Ambers P.O.V
"I know I'm sexy but you can stop staring." Jack said, breaking our eye contact as he makes his way upstairs. "Don't flatter yourself!" I say underneath my breath as I follow behind him. "What was that?" He asked, furrowing his eyebrows as he turns to face me. "Nothing, and don't fucking talk to me. Asshole!" I say, brushing past him. He grabs onto my arm firmly before roughly pulling me towards him, causing me to nearly lose my footing. "Didn't I tell you to respect me? You better learn that shit quickly, otherwise I'll have to make you." He says with anger clear in his tone. "You sound fucking crazy. Actually, you know what? You are fucking crazy if you really think that I'm going to respect you. You, Jack Gilins. " I said, forcing myself to laugh at how ridiculous he was sounding. "Respect is the last thing I'm going to give you. So go fuck yourself Jack."I said, breaking free from his grasp and walking up to my room. When I get to my room I immediately plug my phone up to the speaker before allowing my room to become filled with music. Music was my escape from everything. I loved that it could take you away, allow you to escape reality. And that’s exactly what I needed right now. An escape from reality. I needed to get lost in my thoughts, lost in the lyrics filling my head. Lost from the fact that I was going to be living with Jack. Lost from the fact that Jack was going to become my Stepbrother. "Can you fucking turn this shit down?" I heard a deep voice say I could feel myself growing angrier by the second. "Can you fucking knock? No. Okay, then that's your answer. Now get the fuck out of my room!" I yelled. "Who do you think you’re talking to?" Jack asks as he brings himself closer to me "You, Jack. Who else? It's not like I'm talking to a ghost! Although, one second thought, I'd rather talk to that than speak to you.” I say as I fake a smile and wave him goodbye. "Listen bitch, you need to watch that little mouth of yours." He says as he takes another intruding step into my room. "I don't HAVE to do anything." I say, standing my ground. "Babygirl." He starts before having me cut him off. "I'm not your babygirl, go get one of your many hoes and call them that." I say, growing irritated. "Damn, are you like on your period or something ?" He asks obnoxiously. Wow, such a man thing to say. "No, but you’re on my last fucking nerve so go away." I say, gesturing for him to get out. "No, but you can come climb on my dick if you want." He says with a sly smirk against his lips. "You're disgusting." "Am I? Come on Amber, you know you want me. Just admit it already" He says as he walks further into my room. "Go away Jack." I say placing a hand on his chest. "Gladly. I wouldn't want to be near a slut like you anyway." He says, emphasizing his words as he begins walking out my room. "Okay, bye asshole! I don't want your nasty diseases." I sneer. "What the fuck did you just say?" He questions, furrowing his eyebrows as he turns around to face me. "Did I stutter?" I scoff. "Amber, you really don't want to piss me off." He threatens as he tightly grips onto me. His grip was so tight that I couldn’t help but to whimper out in pain. He looks down at me, smirking in satisfaction before letting go. "Try me." He states, causing me to grow silent. "That's what the fuck I thought." He laughs as he walks out my room, leaving my door open. "Fuck you!" I yell as I slam the door behind him. That's when I hear my mothers voice. "Amber, we just walked in and you're already cursing and slamming doors?" I hear her yell. I open my door and look down at her from the railing. "Mom, stop acting like you care." "I do care, why would you think I wouldn't?" She asks as she places her bag on the counter. Why would I think that?? Is she serious???! After everything, she’s really asking me this? "No mom, actually you don't. You act like you care, that’s the difference. All you ever do is yell at me and tell me what a disgrace it is to have me as a daughter. You never listen to anything I have to say or take any of my feeling into consideration, ever! Your a fuck up of a parent and I see why dad left you." I yell. My mother looks taken aback by my words as a small tear rolls down her face. But truthfully, I didn't feel bad. She was only looking for attention from her now husband. Words cannot describe the hate I have for that woman. "Why are you so mean to your mom?" Jack asks as he goes to give my mother a hug. "Oh go fuck yourself." I sneer. I hate her. They don't know the real her, I do and nobody could ever love the real her.Amber's P.O.V Walking away, I immediately turn to flick her off before making my way back into my room. God, I can't stand her!Why did she have to be my mom out of all people?There are over 6 billion people in this world and I just had to get her. "You’re such a bitch." I hear Jack say from behind me. I turn around at the sound of his voice to see him leaning against my door frame. "You think I don't already know that?" I question as I place a piece of gum into my mouth. "You know you made her cry, right?" He asks, furrowing his eyebrows. I honestly couldn't help but laugh.The bitch cried, wow she's so pathetic. "Why are you laughing?" He questions somewhat harshly. "How can you not laugh? Gosh, she's pathetic." I say trying to contain my laughter. "She's pathetic? Look at you. You're the one who's pathetic." He says, scoffing at me as he shakes his head before w
Amber's P.O.V "Are you really going to make me go through with this?" I huff in disbelief as we pull up to sam's house where groups of people can be seen making their way into the residency. "Relax, you'll thank me later." She says confidently as she turns off her car before applying another layer of lip gloss. I take a deep breath as I try to calm myself before looking at Nina who was now analyzing my expression. "Chill it's not that big of a deal, now get your ass out the car babe. We’re going to have a great time tonight!” She says as she hops out of her car, having me follow closely behind. We eventually make our way into the party and a distinct smell of smoke immediately fills my nostrils. As we look to find Mia through the crowd of people, we pass by many couples who were making out. I didn't care for any of them, but as we continue walking my eyes seem to land on Jack. Unexpected Anger immediately possesses my body as I
Amber's P.O.V "Teach me a lesson? What do you mean?" I ask, looking up at him with curiosity. He doesn’t respond and instead continues to guide me up the stairs, causing my anxiety to spike along with my excitement. I follow close behind him, seeing as I had no idea where I was going in this huge and foreign house. We soon come across an empty room having Sam quickly pull me into it before closing and locking the door behind us. I stand there awkwardly, desperately waiting for him to do or say something. "Take your clothes off." He says while looking down at me with a serious expression. Wow, that’s it? He’s not going to kiss me? Or call me beautiful ? Do I need to do something more to impress him? "And if I don't?" I ask while stepping towards him, trying my hardest to be sexy and seductive. I have no idea what I’m doing, I’ve only ever seen this type of stuff in the movies. I hope I’m
Amber's P.O.V I sit on the bed fully unclothed as an overwhelming feeling of embarrassment and shame wash over me. I wipe away some tears that had fallen as I quickly grab my clothes and change into them before stammering out of the room. As I make my way through the halls, I desperately try to find someone that I know as more tears start to fill my eyes. I feel so dirty, so pathetic, so used and unwanted. I didn't think that if Sam were to use me that I would feel this way. I thought I would be happy and proud of myself for getting the guy I so desperately wanted. But I don't feel that way at all, I feel so naive. I can’t believe I allowed this to happen. As I push past a group of drunken people who were grinding against each other, I eventually spot Nina straddling Jack as they interlock lips with each other. Despite not wanting to see or interact with Jack in this moment I desperately need to speak to Nina so that we can leave. I couldn’t stand to be here even
Amber's P.O.V "Jack please just go away I'm not in the mood." I sniffle as I try to hide the tears that were streaming down my face. Jack looks around my room, noticing all the glass and clothes scattered around the floor along with the fresh holes that were punched into the wall. "What the fuck did you do?" He asked referring to my room. "Jack, please just go away." I ask as I wince in pain from my now bloody and bruised hand. The other figure that I was not able to see chuckles deeply before stepping forward. Sam? Why is he here? It’s bad enough that I have to deal with Jack's bullshit but I really don’t want to have to put up with him too. "You really that mad at me baby ?" He asks in an incredibly condescending tone. "Come on, don’t be mad. You still look so sexy, just forget about what happened, I can make it up to you." He says while looking my body up and down with a sense of desire. "Jack, why is he here?
Amber's P.O.V "Wake up!" I hear Nina say, slightly awakening me from my slumber. Her voice sounds hoarse and somewhat raspy, almost as if she had been screaming for five hours straight. The sound takes me slightly off guard as it’s completely different from her typical voice; but I know it's because she's been drinking heavily and throwing up all night so it should return to normal in no time. "I'm up." I slightly croak as I sit myself up in the bed. My voice was also strained due to all of the screaming and crying that I had done last night. "What happened to your face?" Nina questions somewhat bluntly. "Nothing." I dismiss, not really wanting to talk about last night's events. I knew that if I told her what actually happened she would confront Sammy and Jack. And truthfully, I'm too scared of what they might do to me if I tell anyone and risk pissing them off. "Okay well, what about your hand? Or your foot? Or y
Ambers P.O.V "Amber, finally. You’ve been in there for so long.” Mia exclaims as I take my seat down next to her. "Sorry. My bad.” I say with a shrug as I shove a few Sour Patch Kids in my mouth. "Yeah, well I just checked my Twitter page and- uh…have you been on there recently?" She asks, lifting her eyebrow at me as she appears to be slightly puzzled. My expression immediately changes, having me grow extremely concerned as I begin to remember everything people were saying about me on that app last night. "No." I say as I slowly pull out my phone before opening the Twitter app. Instant regret immediately rose in my chest as my Notifications center was filled with five hundred plus comments filled with hate. With every comment that I read, my self-esteem seemed to drop lower and lower. As I continue to scroll through all of the nasty words directed towards me, I find myself stopping as two comments in particula
Amber's P.O.VThe rest of the class period was a blur. I didn't take any notes or listen to anything that the teacher was saying as I instead chose to drown everything out with music. As I make my way down the halls in search for Nina I could hear many of the students whispering about me, which I tried desperately to ignore but I couldn't. I couldn't get over the fact the everyone hated me or the fact that I know that everyone's talking shit about me, even the teachers. But even with all of this, my mind kept going back to one thing...Jack. What did he mean when he said "might just have to give you another one" ? Was he going to hurt me again? I don't know what it is about Jack, he's so rude towards me but he also intrigues me at the same time. I don't understand what it is, or why I seem to get jealous around him but I don't like it. I don't like that I have this weird type of physical reaction towards him. All he does is hurt me either emotionally or physically ! He's