Ella's POVGod Alexander told me that he wants kids. That means that he is willing to have a baby with that woman, whoever she is. I don't know but I am not okay with that, it hurts me to the core. I don't understand why he hasn't told me just yet. I don't know why he is being so sweet to me and why he is trying to make it seem like everything is fine. He found out that he is going to have a baby with another woman and he is not bothered by him. I never thought that a day would come when I would be jealous of a baby and yet here I find myself wishing that the baby didn't exist, hoping and praying that it is not true. That is what I tell myself to make myself feel better about this whole situation. I am consoling myself and thinking that maybe that is why he didn't tell me because that woman was probably lying. I suppose a part of me should have expected something like this from a man like Alex, he is a certified playboy and I was a fool to think that I could change that. Maybe this
Alexander's POVIt has been well over a week since my wife had a fight with her best friend, I would like to say that things are getting better but I would be lying, if anything things are only getting worse. They have been friends for a long time and I am sure whatever it they had a fight about was something big. I could see that Ella misses her friend and so I wanted to fix things between them. I feel like I should have just let things go, that I should have let them sort out their issues on their own.I won't lie, right now it feels like I have bitten more than I can chew. I thought that speaking to Isabella might actually help so I took the phone and I called her. I asked her if there was anything I could do to help and remedy the situation but she flat out told me to stay out of it, she said that they will sort out their issues in their own time. I suppose that is where I should have left it right? but instead I wanted to know more. I had to know what happened.Ella told me that
Ella's POVI got off the plane and wondered what to do next. I didn't exactly have a plan of action, all that I knew was that I just couldn't stay in that hotel suite any more than I had knowing that my husband was out with another woman who is not me. I just couldn't bare the thought of him coming home smelling like cheap perfume and booze. I know it for a fact that if I let him go on like nothing happened then I will be opening up a while new chapter that I didn't sign up for. I can't have him sleeping with me while sleeping with other women. How could he even let another woman answer his phone? I didn't know how to react to that. No one told me that I would have to deal with a cheating husband. You know I have always been the one to judge the women when their man cheat on them, now I realise that I might have been too harsh because it is not their fault. I mean look at me. I gave him the very best parts of me and even that was not enough. Chad was an a** but at least he tried to
Alexander's POV.I have been losing my mind the entire morning trying to find out where my wife went. She didn't even leave a note, I have been calling her non stop and her phone is not working. Panic was taking over as I was scared that something bad might have happened to her. I just took down an entire cartel in Columbia and I am sure that they are not happy about it, they could still want to come for me and since they made it clear that they want Ella, I was twice as worried.Firstly I had to find out if she left here unwillingly. I went to the hotel security and demanded that they show me the footage from our floor. They showed me the footage and I saw one of the staff going into the suite then a couple of minutes later he came out carrying luggage and Ella was walking behind him. She left willingly and after all the missed calls I got, I assumed that she knew that I was out doing no good. I thought that she might have checked into another hotel so I personally went to every hot
Ella's POVI don't know how long I was asleep but I know that I haven't slept that well in a while and for the first time in weeks, I had no nightmares at all. It was clear that being here was already doing me some good. I had no idea what coming here would bring me but so far it has been nothing but good. The bedroom they moved me into was big, but then again nothing about the South is small. I got out of bed and opened the curtains. I opened the glass door and I went out into the balcony. The air was fresh, I could see the cows eating grass. It was just a wonderful sight. Who knew that farms could be so calming? It looked like it was about to rain. I went back inside and freshened up. The fact of the matter is that I was trying to pretend like I was fine, like everything was good under the sun but I know better. My heart feels like it is shattered into a thousand little pieces. I was okay and then the second I thought of Alex, everything came to me like a wave.Everything I have be
Alexander's POVWe are currently in Houston, we have been in Texas for a week and we still haven't found my wife. To say that I was losing my mind would be an understatement. I don't know where she is, I am not even sure if she even in this God forsaken place. It was hot, too hot and I was sweating bullets. " I hate it here man." I said to Jack." I know, I hate it too buddy." He said. We were sitting at some restaurant. We have searched high and low for her, we have asked a lot of people about her and no one has been able to tell us anything, it was like she had disappeared off the face of the earth. I hate it. I know that I messed up, I am man enough to admit that and if she could only give me a chance to talk to her, I know that I can fix this. I always thought that love was just comfort food for the week and uneducated. Now I know better. Falling in love is like nothing I had ever imagined. This sh*t hurts. I am usually a well reserved person, always in control of my emotions. I
Dustin POVDo you believe in second chances? I didn't but I think that the universe might think that. I say that because the last week might just have been the best week of my entire existence. I can't remember the last time I was this happy. A few years back I went to Havard to get a business degree. This wasn't always the plan, I had always known what I wanted to be from a very young age and that was a farmer. I grew up in the South, my family owned a huge piece of land that I wanted to put into good use. So I studied Agriculture and farming. To most people it comes naturally but I wanted to do it the right way. When I was done with that degree, I realised that I would need more than just good farming to build a business, I had to learn how to run a business, so I went to Harvard for a business degree. I remember my first day there. I was lost and I bumped into this beautiful girl. Her books and papers were everywhere. Most people would have bit my head off, but she didn't. " Oh s
Ella's POVI have been here for a a little over a week and it seems to be working, well most of the time. One good thing is that the nightmares are gone. I don't know if it was the environment I was in or the fact that I had shut the world out but I was doing pretty good for myself. Alex is still very much in mind, more than I would care to admit but seeing a friendly face has made things seem a little better. Being in the farm is the best decision I have made in a long while and I couldn't be happier. Dustin has been the perfect gentleman. He takes me on long walks around the farm. He makes sure that I eat and he has even got me running. I know that I am a bit thicker than most girls and I don't have any problems with that and I am not trying to change it, infact I love my shape, I have Kim Kardashian body and it it's all natural but Dustin said that it's a good way to clear my mind and I agree with him. It was a good way to clear my mind. As wonderful as being in the farm has been
Alexander's POV **** Fifteen Years Later**** " I am sorry Mr Black but we can't allow him to come back to this institute, your son is brilliant, he has a brilliant mind but he is the worst student this institution has had. " The Dean of students said to me. This is the fourth call she has made to me in the last two months about my son, he has been involved in fights and brawls ever since he went to university. I have three other children that I need to worry about and the person I should be least worried about is giving me stress. " I am sorry Dean, I will talk to him. " I said to the Dean. " Mr Black I don't think you hear me, we are beyond talking at this point, your son has proven time and again that he doesn't want to be here. " She said to me. " Dean I heard through the grapevine that you are about to host a gala dinner, something about raising funds for a new division at the university. " I said to her. " We haven't made a notice, how do you know about this?" She asked me.
Alexander's POVI knew something was up with Jack when he kept on dissappearing without any explanations. Not only that but he kept on asking me to give Michelle a job so that she would miss the wedding. I know that we have a lot of history together, that we are basically brothers but I don't know if I can let my wife down like that. Ella doesn't have that many friends, she only has two that she holds close to her heart, that would be Isabella and Michelle, both of which are part of the wedding celebration. The same wedding celebration I flew everyone here for, I booked out an entire resort for everyone. I didn't even understand why he would ask me that so I told him that I wanted a reason why he would even ask me to do something like that, especially after I told him that I want this wedding be perfect, I told him that Ella has to have the wedding of her dreams, if she had told me that she wanted to have dolphins at our wedding, believe me when I tell you that I would have made it h
Ella's POVThe last couple of days have been stressful, having a destination wedding is never easy. I wanted a beach wedding out of the country. I know that Tatiana is behind bars but after all that she has done to me, I can't let my guard down. I didn't tell Alexander but I have been having nightmares about the day of the shooting, I keep on releaving that moment in my mind, I wish I can say that being shot at was the worst part of it but it was not, it was the way Alexander looked at her that scares me to death. I can't help feeling like she will always find a way to ruin my marriage, to ruin the good thing I have going with my husband and family. I know that as long as she is truly out there, I will never be truly happy. She might be in jail but she won't be there forever. I have a fear that one day when I am truly happy, when my children and husband are happy, she will come and turn our lives upside down. She will snatch everything away from me. I have had to put Brad through ca
Alexander's POVI don't usually follow people's advice, especially when it comes to my personal life, I thought that I had all the answers, that I could really be a different man but I soon realised that I was wrong. I suppose talking to Minty helped me to make a few things clear for me, it made me realise what I wanted and why I wanted it. At first I was doing BDSM to deal with issues I couldn't control, I never thought that there was another reason for doing it but after I talked to Minty, I realised that I was using my troubles as an excuse. The truth is that I have always been that kind of a man. I have always had a taste for the extreme, from jumping out of the plane to diving with the Sharks, I have always been the one to live on the edge so my sexual tastes was also extreme. Even before I knew about the BDSM works I always had a thing for bondage and spanking but even then, not even when I was drunk out of my mind, I never did it to Ella, I didn't even think I could. I am abo
Ella's POVIt has been days since the Gala dinner and I honestly don't know what happened but I have been seeing a lot of changes in my husband and as much as I told him to stop buying me expensive gifts, it is like he is purposely trying to ignore me. On top of a very expensive necklace that he got me, he decided to get me an art piece, a very expensive art piece. Last night we went to an art gallery, one of his friends was having his work shown there and so he invited Alexander. It was the first time I set foot in a place like that, up until last night I didn't really think much about art. To me a painting was just a painting and a statue was just a statue but that changed last night. His friend had one of his destopian art pieces and I fell in love with it instantly. The statue was just full of life, the raw materials used were just out of this world and I could somehow imagine that in our home. I didn't tell Alexander that I wanted it, but I told him that I liked it and this morn
Alexander's POVI don't know how she managed to pull this off but I am happy with the work that she has put in to make this night a success. I will also say that I didn't think that I would see some of the faces I saw here tonight, especially faces that had no business being here. I am talking about the women in my past, the women I have had to let go and all for various reasons. I also realised that my parents were happy about the work my wife has put in to make this night a success. I still can't believe that this is where we are, that we are finally going to get everything we have always wanted. In a week I will see my wife walking down the isle once again and this time, I can't even wait for the day to come. I am at a place in my life where I feel like everything has finally fallen into place. I am about to become a father again and I will tell you now that there is no title in my life that I hold in high regard than the title of father. Two years ago I was not even thinking abo
Ella's POVIt has been three weeks since I got shot, three weeks since I have been back home with my family and I am only a week away from my wedding day, not only have I been planning my wedding, I have been planning the restaurant's official opening and also tonight's Gala dinner. It is the first time I have had to throw a party so big but with the help of my friends I was able to pull it off. It is an annual event that was had been organised by his mother since it was founded a decade ago. I will admit that I never thought that my life would turn out like this. That I would be a wife to a man like Alexander or even the fact that I would be responsible for events like the one I organised tonight. Alexander's mother said that she was tired of running the organisation and that it needed some fresh blood, I was not too keen on the idea of taking on something as big as this and in such a limited space of time. The gunshot wound was healing and now I felt like I was ready to take on the
Alexander's POV I did not want my wife to find out about my previous lifestyle and what used to happen between me and my ex's. I know that if it was up to me she wouldn't have found out at all but she wanted to know and I told her. I told her what was happening and I thought that she would ask me for details which would have been the worst because I don't think I could have been able to utter the words to her. The more I thought of it, the more I hated myself for it. All this time I thought that I was using Lacey as a coping mechanism but that is not true. The truth I that I was taking it all out on her because I was not dealing with things. I also realise that my wife was right when she said that I could not cut off that part of me like it didn't exist. I didn't want to hear that especially coming from her but that still doesn't change the fact that she was right but I also know that I can never do to her what I did to all those other women. I told her and left because I didn't wa
Ella's POVI will be the first to admit that Alexander caught me completely by surprise. I know that the insurance said that they would take some time to pay out and I was wondering if I was even able to start all over from the start again. I had put in a lot of work into making that restaurant what it was before that crazy woman burnt it all down. I kept on asking myself what I had done to have so much bad luck and now I know that it had nothing to do with bad luck at all. It had to do with the fact that another woman wanted my husband so bad that she was willing to ruin everything I had in order to get what she wanted and for a moment it seemed like she was going to do it, that she was going to get everything I had. My husband, my daughter and even my marriage. After weeks of worrying about my son, I couldn't just sit and do nothing. I don't know what I would have done if it was not for Michelle, she really came through for me and I don't even know how to thank her. I don't know w