84 They kissed?

Mera.

I lost sleep.

I dragged my tired body into the shower and cleaned the slime from between my legs.

I lay down on my bed and close my eyes trying to fall asleep. Tonight I was alone. The bed is empty, without him. I felt an indescribable lassitude in my heart.

As long as I fall asleep, I don't feel upset.

An hour passed.

Two hours passed.

Four hours passed.

The ticking of the clock urged me to enter dreamland. However, I was plagued by an uneasy restlessness that prevented me from truly relaxing.

My eyelids were incredibly heavy, but my mind was wide awake. Insomniac nights were the most sensitive moments within, making it impossible for me to escape the details that I wasn't paying attention to.

He would often stand in front of the window looking off into the distance, and I didn't know what was on his mind. Could it be that he was thinking about another woman he really liked?

He would deliberately avoid me while he worked, and when I approached him, he would quickly cl