FLAMES
I HAD BEEN shot before. The kind of shot that left my body a few feet from joining the eternal flames of sulfur in hell.This…this was different because I hadn’t seen it coming. The delirium, the haggard breaths, the feel of a woman’s hands all over my body without my permission. And not just any woman but her.Fucking her. The bad shooter. The disobedient minx. The blonde devil. The scarred witch.Honestly, I could have gone on and on about how bad I loathed Mia but the situation stopped me.Just what the fucking hell?!A jut of pain coursed through my veins up the damn place she’d shot at, disorientation bit me in the fucking head and I stifled a hiss, my dick the damn thing…I could feel it painfully poke my briefs and my pants chose the wrong time to be tight.Morning wood, they called it because I refused to believe that my dick responded to the woman beside me.The woman’s whose bare pussy hugged my thigh, the woman whose pebbled nipples poked my chest like hot irking bullets and the woman who was too damn near my face I couldn’t help but resist the urge to lash out.Push her off me. Scram to the other side of the room. Fucking pretend we hadn’t slept naked for whatever bullshit reason Mia came up with.Her blonde curls fell messily over her shoulder, her lashes fluttered lightly-subtly-softly as her chest adopted a common rhythm of in and out, her lips formed a pout mostly because her upper lip was plumper than her lower one, the proximity between us allowed me to see that and I couldn’t unsee it even if I wanted to.Those freckles…faint and chocolatey above her nose, that face…damn that face. She looked innocent and I might have known she was but I refused to believe that. I couldn’t look at her any different whether she was lap-dancing in front of me or stripping.All I saw was Elise’s replacement. The reason I felt shitty. The reason my life was fucking shitty.Killing the moment in an instant, I got off the couch untangling our legs, untangling every place my skin touched hers.She squirmed on the sofa, her lips kissing the fabric of the dusty thing and I couldn’t fucking take looking at her a minute longer.“She handled everything like a pro”, Snakes clowned, I couldn’t give a fuck as I drove around town in a beat-up jeep looking for a pharmacy for Mia’s ointments.“Is she there? I’d like to have a word with her”I ground my teeth.“She doesn’t like you”She didn’t, really.She had a certain type. The Bryant Knox type, her husband. The one who liked it rough, so much rough that he would beat her up for the fun of it.I liked rough and I was not going to give a shitty explanation about how much of a good guy I was by not beating women up. I had done some shitty things to women to make my dick feel better, rough, hard, fast that was me but I never not once hit a woman—well if you exclude slapping asses and pussy in the context of hitting.And the whole fucking point was it was consensual. The rough, hard and fast part not so much but they enjoyed it nonetheless.Back to Mia’s type of guys, she might have run away from Bryant but those God damn sapphire eyes didn’t hide the fact that she was a submissive in bed. The type that liked being dominated, ordered around, the type that came while sucking a man’s off, the type that begged to be fucked like no tomorrow, the type that—fuck, untrammeled lust spiked up my legs, tugged at my balls at the thought of Mia sucking anyone-me off, the sensation travelled up my length and I was fuming now.This was her fucking fault.Her nakedness.Those full tits, those slender legs wrapping around my leg, my hand grazing that supple rich skin of—“I’d like to think we got off on a rocky start. You know we bonded while you were unconscious-““Snakes, we are not having this conversation. You want to chase after a married woman? Not my fucking problem, what bites me in the ass is I’m the one out here getting shot in the fucking neck when I should be out there putting a stop to Knox”And not lying naked all night with his fucking wife and having a raging boner right at this damn second.“You got shot last thing you need is to be out in the field. You should be resting as we are speaking right now”“This ain’t my first rodeo. I’ve been shot before”, I said between gritted teeth pulling up in front of a shabby pharmaceutical named ‘Dundy’s and some shit covered with snow.“Tell that to Mia, she was almost convinced you were dead. She cried for your sorry ass”“I never asked her to”An image of Mia crying over my death sounded ironical. She might have needed me enough to resurrect me from the death but she disliked me and my ass.“Whatever you tell yourself to sleep, Flames. Lots of rest, tell Mia to call me when she needs help”She wouldn’t…call him not if I had anything to do with it.Once the job was done, I didn’t need Mia having a reason to come back to B&A. Much less for dorky doctor Snakes.He hung up, I was out of the jeep past the sidelines with my head hung low, my neck stinging and into the little pharmacy that dinged the minute I opened the door.“Hey, how can I help you?”A good rack, a puffy purple flannel jacket, red lipstick shining against thin lips, the woman—receptionist smiled at me, her mouth forming an ‘ooh’.Same expression I got from ladies since I grew balls and learnt how to flirt. The type of ooh that had her wondering just what I could do with my hands and if my chest was any proof that I was stacking a massive dick underneath all these clothes.She tucked a strand of hair nervously behind her ear, battered her lashes while she was at it, the whole shebang women did when they wanted to communicate, they wanted you to mount them, fuck them, show them fucking stars.With a raging boner, I was down for anything. She seemed to run the place, it wouldn’t take minutes to bend her over that clean counter, eat some pussy and steer away every damn thing I thought of Mia this morning.Instead, I didn’t. Didn’t give the missus any hints I was interested because the Gods were trying to test me.Blonde hair. She had blonde hair and blonde hair up to this very second reminded me of the woman I had left snuggled to my couch this morning all naked and all fucking seductive.XxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxI cooked but that didn’t mean I was the type that fucked a woman and cooked for her afterwards.Frankly speaking I wasn’t the type that fucked a woman and stayed behind to the point of small talk. I hated small talk. What was the point of small talk when the message was pretty clear from the start and that was sex.Yet switching from my jeep to another car that led to the cabin, I couldn’t help but glance at the ingredients I had snagged from the little retail shop in town.She must have been hungry. I mean sure if she had brains she could have eaten the canned foods from the attic but they were shit. Canned beans, canned meat that might have expired a long time ago and knowing how messy Jason had left the cabin, I was hundred percent sure the kitchen looked like a shit hole.Ergo nothing was cookable in there.Bringing me back to the ingredients. Pasta, alfredo sauce, some chicken if she liked meat, fruits, a few chocolates…women liked stuff like that right?And maybe deep down this was me trying to apologize for being gone for five hours and leaving her all alone in that cabin.Imagine my surprise when I found her with a fucking axe outside.“Mia?”I called leaning against the beam of the cabin.A bobble hat on her head, one of my pairs of army boots gracing her legs, my jeans and my shirt peaking through the large thermal jacket, she turned around.Those baby blues locked with mine and she fucking waved.Like a small child exploring Disney world, she smiled, wiped her hair from her face and waved.I was too sidetracked by the action to actually figure what the fuck it was she was doing.“Um…whatcha doing?” I asked, voice harder than the gush of wind pushing relentlessly between us.She placed the axe down, I caught a glimpse of her chapped nails. Jesus Christ was this what she was doing all day? Since I left her?“Huh?”She shouted. She couldn’t hear me.I pointed a finger at the axe and the stump next to it.“Wood, fire, cabin”, Came her reply.I stared at the snow beneath her feet, the axe digging into the stump I used to cut firewood on then glided down to the branches stacked neatly next to her.Branches that were either soggy and too damn light to start a fire.A wise man, a man who had a boner about this woman and fucking hated it should have turned around and went straight back to the warm cabin, sat his ass on the couch and enjoyed the liquor that tasted like fermented piss.The dumber man who was me in this fucking case started moving to where she was, mildly aware that if she shot me one time there was nothing that would prevent her from putting that axe to good use and chopping my head off.I took the chance anyway.“And you are doing what exactly?”Her eyes lingered on my neck and I hated the sympathy glinting across her eyes at the moment.“Wood, it’s cold in there so I figured we need fire so this is me chopping wood”, she pointed at her hard work.Which was a bunch of twigs that would last seconds in the fire.“You didn’t need to do that Mia. I would have done it”“You are still recovering, should be recovering after what I—”“After you shot me”, I laid the truth, she bit her plump lip. The upper one. The one that made her lips dip in this motherfucking way that was rare in women.Natural, no fucking fillers and she didn’t deserve those lips. Not her of all people.“Yes, after I—I shot you which you constantly reminded me of yesterday”“It’s the fucking truth”“I was just trying to save you from the wolves. They would have ripped you apart then ripped me apart”Her way of saying sorry.“I ordered you to stay and you disobeyed and that led to all of this”Wound on my neck.Her rose scent engraved on my mind. The feel of her skin on my fingertips. Her fucking fault.“Is that the reason why you left? To teach me a lesson because if that’s the case, it worked Andro. I learnt my lesson”Her voice broke, her azure eyes avoided mine and I didn’t know what to fucking say.What was going on? What was she thinking about? Why was she biting her lip like that? Like she was trying not to sob.Witches didn’t sob. Red horned women didn’t get to act like my absence struck a cord in their hearts.We weren’t friends.“You are doing it all wrong”, I veered to another subject.“What?”“The axe, you are holding it wrong. The wood, Mia those are fucking twigs not wood meant to last us a night”“Ooh, I didn’t—no one taught me how to chop wood or how to use an axe”For a proper reason too, I wasn’t giving her another gun anytime soon.Her eyes lifted to meet mine, her baby blues got even bigger, radiant fucking mellow it almost gave me a toothache. She opened her mouth to speak,“Can you teach me?”To use an axe? Fuck no.MIA“LIKE THIS?”“NO”Was his gruff reply that was accompanied by an even bigger scowl than the last one which was five seconds ago.Sure, he’d ran to his secret bunker and came with stacks of wood, chunks of wood for lack of better words but he refused to absolutely teach me how to use an axe and I was determined to know how to use it.Leaning against the beams of the cabin, hands crossed on his puffy chest, he tsked every passing minute and I wasn’t backing down from what I was doing.He had left me alone. Alone and unguarded after I had spent the whole night stitching him, cleaning him up, cleaning his blood off my hands and off the floorboards and up until now he was still being an ass.I apologized but why hadn’t he apologized to me?For leaving? Where had he gone in the first place?Hunting?Getting attacked by fucking wolves again?Roaming around the snow with a wound that wasn’t completely healed?I grabbed the wooden handle of the axe again, swinging the damn thing with the
FLAMES“I THINK I ATE SOME BAD MUSHROOMS”It wasn’t mushrooms. Mushrooms either killed you or made you high-if you ate the good ones that is-Nonetheless I found myself smiling like a goofy chum as we both knelt near the toilet bowl.She had a case of ‘eating slightly expired’ canned food and I didn’t need to call Snakes to translate that for me.She wasn’t going to die that’s for fucking sure but at least the wave of nausea would shut her up for a while and I was comfortable with that.My chest hit her back, my hands holding her hair back as she hurled inside the toilet bowl like crazy. If I wasn’t an asshole, I would have been telling her shit like it was going to be okay or rubbing her back like a good little boyfriend telling her to let it all out.But I was an ass, and the ass thing to do for a woman you didn’t like but had boners for, was to fist her hair, fucking enjoying her misery.This right here was the fucking universe telling me Mia Tonelli was weak. If she couldn’t handl
MIA‘IT’S DONE’Ten minutes later after signing the electronic contract sent by one of his buddies from B&A, I was standing in the middle of the cabin’s back yard trying to pick up as much sound as I could.Legs apart, eyes ahead, he’d commanded.Then he had put this rag he called a blindfold over my eyes and let’s just say training had gone downhill.It was in the ass crack of dawn and while I wasn’t a morning person, I wasn’t complaining, I was going to pay him for this very torture because I needed it when everything went south.Because I needed to be ready on the event Bryant ever got hold of me again. I needed it to kill Bryant if he survived the B&A guys.“Focus”, came his voice behind me and I turned.“On what?” I asked.The only thing I could focus on was the cold biting me underneath his oversized clothes. My toes were frozen cold.“Everything. Your surroundings, my voice, the fall of snow lightly touching the ground, touching your shoulders, be perceptive to the trees swayin
FLAMES‘AND YOU ARE TELLING ME BECAUSE?’Fuck, I don’t know he was the only guy in B&A who actually listened and paid attention and maybe gave great advice.“I’m lonely”, I snickered sarcastically knowing full well he was holding in a chuckle.And all this was fucking laughable from my point of view, me…the loose screw who shot his way through everything training a woman I hated to fight, using methods that were effective and at the same time driving me crazy.In the marines, our commander didn’t teach everyone the same fucking thing otherwise that was as useless as telling a cat to eat hay.No. He assessed us through a series of tests. Locked some of us in a room without food for days with only a pistol being your friend and from that he’d conclude what training this soldier needed and what this training another soldier needed.What this soldier’s kryptonite was.And what fucking drove a soldier to be in the Marines in the first place.Mia Tonelli’s kryptonite was Bryant Knox.Her dr
MIA‘I THOUGHT WE START GUN FIRING TODAY’, I mused.I had slept like a baby last night; my body getting rid of all the knots and aches I had garnered during the day.Right at this second despite the circumstances, I felt like a polished powdered baby bum fresh and definitely with more fire than I had the previous days.The birds twittered, the trees wavered slightly taking along with them the evidence that it had stopped snowing with the droplets falling on me and Andro now and then. The sun might have spewed its great light on us but I kind of missed the fat icy snowflakes we had received for days now.The snow beneath my feet had dropped an inch than yesterday and with the thawing of the ice on the trees when I looked up, I could see a mountain peak past the trees. Shining at the snow cap like a beacon and the sight was breathtakingly beautiful.I wanted to stay here.I mean it wasn’t much but I could understand why anyone would want to lock himself up in here forever.The air was f
FLAMESFUCK ME.I kissed her.She had fucking killed it and I was proud of her, damn proud than I ever had of anyone and then a surge of panic engulfed her.She could hardly breathe, could hardly hear me and maybe that pushed me to do it.Or maybe I had been dying to do that and this was the dick in me taking advantage of the moment.Taking advantage to taste her, find out that she was nothing special and go back to building up my resentment for her.Her lips trembled beneath mine, her uneven breaths made her whole-body tense and I took her bottom lip into mine, sucking, tasting, savoring, feeling its tightness, its plushness.Then like someone had flipped a fucking kill switch in me, I gripped her neck reeling like a lovesick swain that had discovered how good pussy tasted for the very first time.All inhibitions left from me, I pushed her harder to me, to let me in, to let me feel her.Damn, to kiss me back.I teased her mouth, teased her entrance, if only she could open her lips, j
MIAWRONG.ALL THIS WAS wrong but I couldn’t help myself. My body betrayed me the very minute he put his hands on me and there was no stopping this.I don’t think I would be able to and neither would he.I rubbed circles on my clit, moaning out loud as the emotions overwhelmed me. Sex wasn’t supposed to feel like this. I had done it with Bryant and it didn’t feel like this.With Bryant it was pain, intensified pain and humiliation and with Alessandro—he was watching me now, in front of me, naked to the toe, his dark eyes doing things to me I didn’t think were possible.I travelled south, plunging one finger inside my wet core as he watched, as he licked his lips like he was dying to put his mouth on me and honestly that very action made me come—or maybe I had for the hundredth time in the day.My eyes glided down his mouthwatering muscles, down the abs that started moving when he fisted his length shuddering like I was.And his length? I-he was beautiful. Tall, built like how military
FLAMES‘ANDRO, DON’T SHOOT’Mia’s voice beckoned from behind me but my aim was on the man standing on our porch breathing ruggedly with a black eye peppering his face, a few cuts on his face and let’s just say he was barely alive.Killing him would be doing him a favor especially because he hadn’t triggered any of the alarm systems near the cabin and especially because he’d found us.This cabin, us, we were well hidden, away from the town, in the middle of nowhere, not a fucking person would find us here, except the men from B&A and I sure as hell didn’t know him. Never seen him in my entire life.He moved an inch towards me, trying to cross the door and I held the gun to his fucking forehead.The first shot was a warning, I wouldn’t miss the second shot.One more inch and I would put a bullet between his eyes.He gazed behind me, to the woman standing behind me and I pressed the gun deeper into his fucking skull.MINE.She was mine.“Stop!”Mia’s hand landed on my arm, her fingers to
A FEW YEARS LATER“YEAH, yeah…fuck”I moaned loving the feel of him moving in and out of me while he enjoyed the show like he always had.He let me take over at times and this was one of those times where I sat in his arms, his hands on my back as I bounced my titties off his dick.The bad thing about it is that it didn’t feel half as satisfying like when he had control over everything and he knew that.“Had enough?” he asked, I slapped his cheek.“Fine you win you can take over”He chuckled,“I thought you would never ask”Holding me in place, my head towering his and our eyes locked on each other, he slipped his dick in me again taking control over everything.Then just as fast and rough as he always was, he thrust once in me and I could feel him all the way in my womb, all the way in to my hilt hitting that spot that only he could reach.“That felt good, didn’t it?”“Don’t gloat, just make love to me like how I like it”His thrusts increased, stretching my insides, forcing my walls
FLAMES“WE ARE GOING BACK to Austin, Texas”, Bates spoke over the phone.“Miami’s not good enough for your playboy ass?”I would miss him but I also knew Miami was never the kind of forever he wanted for him or for Cannon’s kid.“My playboy ways are over Flames. It wounds me that you think I’m still the same fucker you are”“Fuck off”, I laughed and he laughed too and together we were drawn back to our days when it was just me being fucking grumpy at everything and him being the annoying little fucker that buzzed in my ear like a pesky mosquito.“There’s still room for you in B&A, YOU KNOW that”“I know but the kid’s been a lot and I think it’s time I put down my Glock and focus on what matters”“Yeah and what is that?”“Family. I might have a family of two but I love it because it’s so much than I ever had when I was a kid”It was the first time he was admitting that even if we all knew his life story. I could particularly relate to the word family because soon enough I was starting
MIAI LAUGHED.Andro twirled me around bringing me back to his arms as we danced the morning away.The song we were dancing to was something between the lines of ‘baby mama’ and ‘I’ve been pregnant FOR way too long’.“You did not tell me you could dance like that, mister”, I poked my FINGER on his bare chest and what I felt was a brick of hardened muscles.“I’m a man full of surprises”, He said cockily, hands on my waist, eyes so glued to mine I felt like a mushy mud puddle.“Do the guys know you dance?” I teased, he hit me back with a hard,“No”“It’s not a bad thing if a man dances, that doesn’t mean you are weak”“It doesn’t but the last thing I want is for my men to think I’m weak. Believe it or not, they look up to me and I’m the glue that holds them together. If they know I dance or I have a weak spot for anything, they’ll relax and that’s the last thing they should be doing”“I’m I your weak spot?”I was.I knew I was.He had assured me of that in the last few days I had almost
MIAI’D HALF THOUGHT THAT WATCHING a chick flick with a stone-faced guy was the last thing I would have to face for the day but no.Right now, I wasn’t in the room with Pindrop seated on the couch and half explaining the things about the movie that he didn’t understand. That was too good of a gift to ask from God.So instead, He brought this man and trust me hell hath no fury like a scorned Alessandro Petrakis.“Thirty-three calls, fifty messages, five bouquet of flowers and nothing. I had to rush all the way home because my heavily pregnant woman is throwing a tantrum so tell me what’s wrong right fucking now or I’ll show you just how much agony you put me through for not answering my calls”He thundered; I didn’t flinch because this was how he acted when he was mad.I was mad too; I had no right to be but I was because he—he was in Germany with my sister.Alessandro’s eyes searched mine, the bowl of fruit salad resting on top of my bump shook with my hands.I wasn’t scared of him.R
FLAMESEVERY time I landed my ass in this summit there was always the rare occasion, that one I would have to listen in on bullshit conversations about leadership or two, pretend the suit I wore to this function wasn’t choking the life out of me.And the suit was really fucking tighter than the last one I had worn last month.Seated next to the CEO of Alpha security didn’t help my cause either.Elliot Guzman listened to every goddamn word the host spoke, pausing for a second to jot down what he found important and what he needed to change in his firm.The dude was so uptight, I had hated Alpha security the minute I met its leader. And there was that rivalry between us that we both failed to acknowledge.While Guzman scribbled shit in his dandy notebook, my hands itched on my screen.The fuckers I had told to keep an eye on Mia had been MIA. AND WHEN THEY DID TEXT me right this second, they sent a picture of them enjoying pizza with…was that?The fucking guy from Mia’s apartment? The f
MIAI HAD BURNT A LOT OF BRIDGES with him by leaving him but he was here, he was asking how I felt, he was massaging my feet, he was listening, he was acting jealous even if he would have rather died than admitted that and name any woman who would have resisted that.I hadn’t had him for too long and something in my mind and heart—like a kill switch just snapped and I went in for the big prize.A shudder racked my whole body when our lips connected.Sparks might have buzzed and scintillated between us as I took more of his scent, as my fingers found his terse jaw and as uncomfortable as it was I had to move and so I moved.Onto his lap, dry humping against his crotch like a wanton.And maybe I was a wanton woman for wanting him to do dirty things to me a few feet away from the kitchen counter where I had caught Lucy and Blaze going at it like cats on heat.But that’s the thing, I didn’t care.I wanted him.I loved him.He smelled so nice, he looked nice.All muscle and brawn, all hand
FLAMES“HOW’D I DO?”Rakkon’s grin was so wide I could see it beyond the screens and it chuffed me.“Don’t gloat just bring them home”, I sighed getting off the comms.I had one man down and one family to break the news to and honestly this was the part of the job I hated. To have a family entrust me with their delinquent only for him to wind up dead.“I’ll make the call”, Blaze appeared behind me, understanding wedged between his usual cold stale aura.And if the lady’s perfume he had on was any indication, I might have got the hint he was fucking someone in the parking lot before he showed his ass here.I didn’t have time to think about that. Hey whatever kept him happy was fine by me.“I’ll check on Mia”Holy gave me a curt nod of understanding, Blaze stood beside me with that hard and blunt face he wore like a mask.“Word of caution though, your sister’s here”I turned to him with a gutted look.Lucy. Here? Fuck. I thought she was home for the summer after months of attending show
MIA“SAY SOMETHING, ANYTHING”He’d freaked out the minute we stepped into the parking lot and even when we got inside his car the situation hadn’t changed.“I don’t- “The ringing of his phone from the dashboard cut him short and he picked it up faster than I had ever seen him. To avoid the conversation and mostly to avoid the news.I was the one who should have been shocked anyway.I was the woman who was going to push three of his babies out of me and that…would hurt like a fucking bitch.“Situation? What do you mean one of them got fucking shot? They are bloody rookies they should have had someone looking after them. Ooh, right.I’m not going to grovel at the kid, Holy. He made a mistake, granted I shouldn’t have fired him but he needed a time out to cool off. Yeah, call him in, loop him in on the situation and get him on the field. Well, he’s re-hired damn it!”And when he had thrown his phone somewhere in the back seat like soggy spaghetti he didn’t like, I was still there locked
FLAMESTHE TEAL COTTON AND LACE CHEMISE STOPPING MIDTHIGH ON HER didn’t make her look less pregnant but she did look fucking gorgeous and it took every fiber in me not to give in to the feral urges.And my favorite thing in the world I had discovered was placing my hand on Mia’s tummy, protecting the kid in there and sort of assuring him his daddy got this.Mia’s face snored in front of mine, I pulled the covers even higher to cover her sleeping body.“I would have dropped anything for you, Mia. Anything you would have asked me of, I would have given you but you left as if we were nothing, I was nothing and damn it I want to hurt you too but how can I when you are giving me the most precious gift a man like me doesn’t deserve”A child.A bouncy baby girl.The thought brought a smile to my face and I grinned in the dark.The clock to Mia’s right on my nightstand read 0300 hrs. I hadn’t slept a fucking wink and I would have gladly put the blame on little miss snores next to me but someh