Amber's P.O.V
"Are you really going to make me go through with this?" I huff in disbelief as we pull up to sam's house where groups of people can be seen making their way into the residency. "Relax, you'll thank me later." She says confidently as she turns off her car before applying another layer of lip gloss. I take a deep breath as I try to calm myself before looking at Nina who was now analyzing my expression. "Chill it's not that big of a deal, now get your ass out the car babe. We’re going to have a great time tonight!” She says as she hops out of her car, having me follow closely behind. We eventually make our way into the party and a distinct smell of smoke immediately fills my nostrils. As we look to find Mia through the crowd of people, we pass by many couples who were making out. I didn't care for any of them, but as we continue walking my eyes seem to land on Jack. Unexpected Anger immediately possesses my body as I watch him make out with some bitch and before I knew it I found myself storming over there and pulling Jack off of her. "What the fuck is your problem?" He calls out, turning around before growing extremely pissed as he realizes that this was my doing. "You are, now can you please go and find a fucking room because nobody wants to see you two basically mouth fuck each other." I bitch. I don’t know why I’m so angry. But, something about this was making me upset. The petite brunette turns to look at me as a smirk creeps upon her face. "Jealous bitch." She sneers. Am I actually jealous of her? No, I can't be it's... Jack. I absolutely hate him and plus he's my step-brother. I’m just upset because like- have some decency? Yeah…? That’s why I’m so upset. He has no decency. "Uh, are you kidding? Jealous of you? You of all people?" I laugh sinisterly over the loud music. "There's absolutely nothing to be jealous about. You’re the one who's about to go and prostitute yourself just for some fuckboy." I start. "If anything, I feel sorry for you." I say, mirroring the condescending expression she once had on her face. She looks at me, clearly growing offended as hatred fills in her eyes. She continues to stare for a few seconds before rolling her eyes and walking up the stairs. Jack looks at me briefly before sending me a small smirk and going to follow behind his little toy for the time being. I bring myself back over to where Nina was, now seeing that Mia was with her as they both took shots. "Hey." I say as I sit myself down next to them. "AMBERRRR!" Mia slurs, engulfing me in a bear-like hug. "I missed you too" I say sarcastically as we finally finish our very long and painful embrace. "Bitch, guess what?" She slurs and she slightly stumbles with her footing. "What’s up?" I question while taking a swig of my jungle juice. "Sammy's looking for you." She smirks. I instantly begin choking as the liquid flies to the back of my mouth, burning my throat as I gasp while drinking in shock. "Sammy's what?" I ask, almost impossible to hear over the loud music. "Hey baby." I hear a deep voice say as they sling their arm around my shoulder. I turn around to see a smirking Sammy sitting right next to me. Holy shit "Hi." I say awkwardly, not really knowing what to do with myself in his presence. "You drink?" He gasps as he widens his eyes slightly, appearing to be shocked. "Um… yeah lil bit." I say in response. "Uh bullshit, you drink a shit ton." Mia slurred causing Nina to laugh and hit her shoulder as they watch our interaction. "Oh, so you’re a liar too?” He asked seriously as he removes his arm from around my shoulder. Ugh, I can’t believe I fucked this up already. He's not going to like me because I lied to him. One sentence. That’s all it took. "Sorry." I say innocently. "Good girls, don't lie." He said with a blank expression. "Well then I guess I'm not a good girl." I whisper in his ear seductively in attempts to change the course of our conversation. He moves around in his chair a bit, seemingly tensed before standing up, taking me with him. "Where are we going?" I ask nervously, feeling somewhat excited that I was going somewhere with him. "To teach you a lesson." He says whist walking up the stairs.Amber's P.O.V "Teach me a lesson? What do you mean?" I ask, looking up at him with curiosity. He doesn’t respond and instead continues to guide me up the stairs, causing my anxiety to spike along with my excitement. I follow close behind him, seeing as I had no idea where I was going in this huge and foreign house. We soon come across an empty room having Sam quickly pull me into it before closing and locking the door behind us. I stand there awkwardly, desperately waiting for him to do or say something. "Take your clothes off." He says while looking down at me with a serious expression. Wow, that’s it? He’s not going to kiss me? Or call me beautiful ? Do I need to do something more to impress him? "And if I don't?" I ask while stepping towards him, trying my hardest to be sexy and seductive. I have no idea what I’m doing, I’ve only ever seen this type of stuff in the movies. I hope I’m
Amber's P.O.V I sit on the bed fully unclothed as an overwhelming feeling of embarrassment and shame wash over me. I wipe away some tears that had fallen as I quickly grab my clothes and change into them before stammering out of the room. As I make my way through the halls, I desperately try to find someone that I know as more tears start to fill my eyes. I feel so dirty, so pathetic, so used and unwanted. I didn't think that if Sam were to use me that I would feel this way. I thought I would be happy and proud of myself for getting the guy I so desperately wanted. But I don't feel that way at all, I feel so naive. I can’t believe I allowed this to happen. As I push past a group of drunken people who were grinding against each other, I eventually spot Nina straddling Jack as they interlock lips with each other. Despite not wanting to see or interact with Jack in this moment I desperately need to speak to Nina so that we can leave. I couldn’t stand to be here even
Amber's P.O.V "Jack please just go away I'm not in the mood." I sniffle as I try to hide the tears that were streaming down my face. Jack looks around my room, noticing all the glass and clothes scattered around the floor along with the fresh holes that were punched into the wall. "What the fuck did you do?" He asked referring to my room. "Jack, please just go away." I ask as I wince in pain from my now bloody and bruised hand. The other figure that I was not able to see chuckles deeply before stepping forward. Sam? Why is he here? It’s bad enough that I have to deal with Jack's bullshit but I really don’t want to have to put up with him too. "You really that mad at me baby ?" He asks in an incredibly condescending tone. "Come on, don’t be mad. You still look so sexy, just forget about what happened, I can make it up to you." He says while looking my body up and down with a sense of desire. "Jack, why is he here?
Amber's P.O.V "Wake up!" I hear Nina say, slightly awakening me from my slumber. Her voice sounds hoarse and somewhat raspy, almost as if she had been screaming for five hours straight. The sound takes me slightly off guard as it’s completely different from her typical voice; but I know it's because she's been drinking heavily and throwing up all night so it should return to normal in no time. "I'm up." I slightly croak as I sit myself up in the bed. My voice was also strained due to all of the screaming and crying that I had done last night. "What happened to your face?" Nina questions somewhat bluntly. "Nothing." I dismiss, not really wanting to talk about last night's events. I knew that if I told her what actually happened she would confront Sammy and Jack. And truthfully, I'm too scared of what they might do to me if I tell anyone and risk pissing them off. "Okay well, what about your hand? Or your foot? Or y
Ambers P.O.V "Amber, finally. You’ve been in there for so long.” Mia exclaims as I take my seat down next to her. "Sorry. My bad.” I say with a shrug as I shove a few Sour Patch Kids in my mouth. "Yeah, well I just checked my Twitter page and- uh…have you been on there recently?" She asks, lifting her eyebrow at me as she appears to be slightly puzzled. My expression immediately changes, having me grow extremely concerned as I begin to remember everything people were saying about me on that app last night. "No." I say as I slowly pull out my phone before opening the Twitter app. Instant regret immediately rose in my chest as my Notifications center was filled with five hundred plus comments filled with hate. With every comment that I read, my self-esteem seemed to drop lower and lower. As I continue to scroll through all of the nasty words directed towards me, I find myself stopping as two comments in particula
Amber's P.O.VThe rest of the class period was a blur. I didn't take any notes or listen to anything that the teacher was saying as I instead chose to drown everything out with music. As I make my way down the halls in search for Nina I could hear many of the students whispering about me, which I tried desperately to ignore but I couldn't. I couldn't get over the fact the everyone hated me or the fact that I know that everyone's talking shit about me, even the teachers. But even with all of this, my mind kept going back to one thing...Jack. What did he mean when he said "might just have to give you another one" ? Was he going to hurt me again? I don't know what it is about Jack, he's so rude towards me but he also intrigues me at the same time. I don't understand what it is, or why I seem to get jealous around him but I don't like it. I don't like that I have this weird type of physical reaction towards him. All he does is hurt me either emotionally or physically ! He's
Amber's P.O.V As soon as I make it to my room I immediately close my door, not wanting to see Jack again. But within seconds of doing so he immediately comes bursting through my door. "Jack? What are you doing?! Get out. " I say as I stare up into his dark eyes. A smirk appears on his face as he starts taking a few steps towards me, causing me to take steps back. I look up at him completely baffled by what he was doing but secretly, a small part of me was intrigued. My back soon hit the hard wall behind me, trapping me between him. My body immediately heats up due to the close proximity, having me hold my breath as he stares down at me with a look of intensity. "Honestly... Amber." He starts, having me stare at him in curiosity and confusion. "I don't think you want me to leave." He says, as he grabs onto my chin, exposing my neck as he cranes my head up to look at him. "Jack-" I start before being i
Amber's P.O.V{Next day} I slowly awaken to see that Jack was no longer in bed with me. A small sense of sadness takes over me at the thought of Jack leaving me here alone but I immediately disregard that thought as I didn’t want to spoil my uplifted spirits already. My sore body stretches itself against the mattress as the sound of my phone buzzing catches my attention. From Jovana💓: hey love!! Do you want to ride together to school today? A smile immediately makes it’s way onto my face as I read the text sent to me but then I am quickly overcome by a feeling of guilt. Wait? Jovana won’t be upset that I hooked up with Jack right? She said that they aren’t together and are only friends with benefits so maybe she won’t mind. Maybe I should just tell her what happened when I got home last night. It’s not like I even meant for this to happen, everything just unraveled so quickly. I’m sure she would understand, besides it’s better to just be honest. I jus