Amber's P.O.V
I sat on the bed fully unclothed as an overwhelming feeling of embarrassment and shame washed over me. I wiped away some tears that had fallen as I quickly grabbed my clothes and changed into them before quickly walking out of the room. As I walked through the halls trying desperately to find someone I knew tears started to brim my eyes. I felt so dirty, pathetic, useless and unwanted. I didn't think that if Sam used me that I would feel this way. I thought I would be happy and proud of myself for getting the guy I so desperately wanted. But I don't feel that way at all, I feel so naive. As I pushed past a group of drunken people who were grinding each other, I spotted Nina straddling Jack as they made out. "Nina can we please go?" I sniffled as I tapped her on the shoulder, waiting patiently for her to respond. She turned around with blood shot eyes as her face instantly lit up. "Hey biitchh what happened with you and Sammy?" She slurred as she attempted to stand but ended up falling to the ground. "Please can we just go?" I said as tears brimmed my eyes. "Yo Amber are you crying?" Jack said as he turned my head and forced me to look at him. He looked at me and scoffed before forcefully pushing my head away from him. I wiped away a tear as I saw Sammy coming towards me. I thought he was going to come and spark a conversation with me. But instead he walked right passed me like I didn't exist and sat by his friends while taking a hit of his joint. Jack left us and went over to where Sam and the other guys were. I saw Sam whisper something to Jack, causing him to laugh. They both looked at me before shaking their heads and going back to smoking. More tears threatened to fall as Sam just confirmed all the negative thoughts that were in my head. "Nina get up, we're going." I said as I tried to hold back my tears. Nina soon started to realize that I was upset so she obliged and stumbled out the house. I grabbed the keys that were in her purse as I slung her arm around my shoulder and helped her into the car. I cried and screamed at myself for being so stupid and naive. "GOD! YOUR SO STUPID!" I yelled at myself as tears continued to flow. I looked over at Nina and saw that she was asleep which I was thankful for because I didn't want to answer any questions. We arrived at my house and I woke up Nina not wanting to carry her in my house. I slowly opened the door as Nina stumbled to the restroom and puked in our toilet. I followed behind her as I held her hair up for her. I continued to cry as thoughts of what just happened between me and Sam filled my head. "IM SUCH A DUMBASS!" I screamed. Nina looked at me for a split second before she gagged and started puking again. "Is everything alright?" My mom said as she walked into the restroom. Her face scrunched up and she cringed at the piercing stench of vomit. "Mom everything's fine just go back to bed." I said as I wiped away my tears. "Honey you're crying." She said as she walked further in. "MOM! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" I yelled as I brushed past her and ran up to my room leaving Nina puking in the guess bathroom. I ran into my room with tears blurring my vision. "AH!" I yelled as I threw my glass vase and smashed it on the wall. Tears stained my cheeks as I kicked my long body mirror causing it to shatter. I started getting notifications on my phone so I checked it. But as soon as I did, my body started shaking. @sammywilk: @babyamber, you were such a good fuck. I had fun spanking you, hope we can do it again sometime.😏 I started having a panic attack, and it became hard for me to breathe. With every hate comment that kept pouring in my body started to shake more immensely, and tears started to fall more heavily. @queenCarastella: fucking slut. @carsenscurse: wow, your so disgusting. Go kill yourself already. @dvmn_alexis: if you were to die nobody would miss you. So go do it, PULL THE FUCKING TRIGGER🔫 I hate myself, I went and gave my innocence to some boy who had no feelings for me at all. I punched my wall with full force, and found myself not being able to stop. Blood seeped from my hand as I fell to the ground, crying and screaming out in pain. My body felt weak but I some how managed to pull my body up and onto my bed. More tears fell as I cradled my bruised and swollen hand. Nothing is worst than the intense feeling of wanting to die. I heard a door open then slam shut from downstairs. Then I started to hear heavy footsteps that came closer and closer to my room. My door flew open then I saw 2 tall figures standing infront of my door. "Fucking whore." One deep voice said before they both stepped forward coming into perfect view.Amber's P.O.V "Jack please just go away I'm not in the mood." I sniffled as tears streamed down my face. He looked around my room and noticed all the glass scattered around my room and the holes that were punched into the wall. "What the fuck you'd do?" He asked referring to my room. "Jack please just go away." I asked as I winced in pain. The other figure that I was not able to see chuckled deeply before stepping forward. Sam? "You really that mad at me babygirl?" He asked whist biting his lip. "Baby you're so sexy." He said while looking my body up and down. "Jack why is he here?" I asked whilst whining. "Why are you so pissed off, you literally just fucked him not even 30 minutes ago." He scoffed. "Can y'all both just fuck off." I said in a hush tone. "The fuck this bitch just say?" Sammy asked Jack. Jack looked at me in disgust before walking closer and punching me in my face with full force. I yelped out in pain causing Sammy to laug
Amber's P.O.V"Wake up!" I heard Nina's voice say. Her voice sounded hoarse and raspy. Almost like she had been screaming for 5 hours straight. But I know it's because she's been sleeping, throwing up and the fact that she was drinking all night. "I'm up." I croaked as I sat up in bed. My voice was raspy and sore from all the screaming and crying I had did last night. "What happened to your face?" She said bluntly. "Nothing." I croaked. I knew that if I told her what actually happened that she would confront Sammy and Jack. And I'm too scared of what they might do to me if I told anyone. "Okay well what about your hand? Or your foot? Or your room." She said naming off the list of things that were wrong? "Nina I really don't want to talk about it so please just leave it alone." I spoke softly. She looked at me, analyzing my expression. She saw me pleading for her to just leave it alone. Her face softened before she spoke. "Fine." She said befo
Ambers P.O.V "Um...Amber?" Mia said as I sat down next to her. "Yeah what's up?" I said as I shoved sour patch kids in my mouth. "Hate to burst you sudden change in attitude, but have you gotten on twitter lately?" She asked me My expression immediately changed. I started shake remembering all the thing that people had said to me. "No." I said as I slowly pulled out my phone and clicked the Twitter app I immediately regretted it once all the hate comments filled in. With every comment that I got, my self-esteem got lower and lower. But there were 2 comments in particular that really hurt. @jackgilinsky: She's a pathetic excuse of a person😂 like what the fuck? @sammywilk why would you even tap that? That's so fucking disgusting.😷 There aren't even enough words in the English language to describe her. Jacks tweet had 267 retweets and 359 likes. Which made it impossible for me to not notice it. If that many people agree with him and feel
Amber's P.O.V The rest of the class period was a blur. I didn't take any notes or listen to any of the teachers words. I could hear some whispering about me that I tried desperately to ignore but I couldn't. I couldn't get over the fact the everyone hated me, or the fact that I know that everyone's talking shit about me. Even the teachers. But my mind kept going back to one thing, Jack. What did he mean when he said he was going to give me another bruise? Was he going to hurt me again? Maybe he could fuck me like he fucked Jova- stop! He's my fucking step-brother. What is my fucking problem? Why am I thinking these things? All he does is hurt me physically and mentally! He's a dick and there no way in hell I have feelings for him. The bell rang indicating that our first period was over. I quickly gathered my things and ran out of class trying to make it to my second class with little interaction as possible. I was almost successfully there unti
Amber's P.O.V I walked up to my room and closed my door, not wanting to see Jack again. But within seconds of doing so he comes bursting through my door. "Who told you to close your door?" He said as he stared at me with dark eyes. "N-no one." I stuttered from fear. A smirk appeared on his face as he started taking steps towards me, causing me to take steps back. My back soon hit the hard wall behind me, trapping me between him and the wall. "I can get you wet in a matter of 2 seconds, it's not really that big of a challenge." He said as he glided his hands down my body. I shivered at his touch, which caused a sadistic smile to form on his lips. My eyes flickered from his eyes to his lips. His lips were so pink, and plump. I wanted nothing more than to just kiss them. "Do it then." I dared. He smirked as he attached his lips to mine, having our lips move in perfect sync. His tongue traced over my bottom lip asking for entrance,
Amber's P.O.V {Next day} I woke up feeling a little sore from last night. But I woke up a little more happy. Jovana😻🔥: I'm picking you up so be ready hoe. Me: Ight bet💯 I locked my phone and proceeded to get ready for the long day ahead. I didn't bother to take a shower since I had taken one last night. I decided on wearing a white tanktop, a see through black kimono and high waisted black jeans. I didn't bother to do my hair since it was already pretty straight, so I just put a black snap back on. I didn't put on to much makeup,my main focus was to cover up all the hickeys that jack had left from last night. Jovana😻🔥: I'm outside After applying just enough makeup I grabbed my backpack and made my way outside to Jovana. "You look cute." She said before driving off. "I know." I said jokingly. She scoffed and playfully rolled her eyes at me. "So what happened yesterday, did Jack try anything?" She asked while talking a sip of her wat
Amber's P.O.V Is this legit or am I hallucinating. He can't be trying to get with Andrea, not her of all people. He just hooked up with me not even 24 hours ago. And he hooked up with Jovana the day before, so he can't be horny. Or maybe he's just one of those people who has to get laid every night. "Aye can you stop staring at us you little freak?" Jack said, snapping me out of my thoughts. "Mm what?" I asked. "Um did I stutter? No, so you heard me." "Your so fucking annoying do you know that? Go fuck yourself." I sneered. He smirked at my words and I walked away, angrier than before.{skip to Lunch} Me, Nina and Mia all have lunch together so I don't have to worry about sitting alone. "AMBER!" Mia screeched. "Where were you yesterday." Nina asked as she engulfed me into a hug. "Skipped." I said as we sat down. I noticed Jack sitting with Andrea and I wanted nothing more than to just
Amber's P.O.V "Okay but we're taking my car." I said. I might leave the party early if what happened last time happens again. " you know damn well you're going to get drunk as fuck and won't be able to drive." She said whilst rolling her eyes. "I guess you're right." I whined "So my car?" She questioned "Your car." I huffed. We pulled up at my house seconds later and I got a sudden burst of excitement. This party is about to hype. "Bye hoe." I said before exiting her car. "Pick you up at 8" she said before she drove off. I went inside and went straight to my room. I'm going to have a good time tonight, and nobody's gonna ruin it for me. I go in my closet and try to find a outfit for the party. I analyze my closet trying to find the perfect outfit to wear. After standing in my closet for 10 minutes I finally found the perfect outfit. I take a quick 5 minute shower and put on my black