Ambers P.O.V
"I know I'm sexy but you can stop staring." Jack said while making his way upstairs. "Don't flatter yourself!" I said under my breath as I followed behind him. "What was that?" He asked furrowing his eyebrows while turning to face me. "Nothing, and don't fucking talk to me dickhead!" I said brushing past him. He grabbed my wrist firmly and roughly pulled me towards him. "Didn't I tell you to respect me? Either respect me or I'll make you." He said angrily. "You sound fucking crazy, you know what you are fucking crazy if u think I'm going to respect you." I said mocking him "Respect is the last thing I'm going to give you. So go fuck yourself Jack."I said breaking free from his grasp and walking up to my room. When I got to my room I plugged my phone up to the speaker and allowed my room to become filled with music. Music was my escape from everything. I loved that it could take you away, allow you to escape reality. And that what I needed right now. A escape from reality. I needed to get lost in my thoughts, lost in the lyrics filling my head. Lost from the fact that I was going to be living with Jack. Lost from the fact that Jack was going to become my Stepbrother. "Can you fucking turn this shit down?" I heard a deep voice say I could feel myself getting angrier by the second. "Can you fucking knock? No. Okay then that's your answer. Now get the fuck out of my room!" I yelled. "Who do you think your talking to?" Jack asked as he came closer to me "You Jack. Who else? It's not like I'm talking to Casper. Although one second thought, I'd rather talk to him than talk to you. So bye." I said as I faked a smile and waved him goodbye. "Listen little girl, you need to watch that mouth of yours." He said grabbing my forearm. "I don't HAVE to do anything." I said yanking myself away from him. "Babygirl." He started but I cut him off. "I'm not your babygirl, go get one of your many hoes and call her that." I said getting irritated. "Damn are you like on your period?" He asked obnoxiously. "No but your on my last fucking nerve so go away." I said gesturing for him to get out. "No but you can be on my dick." He said with a sly smirk as he winked. "Your disgusting." "Not really because you know you want me." He said as he walked further into my room. "Go away Jack." I say placing a hand on his chest. "Gladly. I wouldn't want to be near a slut like you anyway." He said as he started walking out my room. "Okay bye fuckboy I don't want your nasty diseases." I sneered. "Fuck you just say?" He said as he turned around to face me. "Did I stutter? No. I didn't." I scoffed. "Bitch, you don't want to piss me off." He said as he tightly gripped onto me His grip was so tight that I caused me to whimper out in pain. He smirked and then let go of me. "Try me." He stated. "No thanks." "That's what the fuck I thought." He said as he walked out my room leaving my door open. "Duche." I yelled as I slammed the door behind him. That's when I hear my mothers voice. "Amber we just walk in and you're already cursing and slamming doors?" I heard her yell. I opened my door and looked down at her from the railing. "Mom stop acting like you fucking care." "I do care,why would you think I wouldn't?" She asked as she placed her bag on the counter. "No mom, actually you don't you act like you care. All you do is yell at me and tell me what a disgrace it is to have me as a daughter. You never listen to anything I have to say or take any of my feeling into consideration. Your a fuck up of a parent and I see why dad left your pathetic ass." I yelled. Tears rolled down her face but I didn't feel bad, she was just looking for attention. Words cannot describe the hate I have for that woman. "Why the hell are you so mean to your mom?" Jack asked as he gave my mother a hug. "Oh go fuck your self ." I sneered. I hate her. They don't know the real her, I do. And nobody could ever love the real herAmber's P.O.V I flicked my mom off and then walked back into my room. God I can't stand her! Why the fuck is she my mom out of all people? There's over 6 billion people in this world and I just had to get her. "Your a bitch." I heard Jack say. I turned around to see him leaning on my doorframe. "You think I don't already know that?" I said as I placed a piece of gum in my mouth. "You know you made her cry right?" He asked furrowing his eyebrows. I honestly couldn't help but laugh. The bitch cried, wow she's a pathetic piece of shit. "Why are you laughing." He asked. "How can you not laugh? Gosh she's pathetic." I said trying to contain my laughter. "She's pathetic? Look at you. Your the one who's pathetic." He scoffed before walking out. "That's not a very nice thing to say." I mocked.My phone rings and without checking the caller I.D I immediately pick up, whilst waving jack out of my room. "Party tonight hoe." Nina yelled through
Amber's P.O.V "Are you really going to make me go through with this?" I asked in disbelief as we pulled up to sam's house"Relax, you'll thank me later." She said as she turned off her car. I took a deep breath and looked at Nina who was analyzing my expression. "Chill it's not that big of a deal, now get your ass out the car hoe." She said as she hopped out her car with me following closely behind. We walk into the party and a distinct smell of alcohol and weed filled my nostrils. As we looked to find Mia we passed by many people who were making out. I didn't care for any of them, but then I saw jack kissing some slut. Anger possessed my body as I stormed over there and pulled jack off of her. "Aye, the fucks your problem?" He asked clearly pissed off. "You are, now can you please go and find a fucking room because nobody wants to see you two basically mouth fuck each other." I scoffed. The petite brunette looked at me as a smirk crept
Amber's P.O.V "What are you going to do to me?" I asked curiously. He didn't respond, he just continued to walk up the stairs. I followed close behind him since I had no idea where I was going considering I've never been here and his house is a mansion. We came across a empty room and Sam pulled me into it, closing and locking the door behind me. I kinda just stood there awkwardly waiting for him to say something. "Strip." He said sternly while smirking. "And if I don't?" I asked while stepping towards him. "You don't necessarily have a choice, it wasn't a question. It was a demand." He started. Explicit sex scene I obeyed, slowly taking off my clothes trying to tease him in the process. "Fuck." He groaned lowly as he watched my movements. I slowly pulled off my clothing, making sure to sway my hips in the process. Once I was undressed and left in only my undergarments I started to feel extremely self conscious. "
Amber's P.O.V I sat on the bed fully unclothed as an overwhelming feeling of embarrassment and shame washed over me. I wiped away some tears that had fallen as I quickly grabbed my clothes and changed into them before quickly walking out of the room. As I walked through the halls trying desperately to find someone I knew tears started to brim my eyes. I felt so dirty, pathetic, useless and unwanted. I didn't think that if Sam used me that I would feel this way. I thought I would be happy and proud of myself for getting the guy I so desperately wanted. But I don't feel that way at all, I feel so naive. As I pushed past a group of drunken people who were grinding each other, I spotted Nina straddling Jack as they made out. "Nina can we please go?" I sniffled as I tapped her on the shoulder, waiting patiently for her to respond. She turned around with blood shot eyes as her face instantly lit up. "Hey biitchh what happened with you and Sammy?" She slurred as sh
Amber's P.O.V "Jack please just go away I'm not in the mood." I sniffled as tears streamed down my face. He looked around my room and noticed all the glass scattered around my room and the holes that were punched into the wall. "What the fuck you'd do?" He asked referring to my room. "Jack please just go away." I asked as I winced in pain. The other figure that I was not able to see chuckled deeply before stepping forward. Sam? "You really that mad at me babygirl?" He asked whist biting his lip. "Baby you're so sexy." He said while looking my body up and down. "Jack why is he here?" I asked whilst whining. "Why are you so pissed off, you literally just fucked him not even 30 minutes ago." He scoffed. "Can y'all both just fuck off." I said in a hush tone. "The fuck this bitch just say?" Sammy asked Jack. Jack looked at me in disgust before walking closer and punching me in my face with full force. I yelped out in pain causing Sammy to laug
Amber's P.O.V"Wake up!" I heard Nina's voice say. Her voice sounded hoarse and raspy. Almost like she had been screaming for 5 hours straight. But I know it's because she's been sleeping, throwing up and the fact that she was drinking all night. "I'm up." I croaked as I sat up in bed. My voice was raspy and sore from all the screaming and crying I had did last night. "What happened to your face?" She said bluntly. "Nothing." I croaked. I knew that if I told her what actually happened that she would confront Sammy and Jack. And I'm too scared of what they might do to me if I told anyone. "Okay well what about your hand? Or your foot? Or your room." She said naming off the list of things that were wrong? "Nina I really don't want to talk about it so please just leave it alone." I spoke softly. She looked at me, analyzing my expression. She saw me pleading for her to just leave it alone. Her face softened before she spoke. "Fine." She said befo
Ambers P.O.V "Um...Amber?" Mia said as I sat down next to her. "Yeah what's up?" I said as I shoved sour patch kids in my mouth. "Hate to burst you sudden change in attitude, but have you gotten on twitter lately?" She asked me My expression immediately changed. I started shake remembering all the thing that people had said to me. "No." I said as I slowly pulled out my phone and clicked the Twitter app I immediately regretted it once all the hate comments filled in. With every comment that I got, my self-esteem got lower and lower. But there were 2 comments in particular that really hurt. @jackgilinsky: She's a pathetic excuse of a person😂 like what the fuck? @sammywilk why would you even tap that? That's so fucking disgusting.😷 There aren't even enough words in the English language to describe her. Jacks tweet had 267 retweets and 359 likes. Which made it impossible for me to not notice it. If that many people agree with him and feel
Amber's P.O.V The rest of the class period was a blur. I didn't take any notes or listen to any of the teachers words. I could hear some whispering about me that I tried desperately to ignore but I couldn't. I couldn't get over the fact the everyone hated me, or the fact that I know that everyone's talking shit about me. Even the teachers. But my mind kept going back to one thing, Jack. What did he mean when he said he was going to give me another bruise? Was he going to hurt me again? Maybe he could fuck me like he fucked Jova- stop! He's my fucking step-brother. What is my fucking problem? Why am I thinking these things? All he does is hurt me physically and mentally! He's a dick and there no way in hell I have feelings for him. The bell rang indicating that our first period was over. I quickly gathered my things and ran out of class trying to make it to my second class with little interaction as possible. I was almost successfully there unti