Jaselyn's POVI'm utterly taken aback by Zane's confession and I find myself reeling with confusion and disbelief.None of his words make any sense to me, they don't correlate to our situation and my experience.He loves me? If that's true then he sure has a very crazy way of showing it. But I'd be a fool to believe anything Zane says while he's intoxicated.He could very well wake up tomorrow morning and not remember a single thing he said tonight. I won't indulge in something so short lived.I wiggle my hand underwater away from his and stand up. He follows suit, his warm expression turning downcast.“It's getting pretty late, we should head back. I have a lot of work tomorrow so I'd prefer it if I could sleep early. You're also the Alpha, it isn't safe for you to be out this late and intoxicated as well.” I said and turned away, ready to leave the same way we came but he gripped my hand forcefully.It wasn't enough to hurt but the grip was tight and it would be a hassle to break ou
Jaselyn's POVI— I don't know if I can. He grips both of my arms, his eyes pleading for my reply but I just look away.“Jaselyn, please…..” “I don't know what to say, I'm sorry. This is all just too sudden, I need some time to process all of it. There are so many emotions swirling within me right now and I don't know which to lean towards.” I confessed and he nodded.“It’s OK. I'll give you as much time as you need but please don't take too long. I really am serious about not wanting to be away from you for too long. I really hope that you can understand my position and we can work things out together.” He conceded.“I'll try.” I say as I manage a small smile.“Thank you for coming with me and listening to what I had to say, it really means a lot. Please remember that I fully intend to keep my promise about divorcing Isla. Just let me know when you're ready.” He said and I nodded.He finally let go of my arms and we both inhaled the cool air that blew the trees.“We should head back
Jaselyn's POVZiarre's words weigh heavily on my mind as she raises valid points about the complexities of Zane's situation with Isla and her father, Alpha Ezra. It's becoming increasingly clear that the path forward won't be easy, and there are many obstacles that Zane and I will have to navigate if we choose to pursue a relationship.Personally, I'd prefer to stay out of trouble but still….. there's this nagging feeling in my heart that won't go away.I can't keep denying that Zane stirs certain feelings in me, feelings I'd rather not explore. What really is the right choice? I feel so confused right now.“You don't have to look so forlorn, I know you're confused and I'm here to help with that. I didn't tell you all those things just to discourage you from a relationship with Zane.I said that because you're my friend and it's my duty to inform you of any danger I might sense in any path you choose to take.It's true that Isla will be one heck of a problem to deal with but that's no
Jaselyn's POVWhen I return to the palace, I'm surprised to see the place in a frenzy as maids perambulated the halls, cleaning and putting up decorations.Nae luckily happened to be passing by so I pulled her aside to ask.“What's going on? What's with the decorations?” “Oh Luna Isla's birthday is coming up and she wants to throw a big celebration. I overheard her telling some of the maids to make sure the preparations were regal and perfect as she planned to invite her father and a few other Alphas from the neighboring Packs to grace the occasion.” She explained.“Oh, I see. It definitely seems like something Isla would do.” I comment lacklusterly.“She was asking about you, probably wanted to assign some work to you but I told her you weren't feeling well and went to see the doctor.” Nae says with a sly grin and my lips curve to match hers.“Thank you, I'll make it up to you soon.” I promise.“No worries, I really don't want anything. You're still my lady after all, just serving y
Jaselyn's POV He walks around the table over to my side and before I can wonder what he might be up to, he gathers me into his arms and scoops me up from the desk.I gasp but cling on to him, one hand wrapping around his neck while the other grips his shirt. I lean into his chest and inhale his scent deeply, the heady mix of cedarwood and pine with just a hint of rose makes me dizzy and my wolf keens, probably more excited than me.Zane carries me out of his office and into the hallway, where the preparations for Isla's party are currently being made.Panic washes over me at the thought of getting caught. My grip around him tightens.“You should put me down. What if someone sees us?” I grumble but make no move to push him away.“Let them see. I'm tired of living a lie. You're the one I love and if anyone has a problem with it, they can take it up with me anytime.” He says relaxed, confident and the butterflies throw a party in my stomach.He wants to show me off. It's something I nev
Jaselyn's POVI woke up in Zane's arms, cuddled to his side with my head resting on his chest. Memories of a few hours ago came flooding into my mind, painting my cheeks pink.I'd really done it, huh? For once, I decided to throw caution to the wind and choose my own happiness.And so far it's already paying off. Being loved like that, being in his arms like this, it's causing my heart to swarm with a happiness I didn't know was possible.I traced my finger over his chest, drawing little figures while he slept, taking soft breaths that made his chest rise and fall slowly.Taking a look at the clock, I realize it's 4PM. I should probably see what I can go help with in the party preparations before Isla pays me a visit herself.Sitting up, I yawn and stretch a little before trying to crawl out of bed but strong arms wrap around me, pulling me flush against a chest.Zane rests his head on my back, his hair tickling my bare skin.“Don't go, stay with me. I wanna cuddle some more.” He murm
Jaselyn's POVThere's no way I could have been mistaken about this. It's Blade I just saw but his clandestine meeting with Isla at this time of night makes no sense.They don't even get along from what I've seen so why would they meet and what did they talk about? What could have been in that box that Blade handed Isla?These questions continue to toss and turn in my mind but I take a deep breath as if to dismiss them. I take the plate and spatula and help myself to some of the lasagna. I sit at the kitchen counter and eat it. It's delicious as expected but my mind keeps wandering over to the scene I just witnessed.Should I tell Zane about it? No, that would just be creating unnecessary ruckus. Blade is the Gamma of this Pack and Isla could have met up with him for a number of reasons. Instantly assuming that it has to do with anything romantic is far too narrow minded.Besides, I don't really care what Isla does. I'm not exactly in a position to judge her and neither is Zane since
Jaselyn's POVBy 7:50, we were finally done. I thanked everyone for a job well done before returning to my room.I was sweaty from all the work so I decided to take a shower. After that, I wore the dress I had selected for the occasion. It's a black mermaid dress embedded with rhinestones with a slit in the middle. It was the perfect dress to make me look elegant but not steal the limelight from Isla.I brushed my hair out and curled the ends with a flat iron before styling it into a half up crown braid. After that, it was some light make-up. Taking a look in the mirror, I'm happy with the results and ready to make some good connections.When I take a look at the clock, it's already 8:40AM. Which leaves only 20 minutes for the official party to start.I should check in with the kitchen to see if everything is in order then join the party.Arriving at the kitchen, I find the place in a bit of a disarray and then find out that Ziarre lost an earring. They're diamond earrings and it's pa