My parents are still and I feel like walking over and just ripping them apart with my bare hands.How dare they.How the fucking hell do they dare do this sort of thing to me! Me!Honey gold eyes catch mine and I see something like surprise flicker past in them. His gaze lingers on me before he takes it off but I can tell I'm playing my part well. It's easy to act angry when you are. The only thing that isn't easy is the bitterness at the back of my throat.The tears prickling the back of my eyes. The need to just break down and start crying. I have endured so much.I have gone through years of abuse, mental and verbal battering. I have gotten slapped if my younger sister reports something she finds displeasing about my conduct. I have gotten hurt because of that bitch.It's almost typical that they seek to hurt me even more the minute I try to flee from that life. The Dean clears his throat and clasps his hands together on the table. "I really do not know what to say about all thi
The moment her parents walk out the door she falls out of character.It's a shame seeing as she was so good at showing this fierce side of herself. Her family troubles are something I am aware of. I investigate whatever I'm making an investment into, no matter how small or large that thing is.She is an investment I am making. I wouldn't invest in anyone whose background would be a problem for me later in the future.The Dean's office is silent now that the noise makers have taken their exit. I like it because it gives me the freedom to think in peace. I know the girl wants to scream at me but it's something she'll have to get used to."M… Mr. Ayden?"I snap my head to the source of the sound and a disconcerted-looking male face meets mine."I'm really embarrassed by all this and I'm sorry you had to witness it. It's quite a shame that Janette has to be embroiled in something like this, if you want to withdraw your offer to her, it's understandable, but before you do I would like to a
I walk to class alone and contemplate the next phase of my life.My heart is still sore but I won't admit it's because of what just happened in the Dean's office. I've never shown anyone my scars, and now I had to show them to a room full of people.I don't know how I'll ever be able to look the Dean in the face again, but maybe it's for the best. I can't let my parents ruin my life even further than they already have.Fuck, they couldn't even give me a day to settle down into all this before swooping in with their issues. It's just too wrong on so many levels."Hey watch where you're walking."I snap out of my thoughts and turn back to see a male holding his left foot and hissing. His brown hair obscures his face and I can't place a handle on his voice. I guess I stepped on him while lost in thought."I'm sorry. Are you hurt?"His eyes snap to meet mine and I gasp. "Do I look fucking okay to you, genius?"I shake my head and avert my eyes. Shit, why did I have to meet him of all peo
"Potatoes please."I nod and walk over to the huge container filled with mashed potatoes. This is the lunch break and as is evident by the look the lunch lady is giving me, I'm being a lousy help.I sigh and walk back to my station. I am skilled with a knife so I'm guessing she's bummed that I'm cutting up the carrots faster than she expected."Ewww, what the hell is that?"The disgust in the voice I hear is powerful and I focus on slicing my carrot into four equal strips first. Not everyone likes cafeteria food but they don't have to be such snobs about it."No Lev, I'm not talking about that, I mean that other thing. The one behind the table chopping up.... what is that even, carrots?"The knife almost slips and cuts my finger. I look up and there's a group of uber-pretty girls staring back at me in disgust. They're decked out in designer outfits and gleaming necklaces. The girl staring at me the meanest is the leader I suppose. She has pretty green eyes but all they remind me of ri
"You didn't tell me Cara's gotten so pretty now."Drake says those words like he means them as a compliment but I can already see what he wants to do. Unluckily for him, Cara sees it too and shoots him a smile."I never expected I would say this but thank you, Drake. I've always told Janette I'm better than most males around, she should just leave them and get married to me."Axel's look turns ugly and at this moment the only thing I can think of is how I've managed to be blind to all his faults for so long. I feel like they were staring me right in the face but I chose to ignore them.He turns to me and wipes that look off his face. In my head, his face is that of someone familiar. Someone I had foolish emotions for and who has been my friend this whole time. The sound of slapping skin floods my ears again and I blush.Hell. I haven't even told Cara about that. She would have ripped him to pieces by now if she knew."Can we go somewhere more private, Janette?""I think here's private
"But I can explain Janette. I can explain."Cara's impression of Drake fails to put a smile on my face and I glare at her. She sticks her tongue out at me and walks back to her seat laughing. At least today she's sitting and not following me around.I didn't inform Drake of my knowledge of his relationship with my sister. For all I know he and Jane could have termed it something casual, or have actual feelings for each other though I doubt that's true, at least not from where I'm standing.Whatever it may be, already being caught red-handed felt like enough humiliation. He had tried to grab my hand and make me listen to him but Cara just threatened to break his arm off if he did. At least he remembered what I told him about her in that regard."Janette, less staring out into space and more taking orders. People are waiting!"Heat rises to my cheeks and I nod as I take a look around the cafe. Sure enough, people are waiting and they're all directing confused glances at me. I am in a fi
She stills and I know she's seen the bruises peppering the side of my neck. Reeve shifts uncomfortably beside me, or rather his aura does and my head comes up with several reasons for that. One of the most plausible ones is that his privileged ass is finding the seat uncomfortable. Janette's worry subsides and she clears her throat. I place my focus back on her and the brilliance of her aura almost blinds me again. Which would be ironic because I'm already blind. "Did you hurt your neck somewhere, a fall maybe?" I chuckle and shake my head at the same time. "You can ask me direct questions, y'know. I'll answer them as truthfully as I can." I feel something warm radiate off her and it makes me feel relieved. I know that's what she also feels. "What happened to you then? A six-foot tall man doesn't just develop bruises at the side of the neck." I smile and nod. "How many six-foot men have you known in your life, Janette? You sound like you deal with ten or twenty of us in a good
"Who's the guy in midnight blue?"I look over to the table Cara is inquiring about and I shrug my shoulders after."His name is Reeve. He's here with my regular."I pick up some mugs as I speak and I smile at the sight of a ten-dollar note. The customers here always know how to tip and in such sweet ways too. Just leaving it there for me to find like some gift when I'm cleaning up. I tuck the bill into my pocket and go back to the task I was carrying out. I wipe the table and its leftover contents onto the tray the dirty mugs are on and turn back to find Cara staring at me. I can already tell what she's thinking."Something's made you sad hasn't it?"I don't even think I can lie if I wanted to. It's plain as day on my face and I feel so frustrated right now because why??? Why the hell do I have to feel sad or rueful at something that has totally nothing to do with me???I let out a sigh and give a small smile to my best friend. She'll get worried if I don't tell her, and I will, jus
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"You guys are evil!"Greg rolls his eyes and I look at him because if there's anyone that's a devil here then he's the one. He's a bonafide demon.Leander is sitting on one of the couches, looking totally at home and that scares me a bit. I didn't leave for a week did i? I didn't even leave for a full day. It was just half a day, a night and seven hours after 7 am the next morning.So why the hell does it seem like Greg and Leander have suddenly become super close these past few hours?Can people become like that? Get close in a matter of hours?"Are you going to stay out there or are you going to come in?"I try not to make myself scowl at Greg but I scowl anyways and he smiles back at me when he sees that."You couldn't even help me with a few bags?""The bags aren't for me are they? Or did you get something for me?"I step into the living room and grunt as I do so. Even if I did get anything for him, I'm not freaking gonna give it to him.He's not going to get a single thing."
"Why didn't you get a massage? Julia said you were looking forward to one."I nod and try to get the five inch heels back on without a grunt."I did but they had only one masseur at hand.""And one isn't enough for you? They're all trained and I heard the one you saw was one of the best."I scoff lightly.'"Oh, he's one of the best alright."A chuckle escapes my lips and I let my anger boil up."One of the best jerks and sleazy motherfuckers I've ever been chanced to come across. He attends my school.""Atreau?"She even knows his name. I sigh and nod."Yes, him. He's the one I'm talking about."Safira slouches back in her seat like she's just been deflated and I notice it. A frown creeps on my face and I let myself assume.'"Do you know him personally?" She shakes her head."His dad is...... let's say a worker for Mr Bravlov's greatest rival. He's one of those people who is always at the forefront of any antagonism, but I hear Atreau isn't like that."I chuckle ruefully but I don't b
I can tell the spa is a high-end one just by walking into it.Two attendants flock to Safira, who they seem to be familiar with by the way, and who seems to find them delightful. I am ignored and I can see some of the ladies being attended to looking at me strangely.One of them chortles when I walk past and I feel my ears go hot and red.I need to get out of here.'"Janette, what are you doing just standing there?"Safira is loud and I can imagine half the people here now know I'm named Janette.I walk over to her as fast as I can but when I pass by a mirrored wall, I stop for the tiniest moment.The person who stares back at me in the mirror is almost one I do not recognize. It's still me, still Janette, with the acne-ridden face and the splotchy skin, too much forehead, and too few eyebrows. I'm still the one who stares back at myself, but right now, I don't know..... something has changed.The moment is finished as soon as it starts and I cross the rest of the distance to Safira
"No."Safira blinks and I can tell she's just as surprised as I am at the fact that I just said that.I just told her no.She cocks her head to the side and smiles. I can already see a plan forming in her eyes."What if I told you this was part of your training?""If it was, you would have told me that at the onset, not popped it on me now.""But what's so bad about going on the streets in clown outfits? It'll be fun."I'm not doubting the fact that it'll be fun, I know it will. I've always heard of Safira's antics. She records the most amazing videos of prank-like situations but her pranks are always unique.Like the one video where she got a group of actors like herself to dress in Victorian-era style clothes and act like they just popped into the twenty-first century from a party they had been at a second ago.One of them full on tried to disrobe an officer who wanted to arrest them for making a ruckus. It was so funny watching an officer of the law get flustered and confused.I a
"Hello, Greg?""Where have you been Janette?"Although I had half expected him to be almost nonchalant and relaxed it still sorta hurts when I hear it. He sounds like he's asking a casual question.The same way I would ask someone "How's the traffic today?" or "What do you say we have for lunch?"He sounds so unconcerned."Good to know you were worried about me."Greg chuckles sarcastically and I can imagine him rolling his eyes as he sips his lemon-flavored tea. "Cut the bullshit, Janette. Where have you been?"I sigh and flop back onto the billionaire's bed."Sleeping with a billionaire. I'm in his bed right now."Greg chuckles and I wonder what would happen if I told him I actually did something sexual with Ayden Bravlov. I scoff internally.He wouldn't care, that's what. I'm sure he wouldn't care if the sun itself had a crush on me and that sort of hurts, again, but I feel I can understand Greg. I wouldn't care about a lot of things too if the person I had something for was gett
The sun burning on my skin yanks me out of sleep and I groan as I turn over and away to seek out comfort on some other part of the bed.When I roll twice and find that there's still more space for me to keep going, I know something is wrong. Something is terribly out of place. I stretch and open my eyes to look around my room but that's the funny thing, the walls my eyes meet don't look anything like the walls to my room in Greg's home."Fuck."The memories from last night come crashing onto me like a tsunami and I bury my face in the sheets."Fuck."Fuck fuck fuck! How the hell did I end up here? This is Mr. Bravlov's home, I know that. But why am I in his bed and why the hell am I naked! I reach for the closest piece of fabric my hands can get and I yank it over my exposed ass. I don't need to think before I realize where my clothes are. I don't need to try looking to know this is the morning of the next day and I spent the night in a billionaire's bed!Not just any random billi
I tell her about my life.It's relieving having someone to talk to when you aren't sure of yourself, and right now I feel like that.I've shut down my end of the connection with Janette so what she does with my father is privy to only her and him right now, but I still tell Lycia that it affects me.I tell her it makes me feel anger, and shame, at the fact that she'll never see me the way I had hoped she would one day come to.I always hoped that one of these days, my father would kick me out of the pack and I would seek out Janette.I would tell her I like her and that I want her to be mine. Of course, that would be after we cross over, suffer a defeat in the battle for our kingdom and return to our lives in the human world, but I still expected it. That when we came back my father would banish me from the pack and hand over the mantle to someone else.I wanted Janette to warm up to me more..."But now she's banging your dad isn't she?"I turn on my bed, only feeling the blankets an
"When the moon comes out at full glow our power surges...."I listen to the words and feel them escape my mind the next moment. There's little I can do to bring them back and I know I should listen, these are the words of a being from the other world, the memories of her own personal teachings that brought about a rise in the innovative use of gifts by the goddess's gifted.I should listen to what she's saying...... but I can't.Janette and my father let out ripples of passion that make me feel sick.It sickens me that she's being so easily deceived by him, and it sickens me that she's being manipulated by that hypocrite, someone who would kill members of his pack for having carnal relations with another's mated or a human but who bites out of the same acts himself simply because he can and there's no one who can stop him.My room falls into subdued darkness and a gem-like object hovers in the space in front of me, just at the same level with my eyes and glowing with a faint blue colo