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Chapter 165: The Alpha's true fear

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ROSE

‘No kisses?’ The Alpha stalked after me.

My feet stamped on. I need to get as far away from him as possible. Out of sight, out of mind.

‘At least a thank you?’ He continued coaxing.

‘GO AWAY,’ I snapped. Move on, Rose. Get to the first village you see—.

And he was beside me.

—-then… then settle down first—.

‘OK.’ He followed closely, not missing a step.

—settle down for a few days… see what I can do for a living…..

‘I admit. I’ve been avoiding you. But it was because I was thinking.’

A scoff slipped through. ‘THINKING?’ I glared at him. ‘Lemme guess. You were thinking about me.’ I hope I sound as sarcastic as I could get. ‘Thinking about us. Our future.’ My voice was dripping with sour disappointment, but I wasn’t giving a fuck.

I’m tired and angry, and feeling exceptionally useless.

And those blue eyes fell into frustration. ‘Rose….’ The deep voice seemed to caution me to tread carefully from now on.

But I’m done with being careful of others’ feelings. It’s
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