62. Conflicted

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I was lying on my bed when I heard Abel and Anya walk into the house. I sighed, knowing that they were back.

I knew that neither Anya nor Abel deserved the treatment I had given them these past few days.

It wasn't thier fault. Rather, it was because of my conflicted feelings. I realised a long time ago that I was attracted to Anya. But I never thought that she'd see me the same way as I saw her.

It was getting more and more difficult for me to see her and hide all of the feelings I had for her so I decided that it would be best for me to avoid her.

But avoiding her turned out to be harder than I thought. I missed her even though we were in the same house. I missed hanging out with her and Abel.

I took a deep breath and got up from my bed. I could not continue like this. I had to go see her. I must confess my feelings to her or learn how to live with them.

I walked over to her room and I was about to knock on her door when I heard voices coming from inside her room..

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