Chapter 187

Jaselyn's POV

I ended up crying myself to sleep.

When I woke up, it was morning. The harsh sun rays washed over my face from the open window and I had to block some of it with my hand. I blinked repeatedly in an attempt to clear my vision and I realized that I was alone in our bedroom, the memories of last night— Him calling her name during his climax, our argument, his hurtful words— They all came flooding back and I felt my heart squeeze in my chest.

I took several deep breaths just so I wouldn't start crying. I sat up and realized that a blanket was covering me. I clearly recall sleeping without one last night, could this have been his doing? 

A small shrivel of hope starts to light up in my heart. Perhaps he didn't mean the things he said, it was probably just a misunderstanding. We have a strong relationship, there's no way he's just been using me to replace her this whole time.

I assure myself of this as I stand up from the b