so many times in the last three years, that I almost forget that it’s impossible for her to know this place after she lost her memories, so how is that she knows this place?She jumps from my back and place down the backpack she carried with food and a quilt and turning around she watches me intensely. I shift back in human form, being completely naked in front of her and she is watching me with passionate eyes, glowing, that make my head spin. It’s like she wants me. Like she needs me.She stops and watches me from head to toe, staring a little at my aroused cock and then she moves her eyes to my eyes.“I just love this place.” She whispers. “I missed it so much.”And now is now. I am in agony. To miss this place means that she remembers it. So what is
TWO MONTHS LATER.Tristan’s POV.“ It’s been two months Johan and there is no change in Zoey’s condition!” I growl at my pack’s doctor. I know it’s not his fault for this but I want her to remember me as her mate. I want her to recognize me. I know there won’t be only beautiful memories and I already confessed to her everything about our past. The best time together and the worst as same. I am not going to hide myself and present myself as her knight in shining armor. I was her nightmare too.I am done with playing. This is me.But all I want is for her to look into my eyes and tell me “ I see you, love. I know it’s you. “This is what I am so damned afraid. That we will be forever like this. I am fine with it, in the last two month she came around more and more every single day.I gave her time and space to accommodate to this new situation. At the beginning Baby Z slept with her in her room. I used to sneak in their bed in like a thief , when I was sure that both of them were aslee
Tristan’s POV.“Motherfucker!!!!” Mason growls growls at me as soon as I step outside of the elevator. “Bring her here!”Normally I would give my opponent a chance to explain himself, to stop me from killing him but here is not the case. All I want is Mason’s dead body at my feet. Nico and Jack evacuated the building, fooling the people who live here that it's a gas leak and they shut down the surveillance system so we could deal with Mason without causing us problems in human society.We are alone here and nothing will stop me now. I should have ended my business with this jerk a long time ago, when his father revealed his intentions. I was weak and that caused me to lose the love of my life for three years. But I am not anymore. There is no mercy for this scumbag!“I said to give her back…” Mason starts and that’s it.Viggo takes the lead and even if we are still in human form he jumps in the air, using my body and gives Mason a punch in his face, putting him down instantly.“SHE I
Zoey's POV.I try to push Tristan but he is holding me in his arms. All I want right now is to find Mason and kill him. How dare he steal my life? He is a psycho!“Will you calm down?” Tristan whispers in my ear but I am not in the mood to calm down. What if I wouldn’t meet Tristan and our daughter in the park? Would I ever have found out the truth? Would Mason have told me that somewhere in this world I have a child waiting for me at home?I am more than sure that he wouldn’t!And I have so much hatred in my heart right now that I feel like collapsing again. It’s hard to explain this.“Zoey, stop it!” Tristan tells me and he places two fingers under my chin and lifts it so I could look into his splendid blue eyes. Mason looks a lot like Robert Pattison and I never understood why I chose him as my husband. Since the first moment I opened my eyes from the coma there was nothing special about Mason. He is handsome and good looking but he does not making my heart skip a beat when I see
Zoey’s POV.The moment I opened my eyes I saw Tristan holding my phone in his hand and growling like an animal at someone.“You have half an hour to come here, or otherwise I will be hunting you, motherfucker, and believe me. You will dream to be dead when I finish with you!” and then our eyes met and all that anger, all those horrible emotions he was facing stopped and he smiled at me. He must be sick in his head or bipolar or something like that, because you can’t curse someone and in the next second give me that perfect genuine smile.I see him ending the call and coming in my direction and I am able to do it by backing into a corner of his sofa and holding my knees at my chest. I look around trying to find a way to escape from here, I am afraid even if deep inside my heart I feel secure with this man I just met yesterday.All his friends are around me watching me.Jesus, I need to find a way to run but while I am searching for an escape from behind a door opens and that sweet lit
Tristan didn’t close his eyes all night. It was the terrible fear that if he fell asleep when he woke up, Zoey would be gone. So he stared at the tiny woman who was still unconscious, sleeping soundly with her head on his chest. He wrapped his strong arms around her body, securing her , but at the same time on his right side Baby Z was sleeping too, hugging Zoey.Only late in the morning Zoey started to become alert that she was in a strange place. But do you know what was even more strange? The fact that she slept. Since she recovered from the coma she couldn’t sleep. Mason was giving her medicine , but there was something that was keeping her awake. Her brain was in pain every time she closed her eyes. Sometimes when she fell asleep for a few minutes horrible nightmares with wolves tearing her in pieces appeared in her mind.Images with her on the ground, with a baby crying close to her. Every single time she tried to sleep she lived that terrible dream again and again. BUt only if
Rose looks at Zoey a little bit taken aback and completely confused she turns her head in Tristan’s direction and asks him.“What the hell is going on, Tristan? What does she mean when she says that she doesn't know me?” and Rose hands were shaking because of her strong emotions.Tristan said nothing, but looking at Zoey he told her.“Zoey, meet my sister, Rose.” and giving her a genuine smile he started to explain to her the situation.“I am Tristan Mayer and you already met my daughter. Zara, whom I love to call Baby Z.”“Baby Z?” and there was something like a click in Zoey’s mind. She is sure that she heard this sweet name before. In her past life she knew Baby Z for sure.“And these two are Nicholas and Jack Costner. Nico is Rose’s husband and Jack his brother.”Zoey was overwhelmed. All this situation is strange and they are giving her a sense of familiarity hard to explain, but she feels a strong attraction towards them. Especially to Tristan and Baby Z. But while she was tryin
Tristan looked all over he might have seen her but there was nothing. He didn’t find Zoey.“I can feel her presence, man,” Viggo said. ”Call me crazy but I can feel it.”“Tristan!” Rose calls him and he turns around a little bit startled . “She is not here, maybe that lady was wrong.” and she takes Baby Z from his arms, trying to make him feel a little bit more comfortable.“Just think about it, man” Nico jumped to support Rose’s idea. “Why the hell would she live in Orlando? We are werewolves. We hate this heat. A werewolf would never choose this town as his residence town. So You were misled, man.”Tristan said nothing. Deep in his heart he knows that they might have right but…there is a damned big BUT. He felt her scent. How are they going to explain that?“Maybe we should return to our pack.” Jack says and he is serious because every time Tristan starts to think of Zoey things don't end well as he starts to be depressed.“We didn’t fly six hours to leave this place at the end of t