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Chapter Thirty
[Enna's Pov]
Sometime four years ago...
" Meditation can help you, Enna, but the mind should be willing. You have to be convinced that you will heal eventually. Otherwise what we're doing will be pointless in the end," my therapist said.
I nodded my head. I started seeing my therapist again after Mikho had agreed to do the IVF. I wanted to heal for our babies. I had been trying so hard. This is the only thing that I'd ask for. Kahit na natatakot ako because they'd come out as a twin. The doctor said that multiple births were a complication but I didn't want to see it that way. Most cases naman na nabasa ko kahit twin, normal namang lumalabas ang mga babies
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Sinner's Confessions Chapter Thirty One
[Mikho's POV]WHENyou're at your lowest you are most vulnerable to sin. Hindi ko gustong saktan ang babaeng pinakamamahal ko. I thought I was raised with the strongest foundation of faith, being a servant of God and a seminarian. Pero kahit gaano katayog ang pananampalataya mo dahil tao kalang masusubok at masusubok ang katatagan mo.I was tested yet I indulged myself to sin. I longed for the affection that Enna always brings. I wanted to take care of her and at the back of my mind, I was hoping that she was Mikaela, who's pregnant with our baby. That I was exactly taking care of the woman I love. But even if how many times I will try to justify my deed, alam kong sobrang mali ng nagawa ko. And it hurt my Enna.That was the lowes
Sinner's Confessions Chapter Two
[Enna's POV]I felt like sobrang pula parin ng face ko ngayon. I know Ate Cassie was just ignoring it pero sobra kasi talagang nakakahiya. Sobrang pagod kasi kami ni Mikho, I couldn't even pee pa na tuloy tuloy sa hapdi ng kitty ko. All my muscles are protesting dahil sa pagod. At dahil late kami gumising at hindi namin nasagot ang phone namin ni Mikho na parihong nasa sala, naabutan ni ate at ng hubby niya ang gulo ng villa mula sa labas. They're calling us for a late breakfast. Our clothes were tossed sa labas ng front door pati yung undie namin nasa pinto.Nakita nila yun pati ang gulo sa sala. There was a broken vase pa na natabig namin kagabi. Tumaob rin yata yung center table. The living area was a total wreck. We were too much engrossed with each other kaya hindi na namin iyon naisip.
Sinner's Confessions Chapter Thirty Three
[Enna's POV]"You're a greedy greedy old man. Don't you know that?"sabi ko habang binubutones ang white polo shirt ng hubby ko. He looks a hundred times hotter with his clean-shaven face. I shaved his face and para tigilan na niya ako sa pangungulit, I did something para matuwa siya because he can't take me since I'm still very sore. Sobrang hapdi pa kaya and I know I more than made him happy by doing that."Do I look like an old man to you?"nakakunot ang noo niyang tanong. He was taking it seriously.I bit my bottom lip para pigilan ang tawa ko. I combed my fingers through his wet hair. Gosh, he doesn't know how gorgeous he looks with his age. Even without his effort ang dami dami ko paring kaagaw sa kanya.
Sinner's Confessions Chapter Thirty Four
[Mikho's POV]"Are you okay, palangga?"I held Enna's hand tighly when we entered the hotel, looking at her eyes earnestly. This is one of the ways that I wanted to do to show her how much I love her. Sobrang mahal ko siya kaya kahit mahirap gagawin ko ito hindi lang para sa sarili kundi para sa kanya.Karga ko si Yuri habang bibit niya ang natutulog nang prinsesa namin. Sari had been too bubbly and energetic since the flight kaya maaga itong nakatulog."I'm okay. Huwag kang masyadong mag worry, okay?"she squeezed my hand and gave me a reassuring smile.I was happy that she's trying so hard to reach out to our kids and she was trying so hard to look even stronger. Nag aalal
Sinner's Confessions Chapter Thirty Five
[Enna's POV]HINDIako makatulog at hindi ako mapakali. Hindi ko naiintindihan ang nararamdaman ko. I promise may hubby na titigilan ko na'ng mag smoke pero I think I need this now to wear off my tension.After my two sticks, na hiningi ko sa guard sa baba, I decided na pumasok na ulit sa suit namin. Sana hindi naramdaman ni Mikho na nawala ako sa tabi niya. He can easily feel pa naman.I carefully sneaked inside the main door pero nagulat ako ng ang mukha agad ng hubby ko ang nabungaran ko. He had just woken up but he looked angry already."You've been smoking again, Enna,"he said rigidly na parang alam talaga niya ang sinabi niya at madilim akong tiningnan. Hindi ko alam
Sinner's Confessions Chapter Thirty Six
[Enna's POV]" PALANGGA, natatakot ako. Maybe they will do the same thing again kagaya ng ginawa nila noon. Bakamadamayang mga kids,"I breathed out while Mikho was squeezing my trembling hand. It wasn't easy to ignore the trauma that my family had left sa puso at isip ko. Kapag nakikita ko itong bahay, lahat ng mga masasakit na pagpapahirap nila sa'min ni Mikho ang naiisip ko. Natatakot akong baka mangyari muli iyon. I know na ini-expect na ni Papa na nandito kami. I just pray and hope na sana maging okay ang lahat. Sa totoo lang, mas nangingibabaw parin iyong takot ko kaysa sa pag-aalala ko sa kalagayan ni Papa. Mabuti nalang at behave lang ang mga kids na sinabihan na ni Mikho na dadalawin namin ang lolo nila. Sana lang hindi nila maranasan na mapagtabuyan or ang hindi ma welcome ng family ko. They we
Sinner's Confessions Chapter Thirty Seven
[ Enna's POV]" JUST like what happened sa amin ni Mikho. Hindi naman naging madali para sa'kin na tanggapin ang lahat ng nangyari sa buhay namin. I know darating din ang time na magiging okay kami ni Ate. Ang importante I get to spend time with Papa until his last days and okay narin kami ni Mama. Nagkausap na kami tungkol sa nangyari noon at sinabi niya sa'kin ang totoo. That she tried to accept me kahit bunga ako ng sekretong relasyon ni Papa sa iba. Though cold siya sa 'kin wala din naman siyang ginawa para saktan ako. At ngayon alam ko na ang totoo, it was more than enough for me. At kahit anupang gawin ko, pamilya ko parin sila."I smiled habang nagkikwento ako kay Ate Cassie.Few days ago, sinamahan rin ako ng hubby ko na dalawin ang puntod ng totoo kong ina. A part of me wanted to see her.
Sinner's Confessions Chapter Thirty Eight
[Enna's POV]From: AteCassieThe dresses are already here for fit. Saan na ba kayo? Please don't let Mikho come over here. Baka 'pag nakita siya ni Sari hindi na 'yan paalisin.Me:Kakaalis lang namin sa hospital, Ate. I stayed after Papa's dialysis kasi may diniscussed lang iyong endocrinologist niya after. Ten minutes diyan na kami.I replied to Ate Cassie while my hubby was talking to me."Enna are you listening to me? Kanina ka pa naka hawak diyan sa cellphone mo,"parang naiirita niyang untag sa'kin.
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