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261. Ruined
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2024-07-16 07:45:29~ CASIMIR ~
A wave of such pungent self-loathing and disgust ripped through me, stealing my breath, my courage, and my sanity. I shuddered, and as Toree raised her ass again and tried to find me, a snarl of pure revulsion tore out of me and echoed around the room.
She froze, her head whipping around to look at me, to identify the threat—did she really not realize? The threat was… the threat always had been me?
And then I realized we were still touching and I almost vomited.
Yanking her off the table by her hair, I threw the startled she-wolf to the ground. “STOP TOUCHING ME!”
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