Jaselyn's POVIt must take some sort of horrible luck to be rejected twice by the same person. But yet I find myself in this heart wrenching situation for the second time. The first time the pain had been sharp, instantaneous but this time around, I felt completely numb. Perhaps because I hadn't been granted the chance to even recover from my son's death. I just sat there, motionless, unfeeling.One…. Two minutes pass and the pain suddenly creeps up on me like an ambush and all at once I feel that soul crushing pain but it's worse this time, compounded by my profound grief.There are just no words to describe how I feel right now or to comprehend the callousness of Zane's actions.I just know that I can't take any of this anymore, I just can't. I can't handle it, I wouldn't mind disappearing right now if only it would make the pain go away forever.Nila is silent and her presence is almost faint. The second rejection must have been a huge blow to her, especially after the death of ou
Jaselyn's POV “No! No way! You're lying, Nae would never do that to me!” I fired back, chest tightening with newly awakened fear, hinging on the hope that I was right.Isla just tsked and looked at me like I was some sort of pitiful creature.I rushed over to Nae, taking her hand in mine.“Don't worry about Isla, Nae. You don't have to feel threatened, I won't believe a word this she devil says. I trust you and I'll believe anything you tell me. I know that you care for me like your own sister and you would never do something as despicable as killing my baby no matter who asked you to.” I assured Nae of my faith in her and I expected her to smile and confirm that I was right but just like the whole of today, the opposite happened.Nae snatched her hand away from mine and turned away from me. I heard her sniff.“Nae? Is something wrong?” “Stop! Stop it! I…… I did it! I did exactly what Isla said. I gave you the poisoned juice and I knew that it was poisoned but I still fed it to you.
Jaselyn's POVI pushed her with all my strength and she staggered backwards, falling over.“Isla!”Nae rushed over to help her up and I used that opportunity to dart for the door. I didn't care that it hurt to move, my legs were cramped and really heavy and my waist and abdomen didn't feel like mine.But I didn't care about that at that moment. Perhaps it was the adrenaline. I got out of the room and ran through the long halls of the Palace, even pushing past a maid that tried to stop me.Only one thing echoed in my mind.‘I need to get as far away from Isla as possible.’I got to the exit and as usual, it was guarded. I halted upon seeing Blade, my heart rate increasing.And then suddenly, in that moment of tension, I had a flashback about a memory that had completely eluded me. That night when I had seen Blade and Isla together through the kitchen window all those months ago, I wanted to inform Zane about it but I wasn't sure what was going on.I'm not the type so go around spreadin
Jaselyn's POV I ran as fast as my legs could carry me, through the forest and the vegetation. My head kept pounding incessantly, my stomach churning, I was getting out of breath and my legs were heavy, feeling like they would fail me any minute but I didn't stop.I didn't know where I was going but I just kept running, wanting to get as far away from the palace as possible. I wanted to run away from everyone and everything.I only stopped, completely breathless when I reached a cliff.I rested my hands on my knees, heaving, trying hard to catch my breath. Just then, Isla's words echoed in my mind.‘You have no one left in your life. There's no one that wants you, no one that loves you. The whole world has turned its back on you and everyone you know or love has either left, betrayed you or done both.There's nothing left for you, Jaselyn Everhart.’‘You've been abandoned, with pain and misery as your only companions.’‘Your child is dead, your mate has left you for good, your reputat
Jaselyn's POV Rion got off of me in an instant, almost like my skin seared his. It hurt, in a strange way. What kind of cruel twist of fate is this? Rion still loves Ziarre and despite how silly it sounds, I still hold some affection for Zane. I clearly recall that yesterday, we were happy together. Just because he rejected me, it doesn't mean all my feelings would disappear instantly. Rion and I have a strong friendship, we support each other and our love for one another is strictly platonic, so why then has the Moon Goddess made us second chance mates? It makes no sense at all.But the invisible bond, like a tightly knitted string, thrums with the desire for affection from Rion. It's so strange, this feeling within me. I don't like it. But at the same time, I dread the thought of rejection. If I got rejected by Rion as well then…….Rion turns away from me, probably reeling from the shock of it all.“How can this be?” He voices aloud, running a hand through his hair.I sit up, tr
Jaselyn’s POV “Are you sure?”“Yes, Jas. But if you don't want this bond, it's fine. We could reject each other if that's what you want.” He suggests and my grip around him tightens instinctively.“No, that's not what I meant. I want this bond.” I rush out, cheeks warming up.It's OK for me to be selfish this one time, isn't it?“As your mate, I'll give you all the care and support you need but I can't promise to love you. My heart is the only thing I can't offer to you, I hope you can understand that.” He said and a weird feeling engulfed me, I couldn't understand what it was. Disappointment? Sadness? I'm not even sure.“I understand. We both have deep emotional wounds we might never heal from. I won't ask much from you, only that you stand by me. Your support is all I need.” I clarified and I heard him sigh in relief.“I guess that's settled then.” He said and the awkward silence was back again.“How did you find me?” I asked the question that had occupied my mind since he arrived.
Jaselyn's POVI stirred, moving my head as I yawned. It felt like I was lying on something hard so I forced my eyes open, blinking repeatedly and trying to accustom my lenses to the bright light.My surroundings were unfamiliar. Elegant, refined decor with spacious padded leather seats. The ambiance screamed of luxury and I jolted up quickly in confusion but that turned out to be a mistake as it felt like a weight had been dropped on my head and my vision blurred slightly.I soon felt a hand caressing my back.“Relax Jas, you're fine.” I turned to the voice sharply and saw that Rion was sitting behind me. I had been lying on the plush seats, my body covered with a blanket while my head rested on his thighs.He didn't let me speak before he applied force on his hand on my back, directing me to lie back down on his lap. It made my heart skip a beat.“Where are we? What's happening?” I asked, relaxing, trying to get comfortable again.Rion's eyes were fixed on the window, probably starin
Jaselyn's POVLanding at Orlando International airport, there was already a car waiting for us. We ended up spending five hours on the road, most of which I slept through. The forests of Florida were vast but we finally arrived at the Blue Solstice Pack. Unlike The Black Moon Pack located in the rurals of Wyoming, the Blue Solstice Pack was located in Jacksonville, a densely populated city. The entire territory of the Pack was protected by ancient magic though, so humans couldn't wander into that part of the forest.Lycans were known to possess magic in times past, though they're extinct now. So the fact that the Pack's territory is protected by magic really makes me wonder if the rumors of them being descended from Lycans are true.Traveling through the Pack, it was like a town of its own. There were so many people and lots of infrastructure. Arriving at the palace of the Blue Solstice Pack, I couldn't hide my amazement. It was huge! And I was looking at it just from the exterior.