"I'm pregnant and it is Xavier's."
What? Why did my heart shatter so much when I heard that? She and Xavier have been together for a long time...Maybe.
Maybe Xavier and I were never meant to be. This was all a mistake.
But you love him.
Then I have to stop. I can't. I can't separate a child from his/her father. I stopped the tears from coming out.
"Congrats," I said to her and she looked shocked. She was probably expecting more reactions from me.
"Are you going to leave him? You have to leave him, Lily, I grew up without a father and it wasn't good, it caused me so much emotional pain and I don't want the same for my unborn child." She said in a pleading tone.
Pleading? She is such a good actress.
"Yes."
She beamed. "You're such a good person. Thank you." With that, she left.
I went back in. "Are you seriously going to believe her? She can be lying for Christ's sake!" Layla asked.
Are you okay? The first time she asked me that.
"Yes, yes. I'm okay. Where is Carrie?" I asked.
"She was sleepy, so I put her to sleep." She said, drinking a glass of juice.
"Oh okay. I am tired, I would go to sleep now. Good night." I rushed to my room not waiting for her reply.
I needed some time to myself. Hot tears spilled down my eyes unwillingly. God damn these tears!
Why was I even crying? Because you love him....? Uh
I was hoping something good would at least happen this time but nothing of such happened. I shouldn't have fallen for him.
It was all a mistake.
My phone suddenly rang. It was Xavier. Should I answer it?
No. Yes. No. Yes.
I would just stick to the no. I have to stay away from him, that's the only way...
It rang again and again. I picked up the phone and switched it off.
I sighed laying down on my bed.
Paisley's POV:
That was easy than I had expected. I was on my way to Jack's place. Just have to make a little drama and Xavier would be mine!
Soon I reached their packing at the front of the house, I walked in.
Jeez, I also did him a favor! "What do you want?" Was his first question immediately after I entered. I rolled my eyes.
He was about to consume a large bottle of alcohol.
"Guess what?" He rolled his eyes at this. Typical Jack. Shaking my head.
"I did you a huge favor. Lily would want nothing to do with Xavier because I'm pregnant..... With his child. She has a soft mind." I laughed. His head snapped up.
Raising an eyebrow. "Okay." He said.
I glared at this impossible man in front of me. He was supposed to say. 'Thank you... So much.'
"Is it his child?" He asked.
"What?"
"Is the baby Xavier's." Oh. I looked down.
I know it wasn't his, but we had made love before. Not too long ago. Before that Matt guy came along.
He doesn't have to know the baby wasn't his.
"No."
Jack sat up in his chair. "Ah."
"Yes, I could make a false paternity text and all... He would never find out."
He just stared at me. His mind of course wasn't here.
~
Lily's POV:
I woke up with an unusual headache. I looked at the time. 8:57 am. I quickly stood up from the bed going into the bathroom. Doing my business and rushing out.
I stopped when I noticed Xavier in the sitting room. what was he doing here?!
I walked in. "What do you want?" I have to let him know I didn't want him around.
"Please, let me explain." He said slowly. He didn't have to explain anything, that's not what I want.
"You don't have to, what we had was a mistake. I don't love you, Xavier." I said trying to make my voice firm.
"That's a lie."
"It is not, I don't. Please just leave me alone. Go to her, she is with your child." I said. And I noticed his jaw clenched at the last part.
"This is what you want?"
"Yes," I said firmly. Deep down I was already regretting it. Oh gosh. What was I doing?
~
After Xavier had left I couldn't stop crying, I shouldn't be crying. But I couldn't help it.
"Mommy, are you crying?" I quickly turned to the opposite side cleaning my eyes and cheek.
"No, why would I be crying, have you eaten?"
"Hmm hmm." She said nodding her head.
A week later:
It's been a week and I haven't heard from Xavier...
I thought you don't love him so why do you want to hear from him?
I could say my life was pretty normal. But the truth was that I wasn't happy.
The doorbell dinged.
Layla stood up to go get it. I heard conversations coming from the door. Who was it?
Layla came back with a paper-wrapped. She gave it to me.
"It's for you." Who sent this... I wasn't expecting anything. I sighed opening the paper.
A wedding invitation. I gulped. It was beautiful.
Paisley ❤ Xavier
They were getting married, so soon? I wasn't expecting this. Not at all. My heart hurts.
Tears spilled from my eyes unto the letter. Why was I crying?!
"Are you okay?" Layla asked. I quickly dried my eyes. "Of course. I'm fine." I said walking out.
I went to my room, trying to control myself not to cry, but I couldn't stop myself. It was so painful.
After some hours, I heard someone at the door. The doorbell kept ringing, was no one at home?
I slowly walked to the living room. On the counter was a letter. 'Hey, don't get worried too much. I took Carrie out to get ice cream. See you later ~ Layla'
My head jocked up from the letter when the door dinged again. It wasn't Layla, she knows the password to the house.32
It wasn't Layla, she knows the password to the house.I went closer to the door looking through the peephole. My eyes widened.Jack.What was he doing here?! Should I open the door? Should I not open the door?Ugh! Just hear what he wants to say!No! Don't open the door! Two different voices screamed in my head.I slowly opened the door, standing at the edge. "What do you want." I snapped.I hated seeing his handsome face! Not as handsome as Xavier's though.Seriously?! Now is not the time to compare!"Can I come in?""No. Whatever you want to say, say it here." I know I was being rude but I can't help it, if I try being nice, then I'd start crying, I wanted him to think I was angry.I was mad at him though."Ah. Okay." He said. I waited for him to continue. Did he know about Xavier and Paisley?I was sure he knows Paisley."It's about Carrie." I tensed. He wanted to talk about Daisy. We can't talk about her outside here like this."Come in," I muttered stepping away from the door so
"Layla?" I called immediately after I reached home, "Carrie??" My voice was shaky but my reply was dead silence.What should I do? I have to tell the cops immediately. I think I should go to their office, rather than calling them. I quickly rush to take my phone and purse, before darting out of the house.I called a cab to the nearest cops center, throughout the ride, I couldn't think straight.Did that man do this? Oh god. My Carrie, she must be crying so hard now. I wiped the tears that slipped out of my eyes.I rushed out immediately after the cab stopped. Going in I knew this was a lot of processes. I sighed. I made a complaint and they had asked me where they had been last and where they were going to.I gave them all the necessary information and just like that they had asked me to go home and relax. Relax? Seriously? Who would relax in a situation like this?~One Week Later:It has been a week. A week since I last saw them. The people I love so much... They all leave me at the
I flattered my eyes open. I was on my bed. How did I get here? I was in the living room last night. I tried catching what happened. But it wouldn't come.I slowly got up from the bed and went into the bathroom, I quickly got took my bath and got ready. Another day of searching. I had to do it.Rushing out of the room to the living room, I stopped when I saw food plates on the dining table, who put those there? I moved closer to it. Opening it, my eyes widened.Who kept these here? I was pretty sure this food cost a lot and it smells so good.You're already lost in it? Did a magical goddess come in here last night? Seriously? What the hell am I thinking?! Now is not the time to think of this like this.I sighed. Maybe all of this was my imagination, or somebody did come in here, didn't I lock the door? My eyes caught a paper behind one of the plates."Eat, you are skinny enough." It says. I recognized this handwriting... It was Xavier's. I consciously looked at myself. I've loosed lots
My smile grew.I turned around to see Layla opening the freezer and Carrie poking her teddy bear.They were real."I would prepare something for you now and then you'd go have some rest, you look tired," Layla said as if I was lost and found one.I am surprised she does rare."No no. I'd do that myself, go relax, please." She sighed before walking to a nearby chair and sitting down on it.I have lots of questions to ask her, but what she seems to need right now is to eat and rest.Carrie on the other hand looked so good and so much healthy. I am happy about it, but it only got me more curious.Does Xavier know who did this?Grandma. I remembered what Daisy said earlier.Grandma? She was with grandma?My mom wasn't alive. Jack's mother? That's her only grandma. Lots of questions flew through my mind.The food was ready soon enough. I served it on a plate before putting it on the dining table, Layla had gone to take her bath.Serving Carrie, I watched her as she dug in. Soon Layla came
We drove for like 40 mins, we stopped at a huge mansion. I thought we were going to a restaurant or something. He came out and walked passed me. I scowled.Holding Carrie's hand I trailed behind him. There were men in suits, they stood at the entrance of the house but they separated when I was about to pass. Whoa.I quickly passed, entering a big building, some people were arranging the hall, maybe they were going to be a party, I guess."Yeah, this is her." I saw Xavier talking to a lady, she nodded at me and motioned for me to follow her. I raised an eyebrow confusingly before I followed her.We reached a room, i walked in with her. Did he bring us here so we could sleep here? Of course not, why would he do that? I sat Carrie on the bed. "I suggest you go take a bath now." She said.Why? "I'd be right back." She walked out. I slapped my face frustratingly. I moved to the door where the bathroom must be. And there was a bathtub, I'm pretty sure they had kept something inside that wat
I looked at the time, it was 5 pm already. 'Why isn't he home yet?" Jack closes from office and comes home immediately after. It's been an hour already. I frowned looking at the clock. Maybe he was very busy? Or had somewhere to be? I dialed his number. "The number you're calling cannot be reached.' It said. I sighed. I heard a car pull up. Ah! He's back. I arranged my hair waiting for my husband to come in. The first thing he normally does is attack me with kisses and with a warm smile planted on his face but it wasn't so this time. Jack walked in with anger plastered on his face. He glared at me. " What happened?" I asked him. "You whore!" He snarled. "You thought I wouldn't find out, didn't you? You behave all innocent. You thought you could trick me, fucking other guys behind my back, you slut!" His words were venom. "What are you talking about, Jack? What do you mean I sl-" he cuts me off? "Don't you dare act like you don't know what I am talking about?" He screamed. "I do
Why did I have to talk back at him? I hit myself in the head, frustrated. Look where my big mouth has landed me.I blinked looking at the man and woman before me; I pleaded with my eyes. “Please, Is there anything I could do to....” I didn’t finish. But the guy shook his head no. The lady looked at me with no emotion on her face.I can’t miss this opportunity, not when I needed money. The man gestured for me to go out. I sighed walking out.I wanted to scream. This was a great opportunity I just missed. All because I couldn't humble myself. But... To think about it, it's the stupid big ego boss' fault! Couldn't handle a little insult. But... Now I see why they call him Mr. Sexy...Seriously? I’ve gone crazy.Where would I get another job? It took me 2 horrible years to get this job and now I just lost it?Oh god. It’d be really hard to find another job. What was I thinking?!Trust me... I need this job... And the money. It was my only source and hope for making a good living.Maybe Mr
It felt like I was sleeping in the sky, wherever I am was so soft.Where was I? Carrie, Carrie!I shot up from whatever I was sleeping on. My lips came in contact with something soft and wet, but I was too worried for my Carrie to care.I looked around confused. Where was I? I spotted Xavier, what was he doing here? He was touching his lips.I looked away from him."Carrie," I muttered repetitively. I turned to look at him again."Where is my child?" I asked him, hoping he would know where she is. He looked shocked for a moment then composed himself."You kissed me." He said unbelievable.What he just said didn't enter my head."Where is my baby?" It came out as a cry."She is sleeping." He replied.
We drove for like 40 mins, we stopped at a huge mansion. I thought we were going to a restaurant or something. He came out and walked passed me. I scowled.Holding Carrie's hand I trailed behind him. There were men in suits, they stood at the entrance of the house but they separated when I was about to pass. Whoa.I quickly passed, entering a big building, some people were arranging the hall, maybe they were going to be a party, I guess."Yeah, this is her." I saw Xavier talking to a lady, she nodded at me and motioned for me to follow her. I raised an eyebrow confusingly before I followed her.We reached a room, i walked in with her. Did he bring us here so we could sleep here? Of course not, why would he do that? I sat Carrie on the bed. "I suggest you go take a bath now." She said.Why? "I'd be right back." She walked out. I slapped my face frustratingly. I moved to the door where the bathroom must be. And there was a bathtub, I'm pretty sure they had kept something inside that wat
My smile grew.I turned around to see Layla opening the freezer and Carrie poking her teddy bear.They were real."I would prepare something for you now and then you'd go have some rest, you look tired," Layla said as if I was lost and found one.I am surprised she does rare."No no. I'd do that myself, go relax, please." She sighed before walking to a nearby chair and sitting down on it.I have lots of questions to ask her, but what she seems to need right now is to eat and rest.Carrie on the other hand looked so good and so much healthy. I am happy about it, but it only got me more curious.Does Xavier know who did this?Grandma. I remembered what Daisy said earlier.Grandma? She was with grandma?My mom wasn't alive. Jack's mother? That's her only grandma. Lots of questions flew through my mind.The food was ready soon enough. I served it on a plate before putting it on the dining table, Layla had gone to take her bath.Serving Carrie, I watched her as she dug in. Soon Layla came
I flattered my eyes open. I was on my bed. How did I get here? I was in the living room last night. I tried catching what happened. But it wouldn't come.I slowly got up from the bed and went into the bathroom, I quickly got took my bath and got ready. Another day of searching. I had to do it.Rushing out of the room to the living room, I stopped when I saw food plates on the dining table, who put those there? I moved closer to it. Opening it, my eyes widened.Who kept these here? I was pretty sure this food cost a lot and it smells so good.You're already lost in it? Did a magical goddess come in here last night? Seriously? What the hell am I thinking?! Now is not the time to think of this like this.I sighed. Maybe all of this was my imagination, or somebody did come in here, didn't I lock the door? My eyes caught a paper behind one of the plates."Eat, you are skinny enough." It says. I recognized this handwriting... It was Xavier's. I consciously looked at myself. I've loosed lots
"Layla?" I called immediately after I reached home, "Carrie??" My voice was shaky but my reply was dead silence.What should I do? I have to tell the cops immediately. I think I should go to their office, rather than calling them. I quickly rush to take my phone and purse, before darting out of the house.I called a cab to the nearest cops center, throughout the ride, I couldn't think straight.Did that man do this? Oh god. My Carrie, she must be crying so hard now. I wiped the tears that slipped out of my eyes.I rushed out immediately after the cab stopped. Going in I knew this was a lot of processes. I sighed. I made a complaint and they had asked me where they had been last and where they were going to.I gave them all the necessary information and just like that they had asked me to go home and relax. Relax? Seriously? Who would relax in a situation like this?~One Week Later:It has been a week. A week since I last saw them. The people I love so much... They all leave me at the
It wasn't Layla, she knows the password to the house.I went closer to the door looking through the peephole. My eyes widened.Jack.What was he doing here?! Should I open the door? Should I not open the door?Ugh! Just hear what he wants to say!No! Don't open the door! Two different voices screamed in my head.I slowly opened the door, standing at the edge. "What do you want." I snapped.I hated seeing his handsome face! Not as handsome as Xavier's though.Seriously?! Now is not the time to compare!"Can I come in?""No. Whatever you want to say, say it here." I know I was being rude but I can't help it, if I try being nice, then I'd start crying, I wanted him to think I was angry.I was mad at him though."Ah. Okay." He said. I waited for him to continue. Did he know about Xavier and Paisley?I was sure he knows Paisley."It's about Carrie." I tensed. He wanted to talk about Daisy. We can't talk about her outside here like this."Come in," I muttered stepping away from the door so
"I'm pregnant and it is Xavier's."What? Why did my heart shatter so much when I heard that? She and Xavier have been together for a long time...Maybe.Maybe Xavier and I were never meant to be. This was all a mistake.But you love him.Then I have to stop. I can't. I can't separate a child from his/her father. I stopped the tears from coming out."Congrats," I said to her and she looked shocked. She was probably expecting more reactions from me."Are you going to leave him? You have to leave him, Lily, I grew up without a father and it wasn't good, it caused me so much emotional pain and I don't want the same for my unborn child." She said in a pleading tone.Pleading? She is such a good actress."Yes."She beamed. "You're such a good person. Thank you." With that, she left.I went back in. "Are you seriously going to believe her? She can be lying for Christ's sake!" Layla asked.Are you okay? The first time she asked me that."Yes, yes. I'm okay. Where is Carrie?" I asked."She was
It felt like a dream. I can't believe this is happening. I was floating on cloud nine, hoping never to come down.Soon we pulled away. His eyes were dark and beautiful... "So... What does this mean? Where does it take us to?""I don't know, what do you think?" He asked raising an eyebrow.My heart was thumping.~After having an unbelievable romance with Xavier, he had left, i and Layla were busy packing our stuff. We were going back to the city.Reason? Because he said I was owed him and he wasn't going to let me stay here. Don't ask me why.That guy was unbelievable.Daisy sat at the table eating her cheese, she looks so cute.I wonder what Xavier would say to his mother, he now knows she was the one who did this. When I had told him earlier, an angry look passed through his handsome face.Xavier likes me. A blush crept to my face. But we are not going to stay at his place, I had told him I didn't want him to do such little things for me. Besides, I have got a little money, enough
I opened the door and behold was Xavier.Right now there was a mixture of both excited and trouble. I was excited because... Well... Can't explain.I was troubled because if his mother finds out... Did he know what his mother was doing?Before I could ask what he was doing when he pulled me close hugging me. My heart leaped.His manly cologne feels my nose. Once again in two weeks, I felt safe. I hugged him back. It felt like a dream. A movie.Well if it was a dream I don't want to wake up.What the hell was I doing?! He is going to get married or maybe he has already gotten married!I was about to pull away, but he held me tighter. "Stay still." He ordered.Don't know why but my body obeyed that command, my body was betraying me. After what seemed like hours, we pulled away.But I was surprised by the death glare he sent to me."What the hell were you thinking? I never thought you were that stupid." He spat out.My nostrils flared. The nerves of this guy. Just a moment ago it seemed
Oh god."Please, don't hurt them. I'd do it. I'd leave the country." I pleaded.She smiled. "Then it's done. You'd leave in 30 minutes, but you have to sign this, don't worry. It would be delivered to his office." She brought out a letter, a resignation letter.I gulped. But shouldn't I be happy? I mean, I would be free from that bad debt and I'd have time with me and my family...But the thought of leaving Xavier...With a shaky hand, I picked up the pen and signed it. Her smile got wider. She sure smiles a lot."Okay, you can go now, there should be a car waiting outside for you by now." She mused.I blinked the tears away, why was I even crying? stepping out of the office, so many things was running through my mind. I was going to miss my country.A part of me was going to miss Xavier... What?The lady who had led me in here was at the door, she led me back outside, and she looked at me with pity. I guess she knows her boss wasn't a good person.Soon we reached outside, there was