Chapter 8

I woke up to find Jake seated by my side, making me to wonder what had happened and why he was the one by my side instead of John.

“Where's your brother?” I tried to sit up but felt too heavy to do so. My head was spinning and I felt a sharp pain.

“You're finally awake,” I heard John say as he walked towards me from the door, accompanied by someone else.

Jake stood up without a word and John took his place, sitting beside me on the bed.

“How're you feeling now?” He was soft spoken and the tenderness in his voice said a lot.

“I feel dizzy,” I looked at Jake and he looked away.

“You're going to be feeling that way for sometime,” the man who had come in with John announced. “It's your wolf form trying to find expression,”

“Huh?” My eyes opened wide in disbelief.

That didn't sound nice. I knew exactly what I had gone through just before I passed out, and I didn't want it to be a recurring thing.

“Thank you so much Seth,” John greeted the man, as he stood up from the bed.

Jake had refused to utter a word, and it was unlike him. I couldn't help but wonder what was going on in his mind and why he wasn't saying anything.

“You'll be fine,” John leaned closer, kissing my forehead. “You just need to have some rest.”

“Are you okay, Jake?” Seth asked, turning to face Jake who had refused to say a word.

“Yes I am. I think she's okay now. I'm outta here,” he made way towards the door, shutting it gently behind him.

“What's wrong with him?” Seth's eyes narrowed.

“He's your student, so you should know better than anyone else,” John laughed.

“Alright, I'll be leaving now. You know what to do whenever anything like this happens again,” Seth replied, and then left.

“What was he talking about?” My curiosity got the better of me. I didn't understand what Seth meant when he said John knew exactly what to do when anything like this happens again, and I wanted to know.

“You heard him right,” John rose up turning to face the wall.

“Yeah, I did. But what exactly was he talking about?”

“I was wondering,” John was beginning to sound different.

“What?” I managed to pull up and sit up, as I could feel the tension building up in the room. I could tell immediately, that something was going on in John's mind, and whatever it was, I wanted to know.

“What kind of training did you have with Jake while I was away?” That tone…

I swallowed hard, wondering what exactly was going on in his mind. Jake couldn't have told him what had happened between us.

“Wh…wh…what do you mean?” I stuttered, trying as much as possible not to let him see through me and notice my unease.

He turned towards me, and then his lips curled into a smile that I didn't see coming.

“Never mind,”

I furrowed a brow, while still wondering what exactly was going on in his mind. I knew there was something.. something he wasn't talking about.

“Never mind?”

“Yeah, just do well to rest. I'll be back,” he leaned closer, kissed my forehead for the last time, and then left.

I watched as the door shut gently behind him, a sigh escaping my lips. Seth's words reechoed in my head, “Your wolf form is trying to find expression.”

For twenty three years, I have struggled with this and yet, nothing was coming.

I tried shutting my eyes, but was afraid of seeing images of my father and other members of the blood moon pack. They were my nightmare, especially my father, the man who never saw me as his daughter.

I could feel my stomach growl, and I knew what that meant. I was hungry!

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The door creaked open, and Stephanie walked in with a tray in her hand. “That must be food,” I could hear my stomach leap for joy. But then, I couldn't help but wonder why Stephanie the new girl would be the one to bring me food, and not Selena.

“Hey,” she dropped the tray on the bedside table and then, moved to have the curtains pulled to allow the beautiful rays of the sunlight pierce through the room.

The darkness that seemed to have enveloped the room suddenly disappeared, and I couldn't deny the fact that the sight was really beautiful to behold.

“How're you feeling now? I heard what happened to you.” She let out a warm smile.

“Much better,” I was skeptical.

“That's good to hear. Here's some food.” She pointed towards the tray. “Selena was the one who prepared it, but I volunteered to bring it over to you myself.”

“Thank you,” my smile was feigned.

“You're welcome. I'm Stephanie.” She introduced herself to me.

I was almost tempted to tell her I already know, but I waved it off. I didn't want to sound rude, especially not to someone who was trying to be friendly towards me.

“I'm Reyna.”

“Nice to meet you, Reyna.” Stephanie offered a hand and I took it. Her smile was beautiful, probably one of the most beautiful smiles I've ever seen. She was indeed, beautiful!

“Same here,” I loosened up, seeing how friendly she was. I knew it was useless trying to build a wall of defence around me. All my life I've never really had a good friend, and here, was one trying to be one to me and I'm trying to act like a kid.

“Heard you were a loner too, just like me. I hope we can become friends.” She was suddenly nervous.

I smiled, and she did too. For the first time, I felt at peace talking to a fellow lady.

“Let me leave you to enjoy your food. We'll talk some other time,” Stephanie walked towards the door.

“Thank you, Steph,” I greeted, and she turned around.

“You're welcome.” She shut the door behind her.

“Come on, dig in,” I could hear my stomach scream.

“Let's go baby,” I opened the plate, and it was exactly what I had been craving for. Roast pork!”