As promised Spade drove Nate back to his apartment early the next morning, the drive was as silent as a graveyard, Nate was looking out the car and Spade had his eyes set on the road, he stole glances at Nate from time to time, his mind drifting to what happened the night before, Nate's nightmare and the way it felt knowing he was able to calm him down.He kept wondering what Nate was possibly dreaming about that put him in that much fear and terror Nate didn't say anything about seeing him in his room last night, which meant he either didn't see him, or he did and was pretending not to.He sighed out as the building they were headed to came to view.He drove towards it and stopped in front of it, turning off the car engine he turned to look at Nate, he still hadn't looked his way, infact Nate had barely said anything to him the whole morning.He took off his seatbelt, avoiding Spade's gaze"Thank you for the ride" he muttered and Spade just nodded, not saying anything, he didn't kno
He was back at his office in the club, there was no resting for him, no weekend, but his mind kept swaying every now and then to one person, but now he was no longer fighting it, he was just letting it happen, basking in it, letting it runs through his whole body, accepting it for what it was.He was thinking about going out with Nate, he already knew what he wanted to say to him, what he would talk about, but he knew that when he gets there, he'd lose his nerve.There was just something about Nate that made him always nervous, he wouldn't call it nervous but he was always at a lost for words when it involved Nate, and it started when he started getting attracted to him.He sighed out and pulled a cigarette stick from the pack lying lazily on his table, he put it between his lips and lit it.Dragging the smoke in, this was a stress reliever for him, and it also made him think of Nate less Sometimes he felt like he was getting attached to him hard and very fast.A few months ago he wa
He walked out of his bathroom feeling fresh and clean after a very soothing and relaxing shower, with a towel wrapped around his waist securely, water dripping from his hair and droplets on the rest of his body.He made for the walk in closet on the side of his room.He'd left the club quite early, so he could get ready for his outing with Nate, he didn't wanna call it a date because he didn't even know if that was what it was, he didn't wanna start giving himself ideas or a chance to imagine things.For all he knew Nate might not even think much of it and not that he fully understood what this was, yes he liked Nate but he didn't know why.He'd grown up knowing he only found women attractive, he's been around men the world would consider as attractive and handsome and none of them had ever sparked an interest in him, not even a small reaction.Which made him to believe he was as straight as they come, but all of a sudden he started feeling a strong attraction to Nate, of course that
From the moment Nate entered into the car, his mind has been a huge array of clouds as he couldn't even keep his emotions in check.His hands on his laps were fiddling with each other, trying to ease the ball of nerves that had taken space in his head and whole body since he stepped out of the building.And Spade wasn't making it any easy for him, especially when he leaned over to help him with his seatbelt.He didn't know why for a minute there he thought the man was going to kiss him, Nate had his eyes set on Spade's dark lips, feeling his throat clog up and his air being sucked out of him.He was scared Spade would hear the sound of his heartbeat as it violently thumped against his chest.He held his breath the whole time Spade was leaned over, he could already feel his head grow heavy with too much blood before Spade finally leaned away and he could finally breathe, but he had another impending problem, one he was trying to hide between his legs.His throbbing cock, it didn't only
Spade was the first to sit down, before Nate followed suit, placing himself on the chair just beside Spade, the armrest was joined together in a way that when Nate placed his hand on the armrest, he jolted when he felt it on semi soft and semi hard, large hands."Sorry" he mumbled out feeling his neck and face heat up in embarrassment and the sweet feeling that came with skin contact with Spade.Spade didn't say anything, he just brought down his hand leaving the space between them empty, he wanted Nate to have it, he could go without putting his hand there, but by the slight clench in his jaw, making his face go from soft to hard like an egg being cooked, Nate thought he'd offended him again by touching his hand.He shifted deeper into the seat as his eyes moved from Spade and landed on the field, the players weren't there yet so the field was empty, it looked somewhat like a football pitch but there were no goal posts, and it wasn't as big as a football pitchHe placed his hands int
The whole pavement was packed with people filing out of the stadium, they were all engaged in one conversation or another, each one discussing about the game.Nate had his hands shoved inside his pocket as he walked side by side with Spade, both of them caught deep in the silence, although there was talking and bustling beside them, all Nate could focus on was the man walking beside him."Did you enjoy the game" Spade asked his eyes moving to look at Nate, he had his head down as he nodded"Yea, it was fun and okay" he whispered out making Spade to smile out as he turned his attention back to the many people walking on the pavement heading for their cars, while some walked to the sidewalk.It was already getting dark out, the time was now 6:00pmNate looked up at Spade and he could see the slight upward tilt in his lips, he was feeling much more relaxed with him than when they just came"How did you get front row tickets"? Nate finally asked watching as Spade's steps slowed down as he
The weekend flew right by like an eagle chasing it's prey, swift and quick.If not for the fact that the clothes Nate wore out Saturday were still laying around on his bed, he would have thought Saturday evening was just a figment of his imagination or maybe a stupid dream he had But the hoodie and black slacks was still on his bed, smelling like Spade's car, infact it smelled exactly like Spade.He'd spent the whole weekend thinking about Spade, even when he wanted to do some work on the project he'd already started, all his mind could think about was Spade and Saturday night.He wasn't gonna forget that night quite easily.The look on Spade's face when he cheered the players, refreshing and alive.The way he'd dressed way differently than Nate would ever expect, making him look ravishing, sexy and attractive.His bad boy-CEO looks.And the warm, fuzzy and out of this world feeling he left in Nate's stomach, it was more than a memo to Nate, because he had that flipping feeling in th
He walked further into the room, his shoes clicking on the marbled floor"I've been waiting for you" Matteo muttered, he didn't say anything to him, he just walked around to the other side of the table, situating himself on the chair facing Matteo."Why didn't you call that you were waiting for me? I thought you'd be at the warehouse already" "Well I was supposed to head out to the warehouse this morning but I had a little early morning detour" he mumbled looking at the magazine in his hand, it was a Vogue magazine, with the huge face of a model imprinted on the back cover, he closed it and placed it down on the table."Besides I didn't think you'd be this late to work, it's almost noon"Spade just sighed out "well I didn't think the office needed me around, I'm just here to sign a few things and maybe attend a few meetings before heading out again"Matteo's just nodded in understanding"So what are you doing here"? Spade asked and his brows shot up as if he'd forgotten why he had co
"I want everything to be perfect" Nate muttered out and his sister just looked at him worriedly as she finally laughed"And it will be Nate, just relax" she said putting her hand on his shoulder "we have the rooftop booked and I checked earlier today, the place has been decorated just like you asked, and the cake is ready, even Spade's outfit has been sent, it's in the bedroom" she explained to him and he just sighed out and placed his hand on his waistHe needed everything to go as planned, he wanted the night to be a memorable night for Spade, after everything they'd been through, Spade deserved this, he even made sure it was at the restaurant they had their first date as friends.He had been stressing about this for weeks and now the day was finally here, he even avoided Spade just so he wouldn't make a mistake and slip up, he knew Spade was worried that they'd been drifting apart, but if only the man knew what Nate had planned for him.He even got them both matching tuxedos, every
One month laterSpade stood in the cell, watching Salvatore, who he had insisted he would keep an extra one month before he would torture, possibly kill, after Nate had asked him to do whatever he pleased with the man.Nate had surprised him when he told Salvatore that he had forgiven him, infact since he met the young man well over six months ago, all Nate had been doing was surprising him.He folded the sleeves of his shirt as he watched Salvatore like a predator watching it's pretty, waiting for a good time to strike."What are you doing here Spade? I thought your fag of a boyfriend forgave me"? Salvatore spat at him, causing him to raise his brows at the crude language Salvatore had used on Nate.He stalked towards a table in the cell, he had it brought there that morning, it had every torture equipment he'd ever used.He picked up two small knives first, then shook his head, smacking his lips"You see Salvatore, my boyfriend may have forgiven you, something I still can't seem to
Spade sighed out still looking at Nate, he gently brought his hand and tried to hold Nate's hand, but the young man just shrugged it off, trying to move away from Spade "Baby what's wrong"? He asked, watching as Nate snickered and scrunched his nose up, he turned to look at Spade with disbelief dancing in his eyes."Are you seriously asking me that" Nate whispered out, and Spade sighed before he sat down on the bedside beside Nate"I'm sorry" he whispered, causing Nate to scoff, Spade didn't know what else to say at that point, that was all he could come up with, he really didn't have any excuse to give."I know I should have listened to you, I shouldn't have left that day" he added, this didn't even seem to pacify Nate as he only turned further away from Spade.Spade grabbed both his hands and held them firmly "please look at me Nate" he whispered, his voice sounded as if he was close to tears, but Nate wasn't sure someone like Spade was capable of crying.Not that he wanted Spade t
Spade sat watching the beautiful man he had come to love with his very existence, if need be he was ready to die for Nate, actually the night he'd gone after Sullivan, he'd hoped he'd die so he could at least see Nate and talk with him one last time, but death didn't come that easy for him, especially for him.It had been approximately one month since Nate was shot and he slipped into coma, one month that Spade had to live without Nate, a very sour and bad experience for him.He'd barely left his side, he even stopped working, Matteo handled the mafia while he never left Nate's side, he didn't want to miss the day when Nate would wake up, although he was beginning to lose hope of that ever happening, even though the doctors had said Nate was responding to treatment and was close to waking up, he didn't see any improvement.It was the sane thing everyday and the beeping sound of the machine Nate was hooked on was getting on his nerve, some days he wanted to have at it and smash it to p
Spade took long strides towards the basement of his mansion, the dungeon where he was told Salvatore was being kept, he hadn't gotten a wink of rest, after leaving the hospital, he called Stefano, asking the man about something he'd asked him to do a while back, and luck was on his side because Stefano already had it under control, giving Spade even more push than he expected.He stepped into the basement and walked right into the barred cells, in the middle of it, Salvatore was tied to a chair, his wounded leg had been tended to, Spade had ordered that, he didn't want the man to die just yet Death was too easy for someone like him, Spade would make him suffer, but first he needed information from the man.He shoved his hands into his pocket, as Salvatore looked up and had a grin on his face when he saw Spade."I thought you had forgotten about me" he muttered, Spade didn't say anything to him, he just watched him with great contempt and rage.He clenched his jaw as he watched the ma
The drive was one of the longest Spade had ever had to endure in his entire life, he kept taking quick glances at Nate on his thighs, at a point he thought the young man had finally given in to his wounds, but the shallow breath that left his slightly parted lips, gave Spade a small but of hopeHe didn't know he was this impatient, not until he had to sit in the back of the car with Nate as he watched Matteo drive, it was as though the blonde wasn't even driving fast at all.But after the unending and torturing drive, they finally arrived at the hospital, he didn't even wait for Matteo to help him out before he got out of the car and scooped Nate up bridal style, rushing him into the hospital.For once he was grateful he'd settle his issue with Garcia, because now he didn't have to go through the excruciating stress of answering stupid questions from the cops about how Nate got shot or whatnot.He kicked the doors open as he rushed into the hospital, with Matteo right behind him, one
Running through the corridor, Spade took the nearest left turn that led down another corridor, okay Matteo was right, this place was a fucking maze, he was running when he almost bumped into Matteo, who was also headed towards the same direction."Was that you"? He asked breathlessly and Matteo just shook his head"I thought it was you" he muttered, and Spade clenched his jaws "and it's not Bernie, because he's with me" "Shit" Spade cussed out, he knew it wasn't Nico or Vince, he left them downstairs, he rushed towards where they had heard the sound, with Matteo right behind him, as they kept meeting more corridors on the way, making it even hard to decipher where the sound had come from.They took another turn, both of them already hoping this would be the last one, because it seemed they were getting lost in this house.They both stopped in their tracks at the foot of the corridor, it was just as long as the others, but he didn't bother looking at the end, because what he was seein
Spade was tense, the air in the car was somewhat awkward and intense, they were already on their way to the location where Nate was being kept, he knew he shouldn't be so reliant on his gut feeling but something inside him was telling him that no doubt Nate would be where they were headed.All the other hints they'd gotten over the past few weeks have all led to dead ends but none gave him this strong belief inside.They had taken two cars, he was riding with Matteo and Bernie, surprisingly Stefano had asked to ride with the other guy that was going with them, for some odd reason it felt weird that for the last hour Stefano had been with them, he hadn't tried to annoy Matteo as usual.Spade could tell something was wrong, especially with the way Matteo had also gone completely silent and his mood somber since they set out on the drive.He'd asked the blonde about it but he just said he was kind of nervous about where they were headed, but Spade knew he was lying, nothing ever fazed Ma
He was sitting at the head of the table, a few of his men were seated around the huge conference room, Matteo was sitting by his right as usual, while Bernie was on his left.True to what he'd ordered Matteo to do, the blonde had called some of his men into the conference room for the meeting, and he looked more alive than he had done in days, hope was evident on his face and it was much stronger in his heart.Something in his gut feeling told him this wasn't just a hunch, he could feel it deep down that he was going to find Nate.He looked at the chairs and it was just Vince, Nico and Murphy, one of his very good shooter, the guy was good with a sniper, he didn't want to have all of his men here, not because he didn't trust them but because the smaller the team, the faster and efficient they would be."I'm sure most of you already know why I called for this meeting"? Spade's voice bounced off the walls of the room, making them to nod, as that was making it even easier for him, he did