"Helbert! Helbert!"
Little feet in flip-flops sprinted across the sand towards a young guy with long hair standing barefoot on the beach. The kid’s face lit up with joy, like seeing Helbert on the shore was the best thing that happened to him today, giving him two precious moments at once.
Helbert Dylan, the young guy who had been his friend for a few years, grinned as he saw Sieghal running his way. The eleven-year-old boy had slightly dark skin and reddish hair from too much sun exposure and swimming under the blazing midday sun. His habit of wearing sleeveless shirts added to his uneven tan, a stark contrast to Helbert’s diamond-white, pale skin that seemed to sparkle in the sunlight.
"Hey Sieg, you shouldn’t run like that, it’s dangerous," Helbert warned, worried that if Sieghal fell, he might land on the sand and get hurt by hidden shells.
True to Helbert's warning, Sieghal tripped, breaking his sandal strap, and almost fell if Helbert hadn’t quickly caught him. They hugged, and Helbert looked very concerned as he held Sieghal.
"Are you okay? Did your foot hurt?" he asked, full of worry, without letting go of Sieghal.
Despite Helbert’s concern, Sieghal just laughed, showing off his white teeth, even though his skin was half burned by the sun. "I’m fine because you caught me," he said cheerfully.
Hearing that, Helbert sighed in relief. "How can you still smile after nearly falling?"
"But if I hadn’t, you wouldn’t have caught me."
Helbert was speechless, shaking his head as he let go of Sieghal, who was clutching something that piqued Helbert’s curiosity.
"What’s that?" he asked, unable to stop staring at Sieghal’s hand that seemed to be hiding something.
"Oh, this is for you." Sieghal opened his hand, revealing a shell the size of an adult’s palm. The shell had a rainbow-colored exterior and a bright silver interior, incredibly beautiful, which made Helbert marvel.
"For me?"
"Of course! I found it when I went shrimp-netting with Dad! It looks perfect, so I brought it to give to you."
Helbert smiled, accepting the shell and lifting it, gazing at it under the sunlight until it seemed to reflect rainbow-like lights. Helbert's golden eyes sparkled as he admired the shell he just received.
"It’s beautiful, thank you."
"I told you so!" Sieghal said proudly.
The newly acquired shell was indeed beautiful, but when he looked at Sieghal’s smile, Helbert paused for a moment, then brought their faces closer and kissed the younger boy’s cheek.
Surprised by the kiss, Sieghal unconsciously held his cheek, blushing. Feeling embarrassed, he looked down, appearing cute in Helbert’s eyes. When Sieghal tried to avoid him, Helbert grabbed his hands, bringing their noses close while staring into Sieghal’s eyes from a very short distance.
"Are you embarrassed?"
"Of course—I’ve never had anyone do that to me before."
"So, I’m the first? How lucky me…" Helbert whispered in Sieghal's ear, biting its reddened tip, then slowly pulled back. But as Helbert was about to turn away, Sieghal quickly grabbed his hand and said,
"I—I will find another shell as beautiful as this, I promise!" Sieghal stammered nervously and shyly.
"Really? I’m so lucky to get something this beautiful from you, thank you…." He said sincerely.
Sieghal beamed at the compliment from Helbert, and feeling very happy, they strolled hand in hand along the shoreline.
Due to his promise to Helbert to find even more beautiful shells, that afternoon, Sieghal swam a bit further from the shore to collect prettier shells among the coral reefs.
Since he was young, Sieghal often did things like this: swimming out to sea, catching fish using traditional tools that Shira people used in the past, and then showing them off to Theo—his little brother. But now, his reason for swimming was to find beautiful shells among the coral reefs a bit further from the shore.
For Sieghal, it was a common thing to do, even though his father always scolded him when he found out. But Sieghal was confident that he would return safely as always.
However, this time he was wrong.
As Sieghal almost reached the coral reef area, something held onto his foot, pulling his swimming shoe. Sieghal thought it was just a squid mistaking his shoe for seaweed, but every time he tried to free his foot, it pulled him deeper into the ocean.
Apart from being a good swimmer, Sieghal could hold his breath underwater for quite a while. But as he was dragged deeper, his small lungs couldn’t withstand the strong water pressure, causing him to release bubbles while his foot was still being pulled by something strong.
What Sieghal initially thought was a squid, or some sort of octopus, turned out to be much bigger than the usual octopuses his father used to catch—it was a Kraken, the monster his late mother often told him about. Now, that creature was opening its mouth wide, ready to swallow him alive.
Sieghal struggled, trying to free himself from the Kraken’s tentacle, stabbing it several times with a small knife he carried to pry open shells. But no matter how many times he stabbed it, it seemed to have no effect, and the creature kept directing Sieghal’s body toward its mouth.
Sieghal screamed as loud as he could when his foot was bitten. He felt his bones break and his flesh tear. Due to the water pressure, shock, and too much water entering his lungs, Sieghal started to lose consciousness. But before he did, he saw something swimming rapidly towards him, tearing the Kraken’s tentacle, freeing Sieghal from its grip, and then swimming away with his bleeding foot.
However, losing just one tentacle didn’t stop the Kraken. It extended another tentacle, ready to capture Sieghal again. But at that moment, Sieghal woke up, drenched in sweat.
Panting, his eyes were vacant, his body trembling. Amidst his fear, Sieghal got out of bed, searched for his bag, took out a bottle of medicine, and drank it without measuring the correct dosage. The dream always looked the same every time he had it.
Due to his shaking hands, Sieghal didn’t realize that some pills fell to the floor, scattering. In the quiet of the night, anyone could hear Sieghal’s laboured breathing until, after a while, the tranquillizer took effect, giving Sieghal a sense of relief.
Feeling much better, Sieghal sat on the floor with the bottle rolling and spilt pills around him. Is an antidepressant that Sieghal takes regularly. Since that incident, his fears have worsened, and he has become almost dependent on it.
"I knew it, I couldn’t do this…" Sieghal muttered, wiping the sweat off his face. Although he felt calmer, his hands were still trembling.
Leaving Sieghal in his room, terrified. In the luxurious mansion standing tall on the cliff, Helbert gazed at a shell he received from Sieghal thirteen years ago. As if paying high tribute, Helbert placed the shell in a glass case, setting it in the centre of the room under warm lighting.
"Are you sure this isn’t too much, brother?" a long-haired girl interrupted.
"He has to overcome it if he wants to be worthy," Helbert replied, turning and walking away from the girl. However, she didn’t immediately chase after him. Like her brother, Guinevere also gazed at the glass case with the shell inside.
Sieghal was picking up all the meds spilt on the floor last night. It was his last bottle before getting a new prescription from the pharmacy. They'd promised to send it over in two days once they restocked. Still, as of this morning, Sieghal hadn't gotten any confirmation from the hospital.Antidepressants. That's the only thing Sieghal could get after hitting up nearly every psychiatrist in Vegas. No hospital or clinic was left unvisited in his quest to shake off his fear and trauma. He'd tried every kind of therapy, but it was all in vain. That fear seemed to be ingrained in his soul, impossible to erase.Since he couldn't sleep, Sieghal cleared his mind with a shower, dousing his head with cold water in the early hours before the sun was even considering rising.As the water cascaded over him, Sieghal glanced at the scar left by the trauma he'd suffered that day. A Kraken bite covered almost half his calf, deep and unforgiving, the keloid mark refusing to budge despite all the cre
07. He Say SorrySieghal was blindsided when Helbert suddenly showed up out of nowhere. To top it off, the guy blocked Zayn's access to him, freeing their hands and standing firm like some human shield, all to stop Zayn from pushing Sieghal any further."Good morning, Mr. Arash," Helbert greeted him.Sieghal's brow furrowed. Did Helbert and Zayn know each other? Even though Zayn looked jittery, he tried to stare down Helbert, who was glaring back at him with an icy expression that screamed he'd devour anyone whole. That kind of look would make anyone tremble in fear, just like it did to Zayn Arash at that moment."O—oh, I didn't expect to run into the head of the Dylan family so soon," Zayn responded to Helbert's greeting. "How are you? I hope you are great as always, Sir Dylan?" he extended his hand, hoping for a handshake, but Helbert's cold demeanor left him hanging."I was expecting you at my office this afternoon, but here we are, bright and early, with you 'exercising.'" Helber
Sieghal checked his phone when he heard it buzz. A message showed that five thousand dollars had been deposited into his account. That was his monthly salary from Vasco.Sighing, that's what Sieghal had been doing all day. He couldn't compare the money he got from Vasco with the amount left in his savings account and the hospital bills for his dad. Seventy million dollars, and in his account, he only had about two million dollars, plus the five thousand Vasco just sent him right now. It was still far from enough.Of course, it was nowhere near enough. What could he expect from working as a casino dealer without selling his soul to people like Zayn Arash?"No. I've had enough nightmares from that bastard, and I won't do something stupid like that again," he muttered, rubbing his face roughly and letting out a heavy sigh.After leaving Helbert in his car, Sieghal rushed home to give Theo the sandwich and coffee, which were probably cold by now. He didn't know if his brother would like w
Sieghal and Theo sprinted through the hospital corridors, occasionally bumping into nurses and visitors. Sieghal's hurried apologies did little to pacify the grumbling passersby. They kept going, ignoring the irritated glances and muttered curses.Upon reaching the floor where their dad was, a nurse stood outside the room, clipboard in hand. "Are you Mr. Carl Hans' sons?""Yes, that's us—""No! I'm the only one responsible for my dad!" Theo interrupted, momentarily confusing the nurse. But when Sieghal gave a slight nod, the nurse quickly briefed them on Carl's condition."Your dad is critical. We need to act fast, or his lungs could fail, and he won't make it." the nurse was trying to explain their dad's condition to them."Just do it!" Theo commanded. "Do whatever it takes to keep my dad alive!""We understand, but since your dad doesn't have any health insurance, the hospital requires you to settle the surgery cost upfront, along with medication and recent care expenses." The nurse
Yohan still couldn't wrap his head around that Sieghal had made such a stupid decision, only making things worse. After the lawyer left their house, Sieghal explained everything—his financial situation and the fact that Carl had no insurance to cover the hospital bills.Even though being a Dealer was a breeze for Sieghal, being out in the open sea—the source of his fears—wouldn’t help."Please, cancel this contract now, Siegh." Yohan didn't know how often he'd said the same thing, but Sieghal stared at the ceiling, its beams decayed and weathered."Did Theo ever tell you how much Helbert offered to buy this run-down house?""You can't just change the subject like that.""It couldn't be more than a million or two, considering Helbert's overwhelming generosity." Sieghal guessed, but Yohan didn't take him seriously at all. He just sighed and rubbed his face."Helbert will find out you've been on antidepressants to stay calm all this time, and he’ll throw you out with an insane penalty. Y
Staring at the bottles of antidepressants he got on the courier last night, Sieghal could only calm himself with the thought that his decision to go to the sea was the right one. He had also called Vasco to request a few months' leave to sort out his personal, and look, how lucky he was when Vasco kindly granted him the time off.Sieghal didn't bring much clothing, just like when he first came to Shira. He carefully repacked the clothes in his small suitcase before heading to the dock where Helbert's cruise was moored. He also neatly arranged the bottles of antidepressants he got from the courier, making sure he had counted them correctly to last him throughout his time at sea.Sieghal wasn't sure if it would be enough, but the cruise would dock in Bahrain, where he might be able to get more medication, albeit in a different dosage than what he had.Besides preparing all his belongings, Sieghal also withdrew ten million dollars he got from the lawyer last night. After ensuring he hadn
The storm that night was terrifying for everyone out at sea, including Theodor and his dad, Carl."Pull up the nets! Don't let the waves cut them loose and take the fish we've caught tonight! Secure the anchor and use all your strength!" Carl yelled amid the rain and flashes of lightning, accompanied by the roar of waves that seemed like they would crush their boat in one sweep.Some crew were busy pulling the sails, balancing the wind direction and the boat's tilt. At the same time, Carl—the captain and owner of the ship—kept giving orders, shouting like a madman to keep the crew safe and bring home the fish they'd caught that night amid a storm that seemed eager to swallow them to the depths of the ocean.But when Theo tried to haul in the net full of fish, he ran into trouble. The chain binding the net got snagged on something, making their boat even more unstable. Despite his attempts, Theo couldn't fix the chain's position.Theo had no choice but to report it to his dad. "Dad, th
For the first time, Sieghal set foot again in his hometown, Shira—a small fishing town in North Yorkshire, England. It's not precisely sprawling but beautiful enough to be remembered as a place full of charm.Shira is this quaint little town nestled among cliffs and tall hills, flanked by a few mountains and rolling hills. Shira's sunsets are top-notch, the best anyone could find anywhere. It should be a perfect place to unwind from all life's chaos. Yet, for Sieghal, Shira is the last place he wants to be.After paying the taxi fare, Sieghal stepped out with his small suitcase. There it was—a peninsula with hundreds of boats lined up on the shore and a small village that was his leading destination after flying out of Las Vegas.Seeing the row of moored fishing boats, Sieghal felt nothing. But as his gaze drifted to the sea, an old fear washed over him.And here he was, at the house he left thirteen years ago. It hadn't changed; everything looked the same—from the window frames to th
Staring at the bottles of antidepressants he got on the courier last night, Sieghal could only calm himself with the thought that his decision to go to the sea was the right one. He had also called Vasco to request a few months' leave to sort out his personal, and look, how lucky he was when Vasco kindly granted him the time off.Sieghal didn't bring much clothing, just like when he first came to Shira. He carefully repacked the clothes in his small suitcase before heading to the dock where Helbert's cruise was moored. He also neatly arranged the bottles of antidepressants he got from the courier, making sure he had counted them correctly to last him throughout his time at sea.Sieghal wasn't sure if it would be enough, but the cruise would dock in Bahrain, where he might be able to get more medication, albeit in a different dosage than what he had.Besides preparing all his belongings, Sieghal also withdrew ten million dollars he got from the lawyer last night. After ensuring he hadn
Yohan still couldn't wrap his head around that Sieghal had made such a stupid decision, only making things worse. After the lawyer left their house, Sieghal explained everything—his financial situation and the fact that Carl had no insurance to cover the hospital bills.Even though being a Dealer was a breeze for Sieghal, being out in the open sea—the source of his fears—wouldn’t help."Please, cancel this contract now, Siegh." Yohan didn't know how often he'd said the same thing, but Sieghal stared at the ceiling, its beams decayed and weathered."Did Theo ever tell you how much Helbert offered to buy this run-down house?""You can't just change the subject like that.""It couldn't be more than a million or two, considering Helbert's overwhelming generosity." Sieghal guessed, but Yohan didn't take him seriously at all. He just sighed and rubbed his face."Helbert will find out you've been on antidepressants to stay calm all this time, and he’ll throw you out with an insane penalty. Y
Sieghal and Theo sprinted through the hospital corridors, occasionally bumping into nurses and visitors. Sieghal's hurried apologies did little to pacify the grumbling passersby. They kept going, ignoring the irritated glances and muttered curses.Upon reaching the floor where their dad was, a nurse stood outside the room, clipboard in hand. "Are you Mr. Carl Hans' sons?""Yes, that's us—""No! I'm the only one responsible for my dad!" Theo interrupted, momentarily confusing the nurse. But when Sieghal gave a slight nod, the nurse quickly briefed them on Carl's condition."Your dad is critical. We need to act fast, or his lungs could fail, and he won't make it." the nurse was trying to explain their dad's condition to them."Just do it!" Theo commanded. "Do whatever it takes to keep my dad alive!""We understand, but since your dad doesn't have any health insurance, the hospital requires you to settle the surgery cost upfront, along with medication and recent care expenses." The nurse
Sieghal checked his phone when he heard it buzz. A message showed that five thousand dollars had been deposited into his account. That was his monthly salary from Vasco.Sighing, that's what Sieghal had been doing all day. He couldn't compare the money he got from Vasco with the amount left in his savings account and the hospital bills for his dad. Seventy million dollars, and in his account, he only had about two million dollars, plus the five thousand Vasco just sent him right now. It was still far from enough.Of course, it was nowhere near enough. What could he expect from working as a casino dealer without selling his soul to people like Zayn Arash?"No. I've had enough nightmares from that bastard, and I won't do something stupid like that again," he muttered, rubbing his face roughly and letting out a heavy sigh.After leaving Helbert in his car, Sieghal rushed home to give Theo the sandwich and coffee, which were probably cold by now. He didn't know if his brother would like w
07. He Say SorrySieghal was blindsided when Helbert suddenly showed up out of nowhere. To top it off, the guy blocked Zayn's access to him, freeing their hands and standing firm like some human shield, all to stop Zayn from pushing Sieghal any further."Good morning, Mr. Arash," Helbert greeted him.Sieghal's brow furrowed. Did Helbert and Zayn know each other? Even though Zayn looked jittery, he tried to stare down Helbert, who was glaring back at him with an icy expression that screamed he'd devour anyone whole. That kind of look would make anyone tremble in fear, just like it did to Zayn Arash at that moment."O—oh, I didn't expect to run into the head of the Dylan family so soon," Zayn responded to Helbert's greeting. "How are you? I hope you are great as always, Sir Dylan?" he extended his hand, hoping for a handshake, but Helbert's cold demeanor left him hanging."I was expecting you at my office this afternoon, but here we are, bright and early, with you 'exercising.'" Helber
Sieghal was picking up all the meds spilt on the floor last night. It was his last bottle before getting a new prescription from the pharmacy. They'd promised to send it over in two days once they restocked. Still, as of this morning, Sieghal hadn't gotten any confirmation from the hospital.Antidepressants. That's the only thing Sieghal could get after hitting up nearly every psychiatrist in Vegas. No hospital or clinic was left unvisited in his quest to shake off his fear and trauma. He'd tried every kind of therapy, but it was all in vain. That fear seemed to be ingrained in his soul, impossible to erase.Since he couldn't sleep, Sieghal cleared his mind with a shower, dousing his head with cold water in the early hours before the sun was even considering rising.As the water cascaded over him, Sieghal glanced at the scar left by the trauma he'd suffered that day. A Kraken bite covered almost half his calf, deep and unforgiving, the keloid mark refusing to budge despite all the cre
"Helbert! Helbert!"Little feet in flip-flops sprinted across the sand towards a young guy with long hair standing barefoot on the beach. The kid’s face lit up with joy, like seeing Helbert on the shore was the best thing that happened to him today, giving him two precious moments at once.Helbert Dylan, the young guy who had been his friend for a few years, grinned as he saw Sieghal running his way. The eleven-year-old boy had slightly dark skin and reddish hair from too much sun exposure and swimming under the blazing midday sun. His habit of wearing sleeveless shirts added to his uneven tan, a stark contrast to Helbert’s diamond-white, pale skin that seemed to sparkle in the sunlight."Hey Sieg, you shouldn’t run like that, it’s dangerous," Helbert warned, worried that if Sieghal fell, he might land on the sand and get hurt by hidden shells.True to Helbert's warning, Sieghal tripped, breaking his sandal strap, and almost fell if Helbert hadn’t quickly caught him. They hugged, and
"What—what are you doing here?" Sieghal asked, stepping back to close the door. But Helbert held it open with his strength.Sieghal's panic grew, sweat dripping down his face. He didn't want Helbert entering the house with just him inside, so he tried to push Helbert's hand away, hoping to shut the door and lock it. But his efforts were futile as Helbert forced his way in and locked the door behind him."Why are you doing this?! I'm sure my dad condition is your fault, right?! That's why you're at the hospital!"Sieghal spat, saying something meant to infuriate him, but Helbert didn't care. He pulled Sieghal close, reducing the distance between them to mere centimeters. Sieghal could feel Helbert's breath on his face."If your fear lies in the ocean, why blame me?""Wh—""I didn't come here to argue with you," he said, releasing Sieghal. "I'm just here for a negotiation you ignored in the first place.""I already told you, I'm not negotiating with you.""Even if this job could earn yo
Sieghal walked briskly out of the hospital, feeling that he might lose control of his emotions if he stayed inside any longer. But as he was about to enter the elevator, he accidentally bumped into someone coming out, causing him to fall."Ack!"Sieghal yelped as his butt hit the cold hospital floor. But immediately, the person he had bumped into extended a hand, trying to help him up."Can you get up," he said, hand outstretched.Initially, Sieghal was willing to take the man's hand and apologize for his clumsiness. Still, when their eyes met, Sieghal quickly withdrew his hand, ignoring it. Meanwhile, a woman standing beside that man watched them silently without intervening.Sieghal entered the elevator without saying a word, intending to leave them behind. Still, as he was about to press the button to go down, the man grabbed his hand and stepped into the elevator.If it were anyone else, they would be mesmerized by the man's handsomeness and well-built body. Standing nearly six fo