Amber's P.O.V "Wake up!" I hear Nina say, slightly awakening me from my slumber. Her voice sounds hoarse and somewhat raspy, almost as if she had been screaming for five hours straight. The sound takes me slightly off guard as it’s completely different from her typical voice; but I know it's because she's been drinking heavily and throwing up all night so it should return to normal in no time. "I'm up." I slightly croak as I sit myself up in the bed. My voice was also strained due to all of the screaming and crying that I had done last night. "What happened to your face?" Nina questions somewhat bluntly. "Nothing." I dismiss, not really wanting to talk about last night's events. I knew that if I told her what actually happened she would confront Sammy and Jack. And truthfully, I'm too scared of what they might do to me if I tell anyone and risk pissing them off. "Okay well, what about your hand? Or your foot? Or y
Ambers P.O.V "Amber, finally. You’ve been in there for so long.” Mia exclaims as I take my seat down next to her. "Sorry. My bad.” I say with a shrug as I shove a few Sour Patch Kids in my mouth. "Yeah, well I just checked my Twitter page and- uh…have you been on there recently?" She asks, lifting her eyebrow at me as she appears to be slightly puzzled. My expression immediately changes, having me grow extremely concerned as I begin to remember everything people were saying about me on that app last night. "No." I say as I slowly pull out my phone before opening the Twitter app. Instant regret immediately rose in my chest as my Notifications center was filled with five hundred plus comments filled with hate. With every comment that I read, my self-esteem seemed to drop lower and lower. As I continue to scroll through all of the nasty words directed towards me, I find myself stopping as two comments in particula
Amber's P.O.VThe rest of the class period was a blur. I didn't take any notes or listen to anything that the teacher was saying as I instead chose to drown everything out with music. As I make my way down the halls in search for Nina I could hear many of the students whispering about me, which I tried desperately to ignore but I couldn't. I couldn't get over the fact the everyone hated me or the fact that I know that everyone's talking shit about me, even the teachers. But even with all of this, my mind kept going back to one thing...Jack. What did he mean when he said "might just have to give you another one" ? Was he going to hurt me again? I don't know what it is about Jack, he's so rude towards me but he also intrigues me at the same time. I don't understand what it is, or why I seem to get jealous around him but I don't like it. I don't like that I have this weird type of physical reaction towards him. All he does is hurt me either emotionally or physically ! He's
Amber's P.O.V As soon as I make it to my room I immediately close my door, not wanting to see Jack again. But within seconds of doing so he immediately comes bursting through my door. "Jack? What are you doing?! Get out. " I say as I stare up into his dark eyes. A smirk appears on his face as he starts taking a few steps towards me, causing me to take steps back. I look up at him completely baffled by what he was doing but secretly, a small part of me was intrigued. My back soon hit the hard wall behind me, trapping me between him. My body immediately heats up due to the close proximity, having me hold my breath as he stares down at me with a look of intensity. "Honestly... Amber." He starts, having me stare at him in curiosity and confusion. "I don't think you want me to leave." He says, as he grabs onto my chin, exposing my neck as he cranes my head up to look at him. "Jack-" I start before being i
Amber's P.O.V{Next day} I slowly awaken to see that Jack was no longer in bed with me. A small sense of sadness takes over me at the thought of Jack leaving me here alone but I immediately disregard that thought as I didn’t want to spoil my uplifted spirits already. My sore body stretches itself against the mattress as the sound of my phone buzzing catches my attention. From Jovana💓: hey love!! Do you want to ride together to school today? A smile immediately makes it’s way onto my face as I read the text sent to me but then I am quickly overcome by a feeling of guilt. Wait? Jovana won’t be upset that I hooked up with Jack right? She said that they aren’t together and are only friends with benefits so maybe she won’t mind. Maybe I should just tell her what happened when I got home last night. It’s not like I even meant for this to happen, everything just unraveled so quickly. I’m sure she would understand, besides it’s better to just be honest. I jus
Amber's P.O.V This can’t be real, I have to be hallucinating. Jack can't be trying to get with Andrea…not her of all people. He just hooked up with me not even twenty-four hours ago and I know for a fact that he was with Jovana too so it’s not like he’s been going unsatisfied. I don’t understand, maybe he's just one of those people who has to get laid every night. "Can you stop staring at us like some freak?" Jack calls out, snapping me out of my thoughts. I look around confused, hoping that he wasn’t referring to me but seeing as we were the only ones in the hallway it was inevitable. "W-what?" I ask, causing Jack to slightly grow amused by my behavior. "Did I stutter?" He asks in a somewhat harsh tone, taking me by surprise.I honestly don’t know what I was expecting.Obviously I knew Jack would never be nice to me but he could at least be cordial, especially after last night. "Go fuck yourself Jack." I say, feelin
Amber's P.O.V "Okay but is it cool if I drive us? I really want to take my car." I ask. I think it’ll be safer for me to drive myself because I might need to leave the party early if anything happens. "Come on. I can already tell you are going to get fucked up and not be able to drive. Plus, I want you to have a good time tonight." She says, laughing as she shrugs off the suggestion. I laugh as I think about the fact that she was probably right considering the fact that I really wanted to drink tonight. "I guess you're right." I say, realizing it would probably be best if she were to drive herself. "Okay, I’ll come pick you up later tonight." She says having me nod my head in agreement. "Okay, sounds good!” I say as Jovana pulls up to my house. "Bye love, I’ll see you later." She says, having me wave her goodbye as I exit her car. Jovana then drives off, having me immediately go inside and run straight
Amber's P.O.VJack is so fucking bipolar and I really don’t understand him but, I’m tired of him playing these mind games with me. I'm not his, I'll never be his. Especially not when he continues to sleep around like he did today. I bring myself back over to the kitchen before downing another shot with ease. “Yeah right ‘I’m his’. I belong to no one.” I huff If he’s going to continue to mess around with other people then so will I. He can’t control who I decide to give my time to. As I walk around the party in search of Jovana, my eyes then spot Nate sitting with a group of his friends. I scan the area, seeing Jack sit a few feet away from him as they all converse amongst each other. A mischievous smirk falls onto my lips as I decide to approach the area. "Heyyy, Nathan." I slur as I bring myself over to him before sitting on his lap. My eyes flick over to Jack, having me notice his clenched jaw as he stares over at me, analyzing