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Chapter 8
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2022-04-19 04:57:47Kristen
I woke up, late. Didn’t know what time it was until my eyes reached for a clock that displayed 2:34 PM to be exact. I inhaled deeply, stretched my arms, puffed out all the laziness and encouraged myself to climb out of the bed to make mom some sandwiches but then I realised this wasn’t my bed… in fact, the room wasn’t mine either. It was an attic and roaming my eyes around, reality made its way hard in my chest.
My flight, mom’s betrayal, those girls’ harassment and then Mattia’s sudden change in behaviour. I thought it was a dream and it would end once I sleep but I was still living in it and who knew how long. My head bent. I noticed I was in black lingerie with no underwear on. My breath was stiff, felt so uncomfortable because I wasn’t used to sleeping almost naked.
I extended my hand for a glass of water and gulped all of it. Meanwhile, someone’s steps invaded
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7KristenI had enough to know I was in danger. It was dawn and I was still here even when I wanted to be miles apart from these girls who were glaring at me without giving a blink away. I wasn't watching them but I could feel their eyes on me. This place was full of gossipers.Mattia needed to acknowledge I won't be able to fit in this atmosphere. So I had to give the best whine of my life to convince her to send me away from this shithole, or else that blonde witch and gang would strangle me in my sleep or… throw acid on my face or... slit my throat. Who knows?God… please.I could not live my life in fear.She said she had to make calls to arrange a living for me. At first click, I thought to make her call mom and ask her if she could forgive me for whatever reason she dumped me here and take me away. But ever since I rolled my head over it, I realised moving with her would chop off all the wings o
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9KristenI pursed my lips, tugged the strand and took a deep breath while pushing back my anxiety somewhere in the back of my mind, but failed. My hands were still shivering even when I knew they had to behave confidently, but now wasn’t the time for a pep talk. I had to be in action as I was already inside the room and just now the door slammed shut behind me, erecting Mr. Bernardi’s ears.He tilted his head to his right, I noticed him sensing my presence. His head further moved toward the crook of his neck and next he presumed me to be behind him and that’s exactly where I was. I gulped hard and stopped playing with my thumbs when my heart almost had a mini attack on Mr. Bernardi throat clearing.Oh holy moly, someone’s got a deep voice for sure.That wasn’t just a throat-clearing voice but an evidence of dominance, he had a sharp husk in his notes which I couldn’t w
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13KristenI splashed. I splashed water on my face as many times as I could. I was panting hard, my tears won’t just stop. My red-rimmed eyes were stoned at my face through the mirror. I was trying to find myself in those lost pairs, but it was like I had lost myself with my virginity. There was pressure on my chest. My mind raced with ideas to escape him but all of them looked impossible as of now. I turned off the water faucet and rested my hands on the slab, burying my head in my chest.Just as I gave up on fighting with the universe's will over my own, my ears erected when a vibration occurred nearby me. I looked all around, locating where the vibration was coming from and spotted it was one of the drawers on the other side, near a dirty-clothes basket. I opened the third drawer and pushed away some clothes and found a phone with an upcoming call by a private number.This was it. This was my chance. I felt high hopes
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