Kill Me

My eyes well up with tears that burned my eyes and I gagged from time to time when his thrusts hit the back of my throat. 

Yet I didn't close my eyes neither did he shut his till I finally felt the veins of his member tighten and his muscles flex hard. He's close. He didn't stop thrusting into my mouth until he came with a loud satisfied groan while muttering a string of curses and the evidences of his release sputtered out of him and into my mouth. I swallowed everything and lapped at the ones that spluttered all over his member, my mouth and covering my bossom. 

I milked him dry till there was nothing left.  And till I left him breathing erratically. 

I waited dutifully on my knees in front of him while he came down from his high and preparing myself to be roughly taken against my bed, the floor, the walls or wherever Luciano sees fit. When he reached down to pull his pants up, I knew that wouldn't happen tonight and thanked my stars because I was even yet to heal from the rough painful sex from a few days ago. 

The tension in his body seemed to have dissipated and I'm convinced that once again, I have done a good job at taking Luciano's rage. 

It was then that I noticed the dried up blood that smeared his hands.  I wonder whose father , husband or son died in Luciano's hands again today. 

"Keep sneaking around my back and it might just be your blood next time" 

His cold voice snapped my eyes away from his hands and to his frame that goes in search of the tie he flung when he barged into the room. I'm not fazed by his threat since it's not the first time he's directed them at me. I'm more concerned about the fact the he has noticed my suspicious movements around him

"I don't know what you're talking about" 

Was all I said as I got up and fished for my clothes that laid carelessly on the floor of my room. 

"Even the fact that you were spotted sneaking around one of my clubs a few days ago? What are you planning this time?" 

He continued. I'm not surprised at the much Intel Luciano gets on what I do and I've tried to be stealth and careful with it but his watchdogs are everywhere watching my every move.Even if he let me go a year ago and got me this apartment, I have never been free in any sense of the word.

 But I still feigned ignorance as I put my clothes on. 

"Again Luciano, I don't know what you're talking about.” 

That earned me a displeased groan that I ignored. I've always gotten way with calling him by his name.

“Besides, can’t a girl have fun at a club regardless of who it is? I didn’t know I was restricted from doing that too!” I continued. 

"Are you trying to run away again? Haven't you learnt something after all these years? Or you'll only stop after I put a bullet through your head?"

I stopped in the middle of tying my hair up and turned to look at him. The look on his face is sinister and the mockery in his eyes is clear. The reminder of all my unsuccessful attempts to run away far way from him soared anger within me. 

"Then go ahead Luciano! Fucking kill me! Why do you let me live and come here at will to fuck me when you can have any slut you want! They flock your bars and clubs don't they?" 

He said nothing as if amused by my confrontations. I know Luciano is anything but amused. Since it's not the first time we've had arguments like this. And so just for the sake of my sanity and to wipe that look off his face, I taunted him.

"Or you can't? Because they can't make you feel the way I make you feel? Because they don't know how to work your cock like I do" 

Luciano's eyes darkened but he maintained his posture.

"Don't flatter yourself bitch" he said but I continued.  

"Or you just can't watch me go away from your dark life since I'm the only good thing that's yet to be broken by you!" 

Luciano growled and in no time he's already standing in front of me, grabbing my hair and placing a firm grip that hurt on my jaw. Angry lines formed on his forehead and his dark brown eyes only got darker. I whimpered. It's in times like this that I remember how dangerous Luciano is. 

"Looks like I didn't fuck this mouth hard enough for it to feel sore when you talk. I would have loved to teach you a lesson but I have more important things to attend to. And what makes you think you're unbroken?  You're already broken Claire. I broke you and will do it over and over again. just so you know, you're mine to break and mine to keep for as long as I fucking want! The sooner you accept that, the better" 

With that, he let me go and shoved me aside. 

His words hit me so hard that I wanted to break down and cry but never in front of him. I simply watched him with unshed tears as he smoothed the crumples of his suit. 

“You’re free to try running away again, just make sure I don’t catch you. I might actually kill you this time and let my club sluts feel me up" 

And he's already out of the door leaving me and my thoughts in disarray. The way he does every single time. The tears that formed like a mist in my eyes threatened to spill down my cheeks but I rubbed them off immediately. I was past shedding tears over my terrible life and fate. 

Two things are sure though; It’s either I run out of Luciano clutches or I die trying.