"What—what are you doing here?" Sieghal asked, stepping back to close the door. But Helbert held it open with his strength. Sieghal's panic grew, sweat dripping down his face. He didn't want Helbert entering the house with just him inside, so he tried to push Helbert's hand away, hoping to shut the door and lock it. But his efforts were futile as Helbert forced his way in and locked the door behind him. "Why are you doing this?! I'm sure my dad condition is your fault, right?! That's why you're at the hospital!" Sieghal spat, saying something meant to infuriate him, but Helbert didn't care. He pulled Sieghal close, reducing the distance between them to mere centimeters. Sieghal could feel Helbert's breath on his face. "If your fear lies in the ocean, why blame me?" "Wh—" "I didn't come here to argue with you," he said, releasing Sieghal. "I'm just here for a negotiation you ignored in the first place." "I already told you, I'm not negotiating with you." "Even if this job could earn you millions in just three months?" Sieghal's brow furrowed. Earlier in the elevator, Helbert had offered him a job similar to his casino work as a dealer. But three months? What kind of dealer could make that much in such a short time? It would take decades to earn that with regular payments. Helbert let Sieghal stew in his shock. He walked to the display cabinet behind the sofa, looking at the framed photos. "With all these memories, I bet you don't want to lose this house, right?" "I'm not selling this house to you! Whatever Theo says, the final decision in this house is—" "A runaway for over a decade like you? Do you think you still have that right in the house your brother has kept up?" Sieghal fell silent at that. He turned away, unable to deny the truth. He had run away, leaving Theo to handle all the work and responsibilities that should have been his. "I have a cruiser setting sail in a week. It will sail around Asia, stop briefly in Macau, then return to Europe on a slightly roundabout route. It's a long trip filled with all the fun I offer, but I don't have a professional dealer to handle the VIP guests who are poker enthusiasts," Helbert paused, then turned to Sieghal, "I can offer you nine million dollars for three months on the cruiser as our special VIP dealer in the casino." "Are you mocking me?" "Nine million dollars is more realistic than borrowing money at fifty percent interest and late fees. You're afraid of the ocean, not of being on a cruiser." "You've been rambling without asking what I really want from you." "If you agree to the voyage, I'll not only give you that but also cover all your dad hospital bills until he's well. So, you can use that money to fix up the boat and renovate this old house without owing anyone." "But you're making me indebted to you." Helbert raised his head, looking at Sieghal with an air of superiority that no one liked. "If you feel indebted to me, then why keep refusing? I'm just trying to offer something small to improve your financial situation, not drag you into something terrible like thirteen years ago." "Oh, how wise of you. Is this how the Dylan family offers a job, by threatening?" "Because you keep avoiding me." "You're completely opposite to the dignity you claim to have." "And so are you," he replied. Sieghal went silent. His jaw tightened with anger. He wanted to punch that handsome face, but if he did, it wouldn't be just him in trouble, but also Theo and his dad lying helpless in the hospital. As Sieghal pondered the offer—an offer too big to pass up—Helbert walked past him, unlocked the door, and stood in the doorway. "The sooner you decide, the better it will be for you," he said before leaving Sieghal alone in the quiet house. Sieghal collapsed after Helbert left. He felt like he would be devoured alive if he kept resisting and responding to Helbert's words. This was frustrating; only bad things happened on his first day in Shira. What should he do now? Helbert Dylan's visit was unexpected, and even if his offer was genuine, Sieghal didn't think he was that naive. Sieghal didn't believe that a 'simple transaction' like offering a dealer job would solve all his problems. Besides, a cruise? It felt like an insult, knowing his fear of the ocean. He looked at the display cabinet Helbert had approached. Sieghal got up to look closely at the photos, focusing on a family picture that stood out. In a small frame in the middle of the living room, his dad and mom held baby Theo while Sieghal was in his dad's arms. They stood before their house, and Sieghal remembered his mother's happiness when they arrived. It was the first house his family owned and the only memory left after his mother's death. Maybe that's why his dad never wanted to renovate it despite its dilapidated condition. "What should I do? If this continues, Theo will go back to the sea to make money after selling this house. But if I accept Helbert's offer, then I'll be the one going to sea," he muttered in frustration. Sieghal sat in the living room, looking at the old, rotting wood ceiling. Despite the lack of repairs, the house was spotless. Maybe Theo had been cleaning it all along, and Sieghal realized he had missed how hard his brother had worked for their family, which fell apart because he ran away. As Helbert had said, running away was the only term that fit his foolishness over thirteen years. And the only reason he did that was because of that man. Sieghal stood up and walked out to the back door. A small yard led to the hills and forest not far away. Beyond the mountain was a high cliff and a luxurious mansion standing strong—the Dylan family's home. A house from which the owners seemed to oversee all of Shira, every nook and cranny, without missing a thing. While all of Shira believed in a guardian deity protecting the small fishing town, always providing abundant fish each year and protecting the fishermen at sea, to Sieghal, that deity was nothing more than a monster controlled by the Dylan family. "This feels like I'm about to sell my own soul," he muttered, full of frustration.
"Helbert! Helbert!"Little feet in flip-flops sprinted across the sand towards a young guy with long hair standing barefoot on the beach. The kid’s face lit up with joy, like seeing Helbert on the shore was the best thing that happened to him today, giving him two precious moments at once.Helbert Dylan, the young guy who had been his friend for a few years, grinned as he saw Sieghal running his way. The eleven-year-old boy had slightly dark skin and reddish hair from too much sun exposure and swimming under the blazing midday sun. His habit of wearing sleeveless shirts added to his uneven tan, a stark contrast to Helbert’s diamond-white, pale skin that seemed to sparkle in the sunlight."Hey Sieg, you shouldn’t run like that, it’s dangerous," Helbert warned, worried that if Sieghal fell, he might land on the sand and get hurt by hidden shells.True to Helbert's warning, Sieghal tripped, breaking his sandal strap, and almost fell if Helbert hadn’t quickly caught him. They hugged, and
Sieghal was picking up all the meds spilt on the floor last night. It was his last bottle before getting a new prescription from the pharmacy. They'd promised to send it over in two days once they restocked. Still, as of this morning, Sieghal hadn't gotten any confirmation from the hospital.Antidepressants. That's the only thing Sieghal could get after hitting up nearly every psychiatrist in Vegas. No hospital or clinic was left unvisited in his quest to shake off his fear and trauma. He'd tried every kind of therapy, but it was all in vain. That fear seemed to be ingrained in his soul, impossible to erase.Since he couldn't sleep, Sieghal cleared his mind with a shower, dousing his head with cold water in the early hours before the sun was even considering rising.As the water cascaded over him, Sieghal glanced at the scar left by the trauma he'd suffered that day. A Kraken bite covered almost half his calf, deep and unforgiving, the keloid mark refusing to budge despite all the cre
07. He Say SorrySieghal was blindsided when Helbert suddenly showed up out of nowhere. To top it off, the guy blocked Zayn's access to him, freeing their hands and standing firm like some human shield, all to stop Zayn from pushing Sieghal any further."Good morning, Mr. Arash," Helbert greeted him.Sieghal's brow furrowed. Did Helbert and Zayn know each other? Even though Zayn looked jittery, he tried to stare down Helbert, who was glaring back at him with an icy expression that screamed he'd devour anyone whole. That kind of look would make anyone tremble in fear, just like it did to Zayn Arash at that moment."O—oh, I didn't expect to run into the head of the Dylan family so soon," Zayn responded to Helbert's greeting. "How are you? I hope you are great as always, Sir Dylan?" he extended his hand, hoping for a handshake, but Helbert's cold demeanor left him hanging."I was expecting you at my office this afternoon, but here we are, bright and early, with you 'exercising.'" Helber
Sieghal checked his phone when he heard it buzz. A message showed that five thousand dollars had been deposited into his account. That was his monthly salary from Vasco.Sighing, that's what Sieghal had been doing all day. He couldn't compare the money he got from Vasco with the amount left in his savings account and the hospital bills for his dad. Seventy million dollars, and in his account, he only had about two million dollars, plus the five thousand Vasco just sent him right now. It was still far from enough.Of course, it was nowhere near enough. What could he expect from working as a casino dealer without selling his soul to people like Zayn Arash?"No. I've had enough nightmares from that bastard, and I won't do something stupid like that again," he muttered, rubbing his face roughly and letting out a heavy sigh.After leaving Helbert in his car, Sieghal rushed home to give Theo the sandwich and coffee, which were probably cold by now. He didn't know if his brother would like w
Sieghal and Theo sprinted through the hospital corridors, occasionally bumping into nurses and visitors. Sieghal's hurried apologies did little to pacify the grumbling passersby. They kept going, ignoring the irritated glances and muttered curses.Upon reaching the floor where their dad was, a nurse stood outside the room, clipboard in hand. "Are you Mr. Carl Hans' sons?""Yes, that's us—""No! I'm the only one responsible for my dad!" Theo interrupted, momentarily confusing the nurse. But when Sieghal gave a slight nod, the nurse quickly briefed them on Carl's condition."Your dad is critical. We need to act fast, or his lungs could fail, and he won't make it." the nurse was trying to explain their dad's condition to them."Just do it!" Theo commanded. "Do whatever it takes to keep my dad alive!""We understand, but since your dad doesn't have any health insurance, the hospital requires you to settle the surgery cost upfront, along with medication and recent care expenses." The nurse
Yohan still couldn't wrap his head around that Sieghal had made such a stupid decision, only making things worse. After the lawyer left their house, Sieghal explained everything—his financial situation and the fact that Carl had no insurance to cover the hospital bills.Even though being a Dealer was a breeze for Sieghal, being out in the open sea—the source of his fears—wouldn’t help."Please, cancel this contract now, Siegh." Yohan didn't know how often he'd said the same thing, but Sieghal stared at the ceiling, its beams decayed and weathered."Did Theo ever tell you how much Helbert offered to buy this run-down house?""You can't just change the subject like that.""It couldn't be more than a million or two, considering Helbert's overwhelming generosity." Sieghal guessed, but Yohan didn't take him seriously at all. He just sighed and rubbed his face."Helbert will find out you've been on antidepressants to stay calm all this time, and he’ll throw you out with an insane penalty. Y
Staring at the bottles of antidepressants he got on the courier last night, Sieghal could only calm himself with the thought that his decision to go to the sea was the right one. He had also called Vasco to request a few months' leave to sort out his personal, and look, how lucky he was when Vasco kindly granted him the time off.Sieghal didn't bring much clothing, just like when he first came to Shira. He carefully repacked the clothes in his small suitcase before heading to the dock where Helbert's cruise was moored. He also neatly arranged the bottles of antidepressants he got from the courier, making sure he had counted them correctly to last him throughout his time at sea.Sieghal wasn't sure if it would be enough, but the cruise would dock in Bahrain, where he might be able to get more medication, albeit in a different dosage than what he had.Besides preparing all his belongings, Sieghal also withdrew ten million dollars he got from the lawyer last night. After ensuring he hadn
Sieghal stared at his reflection in the mirror. Maybe he should thank Helbert for putting him in a place deep inside the cruise where he couldn’t see or feel the sea.Even though he had calmed down and felt better after that guy left, he still ended up taking a few antidepressants he brought along. Yet, the reality of sailing into the open sea in a few hours was something he couldn’t shake off.There were no windows or glass here, just what he needed. It felt like being in a capsule, but Sieghal was quite pleased with the large, comfortable bed, thick blankets, and well-functioning air conditioning. Plus, the room was surprisingly spacious, much larger than he had imagined, and more perfect with a private bathroom.Sieghal had imagined living in a cramped cage, barely fitting a single bed, stuffy and unsuitable for rest. But he should revise his thoughts and start enjoying this long journey.Knock…knock…The sound of knocking was quite annoying. He wanted to rest, but he couldn’t make
"He—hey,"Sieghal stopped just as he opened his bedroom door when he heard someone call out to him. It was Kenna McWell. The guy looked awkward with their presence. Kenna seemed embarrassed about something, but Sieghal had no idea what made the usually enthusiastic kid look like that.It had been a while since they last met after starting work. Sieghal had noticed Kenna collecting chips from the tables to count and hand over to the administrator, who would then redistribute them after tallying up the night's earnings."Oh, hey. Not sleeping yet? I thought it was five in the morning."Yeah, Sieghal was sure it was five in the morning, given that his shift ended when the casino guests began to disappear. When that happened, he was confident it was already early morning, at least from his experience working at the casino."Um, I actually wanted to apologize," Kenna said nervously, scratching the back of his head."Oh, really? For what?""Well—for calling your name weird."Sieghal chuckle
A few hours earlier, after Archie mentioned he'd found a replacement hidden taker named Erick Basvel, they called both in for a crucial job discussion. Now, Sieghal was faced with a tough choice, one that seemed impossible to refuse."You want us to do the dirty work?" Sieghal asked, his expression unreadable.Helbert lifted his head, giving Sieghal a cold, piercing stare as if they were enemies. Sieghal felt cornered, unable to refuse his orders.With that irritating look, Helbert said, "Isn't being a hidden taker using contact lenses already illegal?""Sir Dylan, I've told you that what I do here is work. If you don't want me to work according to my skills, then I'm willing to return everything stated in the contract. I don't mind if you agree to this," Sieghal replied.Sieghal felt this was unfair. Sure, he was getting paid a lot, maybe five or eight times more than Helbert paid others, but he didn't expect the high pay to come with huge risks, like a trap set by Helbert to keep hi
In this world, there are countless frightening things. There isn't a single good place to hide or even run away. Not even a glass of wine could get him drunk enough to forget the constant horrors that keep haunting him.Fate can't be changed, and a future that can't be denied. Everything crashes together as if trying to crush him all at once. The only refuge he found to escape that fear, even for a moment, was in the middle of the ocean, swimming as far as he could, even though there were still limits he had to obey.Day by day, he swam through time, and the sight of fishermen at sea became familiar during his stay in Shira.No one knew when this place turned into a fishing town. Shira had so many types of fish, with an abundance so great that even tossing a line with a crumb of bread could catch a fat, hefty fish. It was a blessed spot ever since the Dylan family took over the land.It was monotonous and unchanging as the years passed and the seasons shifted. That's what Helbert thou
Sieghal wasn't surprised by the object. He knew it was something he needed while working as a Dealer.It was a pair of special contact lenses with dual infrared, specifically designed for hidden takers. Essentially, these lenses were used by hidden takers to "save" the casino, often dubbed the "secret weapon" to manipulate players and control the game.However, not every dealer or hidden taker had the special authorization to use these lenses. When Sieghal worked at Vasco's casino, he often used them to handle players other hidden takers couldn't manage."Isn't this familiar?" Archie said as if it was the perfect phrase for the situation."Why just me? There are plenty of people out there who are better hidden takers than I am.""Because only you will handle the VIP."Sieghal frowned. "Am I going to work alone all the time?""Someone will replace you after you've worked for twelve days and gotten used to being at sea."Helbert suddenly spoke up, not looking at Sieghal but rather at th
Sieghal stared at his reflection in the mirror. Maybe he should thank Helbert for putting him in a place deep inside the cruise where he couldn’t see or feel the sea.Even though he had calmed down and felt better after that guy left, he still ended up taking a few antidepressants he brought along. Yet, the reality of sailing into the open sea in a few hours was something he couldn’t shake off.There were no windows or glass here, just what he needed. It felt like being in a capsule, but Sieghal was quite pleased with the large, comfortable bed, thick blankets, and well-functioning air conditioning. Plus, the room was surprisingly spacious, much larger than he had imagined, and more perfect with a private bathroom.Sieghal had imagined living in a cramped cage, barely fitting a single bed, stuffy and unsuitable for rest. But he should revise his thoughts and start enjoying this long journey.Knock…knock…The sound of knocking was quite annoying. He wanted to rest, but he couldn’t make
Staring at the bottles of antidepressants he got on the courier last night, Sieghal could only calm himself with the thought that his decision to go to the sea was the right one. He had also called Vasco to request a few months' leave to sort out his personal, and look, how lucky he was when Vasco kindly granted him the time off.Sieghal didn't bring much clothing, just like when he first came to Shira. He carefully repacked the clothes in his small suitcase before heading to the dock where Helbert's cruise was moored. He also neatly arranged the bottles of antidepressants he got from the courier, making sure he had counted them correctly to last him throughout his time at sea.Sieghal wasn't sure if it would be enough, but the cruise would dock in Bahrain, where he might be able to get more medication, albeit in a different dosage than what he had.Besides preparing all his belongings, Sieghal also withdrew ten million dollars he got from the lawyer last night. After ensuring he hadn
Yohan still couldn't wrap his head around that Sieghal had made such a stupid decision, only making things worse. After the lawyer left their house, Sieghal explained everything—his financial situation and the fact that Carl had no insurance to cover the hospital bills.Even though being a Dealer was a breeze for Sieghal, being out in the open sea—the source of his fears—wouldn’t help."Please, cancel this contract now, Siegh." Yohan didn't know how often he'd said the same thing, but Sieghal stared at the ceiling, its beams decayed and weathered."Did Theo ever tell you how much Helbert offered to buy this run-down house?""You can't just change the subject like that.""It couldn't be more than a million or two, considering Helbert's overwhelming generosity." Sieghal guessed, but Yohan didn't take him seriously at all. He just sighed and rubbed his face."Helbert will find out you've been on antidepressants to stay calm all this time, and he’ll throw you out with an insane penalty. Y
Sieghal and Theo sprinted through the hospital corridors, occasionally bumping into nurses and visitors. Sieghal's hurried apologies did little to pacify the grumbling passersby. They kept going, ignoring the irritated glances and muttered curses.Upon reaching the floor where their dad was, a nurse stood outside the room, clipboard in hand. "Are you Mr. Carl Hans' sons?""Yes, that's us—""No! I'm the only one responsible for my dad!" Theo interrupted, momentarily confusing the nurse. But when Sieghal gave a slight nod, the nurse quickly briefed them on Carl's condition."Your dad is critical. We need to act fast, or his lungs could fail, and he won't make it." the nurse was trying to explain their dad's condition to them."Just do it!" Theo commanded. "Do whatever it takes to keep my dad alive!""We understand, but since your dad doesn't have any health insurance, the hospital requires you to settle the surgery cost upfront, along with medication and recent care expenses." The nurse
Sieghal checked his phone when he heard it buzz. A message showed that five thousand dollars had been deposited into his account. That was his monthly salary from Vasco.Sighing, that's what Sieghal had been doing all day. He couldn't compare the money he got from Vasco with the amount left in his savings account and the hospital bills for his dad. Seventy million dollars, and in his account, he only had about two million dollars, plus the five thousand Vasco just sent him right now. It was still far from enough.Of course, it was nowhere near enough. What could he expect from working as a casino dealer without selling his soul to people like Zayn Arash?"No. I've had enough nightmares from that bastard, and I won't do something stupid like that again," he muttered, rubbing his face roughly and letting out a heavy sigh.After leaving Helbert in his car, Sieghal rushed home to give Theo the sandwich and coffee, which were probably cold by now. He didn't know if his brother would like w