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Chapter 18
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2022-03-15 22:54:41I was unconsciously searching for the people who fall out of love when they are in a relationship with their loved ones. There were some heartbreaking stories I heard from the blog and articles I have heard.
“I want to love him more but my heart says I can’t. Something has changed and no matter how much I would want to fight for my love for him. I just can’t because… I don’t love him anymore.”
It is midnight already but I am not yet sleepy at all. After my call with Matt, this is what I did and until now, the stories of the woman fighting for their love to their partner breaks me.
“We have been for almost a decade but I just woke up feeling nothing about him anymore. I asked myself what happened but I can’t remember why I fell out of love. We were happy back then, there was no issue of cheating, just pure and mature love.”
I chose to close my pho
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My mind is in chaos right now. I feel like I am just forcing myself anymore. I can’t count how I let out a heavy sigh."Watch where you are going, Tara. You don't own the place if you don’t know. There are many people here, you might collide them with your half-loaded cart. Stop frowning out there. You were the one who suggested we come here."I just roll my eyes at Jane. She talks like she is more mature than me when in fact she is just way younger than me. Is this the result of a baby who was born out of a menopausal period? Me and have a very wide age gap and I think that’s the reason why sometimes she is out of her mind.When we enter the meat section, Jane got a whole chicken for tomorrow’s event. She was the one who is filling our cart while I am just pushing it. I don’t have the energy but I need to be here. We will be celebrating mommy's birthday tomorrow. It will be a surprise so sh
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“What’s the occasion for tomorrow? Why are they talking about the party?” I asked William who is silently watching Johnny and Peter teasing each other. They were teasing each other and not minding us. They were even throwing things at each other. That's why the room is totally messed up.They decided to meet up here to just chill and relax. I am not supposed to be here because it is already nighttime but Peter made me come and stay here. I can’t refuse him because he says I have to be with him all the time. Even if I badly want to go home right now. I chose to stay here urging the drive to not punch him right now. I dare not to look at him because he keeps on looking at me and it is making me mad.“Anniversary of the band.Anniversary of the band? I don't know where and when they first started their band but I am happy that they still celebrate every milestone that they have been together.“What will you be doing for tomorrow? Drink until get wasted then hook
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I know no woman can survive her body with him, if ever. Sex is his thing and he can't live without it. I pity his future woman now.I left him when I felt him touching me on my butt. The nerve of that man to do it even if there are many people around us. "I will help," I presented myself when I caught them fighting over who will help William to grill the steak. Peter didn't ask for their chef to cook for us. Just a housemaid, and it is none other than the seductive Ciarra.She is wearing a tiny black skirt with her usual red lipstick and eyeliner. Her cheeks are on full blush again. She smiles at me when she saw me checking her out."I can help," I repeated, completely ignoring Ciarra.William was the one holding the thong. I am guessing he will be the one to grill the steak for tonight, he is our chef. I want to help him because if I won't then I have to deal here but watching Ciarra seducing Peter in her seductive clothes.If she will bow down. Her underwear
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“What’s the occasion?” Peter asked when he saw the cake I bought. It is in a box but the cake is visible from the outside because of the transparent cover.I closed the door of his car before placing the box on my lap then looked at him who is now looking at it as well.I told him to stop when I saw a store nearby where they sell sweets. I am glad even if it is already midnight, there is still an open store for me to buy. I don’t know what to do if ever there wasn’t any because I haven’t prepared for this.If only he didn't hold me and didn't tip me extra money then I should be probably cooking for my mother. I am not the best cook but at least I can.I know I am late. The supposed celebration for my mom’s birthday was supposed to be earlier tonight but Peter holds on to me for a little while that’s why I will be celebrating mom’s birthday this late. It is his fault for giving me another extra money even if he already knows that I won't be rejecting the offer.
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"How are you? Did you celebrate already your mom's birthday?" he asked. He knows about the surprise. "Working on it. You just called but it is no big deal. How are you doing now? How did your day go?" "Just like how my normal days went. Am I disturbing something? You can spend your time with your family first. I will just wait until you are done.""Are you sure?" I said, asking him. He nodded at me. He is now on his bed. He yawned but he fought it back. "You are sleepy already. You should as well, babe.""I will after this call. I love you and I miss you so much. Spend this time with your family now.""Thank you, babe. I love you too and I miss you.""Don't forget to tell your mother a happy birthday for me." I nodded at him. Of course, I won't. He waved at the camera and kiss the screen before he ended it. I was sweating bullets, afraid that he will ask what happened why are we celebrating it at this hour but I am happy he didn't ask about it.I d
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Peter Point of View"How is she? How is my lovely daughter?" A man in suit rushed in. He hurriedly pushed the door and searched for her daughter. His eyes just passed by me. He didn't even ask if who I was. His eyes quickly searched inside the room to look for her daughter.Cindy is sleeping right now. She couldn't sleep without me that's why I need to keep her company while she is here. The doctor said she is fine. I should be glad that I quickly ran her here. The doctor said the cut was too deep and tells me to be careful with her.That's the second reason why I stayed here as well and couldn't leave her. Cindy needs me now. She may be pregnant or not but I need to keep her in my sight. I was the reason who caused her to almost end her life. It is my responsibility to be here.I left my phone in my car. I couldn't go there because Cindy don't want me to leave even a second while she is sleeping. She sleeps so lightly that even my lightest actions could wake her up but this time she
