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2021-12-03 13:07:04For the next few days, I clutched at anything I could to continue breathing. The dream that I wished would be a reality, the one tiny sliver of a thought that I could fix this, was so small and out of reach. And none of it was true.
The world pivoted and twisted in my grasp as memories wound their way through my dreams, changing them into nightmares.
Each morning I woke screaming out her name, tears blurring my eyes and my throat raw and in agony. Every inch of it burned with a fire so excruciatingly painful, I thought it would kill me.
And each time I opened my eyes from the continuous nightmares, the new reality of my world would sink in. Tynan had taken Elanora from me. And Alastair had been the one to help him do it.
Alana’s smooth voice would pop into my head to update me at least once a day on the search for her and on any important information relating to her disappearance. It kept me informed but allowed me my time to wallow in my own inferior
Hi all, I am so sorry for the delay. Life has been hectic but I am trying to find some time to write as often as I can and then edit it so its good enough to post. I hope you like this chapter and I will try my best to update more regularly to finish up this part of the story. Love, A x
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