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2023-01-22 15:40:32>>Valek (14 years old)
I was weak.
That was something I learned time and again in my life.
A middle school kid, fourteen years of age, yet had no authority or power.
When I started going to school I learned how much people feared and admired the Vincenzo name yet somehow I was actually in the same category with them.
I feared that family as well, precisely because even though I had the Vincenzo blood, I didn’t have the power that came along with it and that is why I was in such a bad state.
If I think about it, it might just be my own fault, I should have done something to avoid this.
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