I turned and vomited in the sink beside my bed. The taste stuck to my mouth and the smell hung in my nose causing me to dry reach again, but nothing came out.
It probably didn’t help that I hadn’t eaten all day. Gareth and I had been locked up in my room for several hours, and as I glanced outside, the sun was already beginning to set on the day.
Guilt riddled me. I had not thought about anyone but myself all day. Blake sat chained to a wall for hours on end, and Deakin… I had no idea where he was, but the pain in realising I had forgotten about him, had me dry reaching again.
“It’s alright,” Gareth whispered soothingly. He pressed a cool cloth against my forehead and gently steered me back to my bed. A glass of water was in my hand before I could even ask for one.
“I know this can’t be easy for you.”
I bit back my retort. What did he know about easy? My life had been dramatically turned upside
Darkness swirled around me, holding me prisoner. I screamed but no one could hear me, no one would come. A chilling laugh boomed around me, filling all my senses. Fear jabbed at my skin, like tiny prickling needles that stabbed at my entire body. I was alone.A shadow stood above me, their face twisted in a look of pure rage and fury. Fear almost stopped my heart - Kainen.His mouth moved, but all I heard was the whisper of wind through trees, the soft hum of the leaves as they rustled gently.His whole face was covered in black, spider-like veins that spread across his skin. I wanted to look away, to run, but I couldn’t seem to move.He lurched forward, his teeth bared, and hands outstretched to wring my neck. I accepted it gratefully, but as his cold fingers wrapped around my slender throat, I jerked awake and sat up.My eyes opened and scanned the room. It was just a dream, or more like a nightmare.I had pulled so far back on my be
The dull ache was back; it pulled at my chest and burned a little, like when you tried to hold your breath for a full minute. I knew what that felt like. I tugged at my shirt, tucking it into the brown pants I wore. Even though he was downright evil, Tynan had supplied me with a wardrobe full of clothes. Endless dresses, amazing shirts, and gorgeous skirts and pants filled the cupboards in my room. Even so, I wore the plain, boring pants paired with a simple, white, short-sleeved shirt. I had hoped it would annoy him. He obviously wanted me to dress opulently, especially if he provided me the type of wardrobe he had. The ache throbbed again. Tynan was calling me. I stopped halfway down the hall I was walking along, and looked back at Raena and Pollis. Since my bath episode, they both watched me like hawks, but had pulled away from me somewhat. Sensing their confusion at what I was doing, I turned on my heel and walked back towards them. I had no clue
“NO!” Gareth yelled, his voice louder than I expected. My body felt like it had been electrocuted, as my heart jumped out of my chest.“Gareth, please, it’s our only option,” I pleaded. I needed him to understand, but knowing what I knew, this was going to be hard for him to accept.Tell him I am willing and ready to give my life Darius whispered in my mind. Just as we all were to save you before.I closed my eyes, pained. They were willing to give their lives to save me? How much was I giving up, to save them? It hardly seemed like a fair exchange.After everything I had done, after all the times I had tried to give up and run away, they had been willing to die. I needed to do more, no, I needed to be more.“There must be another way,” Gareth interrupted my thoughts with his panicked words.“There isn’t,” I bit back, a little too angrily. “Darius kn
Alana’s grey eyes narrowed when I walked into her cell. She was hunched in the farthest corner of the room, her face smeared with what I hoped was only blood and dirt. My stomach cringed inwardly at her appearance. Her hair which had been shoulder length the entire time I had known her was much longer now, almost to her waist. It was mussed up, darkened by the dirt and what looked like blood, that was encrusted on the hair near her scalp. Red circles rimmed her brooding eyes like she had been crying recently and, large, dark purple bags hung heavy beneath them. I wondered at the depth of her sanity at this moment, because she certainly didn’t look very with it. Her body was so thin, almost as thin as me. It was disturbing. I wanted to remember her as the woman who commanded my attention the first time we met, but all I saw was the shell of what she once was. What had Tynan done to her? Maybe I could come back later. I swallowed my fear, realising that there m
“I want to go outside,” I said quietly to my two guards as we walked swiftly away from the dungeons. I had no idea how they would take this, but I wouldn’t take no for an answer.They exchanged a strange look but gave no response. Raena headed down a corridor I couldn’t remember seeing before. This made me worry. Were they going to take me to an isolated part of the castle and trap me? I tried to get a sense of their emotions, but I kept coming up against what felt like a stone wall.Worry bubbled in my stomach. We stopped in front of a small wooden door. I glanced at the both of them, panic taking hold. I attempted to calm myself down but nothing worked.Pollis grabbed my arm lightly, making me flinch away from him, his touch warm. “Don’t do anything stupid or it’s our heads.”Based on the large smirk Pollis gave me, I could only imagine the confused look I was giving him right now. They weren’t going
Panic took my breath away from me. It held it strong, leaving my head to spin and my lungs to ache. I sucked in a quick, flustered breath between my teeth.A sharp crack of breaking bone sent my heart into a spasm. I stared at the man who lay on the ground, blood trickling down the side of his face. His dark hair was clumped with dirt. Relief flooded through me when he moaned.“Enough!” I barked, my hand gripping the guard who was ready to give another beating. “If he is too damaged, I won’t be able to take his Spyrit.”The elderly man flinched away from my touch, his fist clenching and unclenching. Blood coated his knuckles and I fought against the disgust in my stomach. He didn’t need to know that I never intended to take it at all, but it was all about making it seem real.He grabbed onto the chains that bound Blake’s hands together and pulled, dragging Blake’s body along the corridor.Raena and Po
“It’s just through there,” Pollis whispered. We crouched behind a large crate on the other side of the castle. A large barn stood before us, wider than any horse stable I had ever seen. After I had described the image Amber had shown me, Pollis had known exactly where to go. Our breathing was ragged and a sharp pain stabbed my side. I gasped at the air as quietly as I could. Not an easy task. “Ladies first,” Pollis smiled, gesturing for me to lead the way. I crept around the side slowly. Two guards paced before the large wooden door, swords hanging from their hips. Two I mouthed at Pollis. He nodded, but his scepticism pulled at my chest. I touched his mind to hear his silent thoughts. And probably several more inside, oh I hope she can fight. I frowned at him. I could do more than fight. Taking a deep breath, I pushed forward, stepping out from the crate, Pollis only a few steps behind me. “I brought you, as Tynan ordered,” Pollis said loudly. His staged whisper was ridiculou
Exhaustion weighed down every muscle in my body. Even though this was true, I felt empty and hopeless. The memory of Deakin’s words and his tumultuous emotions resulted in fresh, silent tears flowing down my cheeks. Amber nickered softly underneath me, echoing my sadness. I wrapped my arms around her sweaty neck and cried into her. Her desolate thoughts were so strong and potent, my heart was aching, and my mind was begging for it to end. The longer we travelled, the more I retreated further into myself, as our ragtag group of escapees swiftly moved along the worn path back to Callad. Alana, who had suffered the least physical injuries, set up the camps every time we stopped, which was not very often. When we did stop it was never for long. The fear of pursuit was too strong. Without even needing to acknowledge it, we all knew that Tynan would come after us. I was too valuable, and the other two Master Magicians far too powerful for him to not seek retributio
My heart felt like it was going to beat right out of my chest and the darkness inside of me swirled, fighting to be released again. Why was everything always so difficult?Tynan had dragged me from the tent only for me to be met with glares of pure, utter hatred. Only fourteen of the hundred or so Dorcha Fae had survived my blast of power, most of them women. Each of them had the tell-tale veins snaking up their neck, but the only one with pure dark eyes left was Cillian. One I recognised, was the Fae who had been taking care of Elanora, Aoife.Just the thought of Elanora sent crippling waves of pain through me. I had let her down and failed her. She had suffered so much, lost so much and it was all because of my ineptitude.Aoife met my gaze, the only one of the Fae to not send death glares my way. Her eyes were red-rimmed and the shuddering sadness that enveloped me when she glanced my way, only added to the immense sorrow I already felt.Tynan pulled me along with him, his steps de
Rage and pain. They were powerful emotions that dwarfed anything and everything. And in that moment, they were at the forefront of my mind.The darkness I had kept at bay for so long, thrummed through my body, merging with my Spyrit and boosting my powers. Deakin wasn’t wrong when he said the darkness held so much power. But now I was going to use it against them.Before I could move, I was thrown backwards, launched through the air and landed metres away from the altar. Nyssa glared at me, her hands outstretched still after using her magic to send my flying, and a smug smirk lifted her lips. She had just signed her death warrant.Hurling myself forward, the manacles around my hands burned as magic poured into them, melting them, and freeing me. The Fae were running everywhere, some moving to intercept me, others running in the opposite direction.With a thrash of my arm, I threw power towards a group to my left, knocking them to their feet. It cleared my path as I ran full speed towar
When I woke, my head thumped out a steady beat and it felt like I hadn’t had a drink of water in so long. My mouth was dry and chalky. Pain radiated through every fibre of my being. My throat continued to burn as if I had tried to swallow a burning flame, the flesh sensitive every time I tried to swallow. The glow that had illuminated my skin, was snuffed out and darkness pressed heavily around me. The only sound that echoed in the small, metal cage was the sound of my own choked breathing. I wasn’t even sure if Cristian was still in here with me until I heard his soft whisper. “Finally, you are awake!” With a groan, I lifted my body up, leaning heavily against the warm metal. Now that I was accustomed to the darkness, I could make out the tiniest sliver of light coming in, the colour a deep red. “How long have I been out?” “Not long, maybe ten minutes,” he responded softly. I groaned, running my hand through my hair. Thank the Magicians I was only out for a short time. I knew as
When Cillian escorted me out of the tent, I could hardly contain the spike of adrenaline that surged through my body. Dozens, if not hundreds of men and women lingered around a grouping of tents pitched on an outcropping of stone. Just beyond that, was a small lake, the water lapping against the shore with each shift of the slight breeze. Each one of them, I assumed, were Dorcha Fae. It was easy to see why. Most, if not all, had the visible, dark black veins crawling along under their skin. Some were like Cillian where the veins had travelled so extensively that their eyes were completely swallowed by the black. Others were in between and some only had minimal black veins tracing along their hands, but not anywhere near their faces. I was oddly curious, but also terrified. What in the Magicians name had they been doing to cause such a disfiguration to their body? Whatever it was, I was more than sure that it would be nothing I would agree with. Cillian continued to drag me throug
When I woke, everything was shrouded in white. My body ached as I forced my eyes open, blinking rapidly, trying to take in my surroundings. Sitting up slowly, I took in the makeshift cot I was lying in and the soft blue dress that clung to my body. The thought that someone had changed my clothes while I was unconscious sent the darkness within me writhing in pleasure and my breath coming in gasps. I tried to move, but was jerked back by a large, metal chain attached to my wrist that I hadn’t even noticed before. It ripped at my shoulder, sending pain spasming through it and along my arm. A low hiss escaped my lips. Kida? A soft voice whispered in my mind. My head whipped around, cracking my neck as I was met with the deep, green terrified eyes of Elanora. “Oh, my Magicians, Elanora!” A sad smile lifted her lips as my eyes hungrily took in her appearance. All things considered, she looked healthy enough and unharmed. Dark circled clung underneath her red rimmed eyed as if she had
If there was ever a moment that I thought I might burst from my own emotions, it was now. Deakin’s kiss was ravenous against my lips, his tongue forcing its way into my mouth and battling for dominance before he sucked my lower lip into his mouth. A breathy moan escaped from my chest, causing my cheeks to flare with embarrassment at the pure sound of lust it held. It seemed to be the thing that snapped Deakin out of his haze as his movements stopped and he pulled back to stare at me. His iridescent gaze met mine, a look of confusion flickered through his eyes before they seemed to shutter and the darkness swept through them, taking him away from me. Deakin lurched backwards off me. A ripple of pure agony swept through my body in response. “What the fuck Kida?” Disgust clouded his features, sending another shard of pain slicing through my chest. He really knew how to affect me instantly. “You jumped me,” I said breathlessly, righting myself and brushing the dirt from my clothes a
We travelled for what felt like days without stopping, but I knew was merely only hours, until my eyes felt like they were about to fall out of my head. The sun had set long ago, and the almost full moon hanging in the dark, inky sky was a haunting reminder that time was running out. We didn’t have long to reach the desert before they sacrificed Elanora. It was the ever-present thought that hung in the back of my mind, continuously being dragged to the front. Time was slipping through my fingers. Deakin spoke very little as the time stretched out, seeming content with his own silence. I could slowly feel his magic starting to thrum back to life, its potency tingling along my spine, knowing that if he wanted to, he could simply incapacitate me. The rational part of my mind questioned as to whether it would work anymore, or if I was now stronger than his particular brand of magic. When I finally brought Midnight to a stop late into the night, my body aching with fatigue and my stomac
Leaving the mysterious Orion in charge of the two horses, I ran as quickly as I could back along the path and past the stables, only slowing down once the school came into view. It would look rather suspicious if I was spotted running around the school and in the direction of the dungeon no less. As I reached the final door of the dungeons, the two burly guards looked up, their gazes narrowing in at me. “I’m here to question the prisoner again,” I commanded, trying to force as much authority into my voice in the hopes that it would drown out the ever-growing levels of anxiety that were building within my chest. One wrong move, and all of this would be for nothing. The guards spared each other a look, before opening the door. I could feel their eyes burning into my back as I moved past them, a nervous energy sparking in the air that tingled along my skin and sent the hairs on my arm standing on end. It wasn’t until I had moved past the line of magicians along the corridor, that I
Halfway to the dungeon, I realised that I was still dressed in the infirmary gown. I was too distracted, too absorbed in the feeling that still lingered on my skin from Blake’s touch, to think about much else. But that needed to change.I took a quick turn and headed to my room, closing the door behind me as quickly as I could. Even though I now had the strength and control to be able to shut off my connection to magic, I was far too exhausted and overwhelmed right now. Every emotion from the passing students, guards and teachers had washed across my skin, making it even harder to think clearly.But now wasn’t the time to get lost within their emotions. I had too much to do.Moving swiftly around my room, I threw on a pair of riding pants and a shirt, sliding a jacket over my shoulders. My leather satchel hung from on the edge of one of the chairs and I snatched it up, shoving spare clothes and things I would need into it as quickly as I could.A tingling feeling washed over me, and my