Suddenly, I feel horrible. I do not know what the feeling is in my heart and why the weird feeling comes to me. I should only feel sad for Cody. How can I think about another guy? Who am I loving, Cody or Bruce? Am I actually loving anyone? But, should I love anyone? Cody is always impatient to me. He never pays attention to me. As for Bruce, he is good to me but I do not like him so he forced me into sex and made me his slave. So I said he was selfish.
But talking about selfish, I am selfish too. I broke his heart just because I love another man who did not even look at me. But what I should do if I am not that selfish? Should I accept Bruce? If I accept him, will I be happy? If I give up a man I have love for years and turn to another man who has loved me for years, will I be happy? I am in a huge mess. Before I realize it, tears drop onto the pillow. I am crying! I am surprised by myself. Who am I crying for, Cody or Bruce, or myself?One thing I like about staying with Laura is that she respects me and it seems that she does not consider me as a pathetic human slave. I pick a bag of chips and open it. It has been a while since I last time ate chips. The flavor of this chip is barbecue sauce. Maybe Laura likes barbecue sauce. It is pretty weird because I have never seen her eating barbecue. Actually, I rarely see her eating anything. It seems that she does not have a good appetite and does not like to eat. As for me, I like original flavored chips better. But I have no right to talk about my favorite here in the werewolves’ palace.“ Is it delicious?” Laura asks. I raise my head from the chips and see her under the golden sunshine. The sunshine from that window makes her look like a vulnerable angle who has lost her wings. She is indeed beautiful, so I am really confused why the Alpha treats her so cruelty. Although after I saved her last time, I have never seen her again
“I heard that werewolves would kill their human slaves after they found their mates...” I am about to say that since your master has not killed you, he has not found his mate yet before Maren interrupts me. “My master is kind. He does not want to kill me. Maybe he is still loving me.” I am speechless. How can he still love you after he finds his so-called mate? I think I can go now and I should go now. I should not waste my time on an unfamiliar silly heartbreaker. But Maren stands on my way and keeps crying.“ Emelia, he does not want to keep me as his slave...” Her voice is harsh but it only makes me impatient. “Of course he will not keep you as his slave. You have said that he has found his mate, right?” Hearing my words, Maren cries louder and louder. Her noise annoys me, but when I realize that we are the same and I will confront the same thing one day, I feel sorry for her.I soften m
I shiver. I dare not look him in the eye. “Cody, let me go!” Cody stares at me. “No, I am not letting you go this time, not until you tell me why you were crying.” He says in his deep husky voice. “Cody, please. Just leave me alone.” I want to get rid of Cody and stay in the room by myself. This is how I feel safe these months. I desperately try to pull away from him while still holding onto my towel so it will not fall off. “No. I have been leaving you alone for the past couple of months. I am not doing it anymore!” Cody growls out as he pushes me up against the bathroom wall.I am really afraid now. This scene reminds me of the torture I experienced when I first came here. He grabs both of my arms and pins them up above my head, holding them there with his right hand. “What... what are you going to do?” My voice is trembling. More terribly, my towel falls off me at that moment. I am embarrassed, so
My eyes are closed because I can feel his heated gaze. He is staring at my face while he plays with my nipples between his fore fingers and thumbs. This is so comfortable. I try my best not to moan out but I am panting hard, which obviously tells Cody that I am enjoying his finger game. Cody puts on an evil grin silently and says, “You are crying because...”I stamp my feet inside. “How bad he is! He even wants me to talk about such serious things when I am sexually pleased.” I breathe hard and try to organize the thought. “Because... I...look so ugly. My scars... make me...look so ugly.” This is something I can talk about to Cody because he was also one of the ones who tortured me and caused the scars. Maybe my words can make him feel guilty and treat me better and forgive me for ignoring him in the past several months.I try to make myself calm down and manage to get my sentence out clearly when Cody
Cody lets go of my arms and walks out of the bathroom. “Get dressed.” He orders without looking at me. I close the door to the bathroom silently and quickly get myself dressed. I pick up the tant top on the shelf and put it on. Suddenly, something comes to me. I take off the tant top on me and sneak out to get another set of underwear.My body has not come out of the sexual happiness. My body is still desiring to be touched by Cody. But compared with sexual happiness, I am even more mentally joyful. I have a small proud grin on my face and I know it is because I actually feel that I am the happiest person in the world after all these horrid months of feeling utterly frightened and lost.Thinking of Cody’s words, I can not help but bury myself in my hands. I am too shy to look at myself in the mirror. At the moment, I feel like that I am the most beautiful woman in the world just asked what Cody has said. After hesitating for
Cody’s POVI sit straight and lean against the headboard with Emelia. I close my eyes while thinking about everything that happened to me. I do not want to tell Emelia. It hurts too much to even think about it but I have to tell her. She is right in someway. She told me things even if she does not want to tell me just because she cares about me. I thought she told me things about herself just because she was afraid of me beating her, but unexpectedly, now I know that she did it because she cared about me. This feeling is subtle. Whenever I remember and savor her words of caring me, I feel warm inside. The warmth comes out from my heart and goes through my body as if I am strong enough to do everything. I have not experienced feelings like this before. So I decide to tell her about myself. Maybe as she said, after knowing more about me, our life will be happier.Suddenly, I feel that my hands are held by someone. Even though I have not op
“Later, I have heard that the Wolfpack was in chaos.” Emelia looks at me anxiously as if she is worried about the Wolf pack. With her like this, I am more willing to tell her my stories. She is really friendly. “Several powerful werewolves fought with each other fiercely for the alpha of the pack after my grandparents, his parents died.” Emelia looks at me seriously, waiting for me to continue with the story. “However, months later, after hundreds of werewolves died miserably, no one won completely. In order to save the Wolfpack from being extinguished, the elderly decided to look for the previous alpha’s son, my father.”Emelia looks confused. I explain to her, “They thought that the previous alpha’s son may rescue the Wolfpack because he must have inherited the talents of his parents, the brilliant alpha and the brilliant Luna who have died.” Emelia nods to show that she has understood. “I heard tha
I come to my senses and continue, “He killed many, especially the ones who used to give him a hard time when he was a child. No one could stop him then because he was the king, the real king who dominate the region. He ruined many human lives and werewolves which got all the humans determined for revenge.” Emelia interrupts me. “What about the werewolves? Did the werewolves revolt against him as well?” I shake my head. “Few people told me about how werewolves revenged at the time. I guess maybe because he did not kill too many werewolves or maybe werewolves were afraid of him because their wolves told them to obey. Anyway, only humans resisted.” Emelia lowers her head as if she is thinking about something important.I continue with my story. “They wanted to hurt my dad in some ways, so they decided to kidnap me, thinking that it would hurt him.” Emelia comes to her senses and shouts in surprise, “What? They kidna
Before I say anything, he slaps hard across my face. “Here is a little punishment for you.” He snarls at me as he begins ripping my clothes. “ No. No...” I know what he is going to do. Although I have been abandoned by Cody for no reason, I do not want to have sex with this kind of person. “ Do you know what I like best? I like humans’ screams, humans’ begging, humans’ tears. They make me excited! Do you know what I will do? I will destroy you and let Cody see what a werewolf should do.”At this moment, I feel desperate. Dillon is different from other werewolves who have bullied me. He has clear logic and he is determined. He knows what he wants and everything he does is for this final aim. For this kind of person, it is pretty difficult to persuade him into anything different from his logic.Dillon smirks at me as he pulls my clothes off of me, leaving me in only my bra and panties. "Pleas
“ From now on, you will not be my slave anymore. ” “ What?” When I first hear his words, I think I am daydreaming. When I finally notice how serious he looks, I know he is not kidding. “ What the hell are you talking about? Are you even awake? What happened? Why?” Cody stares at me calmly as if he wants me to know that he is not angry and these words are for real rather than meaningless cross words let out because of anger.“ Cody, what do you mean by ‘ I will not be your slave anymore’? Do you even know what you are talking about? Do you want me to go home?” Cody shakes his head. “ You cannot go home now. You may stay in his palace for sometime and then when it is safe, I will let you go.” I lower my head and think for a while. “ Is this because of Alger?” Cody shakes his head. “ I am not angry.” I gasp and say, “ So you just abandon me for no reason?”
I overestimate my ability to stand the pain. I rush to the bathroom with the new dress in my hands. I change into it quickly so that I can stop the scream in my mouth. Then I clean my face and my hands and walk back to Cody’s room. To be honest, I do not want to stay here, but I bet Cody will not let me go back to my room since I am injured.“Ah...” Suddenly, I let out a cry in pain. I was absent minded thinking about Cody’s reaction when I would say I wanted to go back to my room, so I did not notice that there was a little stair by the door to the bedroom. I tripped on the end of my dress, tumbling to the ground. The pain from the knees stimulates the pain in the back. It is so painful. Cody rushes towards me when he hears my scream. "Emelia! Are you OK?" Cody yells sounding concerned when he hears my cry. I raised my hand to look at him. It is too awkward to tell him the truth."I am fine," I reply back in a strained
I close my eyes in pain when Cody flips me over and picks me up off of our dryer. My cheeks are wet because of my tears of pain. I close my eyes to avoid looking at Cody’s face. “ Emelia... Why did you do that? Why did you come to him? Emelia!” Cody growls loudly as he hugs me to him. I open my eyes and see the look of horror in his eyes. He is worried about me. I close my eyes in tiredness and I hear Alger stand up to approach me. He seems to be worried about me too, but Cody orders him to leave. I open my eyes and see Alger’s back. There are only Cody and me now. I turn back to Cody and see the look of pain, regret, and guilt in his eyes.I frown. It is too painful. It has not been so painful for such a long time. He puts his hands under my legs and holds me up in a bridal style. I put all my weight on his arms in relief. At this moment, I rely on him. He holds me to his bed and sits beside me. “ Emelia, I...” I open my eyes wea
“ What are you doing?” I turn around and see Cody’s angry face. I quickly pull myself away from Alger and tremble subconsciously. Maybe because he tortured me, I still just tremble subconsciously every time he gets angry. “ I am asking you what the hell were you doing?” Cody growls at us angrily while rushing towards us. I raise my eyelids to glance at Cody secretly and keep silent. Alger answers instead of me, “ She hugged me.”“ She hugged you?” Although I am keeping my head low so I have not seen Cody’s face, I can expect how terrible his face looks. “ You are not allowed to hug him!” I can sense that Cody is shouting at me. I mustered up my courage and raised my head to look at him in the eye. “Why?” Cody yells at me hilariously, “ No why! It is against the rules!” I frown. “What rules? It is only a friendly hug. In what rules am I forbidden to hug a friend? Was
When we finally get to Cody’s room, I can not wait to ask Cody about Dillon. “ Cody, who is that man?” It seems that Cody has not heard me. He looks absent minded. “ Cody?” I call Cody again. He comes back to his senses and turns to me. “ He is my uncle.” I drag Cody to the sofa. “ I know he is your uncle. I heard you call him. I mean... He looks a little scary... I, I want to know more about him to protect myself.” I try to make myself sound reasonable.Cody sits down on the sofa and drinks the black tea after I hand it to him. “ He is my father’s cousin. His father is my dead grandfather’s nephew.” I nod. “ So you are not very close. That’s why I have not heard you talk about him or seen him in the palace very often.” Cody shakes his head. “ Although we are not very close in relation, he lives very near to the palace.” I purse my lips and listen carefu
“ You are so cute.” Before I even notice it, I have already said it out. When I notice that Cody glances at me awkwardly and then gets back to his senses in a minute, I know something will happen. Cody puts on an evil look now which is kind of making me feel nervous. He pins both my arms down with his right hand while he brings his left hand up to my chest. He is grinning mischieviously as he lowers his mouth and bites my neck gently causing me to gasp. Then he slides his hand into my shirt from the front and into my bra. He gives my boob a squeeze making me gasp loudly before pulling his hand out as if nothing has happened.He is chuckling in amusement as he pulls me into his side. He grins proudly as if he has accomplished some special achievements. On the way he drives me back to the palace, there is a small smirk on his face the whole time. Looking at the way beneath us getting father and father away from my home, I feel maybe it is good to be with C
I don’t know what to say now. I really feel hurt when Cody curses me like this. Although I know he did it because he has mistaken me, I still feel hurt. But this is not the right time for me to pretend to be a vulnerable little girl who cannot be illly cheated. I must find a way out and solve this. "Cody listen to me." I say grabbing his hand into mine. "I was not escaping. It wasn't my intention at all. And you really should not have killed that guy or curse me like this..." "Do not fucking tell me that I should not have killed him." Cody growls out and interrupts me."Fine, Cody. But do you want to listen to my explanation for getting out of the car?” Cody nods hesitantly. “The reason I got out of your car was because there was a little girl who was crying. She was all alone and I got out of the car to see if she was ok.” “ A little girl?” Cody frowns. “ Yes. She told me her mom died and she said she couldn't stand to see
Suddenly I hear someone sigh. Before I wonder if I made it wrong, to my surprise, Cody lies down on the ground, nuzzling my legs as if to say he is not going to hurt me and asks me to relax. I hesitate and finally squat beside him. I run my fingers through his soft fur and he let s out a small growl in approval. I remember him doing the same thing when I run my fingers through his hair so I guess he really enjoys that.All of a sudden, maybe he is enough with the massaging, he backs away from me and shifts back into his human form. I thought I would be scared but instead, I feel shy. I quickly look away because he is completely naked. Although I have seen him naked for several times, but this time, he is naked under the sun. He looks absolutely irresistible with the light sheen of sweat on his tan skin glistening in the sunlight. He looks like an angle. His clothes has been ripped because he did not bother taking it off when he shifted. I hesitate and take off my co