(LANA’S POV)
“Earth to Lana!” Daisy’s voice made me snap out of my thoughts. "Writing in your notebook again? If I didn't know you so well, I would have made sure to name you as a suspect for the Coral Writer." Daisy says to me before popping a fry in her mouth . I sigh and snap my book shut. "Well it's a good thing that you know me so well." I reply with playful sarcasm. "Five years and you still aren't used to my bad habits." "We are. That's why we never get tired of teasing you." Paige says and she gives me a playful nudge. Paige and Daisy, My Moon and My Sun. The best thing Golden Child's High has given to me. (Asides from Atlas Shaughnessy). "So, I was saying there's going to be a party this weekend and we might have a good chance to sneak in." Paige tells me wriggling her eyebrows. "I'll pass, thank you." I replied. "Oh come on!" Paige says with a groan. "Told you." Daisy said with a shrug. "Don't you want to experience a high school party even once?" Paige pleaded. "She's going to say No." Daisy popped again. "No." I confirm . "Told you again." Daisy said. What my friends don't know is that I actually would like to experience a high school party even once. But my friends and I are among people who are regarded as Social outcasts A.K.A The Scholarship Nerds. Scholarship Nerds are few kids who benefit from a scholarship program from middle school. Paige has a great brain for tech, Daisy is an exceptional Artist and I have a great brain for English and Writing. We are below the status of most students here in Golden Child's High school, the most Elite high school in all of Gold Valley City. Without a scholarship, my parents could never afford to bring me to a school here which is why my friends are talking about sneaking in to the party. How else are nerds like us supposed to get in? We have been treated like ghosts all our lives in school. It doesn't matter to me. I am only grateful to have the opportunity to attend this school because it can also provide me with another scholarship to study at Harvard. Besides, this is my senior year and soon none of this would matter. "Ugh! Will you just look at them?" Daisy says and my eyes follow hers to the popular table which is in the center of the big cafeteria. There are Jocks, cheerleaders and then just like any other day there was Atlas Shaughnessy seated like a god in the middle of everyone. Valerie Wilson, the school's most popular girl has her arm around him and I hate the jealous feeling that climbs my gut. For a moment, I briefly wonder what it would feel like to be so popular and pretty, to wear such clothes. I guiltily shake my head out of such thoughts. My parents love me more than anything in the world and they struggle to give me the best they can. But I knew that was why Atlas has never noticed me. As it was, he didn't even know that I existed. Why would he? We are two different worlds apart and we only ever take few classes together. So you can imagine my reaction when I returned home from school and received the most shocking news. "The Shaughnessy's Mansion?" I echoed after Mum in shock. Mum works at a Cleaning company for the Elites. She had a brief job to carry out for the Shaughnessy family but she had come down with a cold and was unable to make it. She would also lose her job if she even dared to miss it especially since it was for the Shaughnessys. "I am really sorry I have to bother you baby, but I need you." She pleaded with me. I was anxious and nervous about going but I was never one to tell my parents No, despite the circumstances. So it was no wonder when I stood in front of the huge Shaughnessy mansion about an hour later, practicing how to take steady breaths. When the huge iron gates swung open automatically, I was startled for a bit before going in. I was dressed in my mum's work uniform and a work permit as I stated my reason for being there. Then, I had to be searched carefully by a female security before they let me into the premises. "Come with me." A stern and well dressed woman who seemed to be in charge of the workers said as she led me. My eyes moved around unable to stop myself from looking at the beautiful and neat compound I was walking through. It was like a palace. Perfectly trimmed flowers, pretty and artistic water fountains! "Your work is at the pool house. Avoid the garden behind so as not to irritate Master Atlas." She said to me. I could not help as my heart pounded in excitement. It's one thing that i am in Atlas's house and it's definitely another to know that he was close by. The moment I got to the pool house, I spoke to myself. "Come on Lana! You can't slack at your mum's job." And after a deep sigh, I drop my school bag, wear my Earplugs and I start working. Mum has taken me to work with her a lot of times and so I know the whole drill. I cleaned my heart out and then when I got to a bedroom with Atlas's pictures hung in them, I could not believe myself. The chance to be in one of Atlas's room was really sending me. I scolded myself to stay put and so I just kept on working. After I was done, I couldn't help but move around the room in longing. I opened a drawer and took out a shirt which I brought close to my face. I inhaled the scent and sighed in content as it stirred up my imaginations. I could already imagine Atlas with his arms around me pulling me close to his warm body and..... "What the!" I gasped as I turned around to see Atlas himself standing in front of me and you won't believe it but he was Naked! It was not one of my many daydreams, it was real and I froze at the sight of him. He seemed to have just gotten out of the bathroom and I could not help it when my eyes lowered. I could feel my cheeks heating up and without thinking, I ran out of there like a mad person. I ran all the way home and it was only when I burst through the front door of my house that I realized two things. 1. I was still holding Atlas's shirt. 2. I had left my bag which contained my notebook with passionately written thoughts of him.(ATLAS'S POV)I had been listening to music with my AirPods in the bathroom and so I had no idea that someone was in the room. When I stepped out of the shower without a towel like I usually do, I was shocked to find a petite girl in a big cleaner's uniform with her back turned to me as she smelled my Shirt. That uniform still did not hide her curvy bottom."What the-" The words came out on impulse and that was when she turned around and saw me. So I really don't know what I was expecting, especially with that curvy, petite body but when she turned around, I lost my mind briefly for sure. Saying this girl was beautiful would do no Justice to her. She was damn freaking gorgeous! Her shiny blonde hair was wrapped in a bun and it made her sharp large blue eyes which widened in shock more obvious against a sort of apple faced shape. She had a small pouty mouth that was slightly opened in shock. Her face turned red and her eyes trailed down my chest and dropped below my waist. That
(LANA’S POV)I never thought that I would ever see myself standing so close to Atlas ever. He had pulled me in to a corner in the hallway and for me it suddenly seemed like we were the only ones in the world.My nose was already filled with his cologne and it took me back to yesterday. I knew that my cheeks had gone red again, I could feel the heat.“You don’t have anything to say to me, do you?” He asked me.His voice was as sexy as the rest of him was. Not very deep but hoarse in a kind of cool manner. It made my legs shake. I would have thought that being so close to him would at least show me his imperfections but his face was perfectly sculpted and my brain suddenly stopped functioning properly.“That’s funny. Your book made me think that you had a lot to say…..” He said and I was shocked when his eyes fluttered to my lips briefly before he added in his alluring voice, “And a lot to do.” I could feel my breath hitching in my throat.“I…I am really sorry for sniffing your clo
(ATLAS’S POV) With the look on her face one would have thought she saw a ghost. Of course she would be surprised to death. Why on earth would anyone imagine me climbing in through the window? I am Atlas Fucking Shaughnessy for crying out loud! But that just proves my theory on this whole madness. Alana Delaware had to be a witch! It was her third day in my life and here I was climbing in through a window. “I..um…yes I’m here Paige. I’m sorry can I call you back?” She quickly said to the person she was on the phone with.Then she ended the phone call and hurriedly went to lock her door before turning around me shakily. Her eyes were still wide open in shock and they looked like they were going to pop out anytime soon. This time around instead of her facing turning red, she looked plain white. As I said, like she had seen a ghost.“How did you find me? What are you…” she seemed to have lost the words to continue just like yesterday. “I have my ways.” I answered her simply.“You s
(LANA’S POV)“Alana Marissa Delaware! What in the name of God is wrong with you?!” It was my mother’s sharp voice that pierced right through my thoughts and made me focus on the present. My eyes widened in shock and I gasped realizing I was overfilling a glass cup with water. I put down the jug immediately and then proceeded to the bigger offense. The overflowing water had poured on to the table and then in turn poured on Daddy’s lap. The expression he had on his face was one that said ‘what the hell is wrong with you?’ But of course he couldn’t say that to me because I am his child. His only child.“I’m sorry Daddy. I’m so sorry.” I apologized quickly with my palms pressed together.Dad sighed and then looked at me with concern on his face.“Are you okay? Is everything okay?” He asked me.“Yes I’m fine. I just got lost thinking.” I replied sharply.“About what?” Mum demanded displeased.Well there was no way I could tell them what I was thinking about . No way in hell!Flashes of A
(ATLAS’S POV) I knew that she was frozen because of the effect I have on her. I was surprised that she could even look me directly in the eyes but I liked it. I got to see her face so up close and I was torn between what was the more attractive feature on her face between her gorgeous sapphire eyes and her perfect pink pouty lips. “What do you want to ask me?” She said and her voice came out in short breaks. Like she could barely get the words out. “Why do you write those things?” I asked her. Her left eyebrow went up as if she was surprised. I thought she would stammer or lose her words the way she does when she is nervous. “Because it’s how I feel about you.” Her words were clear, her voice was clearer. I gave a chuckle. “And how do you feel about me?” I tested. She didn’t waver. “I feel a lot of things.” Her voice was soft and dreamy. “You almost sound like her.” I let out. “Like who?” Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “The girl who writes in that book.”
(LANA’S POV)Being close to Atlas was way better than watching him from a distance. If you looked closely enough, you would definitely find something new to love. Like today as we sat in the sparkling mustang he was driving and I watched him endlessly. I noticed the hair on his body shimmered in Gold when sunlight reflected against his skin. I made a mental note to myself to stroke it gently with my fingers the next time I have the opportunity. Oh! I will be sure to do that.“Alana.” Atlas’s stern sounding voice made me turn my attention to the window instantly. There was no need for him to say any more words. He was scolding me for openly ogling at him.“Lana.” I corrected when I felt the moment of uncomfortable silence had passed.“What?”“It’s Lana. Call me, Lana.” I said in my own stern voice.I could slightly see him turn towards me for a glance but I was not facing him so I could not be sure.“I prefer Alana.” He said in a blunt voice. “Every one calls me Lana.” I insisted.“I
(LANA’S POV)ME - I’m sure that this is what I want. ATLAS - Meet me thirty minutes after school at the underground parking lot.I was staring down at my phone feeling butterflies in my tummy. It was almost the end of school and my friends and I were seated in the Art lab. Daisy was finishing an art work on still life drawing of an egg while we waited and watched on.I was actually counting minutes away to the final bell of the day in anticipation of my meeting with Atlas. I still could not believe it, I mean he knows my name, he has been in my room, I have been in his car, we are meeting today so we can talk about………“Lana, please come back to us.” Paige said putting aside her calculator and textbooks.I snapped out of my thoughts and gave them a guilty smile.“I’m sorry.” I said putting my phone away and giving them all my attention. “Fill me in.”“Lana won’t really know, she doesn’t read rhe coral writer’s articles.” Daisy said standing back and taking a good look at her work on t
(ATLAS’S POV)I watched her cute blue eyes as she looked around the interior of the house in amazement.She turned to me like she thought I was mad.“I don’t understand what you mean by my house.” She said in shock.“Don’t worry about that for now. First, go through this.” I said and I handed the envelope in my hand to her.“What’s this?” I asked.“It’s kind of a contract. It’s what being with me entails.” I said.She received it and opened it while I sat down on a couch watching her go through the papers. Earlier than I expected, her eyes were raised to mine.“In summary of your rules, you have one golden rule and four minor rules which are punishable if broken.” She Said.Again, I realized I liked how clear her voice sounded when she spoke boldly. “That’s correct.” I agreed tapping my chin thoughtfully. She looked down at the paper and continued reading out loud.“The Golden Rule is that I can’t be with anyone else.” She started. “The other rules are; I’m not allowed to tell anyon
(LANA’S POV)What do you do when you become the girlfriend of someone you have always dreamed of?No, let me rephrase this. What do you do when you become the girlfriend of Atlas Shaughnessy? I have asked myself a thousand times if this is really happening. I replayed a number of scenes in my head, starting with the day I first saw him and going on to the day I had seen him naked until just this afternoon in the dark underground park of our school, where I said yes to being his girlfriend .I freaked out a couple of times thinking about it and that was the main reason why I pleaded with my friends to go shopping with me when dad sent me on an errand.When I told them I had said yes reacted just how I expected them to react. Shocked, even though I had told them about his question and even though I feel like they knew I was going to say yes to him.“So now you’re his girlfriend.” Paige said as if confirming it in her head. “You are his girlfriend.” Daisy repeated wide eyed and she t
(ALANA’S POV)“Hey.” He said to me in that deep yet soft voice of his. My whole body responded instantly to him and I could not suppress the yearning in me.“Hey.” I replied.We were standing close to each other and the voices of other kids even though distant seemed to become totally blurred out by his overwhelming presence and intoxicating scent.“I did not think you will see me.” He said.I wanted to tell him ‘how could I not see him?’ But then I gave a shrug with a small smile.Then I summoned courage to speak my words seeing as the tensions between us was thickening.“I was hoping to see you.” I said.He raised an eyebrow at me.“I was hoping to see you as well but just because I wanted to get a glance at you.” He said with a rough chuckle that stirred butterflies in my tummy. “Well, I wanted to talk to you.” I said looking down at my feet.“Okay. What about?” He asked folding his arm and leaning back in a casual way. “About the question you asked me.” I said now looking him s
“Just three days without us present and this happens?” Paige said with her eyes opened.I gave her a light smile that told of my embarrassment as well.I had been thinking of how to break the news of what happened to my friends. From Atlas asking me to be his girlfriend and from him taking me to the therapist. (Miss Wattkins who I have honestly learned to love even after just seeing her twice)They both spent three days out of school and with me still being without a phone, I could not share the news with them.I tried my best to avoid Atlas as well, but how possible was that when his face was everywhere I turned, even when I closed my eyes. “So you are going to be the girlfriend of Atlas Shaughnessy?” Daisy said in a deep whisper her whole face clearly expressing shock.I cleared my throat loudly to block out her words as I turned around to make sure no one was listening.“I haven’t given my answer yet.” I said through gritted teeth.“Which is quite expected.” Paige commented.Dais
(LANA’S POV)The stiffened moans, the way his fingers had moved, his breath against my skin….“I see you remember it well.” Atlas said and he looked pleased while I felt embarrassed. I gave a Quick Look around us wondering if he wanted to do a replay of the library incident again. “Don’t worry. I won’t do that.” He said and then with a raised eyebrow, he added. “Not except you want me to.”I knew that my face was red to show how embarrassed I was feeling. “What are you doing here?” I asked finally finding my tongue. I hoped that he was not here to pressure me in to giving him an answer because I still didn’t know what I wanted to say to him.“I’m here because I want to speak to you.” He said.I shifted uncomfortably in my sit because I was certain that he wanted to speak to me about his question.“I haven’t-“ I started saying but he raised a hand to stop me.“It’s not about that.” He said. “It’s about what happened on the school trip. You know, what almost happened in the dark all
(ATLAS’S POV)I could not believe what had just happened and I kept on replaying the scene in my head.I had just asked Alana to be my girlfriend. I had never asked anyone to be my girlfriend. Well, that was after her, My first love.I had thought that I would never go down that road before but here I was asking her to be my girlfriend because I could not think of losing her.I was still thinking about it when I got home. And just as I was headed straight for my room, someone cleared his throat at me.I was startled and stopped before realizing it was my oldest brother, Andres standing in the hallway with his arms crossed over his chest .“What the- You scared the shit out of me!” I said leaning against the wall as well.“Where are you coming from?” Andres asked coming forward.“I don’t understand. When did I have to report my movements to you?” I asked in surprise.I knew something was amiss. I honestly had no recollection of Andres asking me of my whereabouts .“You’re still very y
(ATLAS’S POV)The moment I felt her lips against mine, I felt consumed by her essence all over again.I was trying to keep my cool but she kissed me back and I lost it. I grabbed her by the waist and her hands went up to my shoulders which she wrapped around my neck pulling me close to her.I deepened our kiss but I was still unable to quench the desire that was fighting deep within me. I wanted her so much.I wanted to feel her skin, I wanted to kiss her everywhere, I wanted to….I pushed her back instantly. She looked back at me with shock in her eyes. I paced around and ran my fingers through my hair.“Fuck!” I said and continued pacing.She just stayed there watching me as I laced around. I walked around some more and then I turned to look at her. She was starring at me with those beautiful enchanting eyes again.“Fuck!” I cursed loudly. “Don’t look at me like that.”Her eyes widened in surprise and her lips formed a pout.“Look at you how? ?” She asked me.She looked too adora
(LANA’S POV)I wasn’t sure of what to say or how to move even. I just stayed still watching him as he now stood up and moved closer to me. I moved backwards with my back now against the door.Atlas stopped, a few feet away from me with a raised eyebrow at me. His eyes seemed to observed the distance that I had now set in between us. “Are you scared of me?” He asked and when I said nothing, he went on speaking.“This is not the first or second time I’m coming to your room.” He said casually.“It still doesn’t mean that I should be ready to see you each time I open the door.” I said finding my voice. “You scared me.”“So you’re not happy to see me.” He said.It sounded like a statement but his eyes dug in to mine as if he expected to hear me give an answer.For me I know how I felt about seeing him. I was startled to find him in my room but I could not deny that I felt pleased as well. “What are you doing here?” I said folding my arms in a defensive posture.(Yes because my emotions
It could be the thousandth time that I was staring at the note intensely as I expected something to change or to notice something new.Of course it didn’t change. “Are you going?” Daisy whispered from the front seat where she was seated.“I….”“Of course she’s not.” Paige said without even opening her eyes to glance at me. She was rested back on her seat with her hands resting on her troubled stomach. “That’s not for you to decide, Paige.” Daisy whispered back.“There’s nothing to decide.” Paige said weakly.“It’s obvious she wants to go and she can if she wants to!” Daisy said firmly.“I haven’t decided yet.” I said quickly not wanting them to argue.“But you’re thinking about it, aren’t you?” Daisy pushed.This time, Paige opened an eye to glance at me.“Yes I am.” I replied genuinely.Daisy gave Paige an ‘I told you so’ look. Paige sighed and closed her eyes back.“You know what? Do whatever. I have enough troubles of my own.” She said with a tired groan.I sighed and rested back
(LANA’S POV)“This was a horrible school trip!” Daisy said angrilly in a low tone.“Just terrible!” I agreed in an equal tone.“The worst!” Paige moaned weakly.We were standing in line waiting to get on the bus to the airport.I’m sure you already know why this trip was a terrible one for me. I had a bad, no, a horrible experience and I can refresh your brain if you like.I was assaulted and almost raped on my first night and on the last night, I was publicly humiliated by the most popular girl in school and labeled peppa pig. (No offence to Peppa Pig by the way) I love her!As for my friends, they got their own bad experiences last night.“Seems like the Circus came to town.” A boy teased as he walked past laughing with his friends.“Stupid jerks!” Daisy called after them as she itched her skin angrilly. I’m sure I had the worst experience of all but Daisy is the angriest. She got a skin infection which led to a rash after getting in to the hot tub or using a towel (I’m not sure