"Patience is not the ability to wait, but the ability to keep a good attitude while waiting". - Joyce Meyer
It is getting late where is that man? I glance at my watch biting the inside of my cheek. This is why I never agree to meet clients after hours, especially at places like this. Skunky bars that is. I hate places like this. Always smelling like testosterone, sweat, smoke, and drinks. Not even mentioning the drunk men thinking that they are some kind of exceptional, they mostly are not even attractive. Most of them are old enough to have imoregnated my mother! I place my empty wine glass on the bar signaling to the bartender to keep the wine coming. All I wanted was to kick off my shoes, unstrap my bra and find a comfortable spot on the couch in front of the television tonight.I turn around as soon as I hear a group of people entering the lonely bar where I find myself being held hostage in, waiting on a new client who is interested in buying the place currently known as 'The hub'. Why anybody would be interested in this place blows my mind. The walls are filled with cracks and the ceiling might be about to fall on my head or rather the rest of the building above my head, but I am sure as hell not telling the idiot that. I'd rather point out that there is place to grow. An enormous piece of land at the back with the potential for building, the two houses on the side that comes with it, the five levels up that could be changed into apartments and the pool that can be reopened. Serves him right for making me wait. I turn away from the cloud of smoke pickering at my nose and I gulp down the glass of white wine on the bar."Pretty girl like you shouldn't be in a place like this." A husky voice whisper into my ear. Like I have not heard that one before, I mentally roll my eyes in the back of my head."Not interested." I wave my hand over my shoulder shooing the man not even glancing his way. The smell of his breath alone is repelling. Cigars and alcohol clouds flow from his mouth, revoltingI'd say."Come on girl let me buy you a drink." He teases making me turn to face him. He looks much younger than I would have guessed by the tone of his voice. Light brown hair covers his head making its way to his eyebrows which is pulled together in a knot. Soulless blue eyes bore into my eyes and his lips curved into one corner. He rend his eyes from me to signal the bartender then order me a refill and a vodka for himself before taking up the seat next to me. "Seat taken?" His voice hard and I am not sure if it is a question or a statement, but again man, the pick-up line is outdated already."Sure." I gesture with my hand to the seat as if I had any say in the matter."I hope I am not the one making such a beautiful girl wait ." He joke. Oh, it is you, my brain suddenly realizes that it must be the fool I was waiting for. The one who insisted that we meet at this hour,after work. If I didn't need that commission bonus I would swirl him right now. Emptying the glass of wine on him. I glance at him faking a smile."I have another meeting." I mutter in disbelieve at his confidence and arrogance. "Do you want to take a look around?" I question him although I really wish that I haven't. He can see the place is a dump and truthfully I am scared to go up the stairs. The building looks like a dangerous hazard. I saw a 1000 ways to die the other day of this group of kids who played in an old empty building. One girl got trapped inside and the ceiling collapsed onto her. Just one room. If my life is any indicator of what luck I could expect. The roof might collapse when I set my feet into the room."Let's finish our drinks first." He move towards my newly untouched glass of wine which I pick it up and take a sip of the white liwued before he can put his stinky fingers on the glass. At least I can enjoy another ten minutes or so of being alive. An uncomfortable silence falls between us only the sound of laughter and beers clinging around us is audible. I am not good at chitter-chatter. You know talking about this and that. I contemplate asking him about the weather, but almost immediately get rid of the thought. Maybe ask what he is planning on doing with the building. Ask him why he couldn't meet me during business hours."I really need to get this done with." I finally break the silence between us a few minutes later nervously gulping down the last of my wine, but I almost collapse when I rise to my feet from the chair. Darn, too much wine."Are you okay?" He questions me his one hand on my lower back and the other hand on my wrist. I might have fallen flat on my face if he hadn't caught me, but I sure don't appreciate his hands on me. I place my palms flat on the bar making sure my grip is tight. I tug my body away from him."Yeah... I um... The wine." My knuckles turn white against the bar while I struggle for words. I shouldn't have drunk that wine so quickly. I am an occasional drinker never having more than two glasses of wine. Tonight is an exception. "I am fine. Let's go." I take a deep breath and grab my handbag from the bar leading the way to the back of the building."As you can see." I indicate to the big space when we reach the second floor. "The possibilities are endless. The space is perfect for an office building and if you are prepared to spend more..." I take a deep breath trying to keep my balance. I can't believe I am drunk. I am drunk and trying to sell a piece of property that is almost as wasted as I am. "Apartments..." I place my palms flat against the dirty wall to support me."Are you seriously trying to sell me this... piece of shit?" He glares at me. His voice almost rumbling with laughter. "You don't know who I am, do you?" He takes two steps closer and I retreat slowly taking a step back. Red lights go off in my head. Wrong guy! Wrong guy! I need to get out.I slowly start walking backward, but he doesn't stop coming at me. I can't help but think that he is dangerous. Why would I lead him up here? Why would I think that he is Mister Ivanov? He grab onto my arms pulling me against him. Luckily for my self-defense classes, I kick him hard in the groing making a run for it not looking back."Bitch" He hisses through gritted teeth then catch up to me jumping on me sending both of us crashing to the floor. The taste of blood in my mouth sends adrenaline flooding my body. I turn around kicking at him, but the wine is my enemy causing my strength to weaken. I kick at him, but my legs are too weak. "Don't worry sweetheart. You won't remember this." A crooked smile appear on his face. I try screaming, but there is no sound. Why is there no sound? I try again but nothing then I try begging. Maybe if I plead."Please...""Please...""Don't..."Nothing. He cups my face with one hand his fingertips digging into my now wet cheeks. I didn't even notice I was crying until my eyes were fogging up. I close my eyes hoping it was a nightmare, but when I open them he was still watching me with lust-filled eyes. I hear him groan with ease then unbuckle his belt. No. No. No. Please.He pushes my dress up and places his one knee between my thighs and asmuch as I want to fight back my body is numband the only thing I am able to do is close my eyes again when he starts planting kisses on my neck. His breath increases and I can hear him swallow hard."Please... don't." I try begging again and suddenly the weight lift of my body. I open my eyes with shock. I am dreaming. Thank God. It was just a dream, but my body is still numb and I am still not able to move."You will be okay. The police are on their way." A vision with clear blue eyes whispers against my cheek. I close my eyes at his words. Darkness surrounds me."Not knowing the thing that's chasing you is a lot scarier than seeing it right in front of you." - Oren Peli "Miss Taylor..." The officer sighs with defeat brushing his fingers through his hair. All these questions is making my head spin. Who is he? What happened? Why were you there? With him? Soon after I passed out I woke up in the hospital where they kept me over night. There was a police man dressed in blue, constantly at the door that let to my private room. Thank goodness for medical insurance otherwise I wouldn't be so lucky to have a private room. "Miss Tay...""Lilith." I interrup the doctor fiddling with my fingers. I just want to go home, lay down and try to piece everything together. What happened? Why did the guy assaulting me change his mind. It is like he had multiple personalities. First assaulting me then calling the police for... himself?"There is no serious injuries. You might need a bit of rest, but you will be fine in a day or two." He place my file on the ta
"There is an old saying: If you want to hide the treasure, put it in plain sight. Then no one will see it." - Larry DosseyI pull the cap of my jacket over my head when I turn onto the busy sidewalk of a very busy New York City. I should be thankful that I live in a city that never sleeps, imagine how visible I would be if I was alone. Making my way through all the people I stumble and fall over a box meeting the ground with my knees and palms. Hands pushing forward, knees bending at instinct, but in the air, fall. Could my night get anymore embarrassing. 'Who leaves a box in the middle of a sidewalk.' I mutter under my breath getting up and dusting the dirt from my knees. My body is aching and my head throbbing. I just need a place to think. To sit down and go over all of this. A place that I can find aspirin for my head.At least no one seemed to notice me going head on with mother earth. I glance around me. It could have been worse I follow the man infront of me into the coffee sho
"Knowing his strength, to cover the scar even though it's always there, however, to be impossible is for one to see his weakness as, not an adversary, but the cherry on top of his strength, to rearrange the scar so that it compliments his features." - Criss JamiA hand care over my cheek making its way up my forehead outlining the frown on it then suddenly he stops. "You awake?" I don't respond letting him think I am still asleep. His touch is on my cheek again warming up the line as he touches me. I open my eyes meeting the brightest blue eyes I have ever seen when suddenly they scare the shit out of me making me jerk away and fall from the edge of the bed and make a thud sound as I crush 9nto the floor."Shit. Are you okay?" He roll over onto his stomach letting his head hang from the edge of the bed. "Peachy" I nap making an 'o' with my forefinger and my thumb. "I just want to go home, okay." I place my palms flat against the bed pushing myself up. "I'll take you." He sit up brus
"Hidden love is better than open hate." - Matshona DhliwayoArthur's POVAfter a quiet night infront of the television forced to watch Ryan Gosling desperately trying to love some rich girl who's parents doesn't approve of them, but unlike real life things seem to work out for them. I peek over Lilith to find her fast asleep. People who tend to live separate lives should probably continue doing so. If someone writes a book about how a woman's mind works the first chapter should state why woman believe that love from two different worlds could actually work.I lean back my head resting it on the edge of the couch keeping my gaze on the woman asleep with her legs thrown over mine. She had a life of her own before I intervened. She looks so peaceful in her sleep not a worry about the monsters chasing her... or the one who actually have her in his possession.I let her legs fall onto the couch when I stand up looking over her turn for a second, but she doesn't wake. She mumble something
"I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?" - John Lennon"Bitch" His voice echo through the empty building sending ripples bumping against my skull. My feet comes to a pause and I grab my head with both my hands each on a side. Stop. I need the voice to stop.Suddenly I fall onto the ground my face hitting the ground instantly. The sound of teeth clenching pain in my ear. An enormously heavy shadow crush me to the ground. I can't scream. I can't move. The inner line of my mouth is plastered with the horrible taste of metal. Warm thick liquid wet my dry lips letting drops roll over my cheek to the ground. I try pushing the weight of off me, but it is too heavy. My lungs heaving for air. I cant breath. I am suffocating. I loose control over my arms and legs. My whole body turn numb. I need to fight this. I need to.My e
"When we speak we are afraid our words will not be heard or welcomed. But when we are silent, we are still afraid. So it is better to speak." - Audre LordeIsabella's POV"Have you heard of her since she left?" Feodor roll onto his side flexing every muscle in his upper shoulder, reminding me why I agreed to go on a date with him six months ago. He eyed me at the gym for a while, but when he came over looking all manly, buff and damp with sweat to ask me out for dinner I couldn't resist. We were kind of in the same line of work, which we adore and we immediately hit it off."No." I turn on my side to face him dragging my finger over the outline of his tattooed sleeve. "I am really starting to get worried. She doesn't have any friends beside me and she hasn't reached out to me yet." I follow the line onto his stone hard chest."Maybe you should reach out to her." He suggests moving me underneath him. "You really think that is a good idea?" I position myself so that his knee can fit be
"People always talk about how hard it can be to remember things - where they left their keys, or the name of an acquaintance - but no one ever talks about how much effort we put into forgetting. I am exhausted from the effort to forget... There are things that have to be forgotten if you want to go on living." - Stephen CarpenterSlowly I close the apartment door behind me when I get back to the apartment. The sun is setting, evaporating the light between the white walls of the open plan kitchen and livingroom. I am late. I should have left earlier, but I missed Isabella so much and to be honest. I wasn't ready to say goodbye. My eyes search for any sign of Arthur, but there doesn't seem to be anyone here. I take a step deeper into the apartment dropping my phone into my pocket."Shh..." A whisper next to my ear send bolts of terror exhilarating through my body. A huge figure behind me set his hand over my mouth and a strong arm wrap around my body. He pull me back with him until we r
"Life is so full of unpredictable beauty and strange surprises. Sometimes that beauty is too much for me to handle. Do you know that feeling? When something is just too beautiful? When someone says something or writes something or plays something that moves you to the point of tears, maybe even changes you." - Mark Oliver Everett"Please don't fuck this up again." Arthur open the door in the dark garage where he parked the sleek black Lamborghini. Can you believe the answer to the make of the car was on the steering wheel all along. I didn't notice that before Arthur got out of the car.He switch a dim light on waiting for me to take the first step into the room. I step through the doorway into a room filled with old furniture and sealed boxes. "From better to worse." I mumble stepping between newspapers scattered over the floor."I am glad you feel that way." I turn to face him looking at me with a grin on his face. This is funny to him. "This is where I'll lock you up if you even th
"Lily, what are you doing there standing like a statue?" I hear isabella's voice echoeing through the hallway dragging the attention of Arthur who was still standing in front of the big wooden doors that lead to viktor's office on the other side of the hallway. Our eyes lock the moment he turns his head towards me and the expression on his face turned to anger. "Are you okay?" Isabella places her hands on my forearms forcing me to look at her, but she quickly glance in the way of Arthur which makes my pulse rate go even higher, but to my surprise he wasnt there amymore. "It looks like you have seen a ghost." She frowns, but I dont answer her removing my arms from her touch and placing one hand over my chest in an attempt to get my heart under control. "Let's go have breakfast." She shake her head from right to left and back and I could just imagine what she was thinking and I was not giving her the answers she was now so curiously wanting. "Hello, Lilith." The man I became to know a
Lilith POV Arthur was merely hovering against me and even though I wanted to push him away so badly, my body needed his touch so badly that I was just not physically able to deprive myself of him anymore. I had to part my lips for him. I didnt care what he have done in the past or what he might have planned to do in the future. The only think I did care about was how I feel at this exact moment and even though the smart part of me yelled at me about the danger, I could not care. He is like a drug to me, a drug shaped and designed for only me. "I should have done this a long time ago." He pant breaking our kiss when he places his hands on my ass lifting my up against him in one swoop and immedaitely I wrap my legs around his waist and interlock my arms at the back of his neck to keep my body from gliding off of him. "I agree." I nod rubbing my nose against his before pushing my lips against his again and entwine my fingers in his soft hair. This man was perfect, except mayby for bei
Arthurs POV “She doesn’t want to see you.” Issy repeats as she eye the last French fry on my plate. She used to do this since we were children. I hated it, but have grown used to it over the years. Now it was only a flaw of her's that I endured. “Take it.” I order giving her permission to take the fucking thing, my voice harsher sounding than I initially intended. I do not know why she didn’t just order herself a plate as she ate most of my plate anyways. It doesn’t even matter, I wasn’t hungry. I came to the diner to meet her with only one purpose in mind. Lilith. “Why are you doing this this?” “It is not my words or anyone else’s. She doesn’t want to see you. She didn’t give me any reason to why she won’t see you and I have to go now.” Issy lick the salt from her finger tip. “Theodor has probably sent out a search party for me by now…” The conversation I had with Issy plays over and over again in my head as I stand behind the bathroom door waiting for Issy and Feodor to get
The mere thought of Athur being one of them made my skin crawl, but this is where I was and the only way I was getting through this and more importantly out of this alive was by becoming one of them… or rather act the part. This was my new mission. I slowly open the door getting myself ready to face my demons head on. My hair was towel-dried after a long lasting and very warm shower, my clothing covered most of my body and I was clean the hot shower in the en-suite bathroom was equipped with all sorts of unnecessary soaps and shampoos as Isabella and I had at home. This was her room after all. “The skinny depressed girl decided to get out of bed” A man passing me yelled and like blitz there was a group of big men in front of me; greeting me and smiling like they waited years to see me. “I want to see Mister Victor.” I question cautiously although my voice sounded like a little mouse's squeecking. The men surrounding me was big and bould, some had muscles growing
Lilith’s POV “You said no one can enter without consent.” I remind Isabella of another lie as she takes a seat on the bed, next to me.“I know, I know, but it has been 3 days.” She chirp. She sounds happy, good for her. “You need to take a bath and get your wounds checked.” She was right, although I wouldn’t have admitted it aloud. Maybe denying the doctor entry was a bit harsh. He wasn’t nasty to me, but he is one of them. I remind myself. “I brought your clean clothes.” She jumps from the bed before throwing a bag onto the bed, My bag. This isn’t as fancy as you have grown used to nowadays she points to the designer clothing I was currently wearing, but at least it’s yours.” She shrug starting to remove the contents of the bag.“You get to leave?” I question her popping myself up on the bed, my ribs was feeling a lttle better and my face was not that swollen anymore. The bruising was already starting to grow yellow-ish.“You will be able to leave to, once you decide to get up.” She
"Is this not against your ethical code?"I question the Doctor dabbing at the skin in my face with a gauze and some cleaning solution."I promised to help people." He curtly respond taking a clean gauze with the one hand and passes it to his other hand. "But you are not really helping me, are you? You are just stopping the bleeding and patching me up for them to burst me wide open again." I close my eyes at the burning sensation at my bottom lip when he presses the cold material against it. "You are torturing me." I moan through gritted teeth pulling away from his touch."You are lucky to be alive, not to mention how little you got off. I have seen what this man does to woman and you are nothing compared to what they usually look like by now." I can't be sure if he is wondering or trying toe scare me. and I can't help to wonder how many tortured people he have stitched up in this dungeon. “This might hurt.” He warns me before punching a needle through my skin. Twice! Two stitches on th
There was only silence surrounding me. That and the cold and dark that I woke up to. "Hello?" I scream, but my only answer is the echoe of voice bouncing if the walls back at me. I blink my eyes a few times trying to adjust them to the dark, but there was not even a small shiver of light illuminating the outlines of wherever I was trapped. "Hey! Mister Bodyguard!" I try again to avail. I need to pee. My body suddenly reminds me of my basic human needs and I start feeling and touching my surroundings, slowly moving to my right side when I feel something around my left leg preventing me to take my leg with me and my hands immediately wonder towards it when my fingers touch the cold hard metal chain around my leg. 'What the fuck? They chained me to something like a fucking dog. What is wrong with this people?' I quickly move towards my left as far as I could trying to get an idea of how much I could move and if there was anything else in the dark room, maybe a bowl or if I am lucky a to
Lilith’s POV “One day.” I mouth at Arthur as tears start to run over my cheeks while the two goons drag me away following the salt and peppered haired man down some stairs. He promised me one day. I didn’t ask him to kiss me. I liked it, but I didn’t hold a gun to his head or threatened his life. He did that all by himself. Kiss me of course. He said it was a mistake. I was a mistake and then he wanted to leave. I needed to know right there and then what was going on so I quickly dried my tears. There wasn’t time to feel anymore. I had to grow up or at least grow a pair of tits. So I decided to grow a pair and quickly and silently as possible I tip toed into the house, through the kitchen over the cold tiles of the living room, pass all the boxes in the small hallway and climbed into the back of the car. I felt a small taste of comfort when I realised that this truly was his safe haven as there was no need to unlock the car first. I held my breath for a few seconds when Arthur got i
Isabella’s POV My stomach tightens as little drops of sweat covers my body. My breathing gets worse and I could almost feel my heart getting tachy against my rib case as Viktor paces up and down in front of me and Feodor. He told me not to come with him and let him handle this alone, but I couldn’t. We might not be assigned together, but in my little mind we are a team. “So your boyfriend over here tells me you lost your phone.” Viktor takes as close stand in front of me. So close that I can smell his dark oak center cologne. He was dressed ever so neatly like he always was in his freshly pressed disgner branded suits and extremely overpriced leather shoes. The man was dressed in a million dollars, but even though he had all the money in the world, the world he wanted will always be out of his reach. He was too successful and accomplished to have it all. “Yes, sir. I am sure it will turn up.” I reply using every inch of self control left in my body to not glance over to Feodor whos