Sierra really didn’t know what to do when she found Axton standing in front of her house. Honestly, there were so many questions running through her head, but she knew that Damian’s question deserved an answer first.
Why is he here?
"Is there an issue at the office that made you come find me here, Axton?" Sierra didn’t have an answer for Damian, so she chose to ask Axton when the three of them were standing in front of her gate.
Axton glanced at her, then looked at Damian for a moment before furrowing his brow. “Why are you here, Damian?”
Alright, now everyone was confused about why they were there.
“I’m giving Sierra a ride home. Why are you here?” Damian replied.
“She’s my secretary,” Axton answered.
“Does her job require you to come to her house?”
Sierra blinked, not knowing why, but she felt the atmosphere around them turning uncomfortable.
“I’m on leave today because I’m with Callie, didn’t I tell you that? My phone died earlier due to the battery running out, so I didn’t know if there was something important I needed to do. If there is, is there a problem?” She tried to stay professional, speaking like a secretary talking to her boss.
“Let’s go home. Callie’s looking for you,” Axton said.
Sierra briefly closed her eyes as she realized Axton’s words didn’t match their current situation at all. Luckily, she was facing away from Damian, so he couldn’t see her expression.
“I already told Callie that I won’t stay over because your mom is coming to your house. Did she contact me again? I’ll check my phone.” She took her phone out of her pocket and pretended to do something with it. “Oh, she asked me to come over. Is it okay if I come when your mom is at home?”
Alright, this is going to be an interesting story.
“Get in the car. I don’t have much time,” Axton said calmly.
Sierra still tried to smile, although she was starting to feel very annoyed. This morning, Callie had left her in a very uncomfortable position, forcing her to tell many lies to Damian. And now, in the evening, it was the husband of that woman who had put her in an awkward spot.
Did this guy have no sense? At least he should’ve made small talk with his friend, right?
“I didn’t know you two were this close outside of work,” Damian commented.
“Did he tell you he’s my wife’s friend?”
“Yes, of course, Sierra told me.”
“Well then, you know the reason. Why are you asking again?”
Sierra closed her eyes. “Has Callie been waiting for me? If so, we should head to your house before I end up getting scolded by her. She’ll be very upset if I make her wait.” After saying that to Axton, she turned to Damian, “Thank you for the ride home, Damian. But now I need to go to Callie’s house because she wants me to meet her.”
“If you know you need to go to Axton’s house, I don’t mind taking you there.”
“Yeah, I know. But I still don’t want to use my voucher just for you to drive me. I want to use it for something else. Maybe something expensive.”
Damian laughed when he heard that.
Spending the whole day with this humorous man has made her develop a silly sense of humor for herself.
“Let’s go, Sierra,” Axton said, opening the car door.
Sierra nodded. “Thanks again, Damian. I have to go now.”
“Of course!” Damian waved his hand, and she found it a bit strange, but she still waved back before getting into the car.
Axton’s car sped through the streets of New York. It was getting late, and they would likely reach her house just before dinner time.
Sierra felt a little uncomfortable with the silence in the car, but she didn’t plan to start a conversation because she remembered how their last discussion ended badly.
“What are you doing?”
It seemed she couldn’t hold herself back. The question didn’t come from Axton but from her.
“Driving.”
“Listen, Axton, I’m really not liking what’s happening right now.” She turned her head briefly before shaking her head. “First, Callie, and now you. Our agreement didn’t include me having to follow your drama or get involved in your mood swings. I’m still trying to understand Callie, but this time, I can’t understand what you’re doing. Why were you at my house?”
“Callie asked me to find you,” Axton answered quickly. “What really happened? Did you two fight?”
Sierra furrowed her brow. “I wouldn’t call it a fight. I think Callie just lost control because she was disappointed with what happened. Then we had an argument because maybe... I couldn’t control myself when Callie said something that upset me. I think I was in the wrong.”
She had to admit that she had been wrong to assume Axton was angry when he saw her with Damian. But now, everything made sense. He was angry because she had done something that upset Callie, not because she was with his friend.
“Then why were you with Damian? You were right when you said the agreement didn’t require you to understand anyone’s emotions, but remember that no one should know about this agreement, right?”
“I didn’t say anything to Damian except for a few lies I had to tell to cover up the truth. Also, you don’t need to look at me like I’m some woman who doesn’t deserve to talk to your friend.” She felt a little offended by what Axton said. Maybe she was also influenced by all the emotions that had been building up inside her since this morning.
“Since when did you two start talking and getting to know each other?”
“Does it matter? I met him at the office, and I don’t see anything wrong with talking to him.” She couldn’t believe they were talking about Damian now, not about Callie and what had happened. “Do you know Callie left me at the hospital? My wallet was in her car, and my phone died, so I couldn’t do anything. Damian was there, and he helped me. It was even a coincidence that I ran into Mr. Smith, and it’s likely to impact your project because I already spoke to him.”
"Do I care about that?"
"Didn't you ask me?" Sierra furrowed her brow. "From what I heard and how you reacted when you found out I knew your friend, you seemed to dislike it, as if you were saying I didn't deserve to talk to him. Listen, this is insulting to me, but I realize that maybe everyone will see me the same way you do after learning what I’ve done. But I was just talking to him, not selling myself to him."
***
Sierra thought Callie’s mood would improve after leaving her alone for the whole day. She thought Callie just needed some time to calm down and realize that what happened this morning wasn’t their fault. But she was wrong. It seemed Callie still wasn’t okay.
After wracking her brain for an excuse she could give Damian so she could get into Axton’s car without arousing suspicion, she now had to come up with an explanation for Callie. And she had to do it now—at the dinner table before Axton came over for dinner.
Her conversation with Axton during the ride from her house to here had also ended badly, and now she really didn’t know what to do about him. She means, how can she get pregnant if things are like this?
“This morning, I met Damian, and he was surprised when he saw me near the obstetrician's office. I had to come up with some excuses for him, and maybe I should tell you this so that we don’t make up different stories if he comes to you and asks anything.”
No reaction.
“I told him that we’re friends, and that’s not a lie, right?” Sierra turned her head, hoping Callie would react, but she remained silent. “Then I told him you’re undergoing a pregnancy program. He asked why you left me, and I ended up hitching a ride in his car because my wallet was left in your car, and my phone battery died. Honestly, I was pretty upset about that one, Callie. But I don’t want us to argue again. So, I went with him, and I ended up attending his nephew’s birthday party, which meant I spent the whole day with him.”
Still no response.
Sierra was starting to feel frustrated in her mind.
Honestly, everything that’s happened recently has been tough on her, and she realized she still had to push herself harder to control all the emotions she was feeling. Callie was very sensitive, and she had to understand her state of mind.
“I also met Axton’s colleague there, and I hope this meeting will help Axton’s work with that guy. I think Damian is a nice guy because I’ve never known him outside of the office. But I hope we never run into each other again outside of work because it’s a little hard for me to make up stories without you. I’m afraid I’ll say something wrong and ruin our agreement.”
“Do you still care about that agreement?”
Sierra furrowed her brow when she heard Callie scoff. “What do you mean? Of course, I care.”
Even though she had known Callie for a long time, Obstetricians couldn’t deny that this was a really difficult time for her. She had to truly understand Callie and navigate whatever was making her mood change. And honestly, that was hard to do when Sierra herself was struggling to control her own thoughts.
“Listen, Callie,” she shifted her position so she could face Callie, “Even though I’m not pregnant right now, that doesn’t mean I’m not serious about this agreement. If you’re still worried that I won’t follow through because Axton already paid off my debt, that’s definitely not true. I’ve said repeatedly that this agreement will still happen. Do you know that I now have no way out?”
Her last words sounded somewhat sad, and she hated that.
Since she made the agreement with Callie, she knew her life would never be the same again. Even her relationship with Callie would never be the same as it was before. But she took on all of the consequences because she knew she was the only one who could help her friend.
“You know how messed up my life is because of my damn father. You also know that I don’t have anyone else but you. You even know that everything I have now is thanks to you, right?”
“And is there a guarantee for all of that? I’ve heard stories about friends betraying their friends.”
“Oh my God, Callie.” Sierra furrowed her brow, “Have I ever done that to you?”
“I heard you.”
Sierra turned her head in confusion. “What do you mean?”
“The other agreement you made with my husband,” she paused for a second, “I heard about it.”
“You what?” Sierra felt as though a heavy stone had fallen on her head—drowning her in the shock that was now overwhelming her.
All the words she had prepared to persuade Callie and explain what had happened vanished from her mind in an instant.
Her mind went blank, and the only thing spinning in her head was the conversation she had with Axton earlier.
“I don’t care about what you want to do to save your life, Sierra. But I warn you not to overstep your boundaries. Even though I love you, I won’t let you betray me. You know that, right?”
Sierra felt like she had lost all ability to think.
No. This couldn’t be happening.
Didn’t Callie’s call end when Sierra talked to Axton?
Or…
Or maybe that call wasn’t over?
Suddenly, she remembered what had happened last night when Callie’s friends seemed so sentimental with her as if they were showing her a war flag.
“If you betray me, it won’t just be me who’ll destroy you, but also the people around me. They’ll definitely destroy you, and I... don’t want to see that happen for the rest of my life.”
Damn. So, did they—Callie’s friends—also hear what she talked about with Axton?
Sierra swore that she really didn’t know what to say to Callie to fix everything now. But she knew she still had to do something—say something to end the misunderstanding.If Callie thought this way about her, she knew her friend must be tortured by everything."I know that whatever I say to you will just sound like an excuse. But I want you to listen because what happened isn't what you think, Callie.""Are you saying that I heard wrong?""No," Sierra shook her head. "That’s exactly what I talked about with Axton, and I admit it. But I want you to know that something happened at the office, and everyone started calling me a whore because they think I have a relationship with Axton after I came to the office with him several times."Callie didn’t react, but Sierra still saw the disappointment so clearly in her eyes.Now she wondered in her heart—how could Callie hide all of this since yesterday? How could she still try to act kind when she is sick of her?Now she understood why Callie
“Are you sure you want to do this?” A soft murmur reached Sierra’s ears as she closed her eyes.Her chest fluttered every time she felt a warm breath brush against her skin—especially when a pair of hands touched her most intimate parts. Those hands teased her just right, touching in a way that made it seem like they already knew every place capable of overwhelming her senses.“Is there another way?” Sierra tried to open her eyes, but what she saw only made her mind even more chaotic.She knew it shouldn’t be like this. But what could she do? She needed money, and this was the only way to get it quickly.“You’ve already heard what the doctor said about Callie’s condition, right? There’s no other way, Sierra. So I’m asking you again, are you sure about this?” Axton lifted his head from the crook of Sierra’s neck, giving her a sharp look. His black eyes glared, full of emotions and desire that had already consumed him.Oh, so this was the man who claimed to love his wife and refused to
Sierra opened her eyes as she felt the sunlight streaming through her bedroom window.It was morning, and she could feel it even though her eyes weren’t fully open yet.The second thing she felt was a sharp ache in her lower body, making her wince and furrow her brow. She hadn’t expected it to feel like that.How would she manage to walk out of her room and face people? More importantly, how could she face Callie, knowing that her husband had spent the night in her room? Or how could she face Axton at work later, knowing they had to work together in the same office.Actually, she didn’t fucking care. She just needs to get a bath and go to work.“Are you feeling sick, Sierra?” Callie asked as Sierra stepped out of the bathroom, getting ready in front of her vanity.Sierra closed her eyes for a moment. She had spent extra time in the bathroom, hoping to be late enough to avoid facing her friend for too long. She wanted to pretend to be in a hurry and head straight to work, burying herse
No one spoke.Everything felt shocking, and neither Axton nor Sierra could find the right words to discuss anything. So, instead of talking, Sierra chose to tend to the wounds on Axton's face caused by the commotion from a few minutes ago.She was sure that everyone was now talking about what had happened. However, none of that mattered anymore because she was waging a war alone with her thoughts."How much do you owe them?"Minutes passed, and that was the first question that slipped through Axton's lips.Sierra looked up to meet his eyes, but it lasted only a few seconds because she had to admit that she couldn’t bear to look him in the eye after everything that had happened between them."Did you take this deal because you needed money to pay off a debt?"Sierra had already told Callie all the problems in her life, but it seemed Callie hadn’t told her husband anything.Well, the deal initially only involved Sierra being a surrogate mother, not actually sleeping with Axton and havin
FlashbackFive years ago..."Sierra! You won't believe what I have to tell you!"Sierra winced as she heard Callie’s enthusiastic voice over the phone. People next to her shot irritated looks her way as if she had just made a huge mistake.Well, accepting a video call while sitting in a waiting room for a job interview was probably a criminal-level offense that deserved to be considered a fatal mistake."Callie, can I hear the news later? I’ll be happy to hear whatever you have to tell me, but right now, I’m about to interview for a job, and I don’t know when they’ll call me in."Callie frowned, "Hell! Since when was a job interview more important than me? Do you really not want to hear my story?""You know that’s not what I meant. I just said I’d hear it later after my interview is done. They might call me at any moment, and I don’t want to make you cut your story short.""Oh my gosh! Why aren’t you prioritizing me right now, Sierra? Is that job really more important than my story?"
"What happened?"Sierra held Callie’s hand and sat next to her. She looked up, wiping her tears as Axton stood in front of her—standing beside Callie, who was now lying on her bed after Axton had brought her into the room.Luckily, Axton had arrived shortly after Callie fainted. Sierra didn’t know what she would’ve done if Axton hadn’t come quickly when she screamed and repeatedly called Callie’s name."Callie’s condition has worsened lately. What were you two talking about that made her faint, Sierra? The maid said Callie was crying with you." There was something different in Axton’s voice, and Sierra knew what it was.Everything that had happened just a few minutes ago vanished, and now the air was thick with tension as if they were no longer two people who had ever touched."I told her you had paid off my debt, and I got my house deed back. I think she got emotional because she was worried I wouldn’t follow through with our agreement. I already—""Why did you tell her that?" Axton
Sierra closed her eyes as she felt Axton's hand begin to move down, caressing her private area. Once again, she lost herself in the intense sensation that gripped her, making it impossible to pull away."Ah," she bit her lip tightly, struggling to keep any sounds from escaping. She hoped she had locked the bathroom door or that, at the very least, this place was soundproof so no noise would slip out of this room.Her eyes remained shut as she felt water trickle down her face, following the path of Axton’s fingers as if drawing a trail on her chest. His lips were there, and Sierra really hoped he would end this game quickly, just as she wanted.Sierra was entirely prepared when Axton lifted one of her legs and guided himself inside her. Her eyes stayed closed, but now her hands searched for something to hold on to as Axton moved in and out of her. He pushed hard, his hands gripping her waist tightly as if setting a rhythm for their movements.Sierra felt as if she were going crazy. She
Flashback5 Years Ago…Axton frowned as two women approached his table. One of them, with black hair, was waving at him. The other had blonde hair, and Axton swore he recognized her face.“Hey, Axton. Sorry for being late. I had to drag Sierra out of her room to accompany me here, and she was really hard to pull out,” the black-haired woman smiled while rolling her eyes.“Wait,” Axton muttered, furrowing his brows. He glanced at the two women alternately, trying to piece together the puzzle forming in his mind.This was a blind date, their first meeting. Yet, he found himself facing two women, both of whom happened to appear in the photos Callie had sent him.So, which one of them was Callie?“Oh, I’m sorry! My name is Callie. You’re Axton, right?” The black-haired woman extended her hand, which Axton promptly shook.“To be honest, I was a bit surprised for a moment. I thought you’d come alone.”“Ah, yes. This is my friend, Sierra. We’re always together wherever and whenever. So don’t
Sierra swore that she really didn’t know what to say to Callie to fix everything now. But she knew she still had to do something—say something to end the misunderstanding.If Callie thought this way about her, she knew her friend must be tortured by everything."I know that whatever I say to you will just sound like an excuse. But I want you to listen because what happened isn't what you think, Callie.""Are you saying that I heard wrong?""No," Sierra shook her head. "That’s exactly what I talked about with Axton, and I admit it. But I want you to know that something happened at the office, and everyone started calling me a whore because they think I have a relationship with Axton after I came to the office with him several times."Callie didn’t react, but Sierra still saw the disappointment so clearly in her eyes.Now she wondered in her heart—how could Callie hide all of this since yesterday? How could she still try to act kind when she is sick of her?Now she understood why Callie
Sierra really didn’t know what to do when she found Axton standing in front of her house. Honestly, there were so many questions running through her head, but she knew that Damian’s question deserved an answer first.Why is he here?"Is there an issue at the office that made you come find me here, Axton?" Sierra didn’t have an answer for Damian, so she chose to ask Axton when the three of them were standing in front of her gate.Axton glanced at her, then looked at Damian for a moment before furrowing his brow. “Why are you here, Damian?”Alright, now everyone was confused about why they were there.“I’m giving Sierra a ride home. Why are you here?” Damian replied.“She’s my secretary,” Axton answered.“Does her job require you to come to her house?”Sierra blinked, not knowing why, but she felt the atmosphere around them turning uncomfortable.“I’m on leave today because I’m with Callie, didn’t I tell you that? My phone died earlier due to the battery running out, so I didn’t know if
Sierra could hardly believe what was happening. This morning, she had experienced so many baffling events. It started with her conversation with Axton, going to the hospital with Callie, their argument, and her meeting with Damian. And now, Sierra found herself at a birthday party for Damian’s niece, held at his family’s home.Not only did she meet Damian’s older sister, but she also met his entire extended family. Ridiculously, Damian introduced her to everyone, and she had to go around and meet them all."I didn’t know Damian had a girlfriend. You’re so beautiful, I almost couldn’t take my eyes off of you," said an 80-year-old woman with white hair and wrinkles on her face, holding Sierra’s hand tightly while gazing at her in admiration.Sierra knew the woman was Damian’s grandmother, but she didn’t expect her to mistake her for Damian’s girlfriend."Grandma, I already told you she’s my friend. Don’t make her uncomfortable," Damian said, wrapping his arm around his grandmother’s wai
FlashbackSeven Years Ago…X191016: Send me your photo so I won’t mistake you for someone else. I’m sure there will be plenty of people wearing red sweaters, and I don’t want to mess up by not recognizing you.Sierra turned her head when she heard a notification from the dating app she was using. For a moment, she put down her hairdryer and read the message.Her heart raced as she read it—a message from her friend… or whatever she should call him. They had been exchanging messages for six months, but they had never met in person because X, as Sierra called him, had not yet returned to New York. He was studying in the UK and had just finished his degree, returning to New York two days ago. Today was the day of their first meeting.How did Sierra feel? Of course, she was extremely nervous.Honestly, this was something she had never done before—using a dating app and connecting with a stranger she had never met. However, she found herself feeling comfortable with what she was doing, and h
Sierra ended up unable to sleep all night as she thought about what might happen to her.She had never imagined she would find herself in a situation where she might be pregnant. And now that it was happening, she had to face the harsh reality—she didn’t have a husband and wasn’t in a serious relationship with anyone. She had slept with her best friend’s husband, and now, she might be carrying his child after everything they had done together.When morning came, Sierra honestly couldn’t think of what to do.She followed Callie, who had been very enthusiastic since the early hours. Callie prepared breakfast and made her finish a bowl of soup before they left for the doctor. Callie hadn’t told Axton anything, and he looked confused when Sierra said she was taking the day off because she had plans with Callie.In truth, Callie had forbidden her from working since the day before, insisting they go straight to the hospital. However, Sierra refused because she remembered an important work s
Sierra might burn in hell after everything she has done. However, she knew that she had no choice in her life. She had let everything fall apart and might make it even worse over time."How about your life, Sierra? We hardly ever see you because Callie says you're always busy. Where do you work now?"Sierra lifted her head from the teacup in her hands and looked at Amy, a brunette woman who had just asked her the question."Me?" She smiled briefly, "Nothing has changed in my life. I still work at Callie's husband's company until now.""Wow, you've been working there for so long. Don't you have any plans to work somewhere else?"Sierra didn’t understand why Callie brought her friends home and ended up throwing a tea party in the backyard. Surprisingly, she was also expected to join the tea party."Guys, Sierra is the best secretary Axton has ever had. She works well and rarely makes mistakes. My husband needs a secretary like her to help with his work. So, I hope you don't make Sierra
“You didn’t fire them, did you?” Sierra walked into Axton’s office after waiting for 15 minutes until the three women from the finance department left.She had wanted to go in earlier but knew she couldn’t. She couldn’t argue with Axton while his employees were in the room.“You don’t need to worry or care about them, Sierra. I’ll hire new employees if that’s what I need,” Axton said flatly.“What?” Sierra couldn’t believe what she was hearing. “Look, they won’t stop talking about rumors about me if I keep working with you. Honestly, it’s not entirely their fault, and I want to say that they’re not completely wrong about the things they’re saying about me.”“So, you’re just going to stay quiet after they called you a slut?”“They didn’t call me that—I admitted it myself. Do you think I’m not a slut after the deal we made?” Sierra almost laughed at herself for saying such a thing. But before she could, Axton grabbed both her arms and suddenly pushed her.She was shocked by his actions.
This morning felt as crazy as the mornings before.Sierra didn’t know how to face Axton after what happened between them last night. To be honest, she could never shake off everything they had done, and it frustrated her.Throughout her life, she had only dated a few times and never slept with any of them. She only kissed, and that was the boundary she offered to her boyfriends. She had been busy working because she needed money, and she couldn’t remember the last time she dated—maybe two or three years ago.Then, suddenly, she slept with a man who had no ties to her whatsoever.If she felt emotional afterward, was that a normal thing?After walking quite a distance from Callie and Axton’s house, Sierra finally had time to think about everything that had happened. Maybe she would go crazy if she had to stay longer at the dining table and act as if everything was fine when her head was so noisy with all her wild thoughts.A car horn startled her steps, and she cursed inwardly—damning w
Flashback5 Years Ago…Axton frowned as two women approached his table. One of them, with black hair, was waving at him. The other had blonde hair, and Axton swore he recognized her face.“Hey, Axton. Sorry for being late. I had to drag Sierra out of her room to accompany me here, and she was really hard to pull out,” the black-haired woman smiled while rolling her eyes.“Wait,” Axton muttered, furrowing his brows. He glanced at the two women alternately, trying to piece together the puzzle forming in his mind.This was a blind date, their first meeting. Yet, he found himself facing two women, both of whom happened to appear in the photos Callie had sent him.So, which one of them was Callie?“Oh, I’m sorry! My name is Callie. You’re Axton, right?” The black-haired woman extended her hand, which Axton promptly shook.“To be honest, I was a bit surprised for a moment. I thought you’d come alone.”“Ah, yes. This is my friend, Sierra. We’re always together wherever and whenever. So don’t