Jaselyn's POVIt's been about a week since Ziarre's passing and it's been tough, a lot has happened.The whole discussion about Zane's divorce with Isla that had been going on before Ziarre was attacked, had to be suspended and pushed forward because the entire Pack was in mourning and Alpha Ezra had to respect that whether he liked it or not.Zane apologized to the guests that had stayed behind after the commotion and revealed the sad news to them. They all shared their condolences and left. After my encounter with Isla during the time when I suspected that she was responsible for Ziarre's condition, she decided to stay away from me and that's something I'm deeply grateful for. Dealing with Ziarre's death has been hard and fighting with Isla over petty things is the last thing I want to do.Before Alpha Ezra and his entourage left, he told Zane that he would be returning in a week's time so that Isla's future in the Pack would finally be decided.Ziarre's funeral is in three days an
Jaselyn's POV Rion takes a deep breath and runs a hand through his hair.“I still don't see the point but since you won't drop it, I'll help you just this once. Wait here.” He says and stands up before walking out of the living room.I relax back and release a breath I didn't know I had been holding it. It's such a bad situation I've found myself in.Rion finally returns a few minutes later with a book. He throws it over to me and I catch it.“That's Ziarre's journal. She kept it long before we met and got mated. She said she started writing on it shortly after she began living with Terrence. Since she wouldn't speak on her own and would barely reply when spoken to, they gave her the journal as an outlet so she could let out her thoughts freely without the fear of getting judged. It really helped her and she's kept it ever since.I've never read it since it was private and also one of the few things she cherished the most. But I'm sure it must contain details of her early life and th
Jaselyn's POVThe two pink lines on the pregnancy test in my hand confirmed the doctor's words. Except I wasn't sure how to react to this.I mean I'm not exactly surprised given the amount of sex Zane and I have had recently but it's just that the timing isn't very good.It feels a little difficult to reconcile my feelings of grief with the fact that I'm going to be a mother.On the other hand, this is what Zane has wanted for a long time so he'll be absolutely ecstatic after hearing the news.“This is wonderful news. At least try to be a little excited, we're going to have a baby.” Nila spurred.“It's not that I'm not happy. I'm just a little shocked, that's all. A baby is the last thing I expected considering Ziarre's funeral is in three days and the state of the Pack right now, especially since Zane and Isla's divorce will be decided just two days after that. It's a lot to process.” I explained with a sigh.“You've right but have a little faith and be optimistic. Everything will wo
Jaselyn's POVI arrived at Zane's office and knocked on the door once before going in. I closed the door and turned around to a sight I did not expect.Isla was sitting across from Zane and chatting with him, she had a smile on her face and for some reason, it made my stomach twist with anxiety. What could they be talking about?“Oh Jaselyn, it's you.” Isla called with a smile as she turned to me and honestly, it gave me the ick. I'm so used to her glaring at me that her smile feels more like a threat.“Um…. Hi.” I greeted awkwardly and she stood up.“I have an appointment so I'll take my leave now. We can continue this discussion some other time.” She said and walked right past me, throwing me a smile before leaving the room.“Jaselyn, I'm so glad you're here. I trust everything went well with Jinu at the hospital. You've been able to get him settled in, right?” He asked as I walked over to his desk and took a seat.“What were you talking about with Isla?” I asked with a straight fac
Jaselyn's POVI decided to keep my concerns to myself, not wanting to spoil the mood with my irrational fear. Isla wouldn't dare hurt me or my child, I won't let her. I'm pretty sure I made it clear that day.It took some persuasion before Zane finally let me go. I couldn't let him abandon his work just for leisure. The rest of the day was spent assisting with the funeral preparations. At night, Zane was uncharacteristically gentle, well, as gentle as he could manage because he didn't want to hurt the baby. He kept planting soft kisses on my belly, caressing my thighs as he plunged into me gently, easy and slow. Though I enjoyed the times when he was rough, this felt different. It was gratifying, I felt desired, loved as he worshiped my body.By the time we were done, he laid my head against his chest as he ran his fingers over my stomach, drawing lines on the delicate skin. It made me hum and smile as I let myself fall into the gentle lull of his embrace.I woke up later than usual
Jaselyn's POV It has been an absolutely hectic two days. Jinu died but the doctors were able to bring him back but he slipped into a coma.The doctor isn't sure if he'll ever wake up. It's the last thing I expected to hear but there's nothing we can do about it. The stress has taken a toll on me and I haven't been feeling very well lately.Today's Ziarre's funeral and Nae is currently dressing me up for the occasion. She fits me into the black gown and ties my hair into a low bun before pinning on a black net fascinator.I wear no makeup except for a chapstick. For some reason, I've been having dry lips lately. Perhaps it's an effect of the pregnancy.“Do you want me to go call the Alpha?” She asks but I shake my head.“It's fine, I'll go to him instead.” I say and attempt to stand up but Nae stops me with her hands on my shoulders.She instead takes my hands in hers and slowly helps me stand up.Ever since Nae found out about my pregnancy, she's been acting this way. She acts like
Jaselyn's POVIt wasn't a dream, neither was it an imagination. Rion really resigned from his position as Beta and left the Pack, just like that.Even Zane couldn't stop him. I couldn't bear to see him go so I didn’t join the people that saw him off.With Rion's departure, Zane had to call an urgent Pack meeting regarding the newly vacant Beta position. Three candidates were nominated. Zane would test their abilities the following day and the winner would become the new Beta of the Black Moon Pack. The process would be simple and easy.If only it was actually that easy to replace Rion. But he's gone now and we have to move on.Before the meeting ends, Zane finally announces my pregnancy to the entire Pack and the atmosphere instantly changes.What could have been considered as solemnity quickly converted to joy and celebration as everyone was excited to hear the news and a lot of people even congratulated me.Among them was….. Isla.Yes, you heard me right. Isla congratulated me on my
Jaselyn's POV “You got me a phone?” I ask incredulously because I really can't believe my eyes.“Yeah, it was long overdue. I only kept you locked up in the palace with no communication to the outside world in order to control you because I was scared you would find a way to escape from me but I'm not that person anymore.To this day, I'm deeply ashamed of myself and I truly regret all the things that I did to you. No amount of apologies can ever change what I did and I know there's no excuse that can justify my actions. I was acting out of my own insecurity and it made me hurt you so deeply.I never want to repeat that mistake again. Instead I want to change, Jaselyn. I want to become a better person, for you and for our child. I want to become the best father and a far greater mate to you. That's truly all I desire from life.I'm going to try to unlearn all my bad habits starting now. I'll do my best to make up for all the bad things I did to you, for betraying your trust and tramp