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19. Sinful
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I was exhausted from all the sex; Antonio didn't disappoint, he did exactly what he said he would do; he fucked me like a stranger and I loved every bit of it.
I laid on the bed either the duvet around me with Antonio beside me. I turned to him, staring at all his features.
"If you keep looking at me like that, I would think you want more" he said and I smiled. Then the thought came to me, it was the perfect time to ask him if he did anything apart from photography.
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Work was becoming too much for me, and Antonio didn't bother to check on me or the document he kept on my desk, which I didn't read by the way, no time to waste on pointless things.I was at work pretty early, earlier than usual, because the looks that I had been getting from Mr. Blue scared me; it wasn't the usual mean look, it was more of a relaxed look, which I think meant he was tired of my bullshit and was going to fire me soon; so I decided I wasn't going to let him make that decision.
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One week! That was the last time I saw Antonio, not like I was counting the days, I just unconsciously knew. It was good. More days without him and I'd terminate the contract and find a tangible relationship. I wouldn't lie though, my body craved him, I used my fingers and dildos but I wasn't satisfied, I needed Antonio, but I couldn't bring myself to call his stupid lying ass. Lord knows the amount of time he had gotten laid since the last time we fucked. I knew I was acting all tough, talking about how I didn't really need him and how I was ready to terminate the contract, but the truth was, if I was to get a call from him, I'd run to him without thinking.
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I tell you, being on Mr. Blue's good side is the best place anyone wants to be, I was enjoying favors that was unusual. I could happily arrive late at work without being yelled out; for the first time, my job was not on the line, it was good to know; and you know me, late coming is my second name.I arrived late at work, again, strolling in like I owned the place."Hey uhm, you have a visitor" Melissa told me when I got to the floor my office was on.
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I woke up with a heavy arm draped over my body, it was hot and uncomfortable. Thinking I was on my bed, I tried to shift but ended up on the floor, only then it occurred to me that we spent the night on the couch. I sat on the floor, looking at a messy haired Antonio sleeping soundly, with his lips slightly parted. He looked harmless, like he couldn't even hurt a fly if it was given to him; but it was a lie, the man destroyed my insides last night, so much that falling on the floor hurt more than it should've. I was in pain and he was sleeping soundly, what's the witchcraft? I smiled mischievously as a plan formed in my head. I ran to the kitchen, got a glass of water and ran back to the living room.I poured a bit of the water to my free hand and put it over his face, so the water dropped slowly to his face. He was unfazed. I got annoyed and poured the whole thing on the man. He got up immediately, looking around until his eyes settled on me with the glass cup in my hand. He's fac
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