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19. XENIA
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2024-10-29 19:42:56~What am I now? What am I now?What if I'm someone I don't want around?I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm fallingWhat if I'm down?What if I'm out?What if I'm someone you won't talk about?I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling~
-(Harry Styles) Falling
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Stefanos:
I watched out from the large expanse of my window, as the curtains fluttered with the soft breeze singing outside the walls of the tower. The view of the garden outside was magnificent as always with a few flowers missing here and there.
It was past afternoon, and I had no important chores to do. Today was dull and boring as my wolf decided to rest itself indoors, too lazy and unoccupied to walk to the marketplace where I always meet Xenia.
I decided it was a
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