When the night kicks in. Peter and I went to a bar again not to mention we went here right after their rehearsal. I am too tired to party yet I can’t leave him because this is my job. “Jack Daniels,” he said to the waiter. He keeps on ordering hard drinks for us.
“Just a beer for me,” I said to the waiter and nodded at me. I looked at Peter who is looking at me now.
“Don’t look at me like that?”
Turning tables, I see.
“How do I look at you then?” I asked him. He shifted in his seat. There are only two of us at the four-sitter table. He didn’t answer and chose to stare at my eyes. He thought I will be intimidated by his dark aura but I am not.
“I want to hook up with you. You better break with that boyfriend of yours, my lady. Weeks later, you wouldn’t realize that it will be me whom you are going to be looking for each day. I will be the one on top of you, on the bed…”
He whispered the last words making me almost puke at my seat.
“Only if you can change him in my system.”
“Are you challenging me, my lady? I wouldn’t miss that out. I am better when it comes to that,” he leans in. I kick his feet making him curse in pain. You deserve that, man.
Minutes later our drinks have arrived. “Cheers,” he said. Tossing up the alcohol drink. I clashed my beer to his Jack Daniel’s drink.
“Hi! Need some company?” a woman asked him. I shifted my gaze to the dance floor. The people are getting wild, some are even kissing on the dance floor and ready to hook up.
“I am… I need some fucking for tonight.”
I breathed hard as I can feel his hands on mine. When I looked at him he is kissing the woman who is sitting now on his lap. “I need to retouch,” I said then pour all the beer that’s left in my mouth. When I finished I walked my way towards the powder room of this bar making his hands leave my thigh.
“Getting lost?” a man asked me. His voice sounds too husky and I can feel he is already drunk. I suddenly felt him kiss my neck, hold my waist, and pull me closer to him.
“I’m not. If you would like to excuse me,” I quickly went to the powder room leaving him.
I saw a man and a woman making out making me stop getting in. “Oops! Sorry…” the lady said, she is almost naked as the man’s hand is underneath her skirt. She immediately dressed up then pulled his man out of the powder room, leaving me alone.
Can’t they do it in their car? Do they have to do it here? Someone will use the powder room and can’t they see the cubicle here? I breathe in and close the door. I face the mirror in front of me.
My red hair looks so messy right now. My sapphire eyes are looking mad. Why am I mad? I stopped thinking when I heard the door open making me look in the direction of it to see who came in. “Peter…” I whispered his name.
He is smiling at me. He locked the door before coming to me. “They say Peter is only for Wendy but why do I feel like they are wrong? Peter should be for Tara… only.”
I was too stunned to speak and move to make him take the opportunity to encircle his arms around my waist. I couldn’t look at him straight. I stared at the door which was locked. “Did you break up with him already?” he whispered in my ear. His beard touches my neck and it tickles.
I pushed him when I gain my consciousness back. “You can’t push me that hard because I know you like this.”
I gave him a death glare when he looked at me. He tried to kiss me but he ended up kissing my neck when I look the other way. “Playing hard to get?” His hands are still on my waist pushing my body to his.
I can’t push him anymore, my knees are shaking as he is smelling me like a baby. He looks like he is hugging me now from a different perspective view. “Please…” I whispered. My voice is weak and my hands are shaking on his chest.
“Please what?”
My hands dropped down when he kissed my lips. He is kissing me passionately while I am just standing at him, didn’t even try to stop him. My heart is beating so fast and loud that I couldn’t think of anything else but his lips on mine.
“Kiss me back.”
I closed my eyes and kissed him back. I can sense his smiling now… Unconsciously I put my hands around his neck, his other hand dropped down on my ass, squeezing them. I was surprised when he smacked my butt making me open my mouth wide. He took that opportunity to enter his tongue.
I got lost by his kisses.
I stopped when I saw a woman go out of the cubicle but Peter continued kissing me. She was surprised when she saw us. “Pretend you didn’t see me, you can continue,” she said. “I will just lock the door.”
I pushed Peter with all my strength, we both panted so hard. He is looking at me with a wide smile, he licks his lips in front of me. “Strawberry taste,” he said before winking at me. I saw the bulge on his pants.
“That’s normal, my lady. You are always giving me hard on whenever I am with you.”
I couldn’t believe him. He waited for me when I was retouching the make-up on my face. My lipstick is scattered on my lips area. “Wipe your lips,” I said when I saw the lipstick on his lips too.
“Why don’t you wipe it for me, instead? You are my assistant, right? Wipe it for me, my lady.”
“How was my performance?”I just give him a thumbs up. We are in the practice room in their house. His bandmates are here with their girlfriends, right after the practice some of his bandmates make out. That’s why he had no choice but to talk to me because he didn’t bring any woman to fuck.“On the bed?”I just shrugged at him. I don’t know. Why is he asking me that? We didn’t even have sex what happened last night was just a make-out. “Want to try it out?”“No, thanks.”“I promise you won’t regret it.”“Can you stop that? I am not your fuck buddy. Find one if you want,” I hissed at him but he is just smiling at me like an idiot. I can’t believe I will be dealing with him for about three months. I need to be successful in this fucking mission.I felt his hand on my waist pulling me closer to him. He pretended to be looking at hi
Peter and his bandmates will be singing again in the bar. They have their schedule for what day and time they will perform there. I badly want to bring my sister here. If only there is someone who would take care of my mother, then I will surely let her come with me. “Water,” I heard Peter says that. I brought his water with me all the time. One thing I realized when I am with him is that he can’t go on working out without water. He keeps on drinking water. “Here.”I opened the bottle for him. I saw him gulp like a thirsty wild animal who haven’t had water for so long. His Adam’s apple moved along with every gulp he made. I am here, waiting at the backstage but I can hear how crazy their fans are. They keep on shouting their name. “Won’t you give me a good luck kiss?” he asked when he handed me the tumbler. I shook my head and I heard him chuckle. “Then I won’t give all my best, tonight.”“Good luck,” they left him. The shout
When I woke up in the morning, I decided to take a bath again. I will be going home now. After taking a bath I just wore the dress I wore last night. I don’t have any other clothes. I just changed my underwear. I put red lipstick on then combed my hair using my fingers. My red hair almost reached my buttocks. It is long but I didn’t have the chance to go to a salon.Been very busy lately that forgot to take care of myself. When I was done fixing my hair, I looked at the mirror again for a final look. I am not expecting anything to happen right now but I am in the mood to look pretty right now.I pull the bag on the bed, ready to leave. When I went out of the guest room, I looked at Peter’s room. Just had a mood to say goodbye to him. I went my way towards his room and knocked three times when I faced the door.It took almost a minute before someone opened the door but I almost rolled my eyes when I saw her.Ciarra was the one who open th
I can't help but utter a curse because of how good he is at pleasuring me. "Please...""Please what, Tara?"I couldn't say the right words to describe what I want right now. I can't believe how I want him to do it to me. How I badly want him right now. He stopped kissing me down there. He looked at me, the smirk is plastered on his face. He kneels in front of me before putting his hands on both sides of my body. He is intently looking at me now. Waiting for me to speak up before he would do anything. I looked through his eyes. His eyes are dark as he stared at me with so much lust. "Fuck me, Peter."He is expecting what I will be saying but he acted surprised when he heard it. "With pleasure," he said then winked at me. He moved his hands up and down on his shaft while looking at me. He bit his lower lip while looking at me. I couldn’t take my eyes off of him because I am afraid to look at his buddy. He slowly pushed it inside
"Are you ready for tonight's agenda? You will be singing for four hours straight."The boys nodded. We are in a van. Tonight's location is far from their usual place and their manager said to just use a van so we don't have to worry that much about waiting for others to come, or who will drive because they already have a driver.I am here at the back together with Peter and Lester. I don't want to be alone with these two but when fate decides it is really hard to go against it. The travel will be an hour long. The others are sleeping but I can't sleep. I am in the middle and I can't position myself well. Peter is pulling me to him but I remained on my sit. I don't want to be close that much to him. I am afraid of what will happen again. I chose to be at the back but he followed me and then Lester followed too making me feel uncomfortable to breathe.Lester is looking at me from time to time like he always does. He doesn't talk that much
“Sorry, I forgot to call you. Just got busy dealing with the client. How are you, babe?” Matt called me when seven in the evening strikes the clock. He looks exhausted while wearing his reading glass, looking at the papers. Even though it is nighttime, he is still working. I can’t help but be proud of this man. “It’s okay. You want me to talk or just remain silent?”“Do what pleasure’s you, babe. I am fine with anything as long as I can see you.”I chose to stay silent while looking at him, being serious at his paper works. Oh… how much I want to massage his shoulders while he is reading the papers. His brows have frowned while reading, looking so stressed. We stayed that way until he finally decided to end his work and just focus on me instead. “Did you even eat dinner?” I asked him while staring at my screen. Staring at him. This is the man I love. This is the man I will marry. Peter is just a mere task for me and nothing else.
I had no idea Peter would be here. I have rejected him last night to have to go out because I was pissed off with him. He kept on calling me that made me sleep late than my usual sleeping time. He always irritates me, that’s why I can’t forgive him for that.“I thought you don’t have work for today?” my mother’s sweet voice asked me. She is inhaling all the scents of the roses that Peter gave to her while looking at us with brows creased up, don’t even have an idea of what is going on right now. I nodded at her, agreeing because it is somehow true. I just can’t believe that this man standing in front of me is sending me shivers down my spine. Peter’s reflecting happiness is plastered on his face. His eyes never leave me.“What are you doing here?” The madness is evident in my voice. I never welcome him here yet he still chose to come inside without my permission. “Sit down, Peter. Are you planning on going out with Tara?”The
It’s been such a blessing to have a week of being inside the house all day. Today is a hectic day. There is a lot of work that needs to be done today. The boys will spend the entire day rehearsing for tomorrow night’s event. Just practicing the instruments because they need to rest their voice. They will all be singing equally. So, each of them has a part but that’s for rehearsal tomorrow afternoon.Today, all I have to do is to look after Peter and provide him with anything he needs. I have water and a towel with me, and a shirt if ever he needs one. Lena was busy discussing with important individuals. I decided not to interfere and create any noise. I just focus on the band’s performance.They didn’t name their band after some fancy names because like it simple, and that’s the name of how their fans initially learned about them, they are just a simple band who wants nothing but play with their souls and hearts out.“Are you going to s
Tara's Point of ViewI looked at my little angel. A beat skips my heart as he smiles at me. He always touches my heart. His smile makes me smile. His tiny touches touch my soul. I would love to stare at him all day."Why do you have to be this handsome, my baby?" I asked him and he just giggled at me.I gave birth to a healthy baby boy. Terrence is the name of our baby boy. He loves to giggle everyday. He got his dad's killer smile. I wonder if he would end up being like his father. Roaming all day and night with different girls by his side. If ever that would happen, then that would be my cause of death.Terrence is still 8 months old yet his built looks matured than normal 8 months old baby. He got his features from his dad and the build of his body. I don't know what he got from me. Each day passes by, I can see Peter's features on him more.It has been a year when Peter take over to their company. He is busy most of the time but he always make sure that he get to spend time with u
Cindy's Point of ViewThe smell of cigarettes inhabited my body and alcohol through my system. The chaotic scene of the bar and the different smell of people with alcoholic drinks in their body. The people dancing, swaying their hips to the music, drinking until they can't move anymore because of the alcohol in their system.I turn the glass upside down. It is empty again. Another empty glass yet I can still feel the pain in my heart. I smiled in the air with a bitterness in my fucking heart. What is this? What alcohol could possibly make my heart numb? To not feel any pain again... To stop loving from someone that I know couldn't love me back... To stop myself from hoping... To stop feeling anything...I put my hand up in the air. "Another glass of w-whiskey!" I said but my voice is too low that it could almost whispered into the air.I smiled when I saw another five glasses of whiskey. They are too good at this one. They know how to spot people that are heartbroken and just give th
Peter’s Point of View“Are you sure this is enough? Should I put carpet all over this room? You know, she might slip accidentally and---”“You are becoming a paranoid, man. She is not clumsy and minds you, she didn’t even agree to the setup you are plotting yet. You didn't ask her to stay with you and yet, you are already doing this. She would be furious if she hears that you moved everything of her belongings to your place,” he said. He sat on the bed and I immediately pulled him.“Don’t you dare stain our bed with your sweats! Stand on the corner if you want to rest,” I told him. He chuckled but his face didn’t even smile. What a fucking asshole. “I will be leaving now. Jane requested me to bring her out today. I am going to go. Take care of her you fucking moron,” he said before he went out of the room and closed the door with a force that made me almost jump off at my spot. Fucking asshole.I looked at the place and saw the slight satisfaction from the view. Everything is settled
Tara's Point of View"Do you need anything? Are feeling fine? Do you want some fruits? I can peel some for you, Tara. Is your body hurt? Do you want me to give you a massage?"I stared at Peter. He looks so concerned and worried at the same time. There is not even something to be worried about. He didn't leave since he came here earlier. He just let Cindy left. He didn't even walk her out. He didn't want to leave me.The doctor says I am fine already and I can discharge now but Peter didn't want me to leave and wanted me to stay for another day. He wants me to have my rest here. He doesn't want me to stress about something in Lester's house. "I want burger and fries," I said, almost whispering because I am shy to request something to Peter. I feel like I can't boss him around because of his facial expression. And, it is Lester's fault. He was the one who made me crave for burger and fries and now, I am looking for it every meal time.My mind won't be at ease if I won't eat burger and
Cindy’s Point of View“What are y-you saying?” I asked him.What? Tara is pregnant and Peter is the father? How can it be? Is he really testing my patience with her? If that's what he wants then I will make sure that her child can’t see this fucking world. That child deserves to die and Tara deserves to die! I calm myself down looking at her. You fucking deserve to die, Tara! You shouldn’t be here! I have done enough with you. I can't stand with you anymore. You got Peter's heart and right now? You let yourself be impregnated by him? What kind of friend are you to do that to me? You already know that I love Peter so much yet you still you still give another reason for Peter to stay with you?I looked at Peter and his dark eyes reached into my soul. He didn’t move nor talk but his expression says he is not pleased with everything that is happening right now. I looked at Lester again. I know him by his name and clearly because he is the most aloof in the band.“Peter is the father of m
Tara’s Point of ViewI tried to cover my mouth, tears falling. I felt my heart tighten hearing them, talking about their baby. Cindy is pregnant? He fucking lied to me. I thought they didn’t sleep and right now they are going to have a baby? I thought he didn’t sleep with her? But why? Why did he impregnate her? How can I fucking trust him if he fucking lied to me? “Tara… calm down,” Lester whispered. No. I won’t calm down. How can I be fucking calm down? His eyes met mine and I saw anger in his eyes. “Hush now. Let’s leave them,” he whispered. He is trying to lower his voice, afraid that we might get caught but I don’t fucking care if they will see us.I don't care if ever they will see us here. I just want to know why Peter did it. I just want to hear it from his mouth. I want everything to be heard by him. I don't want to listen to anyone like he did to me. I don't want to listen to them when I can give him time to explain himself because I fucking know how it hurts when you don
Tara’s Point of View“What happened, Lester?” I asked him. He just went home because he went out to buy something and yet he didn't give me some information about Peter. I am waiting for Peter's call but still I didn't receive any calls from him.I can’t reach Peter’s phone. He didn’t answer my calls since last night. I have been worried thinking what happened to him. I couldn't sleep since last night because I have been waiting for him to call me back. I can't close my eyes for even a minute because all I think about is him. He told me that he will give me a call after an hour but I received no calls at all. He is making me worry. He should at least give me some calls or just texts if he couldn't give me some calls so I wouldn't be worried at all. I wonder what happened to him right now.Lester handed me a glass of milk. “Stop thinking about him for a second, Tara. Think of yourself and that little human inside you. Don’t stress yourself out there thinking about him. He is safe so w
Cindy’s Point of ViewI took a peek at him when I heard his light snore. I couldn't help but smile while staring at him. He is sleeping on the sofa and I can clearly see him in his position. I didn’t request another bed because I want him to lay beside me but he didn’t do it. Instead he lay down on that sofa.I wanted to take that sofa away from here as well if only I can. I don't want him to be there because I want him to stay beside me. I want him to accompany me in my sleep. I want his warmth but he doesn't want to be with me.That bitch! What did he do to him that made him like this? Why is he so whipped with her in those three months of being together? Did that fucking bitch do something to him to make him be a fool to her? Did she bewitch him?Well, even if she did something to him. She will still don't have Peter. They still can't be together because Peter will always be mine. She can't have him. She will never ever have him. And I will make sure of that.I stretched my body an
Peter Point of View"How is she? How is my lovely daughter?" A man in suit rushed in. He hurriedly pushed the door and searched for her daughter. His eyes just passed by me. He didn't even ask if who I was. His eyes quickly searched inside the room to look for her daughter.Cindy is sleeping right now. She couldn't sleep without me that's why I need to keep her company while she is here. The doctor said she is fine. I should be glad that I quickly ran her here. The doctor said the cut was too deep and tells me to be careful with her.That's the second reason why I stayed here as well and couldn't leave her. Cindy needs me now. She may be pregnant or not but I need to keep her in my sight. I was the reason who caused her to almost end her life. It is my responsibility to be here.I left my phone in my car. I couldn't go there because Cindy don't want me to leave even a second while she is sleeping. She sleeps so lightly that even my lightest actions could wake her up but this time she