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CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE: Lola
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Submissive Desires CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR: Her Picture
I lowered my body onto my bed, spread my arms, and now I'm staring at the ceiling. The room is dimly lit, with only the lamp post outside the house reflecting into the room, casting a reflection on half of my face.I closed my eyes briefly due to drowsiness, but before that, Tyler suddenly entered my mind. I briefly thought about telling him that I am his true sibling and the real biological father.What if I tell him the truth while he's still young?Although I know it will cause him pain and disappointment, including Salde--my father, I believe that at his young age, he will understand the reasons why we decided to take him to the orphanage.In fact, besides the plan I made to visit my father in the province, I will also bring Tyler with me. Because I have already made the decision to take him to Monte House and let him live in the province for a while. I will take a leave from work to spend a few days with my father, together with Tyler. And if it is possible, although I want to li
Last Updated : 2023-06-05Submissive Desires CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE: Event
Lola ValderramaI wore a red slim-type fitted dress that reached knee-length. The long sleeves were fitted and it hugged my body perfectly. It was Laurene's suggestion for me to wear this when we went shopping at the mall and saw Tyler and Adam.Speaking of Tyler, I suddenly remembered for a moment how mischievous and adorable that child was. I hope we get to see each other again, and maybe it's not impossible considering what Laurene told me the other day, it seemed like she had something planned. But whatever it is, I'm content with just seeing Tyler.And about Adam—yes. It's like something pushed me to see him again.I shook my head abruptly. While doing so, I felt a weird sensation. It was like a ticklish feeling in my stomach, and I found myself smiling now, almost like a crazy person.What the heck!? Why did he have to cross my mind? I should stop it!Then, I fixed myself up and decided to approach the large mirror behind me. I examined myself and checked if everything was in or
Last Updated : 2023-06-07Submissive Desires CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX: At the Conference (Continuation)
"Oh! Lola! You're already here!" Jane greeted me happily as she approached Summer and Candice."You're so damn gorgeous! You outdid us with your outfit and beauty tonight!" Candice jokingly remarked.Speaking of which, Summer was wearing a white satin dress with a slit, while Candice had a black top that revealed her cleavage and went down to her thighs. Meanwhile, Jane was wearing a dress with a deep V-neck and a lantern print with a touch of polka dots. It was pink, matching her skin tone just like mine."What else can we expect? Duh," our crazy friends laughed together and high-fived.They tried to examine me from head to toe, and Summer pretended to be shocked as if she were choking. I just rolled my eyes, and we all chuckled.Crazy. Well, I know I look good and so do they, of course!"By the way, where's Laurene? Isn't she with you?" Summer looked around, hoping that Laurene might be there."Well, she's probably taking longer because she's with her boyfriend. But they're probably
Last Updated : 2023-06-08Submissive Desires CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN: Talk With You
"Lola, I'm glad you're here. Thank you for coming..." He stuffed his hands into the pockets of his black striped pants, matching his striped suit that perfectly accentuated his well-shaped body and handsome face.Yeah, I can't deny it, especially when I saw him approaching me. I caught a whiff of his cologne and even his breath as he spoke, which suddenly made me nervous and stirred up unfamiliar feelings that I couldn't quite comprehend.Damn. I must be going crazy. Ugh!"W-well, you're welcome. Of course, it would be embarrassing if I didn't show up after you invited me..." I shyly replied, slightly lowering my head, and then chuckled softly. Suddenly, I looked up at him.And at that moment, we shared a brief laughter.Speaking of which, Heaven's speech and the conference are already over, so the party has begun. The atmosphere has become lively with music playing and the sound of well-known people engaging in conversations and dancing on the dance floor.Jane, Summer, and Candice h
Last Updated : 2023-06-11Submissive Desires CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT: The Moment
"Oh, by the way, congratulations on the successful conference today. I know your company will continue to thrive," I said, trying to steal a glance at him, a slight smile on my lips. Then I shifted my gaze away from him, focusing on our path, while my hands held onto my small red purse."Thank you, Lola. Well, I hope so. And I know that through this, many opportunities are waiting for me," he replied, a sense of joy on his face as he spoke."Yeah," I said, nodding along. Then I continued with a playful tone, "And when was the last time I heard that your business didn't make it to the top? You even surpassed me." We both laughed as we continued walking."Not like that," he chuckled softly, scratching his head and sliding his hand back into his pocket. Then he continued, "But in my opinion, I can't compete, especially when it comes to painting. You are the most talented and skilled girl I know, and that's the compliment I've heard from others when it comes to you."Based on what he said
Last Updated : 2023-06-11Submissive Desires CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE: You Again?
It seems like he wants to court me, and I can tell that he respects me. He also respects my feelings. But honestly, I don't feel happy in my heart, and I'm not ready. I don't want to enter into that kind of relationship yet. I hope he understands if I tell him now.But when?! How should I tell him? Yes, it's better to admit to him early on that he shouldn't expect anything from me. I don't want to give him false hope. I don't have any romantic feelings for him, especially after reflecting on it these past few nights. Yeah, that's what my heart says, but my mind is divided.And about this... because, if it happens, I might just end up hurting him. And I don't want that to happen. That's it. Damn! Urgh!How should I do this?!"I love you, Lola..." at that moment, I didn't realize that I had been staring at him all this time. Urgh! What the heck am I doing?!And wait... what did he say? He loves me?!"Can you give me a chance to be a part of your life?! I damn love you, Lola, and I'm not
Last Updated : 2023-06-11Submissive Desires CHAPTER SIXTY: The Reason
Adam LopezI leaned against the wall, took a cigarette from my pocket, and lit it using the lighter I also had in my pocket. I took a deep breath before exhaling the smoke. For a moment, my teeth clenched in frustration because I didn't expect to see that earlier."Darn it! Fuck! Did they do it on purpose? Right in front of me?!" I almost shouted because it felt like my heart was about to explode with unknown emotions.Yeah. I don't know why I'm not happy with what I saw earlier between Heaven and Lola, especially when I witnessed that idiot Lola just allowing herself to be kissed like that by that damn Heaven.Damn! Why should I care about him? Shit! I should stop this! I shouldn't have bothered them earlier. Stupid! What is she to me anyway?! I said to myself."Hey, man! Why are you here? Do you have a problem? Are you heartbroken? Share it with me, maybe I can help you," I almost angrily threw the cigarette butt on the ground after quickly taking a drag. I composed myself and faced
Last Updated : 2023-06-13Submissive Desires CHAPTER SIXTY-ONE: Following Her (Continuation)
I no longer paid attention to whether Jack was still following me, but in this instance, I didn't want to lose sight of Lola, especially since she was with that Heaven."Do you know them?" I heard Jack's question. Instead of answering him, I immediately composed myself and tried to follow where the two of them were going.Yeah, I know I'm a fucking idiot to do this, and I don't know what got into my head to observe them and even inquire about their conversation.Honestly, I don't want to do this, but then, there's something that pushed me to do it, although I don't know why.Yeah, I know. It's just that I'm a fucking asshole for doing this.And one more thing is—I'm doing this because I don't trust Heaven when it comes to Lola. I just feel that I just damn want to protect Lola from him. I want to keep her away from that man, especially after what I witnessed earlier.And I admit, again—when I saw them in that situation, my blood suddenly boiled. After interrupting them, Heaven made an
Last Updated : 2023-06-13
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"A-Adam," I uttered, my gaze fixed on him, and my body felt like a statue. I couldn't quite explain what I was feeling, especially when I laid eyes on him again, and now our eyes briefly met."L-Lola, how did you know I was here?" I quickly composed myself and avoided letting him see what I was feeling at the moment.Ugh! Goodness, Lola! You should act normal! You don't like that person, right?"O-ohh, sorry. You're wealthy, after all. You probably saw me on the CCTV," he sighed deeply. I noticed his Adam's apple move as he briefly scanned my entire body, then he slipped his hands into his pockets and averted his gaze from me.I couldn't help but chuckle softly, slightly lowering my head before speaking. "U-Uhm, actually, I saw you on the balcony... so I came to find you." I gestured with my eyes toward the balcony, and suddenly, his gaze shifted there too.After he saw it, he averted his eyes again. He scratched his head and let out a soft laugh.Suddenly, the surroundings became qui
Submissive Desires CHAPTER SEVENTY-TWO: Butterflies
Of a sudden—I turned my body again, facing the ceiling. I focused my gaze on it for a moment. I sighed deeply and tried to blink my eyes.At that moment, my sleepiness seemed to vanish when Adam suddenly crossed my mind as I opened my eyes again.And here—I tried to place my hand on my chest, where I could feel my heart beating strongly.While still doing this—I felt something strange in my stomach, and I found myself smiling like a crazy person while still staring at the ceiling, with thoughts of Adam popping up in my head—especially about what happened between us earlier and the days we've spent together.Ugh! Crazy, Lola! Why am I thinking about him? What's happening to me? Why do I feel this way about him?!As I realized this, I stopped smiling. I tried not to think about him and quickly closed my eyes.But after a few seconds, I still couldn't. I opened my eyes again when he crossed my mind."What's wrong with him that I'm feeling like this?! Am I falling in love with that man?!"
Submissive Desires CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE: The Invitation
Afterward, I just focused on what I was eating, and suddenly I heard Dad cough."Oh, Heaven, you're here.." I heard Dad's voice say it.H-Heaven? Is he here? Did I hear it correctly? Is he here?And there—I noticed that Dad and Mom stood up. I didn't realize that Sally and Minda had finished eating and were no longer in their seats.About them—I quickly noticed that they started walking and turned towards someone. I noticed Dad and Mom were now back in their seats, adjusting themselves.Suddenly, I heard a soft cough in front of me.Regarding this—when I lifted my gaze, I saw Heaven standing before me.At that moment, my heartbeat suddenly quickened, and the surroundings seemed to momentarily quiet down.W-Wait—what? Why is he here? Is there something I don't know? Or is there something I should know? I asked myself while he was now seated in front of me.*************I slumped onto my bed as I entered my room after dinner and took care of myself. I feel tired and my body is somewhat
Submissive Desires CHAPTER SEVENTY: The Visitor
"Oh, Lola! Come on, your mommy and daddy have been waiting for you since earlier.." As soon as I stepped out of my car, Nanay Sally greeted me right away, and it seemed like she had been waiting for my arrival."Where are they, Sally? Did they just arrive?" I asked as she walked alongside me toward the entrance of the house."Yes. They were waiting for you in the kitchen. I told them you went to see your friend," she replied, and I nodded in confirmation.Speaking of them, I suddenly remembered that they were coming home, and it was almost eight o'clock in the evening when I arrived. Well, that's because my nosy friends, especially Laurene, didn't spare me from their questions about me and Adam.I told them what really happened, but they seemed disappointed because they thought something was going on between Adam and me. They honestly told me that Adam and I looked good together, and they would support us if we ended up together.Goodness! They are crazy girls.But talking about that
Submissive Desires CHAPTER SIXTY-NINE: The Photo
"Oh, Lola, you're here! Why did you take so long?""We've been waiting for you since earlier...""Yeah, we've been here for a while..." Laurene, Jane, and Summer asked in succession.I took a chair from the dining table, placed my purse on the table, and sat down. Summer was sitting on my left, busy with her makeup, while Jane was on my right, eating an apple.Meanwhile, Candice was busy looking at dresses, probably for Laurene, who seemed occupied with her cupcake.Speaking of this—what time did I arrive that they're reacting like that? They were probably here earlier, and I was the one they were waiting for. Ugh!"I-I got stuck in traffic, so it took me a while..." I made an excuse because they might interrogate me if I told the truth. These friends of mine are such gossip, and they might tease me about Adam.Speaking of Adam—suddenly, I felt a surge of joy in my heart, and I realized I was smiling.At that moment, I was snapped out of my thoughts when I noticed they were all lookin
Submissive Desires CHAPTER SIXTY-EIGHT: Heartbeat
So now he wants to be with his sibling because he doesn't want to be apart from him anymore, and he also wants to be together with their father whom he hasn't visited in a long time because he has a job that can provide for their family.So now, even though Tyler doesn't accept it, he waits and hopes that they will be okay. Adam believes that Tyler's heart will soften and he will understand because he knows Tyler well, after all, they are siblings.Yes, Mother Isabella and Amy know everything about this. They became the guardians of Adam and Tyler when Tyler stayed at the orphanage. So whatever happens, they are ready to accept Adam's decision, especially since Tyler has a loving family.I sighed and temporarily put those thoughts aside when I heard Adam speak."Thank you, Lola," he muttered, and without hesitation, I reached out my hand to shake hands with him.He reached out as well, and our hands met briefly.And suddenly, while we were doing that, it felt like an electric current
Submissive Desires CHAPTER SIXTY-SEVEN: A Peculiar Feelings
But wait, I tried to sneak a glance at Tyler and Adam, and there seemed to be a difference in their faces. I also realized that there was something about them that I couldn't understand or comprehend.Ugh! What's going on in my mind? All I know is that they are siblings and maybe I'm a part of that too.For now, I set aside the thoughts in my mind.Going back to Tyler, he has somehow grown dear to me. I don't want to neglect the child, especially after what I've heard and what happened earlier.At this moment, he immediately looked away, and I did the same, slightly lowering my head.*******"I'm sorry again for what happened earlier. And I hope you and Tyler can..." I trailed off, my head slightly bowed as I spoke those words to him. I heard him sigh."Thank you. I hope so too," he paused for a moment, and I tried to glance at him, but he was looking into the distance."Also, you don't have to worry about Tyler anymore. He was checked at the clinic, and he's fine," he added unintenti
Submissive Desires CHAPTER SIXTY-SIX: Frustrated
"A-adam, if you would allow me, let me take him to the hospital for a check-up. He might have wounds or bruises. And I'll take responsibility because it's my fault... I caused the accident, so I should be blamed for what happened..." I humbly said as Adam and Tyler stood in front of me, with Tyler avoiding eye contact with Adam.I'm still not asking what the real reason is, but for now, I need to have Tyler checked by a doctor. I don't want to just leave what happened to him. Besides, it's my fault for what happened earlier.But I can't understand why Tyler seems to be avoiding Adam. Maybe it's about what happened earlier? Or is there another reason?And what is it? Ugh! Yeah, I'm confused.He briefly glanced at Tyler and then looked at me. Suddenly, the atmosphere shifted, and I felt that his expression became serious as he looked at me and spoke."Thank you, but it's not necessary. He's okay considering the circumstances," he said, then he turned his gaze towards Tyler, who was now
Submissive Desires CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVE: A Surprise
I am driving my car towards Laurene's house because she asked for my help in preparing a surprise for Kevin tomorrow night. It's their sixth anniversary, and she also wants me and my friends to come up with ideas for what she can do tomorrow. It's almost ten in the morning, and I'm still on the road. The drive has been peaceful so far. It's only a few hours of travel, and I'm getting closer to her house.Suddenly--Sofia suddenly came to mind when she called me using a different number earlier.Yes, honestly, I'm prepared for whatever negative words or anything she throws at me. I just can't quite figure out if she's really being deliberate or if she's just teasing and trying to provoke me.Especially when she mentioned that it was her boyfriend Kade's birthday this coming Friday. It will take place at 6 PM, and she invited me to go there. As for this, I started wondering about my friends. She didn't mention if she invited them too, and I have no idea if they'll be going.Yeah, maybe s
