Attraction

That day when Don left, I felt like he took a piece of me with him because all of a sudden, I felt myself and my resolve crumble all at once. Everything felt so unreal.

I woke up a few times in the middle of the night after he left and willed myself to believe that his coming here was just a nightmare and that what transpired between us didn’t happen at all.

His smell was everywhere in my room and it left a lingering feeling to stir inside of me.

As much as I found Don Dada controlling and manipulative, I couldn’t deny the pull I had to him ever since the first night I met him. The desire had been present right from that night and I couldn’t deny my attraction towards him.

I couldn’t deny it and yet I couldn’t admit it to his face when he made his own desires clear to me.

I couldn’t deny it but it scared me. It scared the hell out of me in ways that’s more than just one.

First off, I have never felt that way with anyone. The giddy feeling, the flip-flops of your belly, the supposed b