Zoey’s POV.“Zoey?” Nana mindlinks me “Are you awake?” she asks me.I just stared at the ceiling .I didn't sleep at all last night. How was I supposed to do it after everything that happened recently?Last evening I ran out of the packhouse as if its walls were infected with leprosy, I would have done anything to teleport myself as far as possible from Tristan Mayer and his pack but as I was leaving the area a loud growl echoed from behind.Mason!I turned around and faced him, coming in my direction in military steps, ready to knock me down. I am so sick of him. In the last few years he acted like a stalker, and I feel his eyes checking on me wherever I go. He gives me a bad feeling and makes me feel insecure wherever he is around. I know that he hates me. I know that it was his father who found me in the woods with my dead family. Whatever is related to the Reynolds family gives me an unpleasant vibe.“What the hell do you want, Mason?” I asked him full of rage. He looks like crap
I practically hid myself since my last discussion with Nana. Everything it was needed for us to survive I bought it online so I won't face anyone. Tristan didn’t ask for my presence so I am fine. The thing is that I took pills to delay the heat, but now, If I agreed to be Tristan’s surrogate I can’t take them anymore because they are working like some birth control pills. The heat will hit me in all its glory, because that’s how our life is going on. You find your mate and one or two weeks later the heat appears.The thing is that I am not claimed, I am still a virgin and the moment the heat will come I need to hide myself from everyone or I will become a target for all the unmated males in our pack. I need to get pregnant soon or this will end badly.Nana is as horrified as I am and she looks at me with pity. The first cycle is spontaneous. You have no idea when it will come. We are just like the real wolves. Wolves go into heat once a year anytime between January to April and it onl
Tristan’s POV.“You should send someone to watch over Zoey,” Viggo tells me. He had me up all night yapping about Zoey’s safety, about her being alone in that remote location but I ignored him.“She might be frightened by this storm, man!” he tells me again. “You’ve heard Nana. She was afraid that Zoey would freak out about thunder and lightning.”Sincerely, I had no idea that she was so weak. With that loud mouth of her and that sassy attitude she looked like nothing can stand against her, and yet she poops in her pants because of a storm?“Fuck you, Tristan Mayer!” Viggo scolds me and seeing that I am not intending to look after Zoey he closes the mindlinks with me.And why should I look for her?In half an hour I will meet her at the hospital. She will come because she is so damned egger to take my money, so I enter the dressing room and grab a shirt and some black jeans. I also take a cardigan and wrap it around my shoulders, because the weather outside is still cold.I went down
Tristan’s POV.“I said that I don’t want to hear any excuses!” I command Mason. “If you are not able to execute a simple command, just tell me and I'm relieving you of your command!” and Mason almost pooped in his pants. He is like an open book right now.“Man, I will do it!” Nico steps in and motions to Mason to leave the office.“You know how he is, he will help us but this is Mason. Sometimes he is a dickhead but he will never disrespect your command.”“Why are we still talking, Nico?” I say and turn around pushing down the desk all my stuff and shocking Nico at the same time.“The warriors are already searching for her.” and I can’t look at him. “And I will search for her too, but I want to ask you something.” and before he could ask me what he wanted the door opens and Rosie steps in.“Is that true?” she asked me with sad eyes. “She left?”“She can’t be too far,” Nico explains to her. “Even if she ran last night. because of the rain she can’t leave our territory. We are in the m
Tristan’s POV."Where is she!?!?!?!?" I hear Nana from behind. What the hell is she doing here?This can't happen! My life was just fine, I was going to have a pup, and continue to do what I do the best, to run this pack and now this?"Nana, will you calm down, please?" Nico says as he tries to help her but she can’t stay calm. She looks at me and wipes away her tears, she tells me.“Tristan Mayer. I saw you growing up under my eyes, but I didn’t raise a rascal! How could you?” she growls at me, and she is almost transforming because she is damned furious. She can’t transform or she will die and that’s something that I can’t accept. She was like my second mother until I was eighteen.“She is fine, Nana” I want to tell her. “She is not dead, because I didn’t feel the bond being damaged” but Viggo blocks me and the moment I said that in my mind as if I spoke too soon, I felt a heartache.I can’t explain what is going on right now, but it hurts too much and before I knew it Viggo was ru
Zoey’s POV.I hear beeping. This shouldn’t be the sound of heaven. I was expecting to hear a little chirping and the water of the mountain springs that runs quickly from under the stones. This is how I imagined that heaven should be. The definition of freedom, yet all I hear is that mechanical noise, like it is coming from a medical device.I am trying to open my eyes but I can barely blink, and I feel my eyes so heavy. Everything hurts. I can feel someone holding my hand and people talking around me. Don’t tell me that I am alive?It is impossible. I was attacked by a hoard of rogues. I would have let them kill me but they tried to rape me. I am alright with dying but not like that. So I attacked them and fought with everything I have. I don’t remember much, except when they threw me into the ravine with my abdomen cut. So how is that I am here?Who found me? I was far from the packhouse. Don’t tell me…And before I could focus to recover my mind went into chaos. Please, goddess, I
Tristan’s POV.“Dammit!” I curse in my mind as soon as I exit the ward of this…pain in my ass mate of mine.She woke up three days ago, I have avoided her since then and a half an hour ago I just received the news that she was discharged after the casts from her legs and all her stitches came off. She just left the hospital.The last two weeks were the most difficult time of my life. It’s hard to explain why because I don’t want her, or that’s what I thought. It is true that the bond mate can lift you up and help you become the best version of yourself or put you in the grave. She made me look like an old hulk wrecked on the shore in front of my pack members. Suddenly everyone is whispering and I am the bad guy. Why ? Because they found out that she is my mate?Not even when my parents died I felt so meaningless. At the same time I am tired and I am furious with Viggo for forcing me to stay in this bond mate. I am tired of fighting him day and night. For the first time in my life I f
Author’s POV.Carl Jung said that in all chaos there is a cosmos, in all disorder there is a secret order. And that does not apply only to physics but in every single aspect of our lives. It’s hard to explain but in every single meaningless issue we encounter ,after some time it looks like there was a connection. There was something, a substrate of maximum importance that we haven’t been able to see it from the beginning.And that’s the way Tristan felt since that rainy day, when Zoey appeared in his office asking him to make his surrogate. Beyond the anger he felt, with every single moment spent around her he started to feel the bond mate more and more. Don’t get me wrong, he still doesn't want her. The plan is the same. She will give him a pup and after that he will reject her. He will make himself free from Zoey Carter. The most important part of having a Luna is related to the pups. If he solves this problem he will not need her anymore.And with his thoughts in his mind he agree
Author’s POV.“SURPRISE!!!!!!”everyone shouted when Zoey and Tristan were finally back to the packhouse.They made love all day long, laughing, crying, and loving every single moment spent together. Zoey was back. His old Zoey, the one who change him to the deep of his heart , transforming him from the cruelest and the most jerk werewolf the Crescent Moon Pack ever met in the righteous man he is today.Tristan owes Zoey his life. Just as he said it for so many times , he was a walking dead without her.So, returning to the packhouse , the all gang in front with Baby Z was waiting them for the surprise party in the middle of the living room.“ You two!!!!”Rose said pointing her finger in their direction. “but are we horny or not?” she asked them laughing her heart out while Nico covered her mouth, trying to stop her from talking non-senses in front of Baby Z, but Rose was a woman with a mission.“I hope that this day was a fruitful one and six month from now you will give me another B
I let Zoey guide me to the place she chose to take me and when we arrived there I almost stumbled on my steps. This is the place where she took me after I found out that Nico and rose are mates, so I could calm down. I came here alone so many times in the last three years, that I almost forget that it’s impossible for her to know this place after she lost her memories, so how is that she knows this place?She jumps from my back and place down the backpack she carried with food and a quilt and turning around she watches me intensely. I shift back in human form, being completely naked in front of her and she is watching me with passionate eyes, glowing, that make my head spin. It’s like she wants me. Like she needs me.She stops and watches me from head to toe, staring a little at my aroused cock and then she moves her eyes to my eyes.“I just love this place.” She whispers. “I missed it so much.”And now is now. I am in agony. To miss this place means that she remembers it. So what is
TWO MONTHS LATER.Tristan’s POV.“ It’s been two months Johan and there is no change in Zoey’s condition!” I growl at my pack’s doctor. I know it’s not his fault for this but I want her to remember me as her mate. I want her to recognize me. I know there won’t be only beautiful memories and I already confessed to her everything about our past. The best time together and the worst as same. I am not going to hide myself and present myself as her knight in shining armor. I was her nightmare too.I am done with playing. This is me.But all I want is for her to look into my eyes and tell me “ I see you, love. I know it’s you. “This is what I am so damned afraid. That we will be forever like this. I am fine with it, in the last two month she came around more and more every single day.I gave her time and space to accommodate to this new situation. At the beginning Baby Z slept with her in her room. I used to sneak in their bed in like a thief , when I was sure that both of them were aslee
Tristan’s POV.“Motherfucker!!!!” Mason growls growls at me as soon as I step outside of the elevator. “Bring her here!”Normally I would give my opponent a chance to explain himself, to stop me from killing him but here is not the case. All I want is Mason’s dead body at my feet. Nico and Jack evacuated the building, fooling the people who live here that it's a gas leak and they shut down the surveillance system so we could deal with Mason without causing us problems in human society.We are alone here and nothing will stop me now. I should have ended my business with this jerk a long time ago, when his father revealed his intentions. I was weak and that caused me to lose the love of my life for three years. But I am not anymore. There is no mercy for this scumbag!“I said to give her back…” Mason starts and that’s it.Viggo takes the lead and even if we are still in human form he jumps in the air, using my body and gives Mason a punch in his face, putting him down instantly.“SHE I
Zoey's POV.I try to push Tristan but he is holding me in his arms. All I want right now is to find Mason and kill him. How dare he steal my life? He is a psycho!“Will you calm down?” Tristan whispers in my ear but I am not in the mood to calm down. What if I wouldn’t meet Tristan and our daughter in the park? Would I ever have found out the truth? Would Mason have told me that somewhere in this world I have a child waiting for me at home?I am more than sure that he wouldn’t!And I have so much hatred in my heart right now that I feel like collapsing again. It’s hard to explain this.“Zoey, stop it!” Tristan tells me and he places two fingers under my chin and lifts it so I could look into his splendid blue eyes. Mason looks a lot like Robert Pattison and I never understood why I chose him as my husband. Since the first moment I opened my eyes from the coma there was nothing special about Mason. He is handsome and good looking but he does not making my heart skip a beat when I see
Zoey’s POV.The moment I opened my eyes I saw Tristan holding my phone in his hand and growling like an animal at someone.“You have half an hour to come here, or otherwise I will be hunting you, motherfucker, and believe me. You will dream to be dead when I finish with you!” and then our eyes met and all that anger, all those horrible emotions he was facing stopped and he smiled at me. He must be sick in his head or bipolar or something like that, because you can’t curse someone and in the next second give me that perfect genuine smile.I see him ending the call and coming in my direction and I am able to do it by backing into a corner of his sofa and holding my knees at my chest. I look around trying to find a way to escape from here, I am afraid even if deep inside my heart I feel secure with this man I just met yesterday.All his friends are around me watching me.Jesus, I need to find a way to run but while I am searching for an escape from behind a door opens and that sweet lit
Tristan didn’t close his eyes all night. It was the terrible fear that if he fell asleep when he woke up, Zoey would be gone. So he stared at the tiny woman who was still unconscious, sleeping soundly with her head on his chest. He wrapped his strong arms around her body, securing her , but at the same time on his right side Baby Z was sleeping too, hugging Zoey.Only late in the morning Zoey started to become alert that she was in a strange place. But do you know what was even more strange? The fact that she slept. Since she recovered from the coma she couldn’t sleep. Mason was giving her medicine , but there was something that was keeping her awake. Her brain was in pain every time she closed her eyes. Sometimes when she fell asleep for a few minutes horrible nightmares with wolves tearing her in pieces appeared in her mind.Images with her on the ground, with a baby crying close to her. Every single time she tried to sleep she lived that terrible dream again and again. BUt only if
Rose looks at Zoey a little bit taken aback and completely confused she turns her head in Tristan’s direction and asks him.“What the hell is going on, Tristan? What does she mean when she says that she doesn't know me?” and Rose hands were shaking because of her strong emotions.Tristan said nothing, but looking at Zoey he told her.“Zoey, meet my sister, Rose.” and giving her a genuine smile he started to explain to her the situation.“I am Tristan Mayer and you already met my daughter. Zara, whom I love to call Baby Z.”“Baby Z?” and there was something like a click in Zoey’s mind. She is sure that she heard this sweet name before. In her past life she knew Baby Z for sure.“And these two are Nicholas and Jack Costner. Nico is Rose’s husband and Jack his brother.”Zoey was overwhelmed. All this situation is strange and they are giving her a sense of familiarity hard to explain, but she feels a strong attraction towards them. Especially to Tristan and Baby Z. But while she was tryin
Tristan looked all over he might have seen her but there was nothing. He didn’t find Zoey.“I can feel her presence, man,” Viggo said. ”Call me crazy but I can feel it.”“Tristan!” Rose calls him and he turns around a little bit startled . “She is not here, maybe that lady was wrong.” and she takes Baby Z from his arms, trying to make him feel a little bit more comfortable.“Just think about it, man” Nico jumped to support Rose’s idea. “Why the hell would she live in Orlando? We are werewolves. We hate this heat. A werewolf would never choose this town as his residence town. So You were misled, man.”Tristan said nothing. Deep in his heart he knows that they might have right but…there is a damned big BUT. He felt her scent. How are they going to explain that?“Maybe we should return to our pack.” Jack says and he is serious because every time Tristan starts to think of Zoey things don't end well as he starts to be depressed.“We didn’t fly six hours to leave this place at the end of t