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83 Seeds of Doubt

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last update Last Updated: 2024-01-10 20:36:26
Mera.

Although I firmly believe in love when facing Quinn, there is actually a bit of concern in my heart.

She did cause me some distress.

"He just likes what's between your legs."

This phrase was repeated over and over again in my mind. I tried to please such negativity, but her voice seemed to keep ringing in my ears.

Was he telling the truth? Did he like me because of the novelty? Is it not me but my flesh that he likes? Does he just want to fuck me and that's why he likes me?

NO!

"I can't let such negativity control me." I mumbled to myself, trying to encourage myself to pull myself together.

I would think about all the times we were together. When I was in danger, he protected me. When I was sad, he cared for me. Everything he did for me is etched in my memory. Those sweet moments and warm smiles all made up our love story.

I took a deep breath and denied all doubts and speculations about him.

However, once the seed of doubt is planted in the heart, it takes root and con
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