I plopped down on a bench outside the high school cafeteria taking in my surroundings for one of the last times. To me, Las Cruces was dry and dusty, it sat right on the edge of the Chihuahuan dessert, it’s only saving grace are the mountains. It’s one of the reasons my Father chose this place, he only boasted about his genius plan to anyone who would listen- we were safe, no one would expect to find a pack of almost 300 nestled here, hidden in plain sight. Which was also a lie, he used magic to enforce a barrier, and he said it was to keep us safe from the other supernaturals’ and other packs, another lie. Only my brother Ace and I were privileged to his bed of deception as we were his children, or “heirs” as he liked to call us. My father was cruel and merciless, which is how he got into his position, slaughtering those who stood against him. He was the werewolf “King” and he represented the wolves in the supernatural council. My brother Ace, was next in line, he might only be 20 years old, but he’s been training all his life to take over after my father. Film coated my mouth and bile rose in my throat at the thought of my brother turning out to be as cold as my father…
“Aurora, what are you doing out here?” I glanced up suddenly torn from my bitter thoughts, and breathed a sigh of relief seeing my best friend Cami headed in my direction. “It’s too hot to be out here when I look this good.”
I chuckled, taking in her appearance, her hair was so blonde it was almost a blinding white- but her skin was a golden bronze. She was tall and muscular just adding to her already striking appearance. “Just taking in the scenery since in a few hours my entire life will change.” I fiddled with the hem on my plain white t-shirt. Tonight at midnight, I would turn 18. The humans have it wrong, wolf shifters are basically human until the first full moon after their 18 birthday, the old legends passed down to us from our ancestors talked about a time when we were born in our wolf form, but wolves are violent creatures by nature, too many fights broke out between undisciplined and untrained young wolves, it caused wars between the supernatural factions. The wars dwindled each faction’s numbers by almost half. High Priestess’ from each coven came together, and placed what our people would deem a curse on us. We would not come into our wolves until the first full moon after our 18th birthday.
“You’re the alphas daughter, not just any alpha, the reigning alpha of the packs daughter- you have nothing to worry about! In fact, let’s talk details about tonight. I’m thinking I come over around 5 so we can start getting you ready, hair- makeup, nine yards.” She clapped her hands together in a desperate attempt to make me as excited as she was, I groaned. “Come on bestie, you can’t let your asshole dad dictate everything you do.” The best part about Cami was that she understood what an asshole my dad was, even without me being able to say it.
I grinned, a little bit of my nerves fading away when I saw the pure excitement dancing in her eyes. Cami turned 18 a few months ago, and was loving her wolf self, constantly reminding me it was her “best self.” Although Camis’ rank was somewhere in the middle of the pack, her beauty was seen as an accomplishment to my father- a way to get male wolves to fall in line, so he allowed her to be my best friend as she could prove useful in future endeavors. Once again, I felt the bile rise in my throat- my father’s way of life disgusted me. I shuddered outwardly without meaning too and Cami immediately noticed. Worry flashed over her features.
“Once your eighteen, do you think things will get better for you?” she whispered, she only knew part of my father’s cruelty. I couldn’t bring myself to meet her eyes, she would see the lie. I knew if anything, it was about to get a hell of a lot worse. I was sparing her from the rest, mostly by choice, but partly because I was forbidden to talk about what happened at home as it was the “Alphas” will, I physically couldn’t make myself talk about it, even if I wanted too. Even though we aren’t fully one with our wolf yet, the older we get, we come into enhanced speed, healing, night vision. It’s 100% better than humans but still exceptionally weak by a wolf or any other supernatural standards. I healed fast, but not fast enough, she would see the bruises sometimes, the scars, she would ask and I would tell her I slipped or fell. It worked when we were kids, not so much now. She accepted my answers and didn’t pry, just helped me carry my books if my arm was healing from a bad break, the worst part was when she looked at me with pity, I felt weak, and alpha heirs are not allowed to be weak.
Wanting to lighten the mood I plastered on a smile and turned to face her, deciding to ignore her hushed question. “Five would work perfectly Cam, although are you sure you need a full three hours? The party starts at 8.”
“I need time to make sure both you and I look perfect.” She patted my leg and stood up. “I’m going to do some last minute shopping and I’ll see you in a few hours.”
“What about the rest of classes?” the only response I received was an exaggerated eye roll and a backwards wave as she strolled off. High school was really a formality, hardly anyone went to college, unless they were to be the packs lawyers or doctors, other than those select few my father would place you in a position and job once you turned 18 depending on where you ranked. We had a caste system when it came to our pack, Omegas, betas, and alphas. The tricky part about being a werewolf is you never know where you will fall on the scale. Both of your parents could be an alpha- and your wolf is an omega, or vice versa, both your parents are omega and your wolf is an alpha. No one knows why, but the rumor is the wolf goddess blesses everyone based on their soul. Those with pure souls become alphas, and those with darkness become omegas- as a checks and balances system. It was all rumors and speculation as no one has seen or heard from the moon goddess since the faction wars, we disappointed her, we failed and she left us. The legends are hogwash in my opinion, my father was an alpha, and he was as dark as they come…
The bell rung signaling the end of lunch and I took that as a sign to stop day dreaming about things I couldn’t change and finish out the rest of my day.
As the last bell of the day rung I walked quickly to my car, it was already 2:15pm. My father had sent me a text message telling me that even though tonight was the party, I was still expected to train from 3-5pm. I shuddered, I hated training, hopefully he will go easy on me today because of the fact that I’ll have to look perfect tonight, it would be an embarrassment to him otherwise. My car wasn’t fancy, it was an old Toyota corolla that had apparently belonged to the mother I never got to meet, it was the only place in the world where I felt safe- where I felt like I had a choice, I could leave right now and be across the packs border before anyone even knew I was missing. I let out an exhausted sigh, I knew I would never leave my brother, or Cami. Ace and I were only half siblings, me being the result of an ill-timed affair with my father. Ace’ mother was kind to Ace, and tolerated me, and I didn’t blame her. She tried to raise me like her own but that o
I pulled up to our house a few minutes later, house, if you could even call it that. It had 12 rooms and 7 bathrooms, its own gym, its own theatre. Most nights after my father was asleep, I’d sneak out to my car to sleep, it’s the only thing that’s mine and that feels safe. I turned off the ignition and decided to wait outside for Cami. If I was being honest waiting was for my own benefit, I couldn’t be sure if my Father was home yet, and with Cami in tow I wouldn’t have to answer my Fathers’ questions about training, or be under his watchful gaze. He liked to put on act towards everyone that he was the most humble alpha, had no idea how he had gotten here. His nice guy persona which everyone bought, I was still unsure how he ended up in the middle of every battle, slaughtered entire packs, and was still considered a “good guy.” He quoted W.H Auden to me and my brother many times, “Private faces in public places are wiser a
“Will you stop fidgeting please? You’re going to ruin all my hard work.” Cami slapped my hands away from my hair, “You look perfect.” She was completely unaware that her driving is what caused me to almost upchuck my food all over her car.I nodded in response.“Come on princess!!” She laughed as she threw her door open. She looked perfect as well, her gown was a light purple with a see through lace top that unluckily for all the male wolves covered her girly bits, and flowed down into a train behind her. She was radiant with her blonde hair trailing behind her as well.I had to choke back a gasp when I took in the scenery around me. My father held my birthday celebration in the pasture where we all gather to change and run as a pack on the full moon. The decorations were simple, adding in wooded benches with simple white table clothes. Lights were strung from tree top to tree top, sparkling in the darkness, real candles
The world turned, I was vaguely aware that Bennett was shouting and my brother was trying to get him to stop causing a scene before anyone noticed us. It was hot outside, much too hot, I was struggling to breathe. My brain must have been short circuiting because I couldn’t figure out a way to get the air in my lungs, I was just doubled over gasping for air like a fish out of water.“Bennett, we need to get her out of here before my father sees her this way.”“I don’t understand why he would do this… Ace, I’m going to need some answers, considering I’ve told you more than anyone.” He pointed his finger straight into Ace’s chest, which confused me, my brother was next in line. Bennett should be cowering in fear, my father has had wolves decapitated for less.Ace didn’t respond to that remark, he shoved his keys into Bennett’s hands, “Look, take her to my apartment, I’ll tell dad s
My jaw dropped, did I hear him correctly? “I’m your what?” I moved backwards trying to create some distance between us so I could think clearly, being this close to him was still fogging up my brain.Bennett stalked towards me, “You are mine Aurora. I always knew I was attracted to you, but my wolf knew it the second I shifted.”“But… but why didn’t you tell me?” I stuttered, he stopped walking towards me and ran his hands through his unruly hair.“You were 16, you were a kid. We haven’t had a pair of fated mates in this pack since before your father was Alpha, I’ve been researching for two years about what this would mean for you, for us.”“Well…what did you find?”“Not much, just that fated mates are two souls blessed by the moon goddess with her magic link she pulls from nature, those texts are safely guarded by the witches of the world. None
The two seconds it took for Bennett to complete his shift stretched on for what felt like an eternity, I could hear his bones cracking and could see them distorting over his skin at awkward angles. Midnight black fur erupting over his tan skin as if it were burning it away. He was beautiful. I was ashamed to admit that I was a little awe struck being this close to his wolf, to any wolf really. Those who hadn’t yet completed their first shift were kept away from the wolves as we couldn’t communicate yet through the pack link, and wolves were very volatile once provoked, but I couldn’t stop myself, I reached for him. His fur was jet black but in the dim lights of the apartment, it almost looked like a blue hue surrounded the darkness of his coat. He was soft and a giggle erupted from my throat before I could stop it.Bennett let out a huff that quickly turned into a low growl as he wrapped his body around me, he was so large that he stood wrapped around me- no
The two seconds it took for Bennett to complete his shift stretched on for what felt like an eternity, I could hear his bones cracking and could see them distorting over his skin at awkward angles. Midnight black fur erupting over his tan skin as if it were burning it away. He was beautiful. I was ashamed to admit that I was a little awe struck being this close to his wolf, to any wolf really. Those who hadn’t yet completed their first shift were kept away from the wolves as we couldn’t communicate yet through the pack link, and wolves were very volatile once provoked, but I couldn’t stop myself, I reached for him. His fur was jet black but in the dim lights of the apartment, it almost looked like a blue hue surrounded the darkness of his coat. He was soft and a giggle erupted from my throat before I could stop it.Bennett let out a huff that quickly turned into a low growl as he wrapped his body around me, he was so large that he stood wrapped around me- no
My jaw dropped, did I hear him correctly? “I’m your what?” I moved backwards trying to create some distance between us so I could think clearly, being this close to him was still fogging up my brain.Bennett stalked towards me, “You are mine Aurora. I always knew I was attracted to you, but my wolf knew it the second I shifted.”“But… but why didn’t you tell me?” I stuttered, he stopped walking towards me and ran his hands through his unruly hair.“You were 16, you were a kid. We haven’t had a pair of fated mates in this pack since before your father was Alpha, I’ve been researching for two years about what this would mean for you, for us.”“Well…what did you find?”“Not much, just that fated mates are two souls blessed by the moon goddess with her magic link she pulls from nature, those texts are safely guarded by the witches of the world. None
The world turned, I was vaguely aware that Bennett was shouting and my brother was trying to get him to stop causing a scene before anyone noticed us. It was hot outside, much too hot, I was struggling to breathe. My brain must have been short circuiting because I couldn’t figure out a way to get the air in my lungs, I was just doubled over gasping for air like a fish out of water.“Bennett, we need to get her out of here before my father sees her this way.”“I don’t understand why he would do this… Ace, I’m going to need some answers, considering I’ve told you more than anyone.” He pointed his finger straight into Ace’s chest, which confused me, my brother was next in line. Bennett should be cowering in fear, my father has had wolves decapitated for less.Ace didn’t respond to that remark, he shoved his keys into Bennett’s hands, “Look, take her to my apartment, I’ll tell dad s
“Will you stop fidgeting please? You’re going to ruin all my hard work.” Cami slapped my hands away from my hair, “You look perfect.” She was completely unaware that her driving is what caused me to almost upchuck my food all over her car.I nodded in response.“Come on princess!!” She laughed as she threw her door open. She looked perfect as well, her gown was a light purple with a see through lace top that unluckily for all the male wolves covered her girly bits, and flowed down into a train behind her. She was radiant with her blonde hair trailing behind her as well.I had to choke back a gasp when I took in the scenery around me. My father held my birthday celebration in the pasture where we all gather to change and run as a pack on the full moon. The decorations were simple, adding in wooded benches with simple white table clothes. Lights were strung from tree top to tree top, sparkling in the darkness, real candles
I pulled up to our house a few minutes later, house, if you could even call it that. It had 12 rooms and 7 bathrooms, its own gym, its own theatre. Most nights after my father was asleep, I’d sneak out to my car to sleep, it’s the only thing that’s mine and that feels safe. I turned off the ignition and decided to wait outside for Cami. If I was being honest waiting was for my own benefit, I couldn’t be sure if my Father was home yet, and with Cami in tow I wouldn’t have to answer my Fathers’ questions about training, or be under his watchful gaze. He liked to put on act towards everyone that he was the most humble alpha, had no idea how he had gotten here. His nice guy persona which everyone bought, I was still unsure how he ended up in the middle of every battle, slaughtered entire packs, and was still considered a “good guy.” He quoted W.H Auden to me and my brother many times, “Private faces in public places are wiser a
As the last bell of the day rung I walked quickly to my car, it was already 2:15pm. My father had sent me a text message telling me that even though tonight was the party, I was still expected to train from 3-5pm. I shuddered, I hated training, hopefully he will go easy on me today because of the fact that I’ll have to look perfect tonight, it would be an embarrassment to him otherwise. My car wasn’t fancy, it was an old Toyota corolla that had apparently belonged to the mother I never got to meet, it was the only place in the world where I felt safe- where I felt like I had a choice, I could leave right now and be across the packs border before anyone even knew I was missing. I let out an exhausted sigh, I knew I would never leave my brother, or Cami. Ace and I were only half siblings, me being the result of an ill-timed affair with my father. Ace’ mother was kind to Ace, and tolerated me, and I didn’t blame her. She tried to raise me like her own but that o
I plopped down on a bench outside the high school cafeteria taking in my surroundings for one of the last times. To me, Las Cruces was dry and dusty, it sat right on the edge of the Chihuahuan dessert, it’s only saving grace are the mountains. It’s one of the reasons my Father chose this place, he only boasted about his genius plan to anyone who would listen- we were safe, no one would expect to find a pack of almost 300 nestled here, hidden in plain sight. Which was also a lie, he used magic to enforce a barrier, and he said it was to keep us safe from the other supernaturals’ and other packs, another lie. Only my brother Ace and I were privileged to his bed of deception as we were his children, or “heirs” as he liked to call us. My father was cruel and merciless, which is how he got into his position, slaughtering those who stood against him. He was the werewolf “King” and he represented the wolves in the supernatural council. My brother A