I wanted to get into my apartment and start working, but the moment I stepped out of the elevator, that plan was foiled. Whether it was a coincidence or something planned, I couldn’t be sure, but Lucy and Tara just happened to be in the hall, headed my way. “Oh, hey,” I said, looking at the papers Aaron had given me as if they were important—extremely important.
“Hey, how’s it going?” Lucy asked. She was making that face like she wanted to give me the same sort of sympathetic smiles everyone gave her right after her dad died but she also didn’t want to look like she was smiling at me that way.
“Fine.” I shrugged. Shrugging is a sign that you have no worries. “How are you?”
“We’re good. We were just going to grab some lunch. You wanna come?” Tara’s smile was a little more genuine than Lucy’s.
I checked the time. It was almost 3:00. Was that a late lunch or
Starting at the top of the list, I reached out for the person, trying to imagine what he would look like, concentrating on his name. Normally, it doesn’t take me long to find someone that way, if they’re alive and on this planet. But Boris Javko wasn’t answering. I moved to the second name, and the next, giving each one about a minute. No luck by the time I’d reached lucky number seven. On the eighth one, I thought I had something, but then it turned out to be someone else with a similar name in Russia. This was going to take forever.“Hey, Cass? You got a second?” Eliza’s chipper voice pulled me out of a trance. I wanted to tell her no, but I couldn’t do that.“Sure. What’s up?”“Gah, I’m so frustrated. Mila and Hannah are working together to coordinate things now, so I guess I’m not supposed to ask for your help anymore. But they totally botched the hunt.&
“She’s back already, Christian. They’ve been trying to contact you. I lied the best I could, but I won’t be able to cover it up if they ask me to contact you telepathically. I think they might even be a little suspicious of me.” I thought back to how Aaron had been looking at me during the meeting, how he wouldn’t let me talk to Emma. “They might ask Heather. She can do it, too, you know? She can track you down and tell them where you are.”He let that sink in for a second before he asked, “Why are they suspicious? They should be able to see my IAC activity in Hawaii.”I didn’t know exactly how Christian thought he had this rigged up, but it clearly wasn’t working. “Because when Aaron tried to get you, he couldn’t. You set it so that he couldn’t turn it on, remember?”“Yeah, but... I’m on vacation.”
Alone in my apartment, I tried to get the song out of my head and couldn’t, so I turned on some music on my phone and picked up the stack of papers. I glanced back through the names of the people I’d already tried to contact. Some of them had been missing for weeks. That could be the problem. Instead of starting at the beginning, I went to the other end of the stack and found someone who’d only been missing a few days.A name jumped out at me. I’m not sure why, but it didn’t surprise me too much. It was almost as if the girl on the paper was shouting my name. “Dala Toth,” I whispered aloud. Aaron’s list had more detail than what I would’ve gotten on my own, but it didn’t tell me much. She was about my height and weight with the same color hair and just a little older than me. Was there a possibility that she might still be alive?I closed my eyes and felt out into the universe. Remarkably, it didn’t take
It wasn’t like Christian could do anything to help Dala or anyone else anyway. Even if he could find them, it’s not like he had an antidote. I wished there was something I could do to stop Dala from transforming into one of those awful things, but Christian wasn’t the answer. As hard as it was to believe it might be possible to save her, I reminded myself that I had been spared. If we could get over there quickly enough, maybe we could save her, too.I needed to tell Cadence and Aaron what I’d found out, but it was well past midnight, so I figured my sister was asleep. The time had really gotten away from me. I must’ve been in Dala’s head longer than I thought. I could tell Aaron—he never sleeps. But I didn’t want to tell him without talking to my sister. He’d probably ask me where Christian was, and I didn’t want to go into that right now.Bed would’ve been a good option for me at that point, but I was
By the time I made it down the hallway, I was no longer thinking at all. I just needed the noise to stop. I hammered on the door with my fist, barely able to keep my mouth shut. The last thing I needed was everyone on the floor staring at me.It took a second for the door to open. Brandon stared at me like he wasn’t sure what to say. I didn’t give him time to say anything I flew into his apartment, rushing right past him, with my hands over my ears. “Make it stop!” I begged him, bending over and pulling at my hair. “I don’t know how to make it stop!” He probably thought I was crazy. Maybe I was.“Make what stop? Cass, what’s the matter?” I could hear the concern in his voice. He reached out for me, trying to stabilize me, I assume. I was thrashing all over the place, not sure how to shout to Brandon what was happening over the noise in my own head, though I was aware he couldn’t hear it and didn’t
I unwound my arms from Brandon, and he let me go. I took a step back. “Thank you, Brandon. I’m sorry. I freaked out. I didn’t know what else to do.”“It’s okay. I’m glad you came. I’m so sorry that happened to you.” He reached up and brushed a few strands of hair behind my ear, his fingertips grazing my cheek, and I wanted to jump back into his arms.I didn’t. “I’ve never had anything like that happen before.”“It seemed really scary.”“It was.” I couldn’t remember the last time I’d been that scared, but I imagined it had to have been before I Transformed. Probably when Zabrina had me, or when I was lying on the ground, turning into a Vampire.Brandon stared at me for a second and then bit his bottom lip. I wanted to stay. The thought of going back to my apartment, alone, where Daunator had infiltrated my thoughts, was frightening. I co
But I had to check on Christian even if the threat of Daunator showing up in my head was terrifying. I could hear Brandon washing his hands and figured I had a second to pop into the other Guardian’s head, just to make sure he was alive. He was—but he was asleep, which was so weird because Guardians sleep so little, but I was glad. It must be so horrible being down there. Sleep might be the only peace possible.“Sorry about that, Brandon said, wiping his hands on his jeans. “Do you want something for breakfast?”I was tempted to say yes, to pretend like everything was fine and we hadn’t spent the last few days apart, but I couldn’t do that. We’d have to talk before we could move on, and Cadence needed me. “No, that’s okay. I should probably go. I have to check in with my sister.” I ran my hands through my hair and stood up.“Oh, okay.” I hated making his face look like that, like I&rsq
Still, I couldn’t just blab everything to Elliott, especially not since I’d just decided I wasn’t even going to tell my sister. “What do you mean?”He ran his tongue over his lips like he’d also felt that blast of hot air and it had dried them out before he asked, “What were you doing yesterday when Daunator got stuck in your head?”I had known he was in the hallway when I was talking to Brandon, trying to get the monster out, but I didn’t realize until that moment how carefully he’d been paying attention to what I was screaming about. “I was checking on these people.” I tipped my head in the direction of the stacks of paper all over my coffee table but didn’t pull my hand out. I needed to get him off course, make him think he was wrong. “I found one of them. I was just about to go tell Cadence and Aaron—some of these missing people are those creatures Eliza fought. Daunator is ke