It’s been such a blessing to have a week of being inside the house all day.
Today is a hectic day. There is a lot of work that needs to be done today. The boys will spend the entire day rehearsing for tomorrow night’s event. Just practicing the instruments because they need to rest their voice.They will all be singing equally. So, each of them has a part but that’s for rehearsal tomorrow afternoon.Today, all I have to do is to look after Peter and provide him with anything he needs. I have water and a towel with me, and a shirt if ever he needs one. Lena was busy discussing with important individuals. I decided not to interfere and create any noise. I just focus on the band’s performance.They didn’t name their band after some fancy names because like it simple, and that’s the name of how their fans initially learned about them, they are just a simple band who wants nothing but play with their souls and hearts out.“Are you going to sPeter went to me when morning comes. I wasn’t shocked at all because I already know he would come. Who wouldn’t come if I have taken his credit card?He gave me a smirk when he saw me walking out of my room. I just had a shower because we will be going to the company, they are going to have a meeting with the CEO of the company and also, they are going to spend the time modeling their new song.Mommy was smiling from ear to ear as she was smelling the flower Peter gave to her for the second time. Jane is staring at Peter, admiring him. Her eyes almost spark at the sight in front of her. This kid. “Aren’t you going to school today?” I asked her when I looked at the wall to see the time.“Fudge! I forgot,” she exclaimed then hurriedly leave the living room. I followed her until she was gone out of my sight.“Bye, Peter.”I just rolled my eyes at my mother. I put on some red lipstick to look more seductive yet presentable. I put my
“Can I have an advance payment, please? I need money right now. I need it for my mother’s chemotherapy,” I said to Peter.He was just staring at me in the eye. We are at a bar right now. Johnny decided to treat us and he forced me to be with them. Johnny, William, and Lester are with us but at a different table. We can’t fit in a small table here at the bar so Peter chose to have a different table instead.The tables are tiny here. Only four people can fit at every table but Johnny has a fling right now. So, the four of them are at a different table. There are many people here. I know the drinks are expensive here. That’s why I didn’t order and just let Peter order for us. I sighed thinking what will I do to get the money I needed. My salary surely is not enough for my mother’s chemotherapy. The doctor’s fee and others’ fees are still not yet counted. I need to do groceries as well because we are out of stock with everything we need for our daily needs.
The celebration happened and it was so late when I went home. I already texted Jane to tell mommy not to wait for me because I will be coming home late. When I got out of Peter's car my vision doubled. "Are you okay?" he asked. He is still in his car. I don't want him to walk me home cause I can do it. "I am. You can leave me now," I responded. "Careful and watch your steps," I heard him say before he closes his window and left me.I sighed and nodded. Fuck alcohol. I almost tripped but I hold on to the wall next to me. I don't want to be drunk like this again. It's been two days since I went to their house. They have rehearsal at their house and I went there because it is my duty to be with him. Today is the day I will start my extra job with him.I combed my entangled hair. I put on foundation and red lipstick to cover up the paleness ok my lips. I got my bag then walked out of my room.Peter texted me to
It’s been almost three weeks since I have worked with Peter and I can say that he is still the same man the first time I have met him. The playboy who loves to fuck women then left them after getting the pleasure he wants from them.Making out in every place because his horny ass can't wait to go and find a private place. He always shook everyone wherever he gets horny because he will do it without thinking of anyone but just his own need.They are going to perform tonight and they will do a live performance of their new song that they have released yesterday. That’s why the not-so-big place became smaller. I can’t even walk properly because some fans are here.I excused myself when I get here because they were blocking the way. Some didn't even move when I excused myself. They think I will replace their spot that's why it took me minutes before I finally got in here.“Continue it later, Peter. You are going to perform next,” Lena said to Peter wh
“Tara!”I was awakened by my sister. I locked my door so she can’t get in. She just banged my door while calling for my name. It is still early and Peter didn’t text me but I know they are going to rehearse at his house. That’s why I don’t why was she calling my name.I decided to rise from my bed to open the door for her. Her eyes widened as she looked at me. “Oh my! You should get ready now!” she exclaimed when she saw me still on my nightgown. She even pushed me a little to my room.“What is happening to you?” I asked when she messed up her hair by pulling it. She is not even prepared for her school. “I am dreaming,” I heard her say to herself. She pinched me which made me slap her hands off from my arms. That hurts.“No, you are not. You are just acting like a retard now,” I replied still hurting from her pinch. Why did she pinch me when she should pinch herself?“Lester is here!” she suddenly exclaimed.
I was unconsciously searching for the people who fall out of love when they are in a relationship with their loved ones. There were some heartbreaking stories I heard from the blog and articles I have heard.“I want to love him more but my heart says I can’t. Something has changed and no matter how much I would want to fight for my love for him. I just can’t because… I don’t love him anymore.”It is midnight already but I am not yet sleepy at all. After my call with Matt, this is what I did and until now, the stories of the woman fighting for their love to their partner breaks me.“We have been for almost a decade but I just woke up feeling nothing about him anymore. I asked myself what happened but I can’t remember why I fell out of love. We were happy back then, there was no issue of cheating, just pure and mature love.”I chose to close my pho
My mind is in chaos right now. I feel like I am just forcing myself anymore. I can’t count how I let out a heavy sigh."Watch where you are going, Tara. You don't own the place if you don’t know. There are many people here, you might collide them with your half-loaded cart. Stop frowning out there. You were the one who suggested we come here."I just roll my eyes at Jane. She talks like she is more mature than me when in fact she is just way younger than me. Is this the result of a baby who was born out of a menopausal period? Me and have a very wide age gap and I think that’s the reason why sometimes she is out of her mind.When we enter the meat section, Jane got a whole chicken for tomorrow’s event. She was the one who is filling our cart while I am just pushing it. I don’t have the energy but I need to be here. We will be celebrating mommy's birthday tomorrow. It will be a surprise so sh
“What’s the occasion for tomorrow? Why are they talking about the party?” I asked William who is silently watching Johnny and Peter teasing each other. They were teasing each other and not minding us. They were even throwing things at each other. That's why the room is totally messed up.They decided to meet up here to just chill and relax. I am not supposed to be here because it is already nighttime but Peter made me come and stay here. I can’t refuse him because he says I have to be with him all the time. Even if I badly want to go home right now. I chose to stay here urging the drive to not punch him right now. I dare not to look at him because he keeps on looking at me and it is making me mad.“Anniversary of the band.Anniversary of the band? I don't know where and when they first started their band but I am happy that they still celebrate every milestone that they have been together.“What will you be doing for tomorrow? Drink until get wasted then hook
Tara's Point of ViewI looked at my little angel. A beat skips my heart as he smiles at me. He always touches my heart. His smile makes me smile. His tiny touches touch my soul. I would love to stare at him all day."Why do you have to be this handsome, my baby?" I asked him and he just giggled at me.I gave birth to a healthy baby boy. Terrence is the name of our baby boy. He loves to giggle everyday. He got his dad's killer smile. I wonder if he would end up being like his father. Roaming all day and night with different girls by his side. If ever that would happen, then that would be my cause of death.Terrence is still 8 months old yet his built looks matured than normal 8 months old baby. He got his features from his dad and the build of his body. I don't know what he got from me. Each day passes by, I can see Peter's features on him more.It has been a year when Peter take over to their company. He is busy most of the time but he always make sure that he get to spend time with u
Cindy's Point of ViewThe smell of cigarettes inhabited my body and alcohol through my system. The chaotic scene of the bar and the different smell of people with alcoholic drinks in their body. The people dancing, swaying their hips to the music, drinking until they can't move anymore because of the alcohol in their system.I turn the glass upside down. It is empty again. Another empty glass yet I can still feel the pain in my heart. I smiled in the air with a bitterness in my fucking heart. What is this? What alcohol could possibly make my heart numb? To not feel any pain again... To stop loving from someone that I know couldn't love me back... To stop myself from hoping... To stop feeling anything...I put my hand up in the air. "Another glass of w-whiskey!" I said but my voice is too low that it could almost whispered into the air.I smiled when I saw another five glasses of whiskey. They are too good at this one. They know how to spot people that are heartbroken and just give th
Peter’s Point of View“Are you sure this is enough? Should I put carpet all over this room? You know, she might slip accidentally and---”“You are becoming a paranoid, man. She is not clumsy and minds you, she didn’t even agree to the setup you are plotting yet. You didn't ask her to stay with you and yet, you are already doing this. She would be furious if she hears that you moved everything of her belongings to your place,” he said. He sat on the bed and I immediately pulled him.“Don’t you dare stain our bed with your sweats! Stand on the corner if you want to rest,” I told him. He chuckled but his face didn’t even smile. What a fucking asshole. “I will be leaving now. Jane requested me to bring her out today. I am going to go. Take care of her you fucking moron,” he said before he went out of the room and closed the door with a force that made me almost jump off at my spot. Fucking asshole.I looked at the place and saw the slight satisfaction from the view. Everything is settled
Tara's Point of View"Do you need anything? Are feeling fine? Do you want some fruits? I can peel some for you, Tara. Is your body hurt? Do you want me to give you a massage?"I stared at Peter. He looks so concerned and worried at the same time. There is not even something to be worried about. He didn't leave since he came here earlier. He just let Cindy left. He didn't even walk her out. He didn't want to leave me.The doctor says I am fine already and I can discharge now but Peter didn't want me to leave and wanted me to stay for another day. He wants me to have my rest here. He doesn't want me to stress about something in Lester's house. "I want burger and fries," I said, almost whispering because I am shy to request something to Peter. I feel like I can't boss him around because of his facial expression. And, it is Lester's fault. He was the one who made me crave for burger and fries and now, I am looking for it every meal time.My mind won't be at ease if I won't eat burger and
Cindy’s Point of View“What are y-you saying?” I asked him.What? Tara is pregnant and Peter is the father? How can it be? Is he really testing my patience with her? If that's what he wants then I will make sure that her child can’t see this fucking world. That child deserves to die and Tara deserves to die! I calm myself down looking at her. You fucking deserve to die, Tara! You shouldn’t be here! I have done enough with you. I can't stand with you anymore. You got Peter's heart and right now? You let yourself be impregnated by him? What kind of friend are you to do that to me? You already know that I love Peter so much yet you still you still give another reason for Peter to stay with you?I looked at Peter and his dark eyes reached into my soul. He didn’t move nor talk but his expression says he is not pleased with everything that is happening right now. I looked at Lester again. I know him by his name and clearly because he is the most aloof in the band.“Peter is the father of m
Tara’s Point of ViewI tried to cover my mouth, tears falling. I felt my heart tighten hearing them, talking about their baby. Cindy is pregnant? He fucking lied to me. I thought they didn’t sleep and right now they are going to have a baby? I thought he didn’t sleep with her? But why? Why did he impregnate her? How can I fucking trust him if he fucking lied to me? “Tara… calm down,” Lester whispered. No. I won’t calm down. How can I be fucking calm down? His eyes met mine and I saw anger in his eyes. “Hush now. Let’s leave them,” he whispered. He is trying to lower his voice, afraid that we might get caught but I don’t fucking care if they will see us.I don't care if ever they will see us here. I just want to know why Peter did it. I just want to hear it from his mouth. I want everything to be heard by him. I don't want to listen to anyone like he did to me. I don't want to listen to them when I can give him time to explain himself because I fucking know how it hurts when you don
Tara’s Point of View“What happened, Lester?” I asked him. He just went home because he went out to buy something and yet he didn't give me some information about Peter. I am waiting for Peter's call but still I didn't receive any calls from him.I can’t reach Peter’s phone. He didn’t answer my calls since last night. I have been worried thinking what happened to him. I couldn't sleep since last night because I have been waiting for him to call me back. I can't close my eyes for even a minute because all I think about is him. He told me that he will give me a call after an hour but I received no calls at all. He is making me worry. He should at least give me some calls or just texts if he couldn't give me some calls so I wouldn't be worried at all. I wonder what happened to him right now.Lester handed me a glass of milk. “Stop thinking about him for a second, Tara. Think of yourself and that little human inside you. Don’t stress yourself out there thinking about him. He is safe so w
Cindy’s Point of ViewI took a peek at him when I heard his light snore. I couldn't help but smile while staring at him. He is sleeping on the sofa and I can clearly see him in his position. I didn’t request another bed because I want him to lay beside me but he didn’t do it. Instead he lay down on that sofa.I wanted to take that sofa away from here as well if only I can. I don't want him to be there because I want him to stay beside me. I want him to accompany me in my sleep. I want his warmth but he doesn't want to be with me.That bitch! What did he do to him that made him like this? Why is he so whipped with her in those three months of being together? Did that fucking bitch do something to him to make him be a fool to her? Did she bewitch him?Well, even if she did something to him. She will still don't have Peter. They still can't be together because Peter will always be mine. She can't have him. She will never ever have him. And I will make sure of that.I stretched my body an
Peter Point of View"How is she? How is my lovely daughter?" A man in suit rushed in. He hurriedly pushed the door and searched for her daughter. His eyes just passed by me. He didn't even ask if who I was. His eyes quickly searched inside the room to look for her daughter.Cindy is sleeping right now. She couldn't sleep without me that's why I need to keep her company while she is here. The doctor said she is fine. I should be glad that I quickly ran her here. The doctor said the cut was too deep and tells me to be careful with her.That's the second reason why I stayed here as well and couldn't leave her. Cindy needs me now. She may be pregnant or not but I need to keep her in my sight. I was the reason who caused her to almost end her life. It is my responsibility to be here.I left my phone in my car. I couldn't go there because Cindy don't want me to leave even a second while she is sleeping. She sleeps so lightly that even my lightest actions could wake her up but this time she