Yesterday was an unusual day in my life. I had so much fun with Emily's family. They treated me like their own daughter and even bought me a pendant, right away I refused to take it but her mother emotionally blackmailed me saying it was the last gift from Emily. The pendant was beautiful and really expensive. It had a diamond stone fitted in it, and God knew how I would take care of it. This was the most precious gift I ever had.
The packing went well. The dinner went better. The hug from Emily went best. And now, tomorrow, I'll have a flight to Italy. Last days had passed so quickly that I forgot the count. Mom was home and currently crying for didn't know what reason. She kept crying and that pierced my heart. I felt the urge to go closer to her but something inside me just stopped me. Maybe, she needed that time alone to realise what she actually did. This was our last property that she bid for a stupid game.
I was going through with my school junk stuff that I'll hand to Emily because I had no space to fit them in my luggage as it was full already. These were a few pictures of me and her at prom. I chose Seth as my date. He was a cute guy who didn't have eyes to have sex with me. I would miss these moments. This day was added in the best-257 days of my life category.
Suddenly the door of my room opened and I jerked in fright. Oh, mom, she would be the cause of my death someday. I quickly hid those pictures under the quilt and turned around to find mom... "What happened, mom? Why are you crying?" I enquired as if I didn't know she had been crying. She dashed to me and hugged me.
I was left shocked as she pulled me closer to her. Her teardrops were slipping down on me. "I'm so sorry, honey. I had to do it," She whimpered. Clearly, she was regretting her mistakes and it was a proud second for me. finally. Finally, the day's arrived.
"It's alright as long as you realise what you did was unethical," I pulled away, holding her face in my hands. I waited for this moment for years and finally, she said she was sorry about doing the damage all these years.
"I had no other choice. I was so... so distracted and hurt and you know I can't live without you. I'm so sorry, Kristen," She sobbed harder and pulled me in again. It was so awkward for me to bear it because she never hugged me. This was a miracle happening. "My baby..." she whined.
"Ah...mom... I'll suffocate... please," to be honest, I didn't know how to respond to her motherly gestures. I was not used to it. She pulled away and kept making up a chat with me. I wasn't digesting it properly. Something had really moved her that made her talk to me like she should have all these years, but it was a better late than never situation.
She spent four hours with me until she realised we had a flight tomorrow and I needed to sleep to recharge my brain. She left me and seconds after, I dozed off to sleep on the mattress on the floor.
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"Kristen, wake up! We are getting late!" Now it was the same mom screaming at me who had a crying session last night. I wish I could freeze last night's moments but my luck, time stops for no one. I had to get up and get ready for the new journey. I dashed to the bathroom and took my last shower in my bathroom. Within minutes, I slipped into my old school blue jeans with a plain grey top.
I dried my hair and applied a balm. Stepping out of the bathroom, I heard a doorbell, it seemed like the dealer was here to collect the home keys. We were losing possession of this house. It was still hard to believe. "Kristen, the van's here. Load your luggage in the trunk," Mom shouted from her room.
"Got it, mom," I didn't shout but it was loud enough to be heard by her. I dragged my suitcases out of the house and gave the driver guy my stuff to fit it into the trunk. I brought my three bags and it was mom's turn. She had four big suitcases and I wondered if they weren't stuffed with the furniture of the house in it. They were that full to mouth.
We loaded it and got in the van. It took us almost an hour to reach the airport. As we reached, I loaded the luggage from the trunk onto the trolley. I was the one who dragged it inside the airport and secured the boarding passes. After two hours, we were inside the aeroplane and it took off within thirty minutes.
Mom handed me a bottle of orange juice after ten minutes of being in the clouds. I took a sip and put it on the holder. As I had the aisle seat whereas mom had the window seat, I was unable to enjoy the vista. But I didn't care enough because my body started aching and I had a heavy head. Lack of oxygen could be the reason but I knew restlessness was the culprit. I rested my head on the pillow and closed my eyes as they were heavy already. I dozed off to sleep again.
Again it was my mother's voice that almost deafened me. "Kristen, for God's sake wake up. What are you? A sleeping-beauty?" I slowly started to gain consciousness. The light blinded my sight and I raised my head to block it. "You slept the whole flight. Look, we are here," Mum grumbled. Were we here? I looked out and saw the plane motionless on the ground. Hell. I slept for freaking eleven hours!?
It took us an hour to exit the plane and collect our luggage. We were finally out of the airport and now stood at the parking lot, waiting for a cab. Mom signalled a taxi for the third time but failed to get it. After waiting for a few more minutes, there came a cab that decided to stop and have us in.
We got ourselves loaded. I was occupying the back seat with the suitcases and my mother was sitting beside the taxi driver. My mother was Italian so she knew how to communicate. Thank God, language wasn't a barrier for me either. I mean I never spoke Italian with my mother but I understood it completely.
Mother gave the driver an address which probably would be granny's place. He passed mom a doubtful stare but didn't say anything. Was something wrong going on? Before I could get worried about it. He minded his own business and gave life to the engine, driving us to the location. I couldn't believe I slept during the whole flight.
Before the guilt could suffocate me, I distracted myself with the outside world. It was different and very Italian. People looked like my mother's race. Minutes later, we entered a very congested area. I secretly prayed that granny wouldn't be living in such a place. It was far worse than my American life.
The driver took several turns and pulled brakes in front of one specific house which was more like a building. It was huge for this area, different from the houses situated near. I took a deep breath and scanned it. "Is this granny's home?" I asked my mother but she didn't reply.
"Come with me," she said and got out of the car. I followed her and we went inside.
It was a crowded place. There were different kinds of people. Every person in here stared at me as if I was an alien. What was wrong with them? If it's like that I will refuse to stay. "Mom, what is this place," It was bothering me. It didn't seem like a house for normal people. In fact, it was a fit place for local theatre performers. Everyone had some kind of costume on, especially women. They were wearing costumes like they were going to perform belly dances. Every curve of their bodies was visible to naked eyes. Their flawless skins were shining across the corner. Oh, God what was this place really!
Mom was looking around for someone and it seemed like she spotted the one she had been searching for. "Honey, why don't you go upstairs and check out the building, I have something to attend to," Mom said to me and smiled wryly.
"Mom, are you messing up with someone again? I thought you left it all behind in America," I gritted, looking around and composing my anger.
"Honey, relax, I'm not messing anything. It's just a simple conversation with one of my school friends, I wanted to meet her before we leave to granny's house," Mom's cooing was so synthetic that it fed me up, she even placed a kiss on my forehead which I was not used to. I wasn't buying it.
"Why are we even here for a simplest conversation? It's not a suitable place for us. It's dangerous and besides, why would your friend be in such a place like this?" The people in here were a horror to me. My heart rate accelerated to an abnormal momentum. No one had ever stared at me with such lustful gazes. Let's forget about men ogling but the women were also eye-raping me.
"Honey, I said go upstairs. I need work to do!" Mom hissed at me, her calling me with sweet names was beyond irritating, and what work was she talking about? Drugs!?
"Honey, I said go upstairs. I need work to do!" Mom hissed at me, her calling me with sweet names was beyond irritating, and what work was she talking about? Drugs!?I huffed furiously and walked without looking in the direction. I bumped into people but that's the least I cared about that time. I saw stairs upwards. I took them and thought of reaching to the roof for fresh air but it was only a route to the first floor and there were beds everywhere, it seemed like a girls portion and by now, I was sure that it was public property. Maybe what I thought was right. I turned around to step downstairs but got my way blocked by a female... performer?This girl was wearing her red costume. Her eyes were weirdly roaming all over me. Those gazes weren't normal, they were full of lust as if she was scanning me naked. "Excuse me," I tried to step away but she came in front of me again."Oh, ciao, bella. Non mi dici il tuo nome? (Oh, hello, beautiful. Wo
Warning: This Chapter Contains Sexual Acts. Please Read It At Your Own Risk.NikolaWhat a sight to my eyes! I must agree Mattea had sent a bomb this time. The way she moved her thick ass in a sensual way, grinding it opposite to the wall while biting that plump lower lip, her pussy was popping out as if it wanted to be licked till the last drop.Oh, this slut could give me a great fuck. I wanted her to ride me rough until she would faint. “Sit on the sofa with your legs wide open,” I ordered her and she stopped squeezing her boobs, sashayed to the sofa in her black YSL heels and sat as I commanded. Her pussy was clearly exposed before my eyes, I could see that swollen clit wet. My mouth became watery, I gulped my desire down my throat.She started rubbing her clit and I filled my lungs with the air. Her eyes were on me but I knew she couldn’t look clearly through me as the projector light was blin
“What’s the girl’s age?” I questioned.“She turned eighteen yesterday, that's why I took her in after four months of her mother's pleading. Her mother sold her tome in the morning, that's why I'm telling you she needs time to manage the change but she will be your great entertainer. I can assure you will forget everyone if you see her once,” Mattea answered proudly. Great. My interest had piqued. She knew I liked younger girls."When are you sending me her pictures?" I asked the main thing. If she was new then she wouldn't be in her recent catalogue."I will get her photoshoot done bytomorrow, don't you worry about it, you will be the first one to get the pictures," Mattea laughed.“And I don’t want any of your men to teach her anything. I will do whatever I want to do myself and for that, I wanna be her first,” I ordered her.“But Nik, she can misbehave,” Mat
KristenThis place was sick. I was crying myself to death, I wanted to scratch each inch of my skin to get rid of their hands all over my body. Their laughs and moans were plastered in my memory. I was mentally shrieking as loud as I could so that I could silence their voices in my head loudly, but they were still there. They didn’t miss any part of my body to remain untouched; not even my vagina. I couldn’t feel anything other than humiliation and disgust, the thoughts were killing me and I couldn’t stop crying.I couldn’t believe where I had gotten myself involved in matters of hours being in Italy.I was regretting the second I said yes to mom for coming here. How did I miss the clue my mother was planning to do something like this to me? I thought she had changed but it was my foolish heart who liked to believe in miracles. Now, those miracles were only a pain in my ass.I was on someone&rsquo
Nikola “Niko, you are going to fall in love when you will see those photos,” I narrowed my eyes at the ceiling, opening them I turned to the alarm clock, finding it to be 5:13 in the morning. Never thought I would wake up to this filthy voice.“Mattia, don’t you think it’s a bit too early to call someone, you sure you have a clock in your room?” I inwardly yearned to bang her head against the wall to knock some sense into her, silly bitch. “I don’t give hell of money only to be called at this hour,” I could mouth off better but she supplied me better girls than other agencies, sounded enough for now.“I’m really sorry, my friend. I thought you were up by now,” I sat on the bed, rubbing my eyes and putting AirPods on.“Yeah now I’m up and it’s a beautiful morning, all thanks to you,” I picked boxer from the floor and wore it while striding to b
KristenI woke up, late. Didn’t know what time it was until my eyes reached for a clock that displayed 2:34 PM to be exact. I inhaled deeply, stretched my arms, puffed out all the laziness and encouraged myself to climb out of the bed to make mom some sandwiches but then I realised this wasn’t my bed… in fact, the room wasn’t mine either. It was an attic and roaming my eyes around, reality made its way hard in my chest.My flight, mom’s betrayal, those girls’ harassment and then Mattia’s sudden change in behaviour. I thought it was a dream and it would end once I sleep but I was still living in it and who knew how long. My head bent. I noticed I was in black lingerie with no underwear on. My breath was stiff, felt so uncomfortable because I wasn’t used to sleeping almost naked.I extended my hand for a glass of water and gulped all of it. Meanwhile, someone’s steps invaded
6NikolaFuck you, Luciano! God if you really cared about me then why couldn’t you kill him before he could storm into my office at the wrong time! I wasn’t just angry, I was craving blood, again. That motherfucker didn’t realise till yet I killed my vixen because of his strawberry, because her beauty fucked my mind till I couldn’t remain sane, and today, he was forcing me to have lunch with them. He was going to make a mistake that he will regret, I would end up fucking his pregnant wife today if I would go.“Mr. Bernardi…" Even I could hear Jennifer calling me, her voice is so clear,"...Mr. Bernardi…" But then the tone morphed into another voice,"...may I have your attention?… sir?” Reality slipped inside me as Sarah’s brassy voice deafened me. I dashed my eyes at her, finding this fat woman in a black striped skirt with her curly-frizzy hair. Oh, such women
7KristenI had enough to know I was in danger. It was dawn and I was still here even when I wanted to be miles apart from these girls who were glaring at me without giving a blink away. I wasn't watching them but I could feel their eyes on me. This place was full of gossipers.Mattia needed to acknowledge I won't be able to fit in this atmosphere. So I had to give the best whine of my life to convince her to send me away from this shithole, or else that blonde witch and gang would strangle me in my sleep or… throw acid on my face or... slit my throat. Who knows?God… please.I could not live my life in fear.She said she had to make calls to arrange a living for me. At first click, I thought to make her call mom and ask her if she could forgive me for whatever reason she dumped me here and take me away. But ever since I rolled my head over it, I realised moving with her would chop off all the wings o
22NikolaMy head could burst into flames if I’d try to get up, but either way I had no choice so I forced myself to open my eyes and sat straight on the blood-tainted floor of my bloody loft. My hand involuntarily reached the area where it hurt the most—which was the back of my head. I growled inwardly when I rubbed two fingers on the wound and located blood on them. Rage balled up in my chest. I roamed my eyes around and only spotted the corpse and me in the loft, the fire in my chest ignited more, it was enough to burn down the whole Italy if it would take to get my blueberry back. How the fuck she dared to betray me? Didn’t she know how I could get her back even if she hides herself six feet under? I could give her the worst death she couldn’t even imagine.I struggled to stand and hissed thrice while I walked towards upstairs to lay hands on my cell phone, I dialled Charles’ number and ordered him to handle one dinner reservation in my loft, he sent two of his men and cleared eve
21KristenThe touch of his lips was luscious against mine. I couldn’t get enough. My hand kept him clipped to my mouth. He was moulding against mine in a perfect rhythm, yet I couldn’t stop myself from smacking my pluckers even more. It was so sinful yet so pure. The need was raw, wild, tempestuous and real. God knew how long I had been yearning to see him, meet him and love him again. I could burn right now. Finally, he was here to tame down the fire. I got him back.Our lips unbuckled on the voice that rattled out just as the door slammed open, marring our perfect moment. “Domenico, I was look…” Registering her presence, we involuntarily retreated. I shot my head at Dom’s shoes while my fingers travelled to my lips. Shame washed over me. Oh no, she saw us. Oh, what will happen now? “What’s going on in here?” Jennifer sounded aghast. I felt like losing my breath, voice, dignity; everything.Just as Domenico opened his mouth to clear off, the creaking of the door erected our ears, th
20Kristen “Yeah, I loved every second of it,”“That was a stupid but cute stunt of yours, blueberry,” He bit my ear and soaked it with his saliva, “But I loved it,” He placed a kiss at the back of my ear. “I loved watching you two together, it seemed like a perfect moment in that store,” “No!” I opposed, stirring in his hold but to my horror, he only tightened his grip. I hissed when he caged me with the bone-breaking grip. I put on endless effort to unsnap his arms but it all went in vain. I sighed louder, trying to keep my breath under control, but it seemed it would be going to be out of my favour. “Let go of me! Ahh!” “Not until you answer why you left me,” He hissed in my ear, smacking his lower against my hip with a snarl. I hitched and yelped the next when he hurled me out of the blue and I fell on the fleecy mattress. My nerves thinned when he took predatory steps toward me, I could gawk at him through my dishevelled brown locks. My limbs shuddered in his terror. “Please…
19Kristen I yawned as I stretched my arms in the air. It was a beautiful morning. Birds were chirping making beautiful scenery out in the world. The dull sunlight crossed through the windows of my room, moreover, curtains were also drawn so I didn't miss out on the serenity of pleasant morning, the oceanic sea was all before my eyes, making the moment more enjoyable. I yawned again, this time placing a hand on my mouth as I leapt out of the bed. I ambled towards the bathroom and did my business. After spending a few minutes, freshening my face, I went into the shower and enjoyed every second of it. It felt like I was being awarded for all the hardships I faced back with Nikola. It had been two days in the mansion yet I loved every second. People in here were welcoming and sane, unlike Nikola or the perception I had for his family, they were actually loving. I met Nikola’s grandmother; Jennifer introduced us by calling me her friend and a new nanny of her baby. She said she loved w
18Kristen He was the man who left me when I needed him the most in my life. The apple of my eyes. The only happiness of my life. My knight. My hero. My ray of hope, which was taken away when he abandoned me, unannounced, all of a sudden. I still could feel the blockage whenever I recalled that hour. When voidness consumed me the second he walked away after spilling the truth on my face.With this hollowing and a paralysing realisation that he was just a dream that scooted away from my eyes forever. He was only an episode that I knew was bound to end one day, yet I drowned myself in the ocean of love, his bounding love. The memories, those vivacious touches of laughter, that stealing pecks from the corner of my mouth, all followed me until the day I swallowed the hard pill, he was destined to stay away from a witch like me. I was cursed and I didn’t want him to live with an ill-fated one.But I still curse the day when he came to tell me his father died and he had to move back with h
17KristenI couldn’t stop looking behind. He could be chasing me and I wouldn’t even know. My breath was uneven because I was dealing with an anxiety attack, my heart could barely skip a beat in a nanosecond. I was certain he had gained his consciousness back, I could feel it in my chest. I didn’t even want to imagine how he would react when he would find a man murdered by him near him but not me. The thought itself made my eyes watery. What had I done? I shouldn’t have left him to die there and cowardly run away with these unknown men. I knew he could catch me in less than an hour, he had people for everything. Putting me to my deathbed would also be no problem for him either. My sobs got that bodyguard’s attention, he glanced at me through the rearview, but I couldn’t care less. My mind kept on reminding me of the intensity of bloodlust he had for those men when they stepped in and asked him to put me down. The way he gritted, “Or what?” Just as he clutched around me harder. Flas
16KristenIt had been hours of watching Nikola running in circles as if he was into something. I had the baby in my hands, sleeping peacefully. He was indeed a beautiful newborn with the most beautiful blue eyes, a tiny mouth and tiny pointy nose. I was sure he got that pair of blues from her mother and pointy nose from his father because as far as I could recall, Nikola’s brother had hazel eyes, sharp jaw and a pointy nose. I stopped rocking my back and glanced at Nikola who didn’t care to notice me noticing him.“What are you up to?” He left me no choice but to ask.“Nothing that should worry you,” He replied back, rubbing his chin, involved in a deep chain of thoughts.“Well, we have a baby in our home and if you lie to me about any harm that can take place and put this baby’s life at risk… I don't think I or God can everforgive you…” I
He looked at me and so did I. “It’s time to take the lead, baby,” I sighed and threw my anxiety at the very back of my head. I put on a bold face and cat-walked toward the stage.Just as I walked out from the back door. Everyone cheered up as I sashayed and stopped in the middle, putting a hand on my waist. I staredat the camera opposite to me,aware of people who had their phones up, they couldn’t stop taking my pictures.I continued to walk as the slow music continued to play behind me. I could tell the song, it was one of the tracksin my most played playlist,‘Think’ by Kaleida. I stopped on the cross mark tattooed on the floor and continued to pose differently when the host announced Mr. Armani Gracie’s to make an appearance, which he did, cat-walking straight toward me.The singer took the high note when he stopped beside me and put a hand on my waist. I felt a current stormin
15Play 'Think' By Kaleida. I Am Sure It Will Help Your Imagination.KristenI stood before the tall mirror. Checking out my back. The apprehension won’t just leave me. This lingerie was barely hiding any of my skin, it had a long v-shaped neckline dropping till my stomach. My breasts were sneaking through the thin black net fabric that was long till my lower hipbone. I gulped, shivering like a mess, millions of voices were blaming me for agreeing to wear this, but this was an opportunity I couldn’t miss.Yes, I was here, at Italy’s biggest fashion empire Gracie’s lingerie outlet’s launch. I couldn’t believe it was happening. I couldn’t just take it. Nikola made it so fast for me to jump in the middle of known faces, it wouldn’t be possible without his name, cause it takes years of modelling to reach the role I was given for this night. He told me his CEO was his frien