Month after college graduation, 2018
The students start to vacate the dormitory. Ms. Molly looks teary eyed seeing them preparing to leave. She is the dorm's sweet landlady who takes care of her tenants like her own little sisters or nieces. She's an only child who naturally inherited the property from her parents upon their demise.
Ms. Molly is single, childless, and almost a golden girl. Despite looking younger than her age, she cannot be spared from being referred to as a spinster.
Her friends are those she met in Zumba classes. They are either spinsters or widows.
"You don't need to hurry, Zofi. You can stay until next week free of charge. That's my graduation gift to you," she told Zofi.
"Oh, thanks, Ms. Molly! I've so many stuff to pack," Zofi said.
"So, what do you plan to do now? Vacation? Job hunt? Masters?" Ms. Molly asked.
"Vacation but more of rest, I guess. I'm just not ready to plunge into what they call as the real world. I'll stay under the wings of my parents a few months more," Zofi said.
"I remember my own time. I told myself I would just rest for a few months before applying to companies but then my father saw a different opportunity. He told me that rather than becoming an employee, I should start running this business already. The rest was history," Ms. Molly said.
"Isn't it nice to be the boss of your own business? I think I'd love to have one myself," Zofi said.
"Well, I wished I had tried being a 9-6 employee even for a few years instead of being stuck here since I graduated, I would've wanted to experience it just for having some comparison," Ms. Molly said. She suddenly turned a little sad.
"Cheer up, Ms. Molly. My parents have a lot of friends complaining about their bosses and how they hate the everyday traffic. Even my parents have their share of those complaints," Zofi said to comfort her older friend.
"Well, at least some of them met their spouses at work," Ms. Molly said.
Zofi realized it's the one thing that Ms. Molly regrets the most. She can't think of anything to tell her that can cheer her up.
"I still wonder how it feels to go on a date after office or during weekends. I never had a chance to date at all. Well, I almost had once but my mother called me up a few minutes after I reached our meeting place. She said my father lost the key to one of the rooms that would be occupied that day and there was no locksmith available. All the excuses to postpone that date. I knew they didn't want the guy I was about to meet. They said I was too good for a part-time gym instructor," Ms. Molly narrated.
"That must be sad, Ms. Molly. Imagine being excited for your date and being there already only to tell that person that you had to back," Zofi said.
"That's why I thought it was better if I worked in the office. There's a bigger chance that I could date someone," Ms. Molly said.
"You mean you never had a date after that? Did you try contacting that guy again?" Zofi asked.
"Sadly. I got busy and then I began convincing myself that if it's going to happen, it would happen. It could be my excuse to stop me from pressuring myself to finding someone. In the end, I realized that I was foolish," Ms. Molly said.
"Do you have future plans?" Zofi asked.
"Just run this business year after year until I get old and be sent to a nursing home. Imagine running this property almost my entire life to end up in a house that I need to pay so I can be assisted there," Ms. Molly continued.
That night, Zofi can't help but think of Ms. Molly's fate. Unlike them, Ms. Molly is already past her prime no matter what others say about age being just a number. She may still have chances but it gets slimmer as years pass by.
Her phone rings.
"Hey, are you sleeping already?" Billie said on the other line.
"Have you arrived from your trip with the boys? How was it? You haven't uploaded any vacation pictures," she asked.
"Yup. I just got home this afternoon. I asked them to upload only the best photos. All we did was drink, eat, sleep, swim, then repeat for one week. I swear, my belly is like my dad's," he said.
"I'm running tomorrow with Ms. Molly to join me. You can join us," she said.
The three ran the following morning. Among them, Billie is the most tired after running.
"I need to get back in shape the soonest. I hate this belly," he said.
"You can lose it easily. You're still young," Ms. Molly said.
"You're so fit, Ms. Molly. Your breathing is actually better than mine," Zofi said.
"Oh, this is decades of manning the dorm. I really have to move around all the time. And of course, I do Zumba regularly. I am attending it after this," Ms. Molly said.
"Billie, we must do Zumba then," Zofi said.
Billie looked to her direction as if asking what is she up to again.
"You need to lose that belly the fastest way, right?" Zofi said.
Billie couldn't say and do anything. They joined Ms. Molly in her Zumba class.
"Ladies and gentlemen, before we go, let me remind you all that registration for the ballroom and cocktails event is still open. We love to see you there. Let's have fun!" the Zumba instructor announced.
"Have you registered, Ms. Molly?" Zofi asked.
"Nope. I have no interest in ballroom dancing. Besides, I know some of the people who go there only want to dance with young dance instructors," Ms. Molly said.
"Don't judge them, Ms. Molly. They could just be having fun," Zofi said.
"I hope so. Anyway, I'm not joining because I have no one to accompany me there. It's funny but I really worry that I will just bury myself in the table watching the others," Ms. Molly said.
Zofi sensed some insecurities in her words.
"What if we join you? Billie can be your dance partner if you don't want to compete against the others for those young dance instructors," she suggested.
Billie's eyes grew bigger again.
"C'mon. I'll be there too. Don't worry, I won't leave you," she said to him.
Billie and Molly looked at each there. The next thing they knew, they're already inside the venue of the ballroom event.
"Say cheese!" Zofi asked as she takes a lot of photos of them.
"Thanks for doing this, Billie. I'm sorry that Zofi had to drag you to this," Ms. Molly said.
"Knowing her good intention, I couldn't say no," Billie said.
"Your friendship is really amazing. Do you tell her everything?" Ms. Molly asked.
"95%, I guess," he said.
"That's fair enough. You still have to keep a little something from her," Ms. Molly said.
"Ladies & gentlemen, we'd like to announce that we have some guests from the ballroom association….," the host announced while the guest dancers from the association line up.
"These gentlemen here, don't you like anyone of them?" Billie asked.
"I don't know. I may still be having my regrets not dating in my youth but none of these men interests me. Perhaps, I don't want to hope anymore," Ms. Molly gave a long answer.
"That means you have to settle with me. Can we dance, Ms. Molly?" Billie asked.
Ms. Molly becomes teary eyed. She reminded Billie of the time he danced with lady in the wedding reception.
"Thank you for doing this," she said again.
"You've thanked me enough, Ms. Molly," Billie said.
The two take the spot near the center and start dancing. Zofi starts cheering too. She's the loudest among the spectators.
"Go, Ms. Molly! Go, Billie!" she cheered.
"Zofi is so pretty but I didn't realize she could be…," Ms. Molly could not finish her comment.
"Annoying?" Billie finished it for her.
"But we love her," Ms. Molly said.
"I do," Billie said.
The first dance finished but Billie is pumped up for the next. Ms. Molly is more confident by now.
Zofi is in awe that the two didn't take their seat after the first dance. She's a proud supporter so she continues to cheer for them.
"Take my lead, Ms. Molly," Billie said.
"What?" Ms. Molly asked.
"Just turn slowly, I got you," Billie instructed.
Ms. Molly did a graceful turn. She couldn't believe she did it on her first try and with the help of a non-professional dancer.
"You did it," Billie said.
"We did it, Billie!" Ms. Molly said. She looks so happy.
"Can I have my turn?" a guy probably in his 50s asked Billie.
Billie looked to him then to Ms. Molly.
Zofi stopped cheering.
"You owe me a date, Molly," the guy said.
"Sean?" Ms. Molly asked. She recognized her date from way back.
"Is he your son?" Sean asked.
"Oh no. More like my nephew. I never married," Ms. Molly gave away a straight answer.
"Likewise. You didn't return my calls," Sean said.
"I didn't know you called," Ms. Molly said.
Zofi called Billie to come over and leave the two on the dance floor.
"Did we have another accomplished mission?" she asked.
Billie nodded.
The two fist pumped.
After the event, they learned that Sean owns a dance studio and he's there because he is the new president of the ballroom association. What a coincidence!
Billie gets ready to load their stuff to the car while Zofi is still busy talking to Ms. Molly and Sean – the unexpected new couple of the night.
"You must be Molly's lucky charm," a lady probably in her early 50s said to Billie as he passed by their table.
"Hi, I'm Minnie. Just Minnie," she said.
"Glad to meet you, Minnie. I'm Billie," he said. He's a little uneasy talking to her.
"You dance so well. Where's your dance studio?" Minnie said.
"Oh, I don't teach. I just accompanied Ms. Molly tonight," he said.
"You single?" Minnie continued asking. Other ladies her age begin to join them.
"Ah…I'm not. My girlfriend's over there," he said pointing to Zofi's direction.
Billie waved at Zofi. She looked but ignored him. He repeated it.
Zofi laughs. She knows what's happening.
"Zofi, please get him now. I know those ladies," Ms. Molly asked her. She worries about Billie being mobbed by older ladies.
Zofi ran to Billie. "Hi, babe. I see you're popular with these lovely ladies," she said.
The ladies stopped bugging Billie.
Billie smiled. He thought the show was over but Zofi gave him a quick hug.
"So proud of you. You danced well," she said.
Ms. Molly and Sean are laughing from where they stand.
"Just call me when you need me, Ms. Molly," Zofi said.
"Don't worry. We are only eating in the hotel. Thanks to both of you," Ms. Molly said.
Billie and Zofi dropped off Ms. Molly and Sean in the hotel. The car is silent after the two got off. No one wants to talk now.
"Okay, I'll be the first to talk," Zofi said.
"I'm sorry that I did that. I couldn't think of anything to do to save you from those ladies," she explained.
"What are you sorry about? I'm okay," Billie said.
"Really? I'm relieved," she said.
"Unless, you are feeling awkward with me now," he said.
"Excuse me? I don't. I was just worried because you're silent," she said.
Billie breathed deep. "There's something I haven't told you. I've been waiting for the right time," he said.
Zofi being intuitive herself already has a hint what Billie has to say to her. She knows she will be happy for him and she will never stop supporting him.
Zofi's First Job, 2019It is like the first day of school only even better. Everything is new – shoes, bag, dress, and an ATM card! "I hope you can be settled soon. Your desk and pedestal cabinets are both new," the HR manager said. "Thank you! I feel so excited to work. It' so much better here than in school," Zofi said.The people around look to each other as if saying she doesn't know what she's up to. "Let her discover and learn on her own. For now, let her enjoy the honeymoon stage at work," one of her senior colleagues said.Come midmorning, everyone is already busy working while Zofi finds herself bored reading the company manual. She feels like she is back in school again. She decided to approach the most senior in the team to offer help."Hi, Ms. Mitch. Do you need help? Photocopying? Sorting? Filing?" she asked.Ms. Mitch smiled. "Oh, dear. Here, everyone is independent. We don't ask anyone to do things for us. Keep that in mind so you won't be taken advantage of,"
Summer, 2019"You're working on weekends now?" Billie asked Zofi.The two next door neighbors now."We have teambuilding," Zofi said."Ah, you should be ready with your ideas for mission/vision," he said."Oh, it's actually more of bonding," she said."Your HR plans teambuilding that way?" he said."Well, it's just our unit doing this. Ms. Mitch thought it would be best for the team to go out and bond on one weekend. They haven't done it for so long," she said."Okay, then. I'm the only one who's going to pick up Saatchi from the airport," he said."Why does it have to be you? I mean, does she have no relatives?" she asked."Because she's staying in our house. She's our guest," he explained."Alright. You're close," she said."You still don't you like her, do you?" he asked."Oh, I think it's the other way around," she said."Alright then, let's not meet this weekend," he said.Saturday comes. Billie waits early in the airport.He's not sure how Saatchi looks now. It's been years s
Zofi has been staring at the colorful cotton candy for a few minutes now. "Are you feeling guilty too?" Billie asked. "I feel bad for her. I didn't know she liked you that much," Zofi said. The two sit on the bench near the Ferris Wheel. The amusement park is full of young people like them who probably have not yet entirely moved on from being kids. "We could've enjoyed the rides with her. I feel her loneliness," she said. "I know. And considering the mission that we've done for others, I feel I abandoned her," he said. Zofi pats Billie's back. "Don't be so hard on yourself. It's not your fault if you don't feel the same way for her," she said. "There's too much going on inside my head this past week," he said. "I haven't been a bother to you lately so besides the situation with Saatchi, what else has been bothering you?" Zofi asked. Billie becomes quiet. "C'mon, tell me," she said. Billie sighed. "Cindy hasn't returned my calls or messages this entire week," he said.
Billie and Zofi sit on the couch looking at the TV. They're not watching. They're just staring at it. "Do you want anything to munch or drink? Softdrinks? Juice?" Billie asked. Zofi grabbed one throw pillow and hugs it. "Are we going to pass the night like this?" he asked. "Tell me why were you sad yesterday. I see you're still sad until today," Zofi asked. "Then, tell me why did you go to your parents' house," he asked. Zofi sighed. "I was devastated and I couldn't go to you because you were unreachable and I recalled you telling me last night that you already had so much in your head, I shouldn't add up to that," she said. "I'm sorry," he apologized. "Is it still about her?" she asked. Billie nodded. He can't say anything after that. "You don't have to tell me now if you're not ready yet," she said. Billie is still quiet. "I think I'm hungry now. Let eat whatever you have in your fridge," she said. "Cindy married his employer," he said quickly. His eyes start to te
Zofi wiped traces of pizza sauce off Billie’s mouth. They spent the night airing out each other’s heartaches until he fell asleep on the couch without brushing his teeth. It moved her to smile seeing him messed up, a far cry from his usual self. “Shoot, I slept with pizza sauce in my mouth,” Billie said after waking up and tasting the pizza sauce on his mouth. “You're so gross,” Zofi began joking. “Give me your phone,” Billie asked. “My phone? Oh, you’re lucky, I forgot to take a photo of your helpless moment,” she said. “C’mon, give it to me. I don’t trust you,” he said. Zofi giggles more. She once took a photo of him in an awkward pose and showed it to others. He learned his lesson to be always careful. “You’re invading my privacy,” she reminded her jokingly as she hands her phone to him “Well, you can't blame me,” he said as he scrolls her phone. “You’re running late,” she reminded him of the time. “What's my breakfast?” he asked trying to start teasing her again. “
“Are these your bags?” Zofi’s mother asked while looking at the two medium sized luggage bags near her room's door.“Yes plus I have my carry on,” Zofi answered.“No, I meant to ask if these are just the ones you’re bringing? These are very few,” her mother clarified.Zofi smiled. “I’ve always been a light traveler. I don’t bring a lot. I can buy stuff from there,” she said.“But it isn’t just a vacation or a short trip. You’ll be based there,” her mother said.“I know and I want everything to be new,” Zofi answered.“But at least bring some pictures. Here are some good ones from your albums,” her mother asked again.“Pictures? I have a lot in my phone if I want to see your faces,” Zofi answered.“Alright. I’ll return these in your room,” her mother said.A picture slipped from the albums her mother is holding. She picked it up and saw it’s her and Billie’s picture from high school taken during the dance where she dolled up Cindy. They looked so happy in the picture and clueless
It’s already past noon when Zofi arrived at her temporary Airbnb accommodation.“How was your flight, Ms. Zofi? We were expecting you earlier,” the receptionist asked casually.“The flight was smooth but it was delayed so I just arrived now,” Zofi answered.“Our housekeeping is short-staffed today but you will be the next to be assisted,” the receptionist said.“Excuse me, are these your only bags?” a guy resting in the lobby asked. He looks like a foreigner.Zofi smiled but didn’t say a word. The guy is a stranger.“I can help you bring these to your unit,” he offered.“Is that okay, Sir Richard?” the receptionist asked.“If that’s okay with her,” Richard said. He must have sensed that Zofi is not trusting him.“Ms. Zofi, he’s Sir Richard. He’s also our guest. Sir Richard, this is Ms. Zofi,” the receptionist introduced them.“It’s okay, I can wait for the staff. Thank you, Richard,” she said.“Alright then. I’ll go up now. The humidity outside was killing me. It was a bad idea t
Billie peeps through the glass window of Zofi’s previously rented apartment on his way out of the building. He feels a little sentimental just passing by the area.“Billie, good morning,” Mrs. Ruiz, his landlady greeted him.“Oh, good morning, Mrs. Ruiz,” Billie greeted her politely. “I was just checking the unit. One of my friends is interested in renting it. I already gave him your number,” he said.“Is that so? I actually thought you were missing Zofi. I saw you stopped by here yesterday too,” Mrs. Ruiz said. She’s a bit nosy.Billie smiled awkwardly trying to ignore whatever it is that his landlady is implying.“I heard she joined a tech company in Singapore,” she said.“That’s right, she did. Anyway, I’ll remind my officemate to call you today about this unit,” he said to stop the conversation about Zofi“Okay. There were already inquiries for this unit last weekend. Your friend must call me soon,” she said.Billie couldn’t believe Zofi told their landlady where she was
The face, the hug, the feeling – they are not just familiar but have been longed for. It’s been three long years since Billie got sick and everything else happened. All the misunderstandings and things that both of them already want to forget have presented themselves again in the moment.“What time is your flight tomorrow?” Billie asked.“After lunch,” Zofi said.“So soon. I was hoping it would be at night,” he said.“I want to rest a bit before the next flight,” she said.Billie looks away and stays focused there.“What is it?” she asked.He shakes his head while trying to hide the sadness in his eyes with a fake smile.“You’re turning 29. We are both 29 now and one of us is already taken,” he said.Zofi understood what he meant.“It can’t be pushed back anymore this time,” he said.“Are you assuming that I am going to end up with him?” she asked bravely.“I know he’s not going to let you go,” he said seriously.“We are still getting to know more about each other,” she said nervo
Lizzie looks around the café while having her favorite drink. The place has improved a lot and it attracts more customers everyday. “Happy mood?” Zofi asked.“I’m enjoying this drink and this place,” Lizzie said.“I can see that,” Zofi said.Jiro entered the café and saw them immediately. He waved at them before heading to the café’s office. He looks so cool and handsome while juggling his duties in the café and his job as a consultant for a company.“We’ve been frequenting this place for months now,” Lizzie said.“It’s the closest to our office,” Zofi said.“I mean, you come here regularly,” Lizzie said.“And?” Zofi asked.“You’re really not afraid of him anymore?” Lizzie asked.“He’s nothing to me,” Zofi asked.“C’mon. Have you seen him lately?” Lizzie asked.“I see him almost every time I come here,” Zofi said.“Maybe….you know? You could explore the possibility?” Lizzie asked.“Of what?” Your imagination is getting weird,” Zofi said.Lizzie leans forward. “Don’t tell me you
Zofi and Luke catch their breath upon reaching the entrance of the restaurant. “We should freshen up first before we meet them. I’m getting ready for a full lecture from my mother so you should be ready to,” she told Luke. “Maybe if we looked haggard she would be more understanding,” he said. “You don’t know her. Go wash your face first,” she said. Hundreds of thoughts come running in Zofi’s head. Explaining how they lost Danica is a big challenge. “Ready?” she asked Luke as he came out of the men’s room. The two walk slowly to their reserved table. Contrary to what they thought, her mother is in high spirit. Danica looks like she’s happy too. There’s no hint of what happened in the early part of the day. The two look at each other. Everyone in the table is happy but there’s one she doesn’t remember inviting to this dinner. “Why are here?” she asked Jiro who’s sitting in front of her mother. Jiro looks uneasy. “Hey, that’s not how you greet a guest,” her mother said
It’s Zofi’s twenty-eight birthday. She woke up even before her alarm goes off. Her phone is full of messages but Billie's message stands out. It reads, "Happy 28th birthday. I pray for your success and happiness. Enjoy your day.”“Were you expecting more like 'I love you'?” Natalie asked.“Don’t be silly. Of course not,” Zofi said.“But your tone said otherwise,” Natalie said.“I don’t know what you're talking about,” Zofi said.“Not me seeing you stalking his account,” Natalie said.“You did not,” Zofi almost screamed.“You left it open yesterday and I happened to see it,” Natalie said with a naughty smile.“Anyway, my parents are arriving anytime now,” Zofi said to change the topic.“Why do they need a bigger place? Are they coming with friends?” Natalie asked.Zofi looked at her for a moment then began thinking.“I was busy and just went ahead and looked for a bigger one. I didn’t care to ask,” Zofi said.“Hmmm….are they not bringing you a surprise guest for your birthday?” N
Natalie opened the door with a big smile on her face.“I knew you saw it. And don’t pretend that you had nothing to do with him waiting for me in the airport today,” Zofi told her.The smile on Natalie’s face quickly vanished. Ryan listens to the girls’ conversation.“Hello there,” Zofi greeted him as she walks to her room.Ryan signaled that she follows her and try to explain.“Listen, he was just concerned about you,” Natalie said outside Zofi’s door.Zofi stays quiet inside her room. She too couldn’t believe she got inside a cab with Jiro. Her neck hurts a little from not moving during the short cab ride.“It's a good start,” Ryan told Natalie.“Is he really a good person?” she asked.“He is. He’s just misunderstood because he cares a lot for her but he’s a little careless too,” he said.The mood in the office is light as everyone anticipates an outing for all employees and interns.“Finally, you’re here!” Lizzie said as soon as Zofi entered their area.“What did I miss?” Zofi
Zofi slowly opened her room’s door. The entire unit is dark with only the light coming from the kitchen. There’s no sign of Natalie being awake. She then carefully pulled her luggage and walked quickly and quietly to the main door.She catches her breath as she stands outside of their unit. A car service taking her to the airport awaits downstairs.“Miss, would you like to have some coffee or tea?” the flight attendant asked.“Coffee, please,” she said with a sign of relief on her face.It’s two more hours before she lands in Manila. She messaged Natalie to tell her about her early flight.“I couldn’t believe myself,” she said to Natalie yesterday afternoon.“What happened? Why are you panting?” Natalie asked.“My mind was wandering. I knew I saw Jiro coming from the opposite direction but I didn’t bother taking a different route,” Zofi said.“Wait. He came from the opposite direction so he’s not following you,” Natalie clarified.“It’s a different way of doing it but I wasn’t
Billie waits a little anxiously in the living room of a modest home. The moment brings him back to his very first date in high school where Zofi arranged him and Cindy together to prove to all the mean girls in school that anyone deserved to attend the prom.“I’m impressed, Billie. You are impressive,” Auntie Tessa said while looking so delighted at the flowers he gave her.“Thank you, Auntie, but what did I do that impressed you?” he asked.“This and you coming here to pick up my niece and go on a proper date. I never imagined these things could still be possible these days. Most of the guys who wanted to date her would simply ask her to meet them somewhere,” she said.“I'm an old school kind of guy,” he said.“And I appreciate old school. You already have my approval,” she said.“Auntie, we are still getting to know each other. Don’t scare him,” Lena said. She silently walked in to the living room.“Good afternoon, Lena. You look beautiful,” he said.Auntie Tessa couldn’t hi
Violet kissed a half-awake and drunk Billie. She leaned closer to see his face one last time.“Thanks, Billie,” she said.Billie woke to the sound of his phone. He searched for it in his wallet with his eyes still half-closed. “Billie, where are you? We’ve been calling you the whole night,” Uncle Bruce asked on the other line.“Where I am? I’m here…..,” he couldn’t tell where he is.He looked up at the ceiling and realized it wasn’t his room’s ceiling. He found himself on a couch with his shirt unbuttoned.“I’m in a friend’s house. I drank too much yesterday and I spent the night in here. I’m going home now,” Billie said.“You’ve to control your drinking. Our plans might get ruined by it,” Uncle Bruce said.“Don’t worry about it. This was the last, I promise. Sorry, Uncle,” Billie said.He immediately dialed the reception area’s number.“Good morning, Mr. Billie. You woke up early,” the lobby staff greeted him.“What?” he asked. “Ms. Violet left an instruction to wake you u
The place is full of people wanting to find love. Everyone adds to the happy vibes except for Billy who sits in a corner watching them go through the matchmaking process.“Thank you everyone from joining and best of luck to those who found a date tonight! But the night is not yet over. Let’s have some fun and drinks until midnight!” the host announced the end of the event.“How was it?” Crinkles asked Billie on the phone.“It was fun,” Billie answered.“You don’t sound like you had fun,” she said.“It was fun watching, I should say,” he said.“I knew it. I knew you wouldn’t even try,” she said.“It’s not my thing,” he said.“Or you haven’t moved on yet,” she said.“C’mon, Crinks. It’s just a couple of months versus years that I need to move on from,” he said.“I know but you’ve to start helping yourself little by little,” she said.Billie smirked. “Yeah. Coming from you,” he said sarcastically.“Listen, I’m not really good at this but I know the help that you need starts within