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69. I STILL WANT YOU

Author: Zohara H. Khan
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~Maybe back then

A little

Just this much

If I had the courage to stand before you

Would everything be different now~

- (BTS) The Truth Untold

--------- ---------- --------- --------- ----------

Stefanos:

I still want you…

Even after the news of Xenia’s death, even after Draco broke down in front of me, even after I found myself blacking out in the middle of the market place I was still stuck with one thought for the last five days.

Xenia was no more.

My omega, the first person who made me open up, my mate…the precious part of my soul was no more.

How is it that just two months ago you see the person you love the most near you, happy, alive and breathing only to realise the next moment that you were too late.

Too late to ever see them again.

I had never felt this level of despair, had never felt like life was this empty. Nothing had ever compared to this, to losing my love. I couldn’t imagine a worse pain than this. It literally felt like my heart was bein
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