Jaselyn’s POV
I sigh softly as I finish my nightly skincare routine, feeling the cool, soothing sensation of the moisturizer on my face. The routine is a small comfort, a moment of normalcy amidst the swirling emotions and events of the day. I take a deep breath, feeling a sense of satisfaction and calm wash over me. Carol had a wonderful day, and it feels like we’re making real progress in helping her heal. It makes me so happy.
As I move to the bed, I hear the bathroom door open and look up to see Rion stepping out, a towel wrapped around his waist. His hair is damp, falling over his face messily. Droplets of water cling to his muscular frame, a particularly asinine drop rolls down from his neck, over his chest, abs and finally down his abdomen, between the V-shape of his nether region, his assets thankfully covered by the towel.
The sight sends a shiver down my spine, and I quickly trace my eyes back up to his chest. Choosing instead to focu
Jaselyn's POVThat name. I always had a feeling it would come to haunt me sooner or later. Ziarre, my first female friend and Rion's first mate…..My throat tightens and I suddenly feel nauseous.I push him off of me, my heart pounding with hurt and betrayal. “What did you just say?”Rion looks at me, confusion and panic in his eyes. “Jas, I.… It was a mistake. I didn’t mean to—”“A mistake?” I repeat, my voice rising with anger. “You called out her name while we were having sex, Rion! You called out her name while you were inside me! What is that supposed to mean?!” I demand hotly, my chest constricting with pain. My vision blurs with unshed tears, and all I can see is red.I don't wait for him to respond before continuing. “You lied to me! You’re not over her, are you?!”“Jas, please,” he says, reaching for me, his face a mi
Jaselyn's POVI ended up crying myself to sleep.When I woke up, it was morning. The harsh sun rays washed over my face from the open window and I had to block some of it with my hand. I blinked repeatedly in an attempt to clear my vision and I realized that I was alone in our bedroom, the memories of last night— Him calling her name during his climax, our argument, his hurtful words— They all came flooding back and I felt my heart squeeze in my chest.I took several deep breaths just so I wouldn't start crying. I sat up and realized that a blanket was covering me. I clearly recall sleeping without one last night, could this have been his doing?A small shrivel of hope starts to light up in my heart. Perhaps he didn't mean the things he said, it was probably just a misunderstanding. We have a strong relationship, there's no way he's just been using me to replace her this whole time.I assure myself of this as I stand up from the b
Jaselyn's POVI jolted awake due to the repeated knocking on my door. It takes a few minutes for me to calm my heart rate before directing my eyes to the door as the knocking persists.I'm too tired to answer it so I just tell the person to come in.I'm surprised to see Carol run into the room as soon as the door opens and even more shocked to see Larose following behind her, she closes the door softly.“Oh Larose, you're here.” Is all I can think to say, my mind a complete wreck.Carol runs over to me and has a bit of a struggle climbing onto the bed so I help her and she jumps on me. It takes the last of my strength to stop the both of us from falling over.“Did I wake you up? I'm sorry about that. I couldn't help but notice that you haven't left your room all morning and it's already 3 PM. You missed both breakfast and lunch.” Larose said as she took a seat beside my bed and my eyes quickly darted to the clock on t
Jaselyn's POV3 days have passed since Rion left me with nothing but a note after his blunt rejection. Three agonizing days.He hasn't called, he hasn't texted, not even a zing through our bond.Every time I was tempted to call him, Larose was there to talk some sense into me. She reminded me that if he needed space, then calling him would have the opposite effect. She thinks it's foolish to chase after a man, especially when he doesn't hold a shred of consideration for me.She's been in a similar situation so I know she's advising me from experience.In these last three days, I've thrown myself into activities with Carol. I'm like her second mother now and she's grown pretty attached. I honestly need the affection, as selfish as it may be.Our routine is pretty simple. I take Carol to play with the children at the orphanage, we do some gardening, help with anything the maids will let us do, which isn't very much (only Jinu lets us han
Jaselyn's POVCarol fussed in my arms, wanting to be put down so I set her down and she ran over to him. He picked her up, throwing her in the air while she giggled.She signed to him, asking where he went and his eyes darted to me but I looked away, refusing to meet his gaze.“I had to be gone for work, sorry I couldn't tell you. Did you miss me, kiddo?” He asked and it almost felt like he was talking to me.Carol nodded and he hugged her.“You don't have to worry. I'm here now and I won't go anywhere again, I promise.” He said and I couldn't handle the situation anymore so I steeled myself and walked right past him, wanting to soldier on to the kitchen.He grabbed my arm, stopping me before I could run away.“Jas, we need to talk.”How do I tell him that though I'm happy to see him, I've been dreading this conversation?“I have nothing to say to you. Let go of me.”
Jaselyn's POVThe rest of the evening with Carol is a blur of giggles and play. She’s my sanctuary, her innocent joy a soothing balm to my tortured heart. We draw together, the crayons creating colorful streaks on the large sheet of paper on the floor. Her laughter is the only sound in the room, and for a while, it helps me forget my pain.A knock on the door breaks our peace. A maid, with a polite but firm expression, announces that dinner is ready. My stomach churns at the thought of facing Rion, but I steel myself. I can’t let the maids see any cracks in our relationship. Gossip spreads like wildfire, and I don't want to give them any fuel.Carol takes my hand, and we make our way to the dining room.The dining room buzzes with activity as maids set the table and bring in dishes from the kitchen. The air is filled with the mouth-watering aroma of roasted meats and seasoned vegetables. Carol and I enter, and my heart skips a beat when
Jaselyn's POVRion speaks up before I can respond, his voice steady but with an undercurrent of tension. "We’re still adjusting to a lot of changes, Father. We need some time to think about it."Alpha Xyne’s brow furrows slightly, his playful nature giving way to a more serious expression. "The sooner you’re bound in the presence of the moon goddess, the better for everyone. The both of you are going to be the next Alpha and Luna of this Pack, your union will not only secure this Pack's future but bring in a new, brighter age."I shift uncomfortably in my seat, my eyes darting to Larose for support. She picks up on the tension and seamlessly shifts the conversation."Speaking of changes," Larose interjects, "the bridge construction project is a significant one for the pack. It’s not just about infrastructure; it’s about connecting communities, fostering trade, and ensuring the safety of our people. The design incorporat
Jaselyn's POVWe both stand there, breathing heavily, the sting of my slap hanging in the air between us. Rion's eyes are a storm of emotions—pain, regret, and something deeper, something raw. I turn away, my heart pounding in my chest."You must think so highly of yourself. You left suddenly after basically rejecting me and you think you can just waltz back in here and kiss me like nothing happened, touch me like you love me. You're so insufferable."Rion's face contorts with anguish. "Jas, I’m sorry. I left on official business, and I thought we both needed space to process everything, to figure out our feelings. I didn’t call because I didn’t want to make things harder for you. It wasn’t my intention to make you feel neglected or abandoned."His words sting, but they don’t change anything. "That doesn’t change the truth, Rion. Ziarre is still the one who holds your heart, and I can’t keep up with this cha