Flashback
Seven Years Ago…
X191016: Send me your photo so I won’t mistake you for someone else. I’m sure there will be plenty of people wearing red sweaters, and I don’t want to mess up by not recognizing you.
Sierra turned her head when she heard a notification from the dating app she was using. For a moment, she put down her hairdryer and read the message.
Her heart raced as she read it—a message from her friend… or whatever she should call him. They had been exchanging messages for six months, but they had never met in person because X, as Sierra called him, had not yet returned to New York. He was studying in the UK and had just finished his degree, returning to New York two days ago. Today was the day of their first meeting.
How did Sierra feel? Of course, she was extremely nervous.
Honestly, this was something she had never done before—using a dating app and connecting with a stranger she had never met. However, she found herself feeling comfortable with what she was doing, and here she was now. She couldn’t believe she was getting ready to meet him.
CatLovers 2410: Didn’t we agree not to exchange photos so we could only see each other for the first time at the meeting?
X191016: That’s a great idea. But trust me, it’ll be hard to spot each other.
Sierra bit her lower lip, trying to reason that what X said made sense.
They had gotten to know each other quite well by exchanging messages and sharing everything about their lives over the past six months. However, how could she find X if she didn’t know his face? Or how could X find her when they hadn’t exchanged real names and only referred to each other in silly ways?
X191016: Trust me, Kitty. This meeting will still be fun. But I want to make sure I don’t walk up to the wrong person.
Yes, X called her Kitty, matching the username she used. Maybe after this, there would be many changes in their chat room, but for a moment, she doubted it. Would their meeting end with something pleasant, or would it lead to the end of their delightful conversations in the chat room?
CatLovers 2410: *Sends a photo.*
X191016: Which one is you?
She almost laughed when she received X’s reply so quickly, in just seconds. She looked at the photo she had sent—a picture of herself with Callie, her best friend.
CatLovers 2410: You’ll know when you see one of us there. Just make sure you don’t mistake me for someone else, X!
X191016: Can’t wait to see you there. :*
Sierra couldn’t hold back her laughter this time. She quickly finished what she needed to do and changed her clothes. She looked at her reflection in the mirror, trying hard to convince herself not to cancel the plans she had made with X.
Oh, please, why was she so nervous? It was just a casual meeting, and she shouldn’t be this overly anxious.
Unfortunately, she couldn’t hold back her nerves when she realized she might be interested in a man she had never met—a man she had only heard over the phone but never knew how he looked.
It sounded ridiculous, especially for a woman her age, to be doing something so classic. But she never thought her whim of creating an account on a dating app would take her this far.
“Sierra, can I borrow your notebook?” Someone opened her dorm room door, and Sierra knew who it was even before turning her head.
“Yes, Callie. You can take it,” she quickly replied.
“Thanks, Sierra. I really—” Callie stopped in the doorway and turned back towards her. “Wait… Either I’m mistaken, or you look different today. Where are you going?” she asked directly.
Sierra smiled as she put her phone into her bag and ensured she had her wallet and everything she needed. “I’m going to meet that guy,” she said.
“That guy… which one?” Callie murmured.
“Oh my God, you make me sound like someone with many men in her life when I don’t even have one!” Sierra squinted her eyes as she put on her shoes.
“I’m saying this because I genuinely can’t remember if you’ve been seeing someone lately. Did I miss something?” Callie walked towards her and sat beside her. “Don’t tell me you’re going to meet that guy from the dating app?”
“Is that a bad idea?” Sierra winced as she realized Callie looked utterly shocked.
Oh, she couldn’t recall how many times her friend had warned her not to take things too seriously with someone she met on a dating app. And now, she was preparing to meet him, unsure how Callie would view her decision.
“I can’t believe what you’re doing.” Callie sighed and shook her head as if to say what Sierra was doing was a terrible idea.
***
“Oh, I just found out you’re so close with Callie that you often hang out together.”
Sierra nodded awkwardly—not knowing what to do.
Honestly, she felt utterly ridiculous now.
After Callie got mad and left her in the hospital corridor, she ran into Damian. Yes, Damian—a close friend of Axton, whom she often met at the office. And believe it or not, Sierra was now in Damian’s car because she had no other choice but to follow him when she realized she didn’t have her wallet as her bag was left in Callie’s car. Her phone battery was also dead, rendering it useless.
“I’ve been friends with Callie since high school, and coincidentally, Callie is dating Axton. I found out about it after working with Axton, and honestly, it was quite surprising.”
Damian glanced at her and gave a brief smile. “Honestly, I was more surprised when I found out you call Axton casually outside when you’re usually so formal with him in the office.”
“Yeah, that’s just how it is,” she shrugged. She managed to charge her phone thanks to Damian’s car, and she was very grateful for that because at least after this, she could order a taxi with her phone. “Could you drop me off near the bus stop? I’ll take a taxi home.”
“What? Why? I can take you all the way home. Why bother taking a taxi?”
Sierra shook her head.
Well, she wasn’t about to let Damian know that she wasn’t just friends with Callie but also living in her house, right?
“No, I can take a taxi. I’m very grateful that you lent me your phone charger; it really helped me. It has enough battery now for me to get home, and I can charge it again once I’m there.”
“You can charge it fully. Don’t worry. I’m not going to ask you to pay for using the charger or for hitching a ride in my car.” Damian looked at her seriously. “Don’t feel awkward. You helped me a lot when I needed Axton’s schedule while we worked together two years ago. Giving you a ride home won’t bankrupt my company.”
Ah, it seemed Sierra had forgotten something. “Don’t you have work today?”
“Nope. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist; that’s why I came to the hospital. Looks like you’re also not working today.”
“Yes, I had to take Callie somewhere,” she replied.
“I just found out they’re trying to have a baby. Didn’t they get married two years ago? Or am I miscalculating?”
Sierra grimaced as she realized she might have just spilled some secrets she shouldn’t have told anyone.
“Yes, they got married two years ago. But Callie has always wanted children, so she’s been trying really hard.”
“What do you mean ‘trying really hard’? Do you mean they’re…” He stopped speaking and made air quotes with his hands, “They do that really hard?”
Sierra understood what he meant, and she snorted while rolling her eyes. “Should I ask them about that?”
She didn’t know why she even responded to Damian’s joke, but she felt like he had a silly sense of humor.
“That’s a great idea. But I bet you’d end up envying Callie if you found out.”
“Ew!” Sierra looked at Damian with disgust, waving her hand. “Can we please change the topic?”
Damian laughed at her reaction, and Sierra found herself laughing along.
She couldn’t force Damian to drop her off. He had already been kind enough to give her a ride and let her charge her phone. She didn’t want to argue over something that didn’t really matter, and she figured there was no harm in allowing Damian to take her home, especially since she hadn’t visited the place in so long. The problem was she didn’t have her keys. So, she’d probably just look at the house from the outside and order a taxi from there to Callie’s house.
Thinking about Callie made Sierra feel bad again. Maybe once she got home, she’d apologize to Callie for what she said earlier.
“By the way, how could Callie leave you at the hospital alone?”
Sierra turned her head, realizing she’d missed something in the story she’d made up for Damian.
“Well,” she looked around, trying hard to come up with another excuse, “something came up that made her rush home. I overheard her on the phone with her mother-in-law, and it seemed like Axton’s mother was coming over. Callie was a bit intimidated by her mother-in-law, so she rushed home to greet her. I told her to leave me and that I’d take a taxi since she didn’t have time to take me home. Honestly, I didn’t want to get involved with her mother-in-law either.”
All right, after this, Sierra would consider a career as a novelist. She was getting better at making up stories.
“Axton’s mother?” Damian turned his head slightly. “She’s a lovely woman. Why would Callie be afraid of her?”
Sierra blinked. Oh no, she’d made up the wrong story. But hadn’t Callie said her mother-in-law wasn’t a pleasant woman?
“Well, I don’t know what’s really going on. Maybe she’s not afraid; she just wanted to prepare everything properly to welcome her.”
“I’ve met his mother a few times, and she seems nice. You should meet her sometime.”
“That’s completely irrelevant to me since she’s Callie’s mother-in-law, not mine,” Sierra replied, shrugging.
“Oh, that’s not the response I expected from you.”
“Then what were you expecting?” Sierra chuckled softly.
“I was hoping—” Damian’s sentence was interrupted by the sound of his phone ringing. “Excuse me,” he said as he answered the call.
“Damian, how long do I have to wait at home before you come back? Did you forget today is Maya’s birthday? She won’t let the party start until you’re here,” a woman’s voice said through the phone, making Sierra immediately avert her gaze.
Damian winced, seemingly realizing he’d forgotten something important, and smacked his forehead. “Damn it. Does it have to be now?”
“Do I have to postpone the birthday party?”
Sierra didn’t mind that Damian had the call on speaker—it was the safest way to talk while driving—but she felt a bit awkward now, worried she might overhear something she wasn’t supposed to.
“Are you really not going to attend your niece’s birthday party? Should I come over there and knock some sense into you?”
“Come on, she’s only four years old. She won’t remember whether I was there or not, so I’m not important to her.”
“Maybe not to her, but you’re important to me. I know you’ll come.”
“Come on,” Damian chuckled softly, glancing at Sierra. “I’m with a woman right now, and I can’t just leave her to go to your house, can I?”
“Oh, that’s nice. Why don’t you bring her here? That would be even better.”
“What the hell!” This time, Damian burst into genuine laughter.
"Uncle! When are you coming? I've been waiting for you for ages!" The voice on the phone switched to that of a little girl, clearly upset.
This time, Sierra turned her head again, laughing at Damian, who seemed torn upon hearing his niece’s voice.
“Wait for me there, Sweety. Uncle will be there soon.”
“Okay. I love you!” The little girl blew a kiss over the phone, and Damian returned it with the same gesture.
After the call ended, Damian turned his head toward Sierra, looking at her with evident regret.
Sierra smiled and quickly nodded. “I’ll get off up ahead, and you can head to your niece’s party,” she said calmly.
All this time, she had never truly spoken with Damian beyond formalities, always maintaining professional boundaries in the office. Now, she realized Damian was a sweet man who couldn’t ignore his little niece.
“No, Sierra. I’m not asking you to get off. I just wanted to ask if you’re free this afternoon.”
“What?” Sierra frowned.
“Could you come with me to my niece’s party?”
Note: Pay attention to the flashback timeline I provided. The event occurred seven years ago, which means it was two years before Sierra worked as Axton's secretary and before Callie met Axton. At the time of this event, Sierra and Callie were still in college. Who do you think is the man Sierra is meeting? Is it Damian or someone else?
Sierra could hardly believe what was happening. This morning, she had experienced so many baffling events. It started with her conversation with Axton, going to the hospital with Callie, their argument, and her meeting with Damian. And now, Sierra found herself at a birthday party for Damian’s niece, held at his family’s home.Not only did she meet Damian’s older sister, but she also met his entire extended family. Ridiculously, Damian introduced her to everyone, and she had to go around and meet them all."I didn’t know Damian had a girlfriend. You’re so beautiful, I almost couldn’t take my eyes off of you," said an 80-year-old woman with white hair and wrinkles on her face, holding Sierra’s hand tightly while gazing at her in admiration.Sierra knew the woman was Damian’s grandmother, but she didn’t expect her to mistake her for Damian’s girlfriend."Grandma, I already told you she’s my friend. Don’t make her uncomfortable," Damian said, wrapping his arm around his grandmother’s wai
Sierra really didn’t know what to do when she found Axton standing in front of her house. Honestly, there were so many questions running through her head, but she knew that Damian’s question deserved an answer first.Why is he here?"Is there an issue at the office that made you come find me here, Axton?" Sierra didn’t have an answer for Damian, so she chose to ask Axton when the three of them were standing in front of her gate.Axton glanced at her, then looked at Damian for a moment before furrowing his brow. “Why are you here, Damian?”Alright, now everyone was confused about why they were there.“I’m giving Sierra a ride home. Why are you here?” Damian replied.“She’s my secretary,” Axton answered.“Does her job require you to come to her house?”Sierra blinked, not knowing why, but she felt the atmosphere around them turning uncomfortable.“I’m on leave today because I’m with Callie, didn’t I tell you that? My phone died earlier due to the battery running out, so I didn’t know if
Sierra swore that she really didn’t know what to say to Callie to fix everything now. But she knew she still had to do something—say something to end the misunderstanding.If Callie thought this way about her, she knew her friend must be tortured by everything."I know that whatever I say to you will just sound like an excuse. But I want you to listen because what happened isn't what you think, Callie.""Are you saying that I heard wrong?""No," Sierra shook her head. "That’s exactly what I talked about with Axton, and I admit it. But I want you to know that something happened at the office, and everyone started calling me a whore because they think I have a relationship with Axton after I came to the office with him several times."Callie didn’t react, but Sierra still saw the disappointment so clearly in her eyes.Now she wondered in her heart—how could Callie hide all of this since yesterday? How could she still try to act kind when she is sick of her?Now she understood why Callie
“Are you sure you want to do this?” A soft murmur reached Sierra’s ears as she closed her eyes.Her chest fluttered every time she felt a warm breath brush against her skin—especially when a pair of hands touched her most intimate parts. Those hands teased her just right, touching in a way that made it seem like they already knew every place capable of overwhelming her senses.“Is there another way?” Sierra tried to open her eyes, but what she saw only made her mind even more chaotic.She knew it shouldn’t be like this. But what could she do? She needed money, and this was the only way to get it quickly.“You’ve already heard what the doctor said about Callie’s condition, right? There’s no other way, Sierra. So I’m asking you again, are you sure about this?” Axton lifted his head from the crook of Sierra’s neck, giving her a sharp look. His black eyes glared, full of emotions and desire that had already consumed him.Oh, so this was the man who claimed to love his wife and refused to
Sierra opened her eyes as she felt the sunlight streaming through her bedroom window.It was morning, and she could feel it even though her eyes weren’t fully open yet.The second thing she felt was a sharp ache in her lower body, making her wince and furrow her brow. She hadn’t expected it to feel like that.How would she manage to walk out of her room and face people? More importantly, how could she face Callie, knowing that her husband had spent the night in her room? Or how could she face Axton at work later, knowing they had to work together in the same office.Actually, she didn’t fucking care. She just needs to get a bath and go to work.“Are you feeling sick, Sierra?” Callie asked as Sierra stepped out of the bathroom, getting ready in front of her vanity.Sierra closed her eyes for a moment. She had spent extra time in the bathroom, hoping to be late enough to avoid facing her friend for too long. She wanted to pretend to be in a hurry and head straight to work, burying herse
No one spoke.Everything felt shocking, and neither Axton nor Sierra could find the right words to discuss anything. So, instead of talking, Sierra chose to tend to the wounds on Axton's face caused by the commotion from a few minutes ago.She was sure that everyone was now talking about what had happened. However, none of that mattered anymore because she was waging a war alone with her thoughts."How much do you owe them?"Minutes passed, and that was the first question that slipped through Axton's lips.Sierra looked up to meet his eyes, but it lasted only a few seconds because she had to admit that she couldn’t bear to look him in the eye after everything that had happened between them."Did you take this deal because you needed money to pay off a debt?"Sierra had already told Callie all the problems in her life, but it seemed Callie hadn’t told her husband anything.Well, the deal initially only involved Sierra being a surrogate mother, not actually sleeping with Axton and havin
FlashbackFive years ago..."Sierra! You won't believe what I have to tell you!"Sierra winced as she heard Callie’s enthusiastic voice over the phone. People next to her shot irritated looks her way as if she had just made a huge mistake.Well, accepting a video call while sitting in a waiting room for a job interview was probably a criminal-level offense that deserved to be considered a fatal mistake."Callie, can I hear the news later? I’ll be happy to hear whatever you have to tell me, but right now, I’m about to interview for a job, and I don’t know when they’ll call me in."Callie frowned, "Hell! Since when was a job interview more important than me? Do you really not want to hear my story?""You know that’s not what I meant. I just said I’d hear it later after my interview is done. They might call me at any moment, and I don’t want to make you cut your story short.""Oh my gosh! Why aren’t you prioritizing me right now, Sierra? Is that job really more important than my story?"
"What happened?"Sierra held Callie’s hand and sat next to her. She looked up, wiping her tears as Axton stood in front of her—standing beside Callie, who was now lying on her bed after Axton had brought her into the room.Luckily, Axton had arrived shortly after Callie fainted. Sierra didn’t know what she would’ve done if Axton hadn’t come quickly when she screamed and repeatedly called Callie’s name."Callie’s condition has worsened lately. What were you two talking about that made her faint, Sierra? The maid said Callie was crying with you." There was something different in Axton’s voice, and Sierra knew what it was.Everything that had happened just a few minutes ago vanished, and now the air was thick with tension as if they were no longer two people who had ever touched."I told her you had paid off my debt, and I got my house deed back. I think she got emotional because she was worried I wouldn’t follow through with our agreement. I already—""Why did you tell her that?" Axton
Sierra swore that she really didn’t know what to say to Callie to fix everything now. But she knew she still had to do something—say something to end the misunderstanding.If Callie thought this way about her, she knew her friend must be tortured by everything."I know that whatever I say to you will just sound like an excuse. But I want you to listen because what happened isn't what you think, Callie.""Are you saying that I heard wrong?""No," Sierra shook her head. "That’s exactly what I talked about with Axton, and I admit it. But I want you to know that something happened at the office, and everyone started calling me a whore because they think I have a relationship with Axton after I came to the office with him several times."Callie didn’t react, but Sierra still saw the disappointment so clearly in her eyes.Now she wondered in her heart—how could Callie hide all of this since yesterday? How could she still try to act kind when she is sick of her?Now she understood why Callie
Sierra really didn’t know what to do when she found Axton standing in front of her house. Honestly, there were so many questions running through her head, but she knew that Damian’s question deserved an answer first.Why is he here?"Is there an issue at the office that made you come find me here, Axton?" Sierra didn’t have an answer for Damian, so she chose to ask Axton when the three of them were standing in front of her gate.Axton glanced at her, then looked at Damian for a moment before furrowing his brow. “Why are you here, Damian?”Alright, now everyone was confused about why they were there.“I’m giving Sierra a ride home. Why are you here?” Damian replied.“She’s my secretary,” Axton answered.“Does her job require you to come to her house?”Sierra blinked, not knowing why, but she felt the atmosphere around them turning uncomfortable.“I’m on leave today because I’m with Callie, didn’t I tell you that? My phone died earlier due to the battery running out, so I didn’t know if
Sierra could hardly believe what was happening. This morning, she had experienced so many baffling events. It started with her conversation with Axton, going to the hospital with Callie, their argument, and her meeting with Damian. And now, Sierra found herself at a birthday party for Damian’s niece, held at his family’s home.Not only did she meet Damian’s older sister, but she also met his entire extended family. Ridiculously, Damian introduced her to everyone, and she had to go around and meet them all."I didn’t know Damian had a girlfriend. You’re so beautiful, I almost couldn’t take my eyes off of you," said an 80-year-old woman with white hair and wrinkles on her face, holding Sierra’s hand tightly while gazing at her in admiration.Sierra knew the woman was Damian’s grandmother, but she didn’t expect her to mistake her for Damian’s girlfriend."Grandma, I already told you she’s my friend. Don’t make her uncomfortable," Damian said, wrapping his arm around his grandmother’s wai
FlashbackSeven Years Ago…X191016: Send me your photo so I won’t mistake you for someone else. I’m sure there will be plenty of people wearing red sweaters, and I don’t want to mess up by not recognizing you.Sierra turned her head when she heard a notification from the dating app she was using. For a moment, she put down her hairdryer and read the message.Her heart raced as she read it—a message from her friend… or whatever she should call him. They had been exchanging messages for six months, but they had never met in person because X, as Sierra called him, had not yet returned to New York. He was studying in the UK and had just finished his degree, returning to New York two days ago. Today was the day of their first meeting.How did Sierra feel? Of course, she was extremely nervous.Honestly, this was something she had never done before—using a dating app and connecting with a stranger she had never met. However, she found herself feeling comfortable with what she was doing, and h
Sierra ended up unable to sleep all night as she thought about what might happen to her.She had never imagined she would find herself in a situation where she might be pregnant. And now that it was happening, she had to face the harsh reality—she didn’t have a husband and wasn’t in a serious relationship with anyone. She had slept with her best friend’s husband, and now, she might be carrying his child after everything they had done together.When morning came, Sierra honestly couldn’t think of what to do.She followed Callie, who had been very enthusiastic since the early hours. Callie prepared breakfast and made her finish a bowl of soup before they left for the doctor. Callie hadn’t told Axton anything, and he looked confused when Sierra said she was taking the day off because she had plans with Callie.In truth, Callie had forbidden her from working since the day before, insisting they go straight to the hospital. However, Sierra refused because she remembered an important work s
Sierra might burn in hell after everything she has done. However, she knew that she had no choice in her life. She had let everything fall apart and might make it even worse over time."How about your life, Sierra? We hardly ever see you because Callie says you're always busy. Where do you work now?"Sierra lifted her head from the teacup in her hands and looked at Amy, a brunette woman who had just asked her the question."Me?" She smiled briefly, "Nothing has changed in my life. I still work at Callie's husband's company until now.""Wow, you've been working there for so long. Don't you have any plans to work somewhere else?"Sierra didn’t understand why Callie brought her friends home and ended up throwing a tea party in the backyard. Surprisingly, she was also expected to join the tea party."Guys, Sierra is the best secretary Axton has ever had. She works well and rarely makes mistakes. My husband needs a secretary like her to help with his work. So, I hope you don't make Sierra
“You didn’t fire them, did you?” Sierra walked into Axton’s office after waiting for 15 minutes until the three women from the finance department left.She had wanted to go in earlier but knew she couldn’t. She couldn’t argue with Axton while his employees were in the room.“You don’t need to worry or care about them, Sierra. I’ll hire new employees if that’s what I need,” Axton said flatly.“What?” Sierra couldn’t believe what she was hearing. “Look, they won’t stop talking about rumors about me if I keep working with you. Honestly, it’s not entirely their fault, and I want to say that they’re not completely wrong about the things they’re saying about me.”“So, you’re just going to stay quiet after they called you a slut?”“They didn’t call me that—I admitted it myself. Do you think I’m not a slut after the deal we made?” Sierra almost laughed at herself for saying such a thing. But before she could, Axton grabbed both her arms and suddenly pushed her.She was shocked by his actions.
This morning felt as crazy as the mornings before.Sierra didn’t know how to face Axton after what happened between them last night. To be honest, she could never shake off everything they had done, and it frustrated her.Throughout her life, she had only dated a few times and never slept with any of them. She only kissed, and that was the boundary she offered to her boyfriends. She had been busy working because she needed money, and she couldn’t remember the last time she dated—maybe two or three years ago.Then, suddenly, she slept with a man who had no ties to her whatsoever.If she felt emotional afterward, was that a normal thing?After walking quite a distance from Callie and Axton’s house, Sierra finally had time to think about everything that had happened. Maybe she would go crazy if she had to stay longer at the dining table and act as if everything was fine when her head was so noisy with all her wild thoughts.A car horn startled her steps, and she cursed inwardly—damning w
Flashback5 Years Ago…Axton frowned as two women approached his table. One of them, with black hair, was waving at him. The other had blonde hair, and Axton swore he recognized her face.“Hey, Axton. Sorry for being late. I had to drag Sierra out of her room to accompany me here, and she was really hard to pull out,” the black-haired woman smiled while rolling her eyes.“Wait,” Axton muttered, furrowing his brows. He glanced at the two women alternately, trying to piece together the puzzle forming in his mind.This was a blind date, their first meeting. Yet, he found himself facing two women, both of whom happened to appear in the photos Callie had sent him.So, which one of them was Callie?“Oh, I’m sorry! My name is Callie. You’re Axton, right?” The black-haired woman extended her hand, which Axton promptly shook.“To be honest, I was a bit surprised for a moment. I thought you’d come alone.”“Ah, yes. This is my friend, Sierra. We’re always together wherever and whenever. So don’t